ITT confess your degenerate past

and i lost my virginity to a roastie

nigger women are disgusting, only reason she we relatively attractive is because she was a mutt with European features.

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I can no longer feel attraction towards women.

When a woman approaches me, all I can think of is how she wouldn't give me the time of day if I was shorter, or fatter, or uglier, or whatever.

I just can't feel anything towards them but contempt. When a news story comes about about girls being hurt, or raped, or killed, all I can think is how they deserved it and how I hope they burn in Hell forever.

BLACKED

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she was*

I was a liberal.

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Spic with a DUI to reckless driving. Young and dumb.

Also into degenerate punk women and femdom.

I used to lead a commune...

When I was 14, I spent the entire summer playing Minecraft. After this, I completely fell out of the social life
I also though that Jacque Fresco was cool

because wrath is a sin

i used to fuck watermelons
while having this face expression

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I convinced a girl to have an abortion to save the future of a bro of mine. She was a whore and I was sure it wasn't going to be his anyways but she wanted to slam him with child support and shit.

I thought Steve Bannon was a literal nazi a few years ago.

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I fucked a black chick

I used to listen to Popular Soundcloud Rap, thank god I trashed that shit in favour of more experimental and underground shit

14-32

Wigger
Smoke weed
Drink alcohol
Fuck every girls i can
Marry a Muslim, divorce 6 months after.

32-now

Live with the love of my life
Dad with 2 blond eyed kids
Buy a house, guns and cool stuff
No need to work
Living the dream

Shame for my past life but i made it well, i hope now for an Adolf Hitler to come back and wipe islam.

I used to think all races were equal and used to be a wannabe American

Then I realized how the world actually is

Remember back when degenerates used to say:
>Why do you care about what two consenting adults do in the privacy of their own home
I supported that and didnt believed on the slippery slope

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checked and sadly Trump wasnt one either.

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I used to believe in Holocaust

The kids tried making me gay when I was between 2-8 years old but it didn’t work. I fantasize all the time about eating snatch and sucking nipples and cumming deep inside a warm vagina.

I did the same, although the one I banged was a Nigerian/French mutt.

I voted communist

I worked for the Democratic Party and helped two minor candidates. Also was involved in a few sexual sins.

Catholicism saved me though and I only vote for red pilled nationalists (there are none)

unironically kys

I used to be obese as a kid and smoked weed.

Now, after 10+ plus years in the army, luckily not a degenerate anymore, by any means.

In my youth I just lay in my room thinking, wasting there, not knowing what was going on, pondering why civilization was so fucked, but before that I was an atheist and fuck that.

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>When a woman approaches me, all I can think of is how she wouldn't give me the time of day if I was shorter, or fatter, or uglier, or whatever.
But you're not, you dumbass. You only have this life so you will never experience another where you have different features, you think Chads think about that?
You don't care about fat and ugly girls either

I use to believe in myself.

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claro que sim, nem esperava outra coisa. Já aprendeste a lição? Não que votar faça grande diferença no nosso país, mas pronto.

I fapped to busty shemale doctors/mistresses fucking cute loli nurses/maids. Alot.

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Foi só uma vez nos meus 18 anos e também vivo no Ribatejo que é a zona mais comuna do país, o brainwashing e propaganda aqui são fortes.

Ich kann nichts, ich bin nichts, gebt mir eine Uniform

Unironically kill yourself, Leftist faggot.

I used to eat bean burritos for lunch every day just so I could crop dust in class and in the halls all of the time. I really enjoyed the reactions. I was pretty lucky and never really got caught. Good times.

Im gay

I fucked a 5"2 black girl with a shaved head and a big ass, she looked like a fat black kid from behind.

We fucked and i was hung over as fuck.

My dick barely touches the sides due to all the bulls that have railed her.

I vomit afterwards because i'm so hung over - she chimps out and accuses me of being racist.

Take her to train station, never see her again.

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I once thought all races had equal intelligence

I remember I was 15 and riding my pushbike home from school. This was mid 90's, I was wearing baggy cargo shorts and a guns n roses tshirt. Some 13 yr olds yelled out wigger when I rode past, I literally rode up to them and punched the shit out of 1 of the fat fucks while his skinnier mate ran off to his house. Then I rode like all shit back home.
I've always hated blacks.

I was fairly liberal when I was 16/17

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lmao just confirms my opinion that people who join the army are 99% insecure manlets who think a uniform is a personality

toppest of keks

fuck off boomer

Nice case of psychological projection.

Nice beak

>german army
lmao mohammed, youre a fucking joke and a little bitch, no wonder you feel empowered

I used to think the world was honest and righteous enough for libertarianism to work.

Now I only care about the 14 words.

Used to be an unironic commie.

Big yikes.

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Says the Slav mongrel who hasn't served a single day.

Really are you joking? please tell more, sounds kinda cool

damn, kinda messed up sounds like a lose-lose situation

good for you user, you really are living the dream

is that you? what made you change your mind ?

nice,and now you get to shoot G3s and MGs and guess try not to think about starting a nationalist revolution against merkle

hoped you stopped my dude

common ideological trap if you don't live near browns or blacks, better that you didn't though.

Im not a retarded zogbot, but I dont assume you are after intellectual honesty, being a fucking army cuck lmao

I could knock your teeth out with one punch you little german bitch, say that to my face not online and see what happens

Lost my virginity to a 30 year old slut when I was 17.
Pol would not approve.
She even had spiderwebs tattooed across her tits.

Just glad I see the light these days, so to speak.

Oh, look, an Internet tough guy. I'm so scared now, my knees are shaking.

Jump off the nearest bridge, you fool.

>no u

the height of intellect for people insecure enough to join the army

Between the years 1973 and 1982 I murdered several prostitutes in the greater Chicago area.

I always tried to have a mentality of "well it's only a few of them that are bad". Now I want to kill them all

>retarded newfaggot german army cuck
a 160cm immigrant shitskin could fuck you up, its not really an achievement I admit

now fuck off you welfare queen retard

Yes, I stopped fapping to that. It actually got so boring that I could only get off to cute trad girls in full dress after that. I've lapsed ocassionally. But there is no denying that common trad cuteness is simply the best nut to bust. I've actually shot across the room multipl...
I think I should've left that at just saying yes.

I toured with the Grateful Dead where I smoked lots of weed and fucked a bunch of smelly hippie girls (and a few hot ones)

Another faggot projecting. Seeth harder.

Soon, brother.

I'm Kurdish I love fucking white girls

I am still working on quitting fapping entirely.

I still smoke weed from time to time, I watch porn regularly (mostly BBC and trap cartoons) , I like rap music, and my relationship with my family is shittier than ever, there is no fix for me, only misery and selfhate, fuck niggers, heil Hitler

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go shoot your fucking broomstick you autist lol

I was a constant 3-4x masturbator from 8 years old to 24 years old. I smoked about 30,000 joints, at least 3x per day from 13-24. I was addicted to cocaine and was doing a gram a day for a year or two until my hair started to fall out so bad ppl were tellng me to shave it off. I was a beta cuckold chasing girls too at the same time, I did every drug you can name and more and was arrogant thinking I was invincible. I ended up falling so far down a drug-induced youtube-esotericism rabbithole that I ended up driving my car to the US border thinking I was going to go join Bohemian Grove, ran out of gas on the highway and ran into a forest completely insane until I was found the next day by a search party. My mind was gone. On the way to a garage in a towtruck I assaulted the driver and tried to steal the truck because a voice in my head told me I needed to go to jail in order to hit rock bottom and find my destiny. I followed the voice and ended up in the mental ward of a jail for 14 days before I was acquitted for drug induced schizophrenia and put in a mental asylum. It turns out that the voice that told me to get myself in jail so that I could accelerate my degeneration to rock bottom was actually probably God trying to lend me a hand, because in the cell I started having vivid visions which tortured me so intensely for 2 weeks straight that I was never the same person. It was a divine experience and I actually lost total control of my mind, other voices were speaking in my head in ways that I honestly had never done myself. I am now an electrical engineer specializing in wireless power who graduated with a 3.9 GPA & am in the best physical and mental shape of my life

TLDR if you are on a spiral downwards and cant get control, just accelerate to rock bottom and you'll be so disgusted you'll be forced to change

If this story is true, it's a pretty cool story user

>I am now an electrical engineer specializing in wireless power who graduated with a 3.9 GPA & am in the best physical and mental shape of my life
seems legit, im about to snort all the coke I can find hol up
retard

I’m in a major downwards spiral and I’m way passed caring.

I was a racist and mean that’s what normal people say like I’m a pedo or something hideous

you're definitely not alone on that

damn I wouldn't be surprised if you got PTSD from that shit
and I don't think you vomited because you where hung over.

what changed your mind my dude?

>She even had spiderwebs tattooed across her tits.
was she some 30yr old hot biker babe or is this some goth bitch?

If you have to really watch porn, watch like Amateur couples that make pro quality videos having normal hetro sex if you do have to watch porn that is.

>I've actually shot across the room multipl...
save it for the real 3D ladies my dude

I couldn't imagine what its like being a Pom and living in England these days

Biker babe is a pretty accurate description.
Very trashy though.
She was really into drugs and partying and shit.
At the time it felt like quite the achievement to take her home.
But then again, im sure losing your virginity almost always feels like that.

>God trying to lend me a hand, because in the cell I started having vivid visions which tortured me so intensely for 2 weeks straight that I was never the same person. It was a divine experience and I actually lost total control of my mind, other voices were speaking in my head in ways that I honestly had never done myself

If you don't mind answering

what
did
the
voices
say?

Being a teen in the 90s isn't boomer retard.

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Yeah it's true, and while I was always spiritual & interested in God and the unseen hand behind the world, I wasn't so sure about just how intense or vivid spiritual experiences could actually be. I'd never been schizo or anything prior, but the voices I had in the cell were so incredibly critical of me and piercing of my ego & arrogance that I was rolling around crying and yelling for them to stop. Pretty fucked up. As it got toward the 10-11th day they started to fade and I started to feel normal, I had been such a cocky entitled prick beforehand but when I was leaving to the courthouse I was crying because I was so grateful to see the sun and the grass, totally changed my worldview. I was acquitted and the towtruck driver dropped charges after hearing my testimony in court where I begged forgiveness and told about my experience. Now I have no criminal record and a career, whereas before going into jail I was drugged out and psycho working as a waiter at a shitty restaurant

its true faggot

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Refugee crisis probably. Also youtube Sceptics™. That's when it started.
All the Jow Forums tier shit is only a couple of steps away.

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We were all Liberal once, back when Liberal meant defending rights and being generally liberal. One day we woke up and saw which party was the liberal one and which party called itself the liberal one.
all the doomer/schizo posters call both parties controlled opposition, maybe they are, maybe they're both wrong by chance. The standard journey of a poltard involves the conversion from irrational libertarianism to a less impossible system, a certain system that worked until it was defeated.

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I was a Chad who played college football and fucked a lot.
Everything I wanted was given to me.
Beta orbiters would do shit for me I didn’t want to do just to have a chance at the scraps that fell from my table.
I found Jesus and a women worth changing for.
You can Fuck all you want.
It won’t make you happy.
I have a wife, MANY children, and most importantly Jesus now.
And if you fuckers don’t save the world.
I’m going indawoods.

Almost became a filthy commie

I can't quit being a lolicon

I want I cute tomboy gf so bad

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Based and redpilled

Larp more tranny

I was a heroin addict for years and I did a whole lot of evil shit during those years. My best friend was the biggest dealer for a section of our city and he used me as a soldier. I never killed anyone but I saw a lot of shit. I also have a bastard daughter who I haven’t seen since she was a newborn.

me too, yesterday i nutted twice. i want those kiked fucks in westminster to finally make porn licencing mandatory.

i took goliaths head in my past life.

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I like watching my girlfriend fucking other men. Often Caucasians and Turks

You misread. It supposed to be degenerate.

This post speaks to me.
Drug induced fuckfests and debauchery gave me no prolonged joy.
I knew Jesus was real when I saw the opposite polarity force manifest in a man staring at me in the mirror telling me to cut myself.
When you see the devil,
His opposite is assured.
Jesus is real.

Whew lad.
So I was fucking this stripper when I was 22 and she got me into cocaine. I ended up with a bunch of hot stripper/hooker friends. It was pretty fucking cool. I ended up sleeping with everyone that was hot at least once. I made friends with this one pornstar and ended up moving in with her after I got cheated on by a fiancee a couple years later.
She was a crazy bipolar cunt but she was the BEST SEX on this earth. I can't even describe the head game she had, she sucked dick like she was mad at it.
She stabbed me once, we broke up like 6 months after, I literally stayed in a relationship because of bomb pussy.
Bitch was 10x crazier than ANYONE you can think of. I can't even describe it. Made up crazy people in media don't even scratch it.
She thought she had magic powers, she had zero filter, she would literally switch from happy to super angry instantly for no reason.
She bought a fucking 60000$ makeup studio to do YouTube tutorials with literally no experience, she just decided she was going to be famous on YouTube and needed the best with ZERO video editing or making experience. Her only experience in the field was doing her whore makeup daily back when she was a hooker.
I could expand on this obviously, I have days worth of content on being a degenerate. I'm square now with zero interest in dating anyone. I can't relate to normal people and boring life issues anymore either.

I know this user is joking, but does anyone have some insight on how the hell this even happens?
How can you watch your woman have sex with other guys and not want to kill her/them.