I'm a homosexual. The fact that I fell in love for my best friend ruined my life, it lasts over two years...

Take the step OP

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Tf you looking here for? Therapy?

You didn't choose to be a man, so make your dreams come true user.
Make us proud

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Do something with more decency if you have to

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>sterilised myself
So you became a tranny to seduce him?

lmfao

Terrible larp.
Should have said you were killing yourself because you're gay AND very right wing, both of these things come naturally to you and you're unable to reconcile them. You're going insane and not even sure who you are, etc etc.

Good. Nobody will miss you

Lmao

I felt like this a very long time ago. I’m glad I’m still here and more in love than I’ve ever been.

Possibly the only honest thing I’ve ever posted on /pol.

nah
Was not want to be a fag towards Him so I conditioned myself to not be. Ended up unable to got a boner have sex or treat other people as beings not objects

>Today I will commit suicide
Post name and photo - it's not like you have anything to lose
UNLESS YOU ARE LYING.

Fuck you fag, Do it cock sucker.

we have a pool party at the party rally so I can take more pollacks this way, hans

bye

well, bye

Do it faggot

The logic doesn't follow.

>electric kettle under the shower
doubt that would work too well but ok.

F

Do it faggot, take a bunch of your fellow fags with you

That's sound like a fake story....
Why do you speak about this on Jow Forums.

how so
Good for you, Mudasir. Ebhoy your lovely life
Anyway, bye, thank you for laughts!

Bro quit wallowing in self pity playing the poor me card take control of the things in your life that you can and accept the things you can't. Im not going to say the world is a better place with or without you because no matter what it will keep turning if you want to vent your frustrations that's good but you need to do it in a healthy way find a therapist and continue to see them it wont help right away but with time you'll see how ridiculous your acting right now.

Check out "Reverse narcissism". Summoning pity-parties is what they do.

Vast majority of homos are vicious Narcissists.

Just take a break from Twitter, Boogie. You'll be okay.

Shit story.

But seriously, if an user is going to an h, at least do it in a dramatic way and take out a few lesbo lefties or something. This place sucks now without a happening.

live stream it

One less polish faggot, good ridense

>B O O G E R

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Check out this thread. Faggots are a mental Disorder.

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Oh, I get it! Extension cord, carry the kettle of appetizers or whatever to the pools edge, OOPS!

Use a toaster instead mate

You're identifying with a perversion. A deviation from a human's natural state. It's not an identity. The pee pee belongs in the vajayjay. That's how babies are made.

Could'a saved you the funds.

THE EXACT THING HAPPENED TO ME! What a coincidence you posted this today! My god

Based

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I think you have us confused with Reddit, buddy

I'm late to the thread but wtf uhh faggot? What's your problem you broke up with your boyfriend and now you want to off yourself? Give me a fucking break. Grow a pair.
Electric tea kettle LMAO. Truly the European way to die.

Suck it up there's more dick in the sea and your a based ally. Maybe I'm missing something.

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stream it

You conditioned yourself not to be attracted to him and that somehow caused you to be unable to get a boner or have sex yet objectify others?

What do you mean by sterilising yourself?

Imagine that a guy would obssess over one woman that does not want him. The simplest advice which is also common wisdom is that he should seek another relationship.
You should do the same and cut all contact with that person.

>spending money to kill yourself
just run into a freeway bro

Have you tried scrabbles, or monopoly?
Ah no. You are on your on.
You right just kys

>I will commit suicide because of that
Why? You're useful to society in a support role. This is why homosexuals are disproportionately found in military and healthcare fields. Its the roles homosexuals naturally evolved towards. They can't care for children so they care for their communities.

You ever tried getting killed by a eurocar? Hell their trucks of peace hit 5 people and stall out. Not like in merica

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Fucking larping cunt.
People that really want to kill themselves post pics and names. I've seen enough Jow Forums suicides to know a larper from someone serious.
YOU ARE A FUCKING LARPER.

This.
Post timestamp with electric kettle

>two of constant everyday agony
So living is not worth the pain and suffering.
Therefore life is not worth it.
Therefore life is worthless, of no value, and meaningless to you.
Therefore you have nothing to lose.
Therefore you are truly free.
Imagine what kind of experience you can have on this earth now that you are free from the burden of living a worthwhile life.

user, look. Just because you’re gay and it fucks you up that you are isn’t a reason to pull the old plug. We give faggots a lot of shit here but the reality is I’ve known some stand up guys who were gay or bi. Go to talk to someone. As long as your not doing drag queen story hours and shit like that or acting out in public like a faggot I don’t think most people really give a flying fuck what you do behind closed doors. Report back user and good luck. Be the tough guy and make your life work.

The only free state is death.
The Death is true freedom
Because when you live you are not free
Because your body is your limit therefore death is true freedom

>typical rich child faggot drama seeker

Literally shut the fuck up you utter faggot.
Timestamp and kettle, OP.

He's dead Jim

I would only tell you to kys if you watch contrapoints. If you dont, do not.

Cowards.

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Suicide will only make things worse. Ask Jesus for help, user. He will hear you if you're sincere.

"The LORD is nigh unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth."
- Psalms 145:18

How about accepting the fact you're a fag and maybe try getting psychological help to remove sexual attraction from such a central position in your life?
Gay or straight, having "love" (more like infatuation) as something so central in your life to the point it leads you to suicide is the real problem. Don't blame homosexuality for that.

Also, hopefully this.

>Because your body is your limit
Your body gets you where you need to go, but your right, there is no hope. No hope whatsoever. However right now I hear summer cicadas and the warm breeze through the window, and later I can put some wood together in the shop.

Jesus isn't real. Fuck off with that sand nigger bullshit.

>Today I will commit suicide because of that,

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finally, one less faggot in the world. great job user!

I can barely understand what you're planning to kill yourself over. Please elaborate. I do not doubt that you will, but your responses thus far have hardly been comprehensive.

we’re proud of you user, do it!

Stop appropriating nationalist symbols to promote sodomy, you faggot.

Dont do it bro. What does being a faggot really matter in this clown world? Do something good with your life. Life is valuable

since when fagflag is a nationalist symbol cause im lost here mr leaf

TITS OR GTFO.
Show your face. After all, you're going to end it all, right?

Don't do it you'll just end up like me, stuck in the God forsaken timeline where you miraculously lived.

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Shouldn't you be posting in the nude Bill Clinton thread with all the other putinbot shills?

lol
>i-im having secret gay thoughts... better kill myself
>boom. your coming out party is in the ER

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Well thank you for your interest, Halloumi man. The fact that I'm a faggot is not important, the important thing for me is that a person for whom I could, would, and did everything did nothing to help me. He made me worthless and only he could help me to be a human being once again.

And about conditioning part. I focused so much on not being anything fag towards him that I killed my sexual life, like a true autist. And I mean literally, like libido n stuff. The will is powerful thing yet it may hurt you.

Okay gaibois, time to say goodbye. Godspeed!

Why did you sterilise yourself?

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don't pretend you don't know
Polska Walczanca

god damn i wish all you fags would jist move to london where you could all catch aids from african homos

remember all this fag acceptance in poland is th result of eu and american globohomoism. once the eu and usa collapse the old order will re-asert itself and you mentally ill fags will go back into the closet.

>putinbot shills?
Yes, and the Daily Beast is high quality journalism too.

to be a good man towards my beloved brother

Killing yourself over lost love is literally the stupidest thing to do in a world of 7 billion people.

Well, bye bye faggot

>He made me worthless and only he could help me to be a human being once again.
How is it someone else’s responsibility to “save” you? Especially a friend?

You should probably slow down user and think this over with some people

Don't do it mate, you can heal yourself in time.

this. Time will show you just how foolish this is. If you must die, die for a good cause. You are here so you are probably redpilled

Can you reverse it?

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So what? Since when the slave uprising against a national socialism is a nationalistic symbol kek

This is probably a fucking larp he didn't kill himself yet and still replies

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>If you must die, die for a good cause.
I thought he was caught in some case of existential nihilism. Turns out no, he just lost his fag crush.

I mean, people live with crushing depression for decades and this ass hole is whining about not being able to suck his buddies dick.

Killing yourself because love lost. Unironically kill yourself there is no place for that kind of bullshit

Kolego nie rob tego

Hate to ruin your slaughter of sodomites, but that most likely won't work.

Unless the wiring is very old, it probably has a ground fault circuit. Plus, that amount of amperage would trip the breaker or blow the fuse quickly.

Really, it's not a good plan.

Since you're back to the drawing board anyhow, why not spend your time more constructively?
Jesus loves you.
You obviously realize you are too screwed up for anyone short of God himself to fix.
Why not get on the right path instead of taking the express ride to hell?

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you can't blame others for your own personal issues, no wonder you are having a bad time dealing with it because yo have taken the wrong perspective. How is it anyone elses issue to deal with but your own?

>youtube.com/watch?v=tEd6x0l3b6U
>"Vulnerable Narcissism"

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