Crazy single mum alcoholic absentee Dad. Smart but an underachiever. Tried to kill myself at 17 but some divine interverntion saved me somethign woke me up when it should not have possible and shoved my fingers down my throat and called an ambulance saving my worthless life.
17 years later of drug abuse and sex addiction I try again again and the police just happen to find me on an old abadoned road with the vacum hose going into my car. I survive and am bankrupt and alone about to finish a bullshit degree at 35.
Do I try again lads, what can I do in this fucked up world. I know I have two choices to change an be a positive influence in the world or to try to check out again.
Just lay low for a bit and wait for the sands to shift. Things are going to be good
Kevin Allen
Seems like I am not very good at it. But I know I hurt people and I am not good at this whole life thing. I had a good career good money but still miserable leading a double life working during the day doing drugs and fucing at night. I don't think I can change at this point
Eli Thompson
Rust in Piece is a masterpiece album from start to finish.
Evan Campbell
So don't change and just be happy you know
Blake Edwards
Fuck that is, I hooked up with this 9/10 agentine hottie who fucked my life up but got me into Megadeth so can't complain totally. {ic 100% related
I embraced it for a time but I met a girl I played with and threw away and saw the effect I had on her and it really shocked me. Then I worried about how much pain and suffering I have causesd
Nicholas Butler
>35 >big sad >junkie >sex addict >saved twice by “divine intervention” >srsly
... does she have a tattoo of her own face on her leg? that's beyond trash
Xavier Hughes
Denver?
Jack Brown
I'd hang out with a girl like that mane.
Kevin Fisher
Actually not that sad just thining I should not cause any more harm to the world. Addict in general, I don't think it was divine intervention really maybe I am just not very good at it. But you never know had some weird experiences in life you never know.
William Fisher
live stream it
Ethan Anderson
That's 10/10? She looks masculine and tattoos are disgusting.
Jason Watson
She did tell me what the face was of but I wasn't really listening but not a portrait but she was utter filth and I loved it until I didn't
Wyatt Morgan
Richmond
Nolan Gomez
i am a mid-30s boomer and i am ruining my life through drugs and video games. i know your feel, bro.
Ryder Sullivan
I was reading this like Eminem lyrics for about 3 sentences in before I realized they weren't.
Ian Brown
>Do I try again lads What are you trying to do exactly? What is the goal you keep failing at?
William Morris
Peace sells is better
Jordan Gutierrez
Shit it is actually more difficult than you think to do it. added variables increase the likelihood of failure
Joshua Myers
That is hilarious I was thinking just last night about the summer of 2001 Eminem was huge partying in a beach town New Years
Liam Thompson
I agree
Eli Sanchez
Go to the beach and stare at the ocean. Best I got
Youre fine. There are resources available for counseling and job placement. Find a fulfilling hobby. And you're still YOUNG! t. Mom of boys
Levi Fisher
This
Jackson Anderson
Becoming a good person and functioning member of society or killing myself.
Jordan Moore
post feet
Owen Fisher
attention whoring:the thread. nice album though.
Gavin Roberts
Was doign part time papers while in my job in Logistics. After the last suicide attempt that was not successful, I quit and went back to uni. Bachelor of Science Biology and Anthropology lol
Jeremiah King
Would you be angry if you saw one of your kids posting in a hitler appreciation general or a good old nigger hate thread?
>Bachelor of Science Biology and Anthropology if you didn't do undergraduate research in a lab then congrats on your new sheet of toilet paper. i also got a biology degree. i also want to kill myself.
Camden Cooper
Go full breivik /Tarrant. You might not have the power to better your own,you do have the power to do something good
Breivik only. There are activist judges in the US Minecraft server, lend a hand
Owen Long
Thinking about using my worthless degrree tp "teach" english. But have already done the backpacking thing might be a good idea but I will most lilely fuck it up and cause more suffering. But good money can be made in china
Jacob Price
>Women, degenerates, christcucks... What the hell has happened to pol?
Stay away from the drugs and booze at least for a while to detox and prove to yourself that you can. Only pursue women who you think might make a good wife and mother. Make smart dietary choices and exercise regularly. Read. Find yourself a fulfilling job. Listen to Megadeth (except Pooper Collider, that album sucks ass) AND KEEP THESE BULLSHIT THREADS OFF THIS BOARD!!!
