There is no other agony as excruciating as sharing existence with women on this mortal plane.
Today I sat alone in the train listening to my obscure esoteric ritual ambient music, then two conventionally attractive females joined me in my solitude, they sat in front of me and started having a mundane conversation, it caught my interest how they kept talking and laughing about trivial normie topics instead of contemplating the true essence of life and searching for a purpose within. We make eye contact for a split second but I break it immediately as she carried on the conversation with her friend, she probably thought she made eye contact with a normal awkward nerdy guy listening to his music in peace but in reality she's beholding a man that is enduring the metaphysical struggle of his race, a man with an aristocratic and adventurous spirit that yearns for celestial freedom as his mind is experiencing levitation towards a complete transcendence despite only weighing 120 pounds.
I indirectly gazed upon the females with an eye of revulsion, repulsed by their moral disintegration and degenerate lifestyle, then in complete and utter disgust I thought to myself "if only they knew how much of a wise Magian I am?" They would've given themselves to me, to fullfil my carnal desires, to plant my seed and give a chance to my offspring to exist and flourish. But of course they won't as I'm very sure they have decided to pursue this puny empty life, to have sex with the so-called CHAD. It truly is a difficult time for an intellectual like me to exist, it truly is the KALI YUGA.
Shitposting aside, is anyone else completely locked in an existential crisis? Life fascinates me and I feel this warm loving glow from the earth. It never really goes away either. I'm probably crazy but I feel like I have the opposite issues of a schizophrenic, I'm always happy, I'm not paranoid at all and I'm always super calm. I don't really like being around anyone though, just my dog.
I feel like I should be a shaman or something like that.
Did you fart after that? I used to have this upstairs neighbor who, every time he came, would fart and giggle as if to say to his woman “look, your good boy did it again!” You remind me of him.
Zachary Myers
I thought this chick was jacked as fuck. Also, solution to your problem is get a gym membership then do SS/GOMAD.
