This website has ruined my life

I used to be happy pol. I would work a job and come home to game and browse reddit. I came here after browsing r/beholdthemasterrace to come troll you guys and now (2 months ago) I became one of you.
But I don't like it at all. I feel like I am developing schizophrenia because everything bad in society feels like a zionist plot.
I quit my job and don't work anymore because I don't want to help this corrupt civilization continue to stand on its 2 feet.
Anytime I get a happy thought it is overshadowed and destroyed by the thought of the fate of the west that follows.
I used to be so happy but all the things I enjoyed like modern music and socializing have come to a permanent end as I find no joy in those things. Modern music is so degenerate that it makes me sick and socializing with bluepilled normies is so tiresome.

I could rant a novel's worth of words of how much I fucking hate what happened to me but I can't go back. These thoughts will never leave me. I will go to the grave knowing this world is ultimately doomed because Hitler lost WW2.
Oswald Spengler in the book "Decline of the west" wrote how civilizations go through 4 stages as they rise and then collapse.
All evidence points towards us being in winter before the collapse.
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Fuck all of you what for you have done to me. Knowing the truth is such a burden that I wish to be relieved from it but I never will.

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Grow up or take the honk pill incel

>he took the memes seriously

What a pathetic loser, your only way out from here is suicide.

Take the wealth pill
Work hard towards achieving a considerable amount of wealth
Dont obsess about topics like race/muh nation too much at the moment
Your time is precious and should be used studying the art of investing/money-making in general
Everybody hates George soros yet his financial success is astonishing (read his book the alchemy of finance) and with his capital he set up a global chain of NGOs which promote his ideology
You should follow the same path if you want to change the political climate
As a a poorfag you are just a mere pleb

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SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT THE FUCK UP KYS GIVE ME MY FUCKING LIFE BACK. I JUST WANT TO BE FUCKING NORMAL AGAIN

Take the iron pill and the Catholic pill and have a fufilling meaningful life.

Man up faggot. No one is going to hold your hand through this shit. Go out there and do what you know is right.

There's no going back fren.

Money means nothing. Its just a tool to lure the goyim around. You think the elite are motivated by money?? They print the shit in infinite amounts, they know its literally worthless.

No amount of money can bring the wealth of god and family.

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>Red*itor gets depressed, finds no meaning in life and considers suicide
All according to plan

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You're here forever.

what a fucking cry baby wtf

Remember you're here forever, best advice is know many of us have been through the same. Stop jacking off, start lifting working out and prepping for when shit hits the fan and people close to you need a leader.

You fool
Wealth is more than just money
It’s land, influence, the ability to employ people, the ability to open up non governmental entities
I have/had a lot contact with the Jewish community in my country and I can safely say they are on another level regarding the principles of wealth
The average white family is financially nig tier in comparison to the Jewish one

Babby's first depressive episode after being redpilled. It happens to all of us.

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The iron pill comes after the black pill
You are your own worth. As long as you have life left in your bones, fight and you will never lose.

where am i possibly going to get the motivation to workout and care about higher values when i know everything is fucking doomed. This world is so sick and the elites have all the fucking power in the world to keep it that way.

I dont want to go on

Honk Honk motherfucker

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Hey little buddy.
How are you holding up?
Time for a blackpill.
You're still young so you have time for fun, I'm in my thirties. Realistically I have about 30 years left to live and I'm not going to spend a minute if it anymore trying to save the world when they have spurned me for my efforts.
Use your wisdom to keep yourself safe, improve your life in small ways. Do all of your own cooking to save and really lash out at boomers by keeping your wallet closed. Put a downpayment on a foreclosure and get a room mate.
Avoid woman, the great undoer of works.
Do not have kids, never have to worry about them if they're never born.
Abandon all faith and hope as we are in hell and the only way to not return is to realize this.
You're only going to be alive for so much longer so enjoy life and shine on you crazy diamond.

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Lol thats the point homo. Knowing the truth will bring pain but that is our cross to carry, i was born red pilled so ive learned to embrace my pain and appreciate isolation, "happy" people are shallow as fuck and will never inheret the kingdom of heaven

from reading

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Look forward, there is no going back.

Somebody post this "average Jow Forums user journey" pic

>I will go to the grave knowing this world is ultimately doomed because Hitler lost WW2.
Til we get new Hitler. Then you can go to your grave fighting for him.

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Now that you feel completely demoralized and destroyed, you should reach a point where you recognize your own autonomy...that you are NOT a victim, that you are NOT helpless, that your do NOT need social media, Netflix, stupid tv and movies, and shitty music; that you are better off without them. A whole new world will open up before your eyes, young man.

2 months ago HAHAHAHAHA 2 MONTHS AGO YOURE HERE FOREVER

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This. It doesnt get better until you learn to laugh at the unadulterated insanity that our world truly is. When you grow your new sense of humor, you will find all the stupid shit that makes you mad will make you kek hard instead.

your anecdotes do not comply with reality
if those families were so great they wouldnt make it against the law to say words to yourself

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Have sex.

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Your first mistake was believing we believed any of our lies you idiot

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If you want to heal just take the Yang pill and fuck off to the woods

Get your job back, you need to eat and keep your strength up to train. Once you get past the depression you will exist with this sense of pure clarity about what may be done. We will find you whe you are ready, this type of person has an unmistakeable aura. Do not give up and for God's sake quit this demoralization-posting it makes you look like a weak faggot.

Still going with this? poal ruint me is a really weak meme. You aren't going to de-radicalize anyone with it. People come here because their lives have already been ruined by globo-schlomo-homo.

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My 15 year old sister browses this board and she isn't so fucking sensitive and is able to think for herself. Are you a literal sheep that needs to believe in every single thing Jow Forums tells you? Are you not capable of finding morals and ideologies of your own? Try reading from numerous sources and subjects, I doubt you are actually redpilled.

Listen faggot, the past doesn’t matter, what does is your willpower, and having the work ethic to never stop improving yourself and building a future that your children’s children can be proud of. That’s all this site is, at its core, we only want to see our families, both present and future grow up in the kind of world we never had. Our future was stolen from beneath us a long time ago, and unless each of makes a positive change in our lives, we’re not getting it back.

>Fuck all of you what for you have done to me.
you lurked here because you wanted to.
you choose to get redpilled and now you blame everyone except yourself? fuck off.
now you have two options: redeem yourself and get Jow Forums, get smart, learn new things, get your shit together and perhaps you may be a positive influence in your society... or you can abandon yourself and swallow the blackpill.
the choice is yours.
remember, you are here forever.

oh hey newfag, enjoy your stay.

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imagine taking Jow Forums seriously and destroying your own life over satire top kek. fucking kill yourself OP

Yeah holy shit imagine this guy 2 years from now

>satire
this guy didnt get the secret memo

>I came here after browsing r/beholdthemasterrace to come troll you guys and now (2 months ago) I became one of you.
thats not really how it work newfag shut the fuck up with your blogpost and lurk moar
the whole post reek

Massive fucking faggot. I can see your faggot glow all the way here; it's like a nuclear blast. Breaking news, half of America is swallowed into the black hole made by some faggot's gargantuan ass gape. Holy Christ sucking off the apostles, what a titan of a faggot you are.

You would have been redpilled by real life eventually.

This combined with the philanthropy-pill. We got to make as much money as possible and put them into foundations that promote and protect our people and culture. We have to outjew the jew. its really the only realistic way to win.

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You're first mistake was thinking you could 'troll' Jow Forums.
Everything else after that points out your mental deficency.

>Tfw antisemite since elementary school
>can't be schizo if this has always been your reality
You simply took up the redpill, I was molded by it

The people who fuck up their lives are the ones who think it's satire. I watch what I say all the fucking time in public b/c it's not a fucking game

The very idea of money and wealth tied in this manner is antithetical to true European ideals. Anything less than Hitler's monetary system is an absolute scam being perpetrated on the goyim. It's fine to gain wealth but if you're not gaining wealth with the intent of razing the system to be replaced with a Hitlerian one, then YOU are part of the fucking problem, placing a high value on an economic system defined by its inherently usurious monetary economics.

Seriously anons, find a cultural heritage group in your area. Throw them some shekels if you have some. If you're a NEET faggot. Volunteer.

All NEETs should volunteer for pro European organizations.

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nigga like close your eyes HAHAHA just turn off your pc

>We got to make as much money as possible and put them into foundations that promote and protect our people and culture. We have to outjew the jew. its really the only realistic way to win.
In the long term if you continue to use that very same money system the jews will already have won. Until there is an emancipation from usurious currency, no amount of social change will have mattered.

Not saying you shouldnt get rich and donate to change things but make sure you're actually trying to destroy the money system that got you there with it, otherwise you're just the new jew basically.

You know what is ruining your life yet you came here anyways and ignore what the problem is.

I don't feel sorry for you you fucking idiot.

No, you did.

The only way out is to take the Christpill. The honk pill is nihilism and for losers.

I just wish I could go back to having a sense of humor that didn't make me look like a vile human being.

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Your life was already ruined from birth. Now at least you're aware of it.

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Too late for you, faggot. Go back to your shitlib buddies and warn them.

The heroes journey. You must die to be reborn, and death is seldom enjoyable.

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>emancipation from usurious currency
White people use usury in a moral way unlike the Jews who turn everything to a profit motive. Capitalism is the only system where (if white people wanted to) pool their resources together. Whites need community centers, life insurance programs and other programs.

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Simple, no matter how bad things are, you can still find hope in living.
Workout, found a good women, have white childrens with her.

Remember, it's only over if you give up.
Nothing more.

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hahahahahahahahah

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I also took this pill - my mission now is get enough money to begin funding white nationalist movements.

Go outside more, find a hobby, talk to a therapist.
Dont go down the hole.

>I came here after browsing r/beholdthemasterrace to come troll you guys and now (2 months ago) I became one of you.
You are very weak minded. I've been here for six years and I still haven't fallen for the hive mind mentality, I make my own thoughts and don't believe whatever Jow Forums tells me. Don't blame Jow Forums for being so pathetic, if you can't handle this site it's your fault, you should have known better before coming here.

Children will do this with people in my lifetime. It's a mixed feel. Very metal though.

Not your blog faggot.

Please be careful with who you fund so you don't end up caught up in a RICO case or anything. Id stay away from the obvious Glowniggers like the KKK, NSM and other Neo-nazis. We should all be donating a comfortable amount of money into well established and professional European advocacy groups.

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When you gaze too long into Jow Forums, Jow Forums starts to gaze into you.
>decline of the west
Nigger you forgot the whitepill of Spenglers work, we're meant to go down fighting like charge of the light brigade so we are remembered in the history books. This is what Hitler did, he's cast as the ultimate villain but EVERYONE for centuries will know his name.
Also the decline means we just prepare ourselves for the next cycle of renewal, the cycle doesn't ever stop m8 we just go into a new phase and we make the most of the stage we are in. At the moment you can capitalize on the decline in many ways, sell useless consumer products at overpriced mark ups to idiots, satirize the clown world with memes and spread red pill propaganda, poke at the beast with pranks....or just live out a simple life and cut all the bullshit of financial control and government surveillance out of your life.

> quit my job
Retard unless you want to be an incel you need a career

Embrace reality for what it is, I often find reality gives me the most amusement. Find whatever is the hardest things for you to do/quit doing that are obviously not beneficial to you and do them/stop doing them. I've been on this website for like a decade now and it's only made my life better.

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You are leetle beetch.

But, you know the truth now don't you? Isn't it better?
You're a man, be strong and brave. To be happy again you need to enjoy the simplicities of life and rid yourself of the faggotry around you. Go lift and create something, that'll take most of the pain off your chest. The next steps are to find a wife and a home for your children, then you can build your family, a degeneracy free family.

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imagine wanting to go back to being a normie
the absolute state of basedboys

Man, is that picture true or what?

But yes, ultimately it’s better to know the truth.

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Its a shitty attempt to dramatize The Allegory of the Cave.

>Anytime I get a happy thought it is overshadowed and destroyed by the thought of the fate of the west that follows.

Don't care about a region, religion or state.
Care about the human race, the planet or the spirit.

>everything bad in society feels like a zionist plot.
take meds, schizo, incel, have sex, and all the usual gist etc.

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Welcome friend. You're here forever.

>Simple, no matter how bad things are, you can still find hope in living.
>Workout, found a good women, have white childrens with her.

Howe can you do this if you're a hapa mongrel?

CIAnigger demoralization operation

tl;dr, leddit gtfo

tell us rabbi, how will your magic chemicals and cummie pleasures make us forget about our silly people and history? I need bad feeling to go away!

Christ is a myth you Kike following loser.
>Worshiping a Jew.
>Muh Jesus is real cause the Jews said so.
Doing this in 2019. KEK.

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Don’t be such a cucked sperg. Anyone whose male and straight can see how cucked the west is. Now that your redpilled just live your life. Don’t walk around afraid of everyone and everything.
Hitler lost ww2 and that’s why the world is ending?? Seriously... your a cuck. The nazi party had good points till they got took over by a moron. You can’t beat the mega Jewish globohomo liberal agenda by waving a nazi flag, putting Jews in chimneys or going on shooting rampages. Here’s what angry straight white males are failing to realize: look how hard the Jews have beaten the west into submission. And without a single dropping of a bomb or shooting anyone. They just push their influence strategically and now circumcise us all and even are starting to push stupid ideas into the goy like transgender surgery and shit.
We need to beat them at their own game. Satirical media that pushes back like angry goy video games are just mass shootings. They don’t do anything but make people think your just another stupid nazi autist who wants to massacre everyone.
We need to be more creative than that. Need to call out the Jewish bullshit and push back slowly and with minimal force, do it slowly overtime. It’s what the Jews did to us. Time to fight fire with Fire.

speaking of shitty music and canada, avril looks pretty thicc these days huh...

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we got another one, lads

This. We have to suffer and take the long path to attain enlightenment and ascend. Forgo the instant gratification. What's better a one night stand or sex with someone you actually love. It's harder but ultimately more satisfying. That applies to everything.

She has lyme disease , I wonder if that is sexually transmitted

:O i thought she was cured

FUCK YOU Jow Forums!!! YOU CIA-NIGGERS!! ALL THIS KNOWLEDGE IS TOO ADDICTING

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hey guys, do you think avril comes here and braps?

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I was a mainstream cuckservative until a few months ago. Now I'm an ethnic nationalist and an anti semite. I can't stop thinking about the death of Europe and its culture

Maybe you should actually READ spengler, and not just watch the synopsis video of his book on YouTube... He actually tells you how to live trumphantly in the face of your hard new knowledge.

You're still a mile away from the final redpill. Just wait until you take the Ted pill.

I don't think it is. From what I understand it was a freak occurrence where she was bitten by a tick and somehow got infected in that short span of time. Took so long to get diagnosed because nobody thought the bite had any significance.

You've drank the jewish koolaid. Both political groups are a jewish psyop to create useless infighting and mental issues among the goyim. You weren't born with it and you can live without it. I've managed to get out of it's insanity and think for myself and you should do it too

you were stupid to buy into all this stupid garbage, and the fact that you feel miserable is great punishment for being a part of this evil.
if you ever want to stop feeling miserable, you can always choose to reject the reactionary propaganda you've been fed, eradicate that poison piece by piece. but it needs to be your decision.
oh, and just saying, the shoddy caricatures you've embraced are hardly reflective of reality.

>without a single dropping of a bomb or shooting anyone
>putting jews in chimneys

Kill yourself.