>Be Me
>Live in Los Angeles
>Years sober, but started to get restless
>Join a certain "Anonymous" group to help with sobriety
>Hipsters everywhere
>"Drumpf"
>75% of Women are Lesbians
>Tattoos everywhere. I have none
>Ironic everything....
>"I'm in the industry"
>Everyone is an actress or musician or screenwriter
>Hey user...keep coming back
I'm gonna fucking start drinking. I feel it. Shit's fucked. Can't hold on.
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>Be me
>Lived jew York city
>be aimless degenerate waistline away
>Drink and smoke every night
>Can’t bring myself to fix my own degeneracy
Join RAM faggot
Cheers user.
Lets drink together tonight and enjoy the death of civilization together.
Move
drinking is a poor degenerate drug and you will belong in LA if you continue drinking
I'm going to get some IPA right now. I have no fucking appetite and I'm going to drink mad lemon water + salt, and V8 afterward. Fuck it.
Choose Kratom instead brother.
No. Fuck alcohol, user. I don't know, smoke some but don't fucking touch that bottle
>Join RAM
>"Hey user we have a thing, can you meetup?"
>Get there
>FBI agents surround me
>Thrown in prison
>Have to join Aryan Brotherhood or get shanked and butt fucked
>Kill people just to to live
>Life in a level 5 max security prison for life
You definitely need to escape jew York.
t. Got out of that forsaken city myself
yeah you live in cali just start smoking weed
You could probably just have a pint every now and then. Why deprive yourself of something you enjoy?
It doesn't work like that with me.
>IPA
>V8
>lemon water
neck yourself
>Beer
>Alcohol
user..........we need to talk
Snake?
Smoke weed you asshole, it’s how I got sober and it’s fucking legal in your communist republic
Come Home to Paradise Anons
boards.Jow Forums.org/pol/thread/220765392''
Youre stronger than this brother, that shit is literal poison. Don’t just read these words on the screen say them out loud, imagine someone else is telling you this. YOU DONT NEED IT. You want to be healthy, for yourself and family and friends, and if you have none of those then do it for soemthing more eternal, do it for your race brother. We love you.
Alcohol turns Asiatics and aborigines into niggers in the blink of an eye
oh shit that was my wojak edit I made like 3 years ago. only posted it like twice, surprised someone saved it.
also as an alcoholic you should definitely leave any sort of support group. they're usually all full of losers or evangelicals trying to convert you.
either quit on your own and replace the addiction with weight-lifting, or just keep drinking. you'll want something to fill the void, though, and lifting is the best replacement.
what is RAM?
They call me a 'dry drunk'. As if I need this "Anonymous" group to keep me sober. But I can't stand this shit, surrounded by fucking pretentious posers and Hipsters. I can't do it.
I'm trying to be sober by myself. I liked the idea of a group. But I'm a Right Winger....in LOS ANGELES. It's all fucked. I need to get out.
A honeypot that started with good intentions.
thanks for not explaining what RAM is
I was born here I’ve been dealing with it my whole life
Get out of the city for a few days and do something physical. There's a lot of nice hikes in CA. Change your frame of reference and shit.
>degenerate alcoholics are degenerate in other avenues of their lives
Wow, shocker.
>LA
what do you expect
Stop being a fag. All that drinking probably lowered your testosterone.
What you see is weak men & women. Be a man take control of your life and lead by example.
Why don’t you find a group you like?
There has to be hundreds in LA. You will be back drinking if you don’t find a group, a sponsor, and do the steps. Someday you’ll actually be able to not hate everyone around you, which is the cause of your drinking problem. It’s not the people around you it’s you dude.
Trust me I have to pray for niggers and SJWs so I can stop hating myself and them. peace of mind is glorious.
Don’t do it, user. You are strong, you got this. I am a recovering addict as well, and we must all get through our struggles together. To struggle is to live. Take pride in your sobriety, read some Gnostic texts, study some National Socialism literature. We need you to be strong for the coming times. Do it for the race, user.
This thread is a cry for help, you already know you shouldn't drink so either be smart and bite the bullet and get over the initial cravings or be a dumb fuck wasting away always blaming something else.
>why not drink poison once in a while.
Stupid
You've got to find the one based person and ask them to join a private meeting/group for non faggots.
Btw my sponsor is a Jewish guy.
Hey also is my business mentor. Now I’m making more money than I could have dreamed of.
No, but I'll say hi to him
"Initial cravings"
I'm YEARS sober. But I'm surrounded by people who are not at ALL like me, and I'm supposed to do 12 steps with these fucking people?
I fucking HATE Los Angeles. Cry for help? Yeah. Get me the fuck out of here!
Because he wants an excuse to start drinking lets be real.
JUST
Stay strong. You do not need others too stay sober. They will try to drag you down. 12+ years sober here, all by my own. You are a strong man and you will face hardships and you will overcome them.
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Fag. Have a little self control. Stop giving in to societys bullshit help system. You can over come it just believe in yourself.
This. There are so many people and so many groups in Los Angeles there are good ones out there guaranteed but you just have to invest some time making connections and looking for one that fits you OP. The large public meetings will always be filled with the average Commiefornian retards.
cool. what are you drinking?
>Because he wants an excuse to start drinking lets be real.
>JUST
This user is right. Blaming his drinking on not liking the people at the meetings is the biggest fake excuse ever.
it's a perfectly valid excuse.
I know. I'm just pissed. It's hard to live beyond my past DEGENERATE life in this town. I can't even find peace in a group meant for it.
I just gotta get out or travel to an outside group. Maybe I'm just angry that Lefties ruin FUCKING EVERYTHING.
Wrong. Living in L.A. is miserable. I don't drink, so no friends are 'out there'. And in sobriety, everything is FAKE here. It's a shitshow. Like I said, Lefties ruin everything.
Why does everyone smoke? Smoking is fucking disgusting. I only do edibles. Much fuller high and longer lasting. I don't understand why people waste their time with flower or concentrates. There is nothing even remotely enjoyable about either.
>Live in los angeles
Ah i see your problem
I’m in California too. I have a magnetic Trump 2020 sticker that I put on my car whenever I’m in the Bay Area. Love pissing off libs.
This lmao. Other people are the worst influence possible, you would be better off sitting in a room surrounded by cocaine and heroine than to be surrounded by people less intelligent and more morally deprived than you. There is a reason the rich hide away in castles.
>it's a perfectly valid excuse.
There are zero valid excuses to start drinking again.
heroin*
Live in LA as well. I know the feeling. Being pro Christian or straight edge, anti tattoo is like being a new age rebel.
There are groups for you out there, believe me
If you live in LA (like me) you need to develop a natural immunity to the cuckery that surrounds you on a daily basis. The same degeneracy is posted an laughed at on Jow Forums every day what difference does it make that the people are physically in front of you and not in a twitter post? Just pretend they put a hashtag after every stupid thing they say and laugh at them like you do here.
Go to church, boys.
Why the fuck are you in LA?
Move over the mountains and live in the desert, user. The Mojave is the only good part of California I ever found.
>I have a magnetic Trump 2020 sticker that I put on my car whenever I’m in the Bay Area.
>Giving your car an even greater chance of being broken into in San Francisco.
Not a wise choice.
You're going to the wrong meetings. There are thousands of meetings in LA. You need to find one that has some old timers in the room. "stick with the winners"
Lol I feel good .
I never smoked or drink and I started caffeine free from 2 months ago.
Feeling...horrible.... I miss energy drinks
Hop in a Minnesota online aa meeting. I live in a so infested shit hole and I want to be around conservative white folks. I love it.
Probably because it's a better place to live than 99% of the cities in the US.
Alsp order yourself some gabapentin from some place like Alibaba or alldaychemist. It really helps with withdrawal. I ended up in a very nice rehab and all it was was gabapentin for all and aa a few times a day.
>mentally ill people suffer from substance abuse problems
In other news, water is wet
Is that why all the white guys date Asians?
I have over 4 years sober.
Hey now, substance abuse precipitates mental illness. Let's be fair.
That's a fucking laugh and a half.
Then don't drink faggot
>accept the things I cannot change and change the things I can
You can’t change California bro. Either accept it or get out
True
That’s subjective as fuck. I grow my own and I smoke the flowers and cook with the rest. I enjoy both and eating it definitely gives you more bang for your buck but I really enjoy the actual activity of smoking my flowers.
How does this reply work? What does this mean? It's not like only liberals drink IPA.
Come on back user! We're watching the Avengers tonight, it's friday night man
Tell me about your life in the desert.
Don't be a pussy. Get your shit together, and fuck those retards.
Try Orange County or Ventura County. Riverside or San Bernardino Counties might be worth a look. Continue to stay the fuck away from any social groups in that area.
Stand stronk you nigger.
Just remember how every morning was when you woke up after a heavy drinking day. Remember how your entire body hurt.
When I got sober I hated every mother fucker in the meetings. They were all stupid gross dengenerates but then over time I actually was capable of humility and realized I’m no better or no worse. And then I actually felt more connected to people rather than hating the world and being against it.
I did it on my own for years. New to meetings. NOT new to sobriety. Read the OP, Jesus Christ.
Fuck drinking!
Buy a gun, go to the range, improve your shooting, make friends.
IPA has hoppe's in it, which is medicinal, preventing me from turning into an alcoholic. That's why I drink it.
Battling alcoholism is an boxing match with endless rounds that lasts for the remainder of your life. Stay strong, and keep fighting, OP.
"I drink alcohol to keep from being an alcoholic"
I guess whatever works user.
Maybe go to the guy in the church?
I wish I had a savvy Jewish business/money mentor to teach me the ropes.
Gentiles are generally brilliant in most fields, but Jews do have a preternatural gift for money and Its machinations.
It's gorgeous out there. Absolutely. Teeming with life. I know it's obviously sandy as shit, but everything looks "clean" to me.
It's hot as fuck but it's a dry heat. I was a soldier with the 11th ACR so I was stuck out in the Mojave constantly wargaming. Was a great time. LA and Vegas are about 3 hours away from where I was.
>I feel good
>I feel horrible
> Be me. Living in LA.
> Just shaved my balls and was ready to leave the house before I remembered that I forgot to put my make-up on.
> Really want a dose of Fentanyl right now, but I am currently 2 days sober (apart from weed lol).
> Join Anonoymous Group for support and to try and find sex.
> Some fascist pig doesnt agree that Drumpf is an asshole that deserves to die.
> Fuck I am so triggered right now. I need some fresh air
> Walk along the beach whilst dodging Heroine Needles and Poo.
> Remember that I have an audition tomorrow and go to bed with the help of Oxycontin.
All this is literally what I'm dealing with. Can confirm. 10/10 poast
Haha, LA is such an end of the world experience.
Bro I feel your pain. I kicked booze and drugs after the birth of my child, but I just switched over to food and gained 50 pounds. No I gotta figure out how to kick the food
move to the country and work with your hands faggot you will find purpose in no time
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