Me "I wish I had a conversation with anyone"
I am alone guys, I am very alone. I had a girlfriends but it has been years...I only wish I had a friend, I have nobody for real.
My "friends" just played with me for my N64, brother Always hated me.
Now I started a career, and I have a job in a foreign country.
My parents don't call me ever since.
I don't feeel good boys.
I haven't spoken to another human being in over 6 months. I know that feel OP.
do exercise
don't fap
eat healthy food
you'll feel better
I'm at least as alone as you OP. But ironically you know none of us outcasts want to hang out with each other. We want to hang out with the cool kids. We won't give others like us the time of day. So we stay alone.
Same. The fact that OP sounds like he had "friends" recently isn't that bad. And he had a gf (but its been years). But I haven't had a single friend since I was 17 and that was 11 years ago. No gf ever. I haven't spoken to anyone but my mom and random cashiers in 6 months.
Good thing my mommy loves me. Love you mommy. Yeeeeeeeeeee!
same here, I try not to think about it
>>That feeling when WhatsApp and no messages.
>>That feeling when when you have to pretend to text in front of colleagues not to be a loser.
That feeling when you will probably have to pay an escort to pretend to have a girl in front of the colleagues.
>>That feeling when you are over nice with people just because you want to talk, and they consider you some sort of monster.
>that spacing
you have to go back to plebbit
Outcasts do not even want to hang out with other outcasts. Why is that? Not like we couldn't start an "outcast friend group" but you damn well know we don't want to.
I ditched all my social media before moving.
I was more afraid of the void in my fb than people finding me out for being right wing.
Dont do it! Facebook is absolutely essential in 2019!
I would like to hang out with other people like me.
People suck. Can't lie. Life happens, grab ur helmet, and make the fucking best of the shit sandwich you have brother. People will see you as crazy, psychotic, schizophrenic, and still... they will never understand the jokes you tell yourself... Fuck them all
Hang in there brothers.
Nothing worthwhile comes easily.
But it will come.
Have faith in yourself.
We're all going to make it.
I don't even have whatsapp
>0 contacts
You are free. Figure out what you really want. Once you know what that is, taking the steps to get it becomes natural and easy.
Join something. Anything. A softball team.
lmfao
i only want to join my ancestors really
What's so goddamn funny? It's absolutely required!
>needing other people
Get the fuck out with that gay shit
You aren't welcome to join your ancestors unless you become someone else's ancestor.
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How depressed are u guys? I don't even get up to use the bathroom anymore. I wish I knew what having a gf feels like
It's normal user, people usually don't have conversations. They do "small talk".
People engage in many behaviors precisely designed to avoid having to talk to people or disrupt conversation:
>sportsball
>too loud bars/clubs
>moviegoing
>music concerts
People will prefer to avoid having an actual conversations about thing that might be hard to talk about, and will always prefer to talk about trivial inconsequential shit.
This is just how most people are.
Me too. I only ever found you guys here. I dont remember the last time I talked to another person. I dont know if I ever really have.
let’s suck each others dicks
ill be ur fren, fren
>be me
>just don’t feel like being social
>try it
>join shit
>talk to people
>don’t really mind it
>kind of a hassle
Being alone is comfy as fuck. enjoy it faggots
>boohoo, i feel like shit because i'm so lonely
>i have no one to talk to
want to change that ?
just say hi
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organizing aint rocket surgery.
Dont delay, join my cult today.
wtf that actually makes sense
It’s okay Samir. I’m your friend. You want me to finger your ass?
I'll be your pen pal if you want bro
That's despair. That's the (((enemy))) trying to erase you. Get to a Catholic Church and join some associated groups. I say the catholic church because that's the one the enemy hates the most.
To all incels like this. You can change this. Start with no fap. It is almost literally unbelievable what a difference it can make. Then (or at the same time) start lifting.
Worst advice ever.
>I wish I knew what having a gf feels like
Easy:
Step 1 - open wallet
Step 2 - remove 85% of money
Step 3 - throw money into garbage bin
Step 4 - repeat steps 1-3
Congratulations you now know what having a gf feels like
thats how I feel. Ill cut my dick off before I ever get into another relationship, I have yet to have a friend that dosent constantly try and use me for shit (borrow money, get a ride, bum a smoke ect)
fuck people, people suck. I like typing at people in this magic book and having them type back, I can always close the page if I get borde. It would be nice to have a friend that isnt always trying to jack you up for shit but I dont think they exist.
A lot of INTJ/P and people born in summer in this thread.
>single parent households are bad
>makes sense
no fucking shit Bjorn
I would love to socialize with outcasts. I need people to talk politics and history with. Normies are so lame. It's always just fussball, roasties, kids, hollyjew bleh. It's always like I larp being someone I am not. It's tiresome. That's why i am a shut in and see "friends" only few times a year. I rather am alone then to have to endure constant bullshit. Many of you fags don't even now what you are asking for. The cool kids are only fun around if lots of drugs are involved.
>> 223811036 (((you)))
>Better to kill yourself
Where in the UK are you?
Are you physically disabled, user?
Yeah I'm fine by myself
Well I guess I'm just an incel. Even got those fucking incel glasses yall talking about. Of all the fucking people in the world why me.I mean I started weightlifting and shit but how far is that gonna go. Bored of all the other mindless shit like tv and videogames. But I still come to this site which is about 90% of the time a waste. Always been people shy. Girl shy the most. fucking feeble soul. Yeah but I'm never gonna lash out in violence or any of that useless shit. I guess I just roll with the punches. shieeeeeeet
What the fuck? Dude. Go join your local Church and do community work or something. Don't waste your life
That's a big guy.
I do that and the world just keeps getting worse
Go to church user
We need more threads like this. I thought I was depressed until seeing anons pissing in jugs. Maybe I'm pretty happy after all
>and I have a job in a foreign country.
Is that foreign country the UK? Because it would explain loneliness.
Shits out of your control user. You can let it wear you down or you can just say fuck it and keep doing what you're doing.
Essential for what? Boomerposting pictures of cats to your grandma? I never got faceberg or any other bullshit social media and I've never missed it. People usually go
>what you don't have faceberg??
and then I tell them no, because it's a faggy bullshit site that takes up too much time, owns all your data and sells it to CIA niggers. And then they usually go
>well... yeah that's true... wish I didn't have faceberg either
People aren't as retarded as many here think, they're just weak.
it's all bullshit user, I know fat people who are 10x more social than me and live a much more productive life. They eat like shit, don't exercise. Having a broken self image can't be fixed by having an in shape body. Mental health is as important as physical, and spending all day on this site with others who feel hopeless does not serve you. Moderation as with everything
Thanks user.
Feed/ hangout with the homeless man. Ive never had a boring conversation with them. Cause there's no judging or fear of rejection you actually can both speak your mind.
lmao
>Now I started a career, and I have a job in a foreign country.
There's a silver lining to this, you're getting out of that shithole country. At this point I believe even my country is less pozzed and less degenerate than the UK. Good luck, OP. You'll make it.
nope, I have a 6 figure job, own my estate, drive a nice car, take trips to europe, but society finds me repulsive. They told me I was gonna make it but it never happened. There's no hope anymore
>Join something. Anything. A softball team.
I tried joining an Ultimate Frisbey Meetup. They all treated me like I was a monster and I was the last person picked 3x in a row. The 3rd time it came down to neither side wanting me like "you pick him. no you pick him. no, i don't want him, you pick him" so I never came back. Terrible experience.
That's the point user. You can't escape this. Those experiences either bring out your inner strength or insult your pride. The sooner you learn you are not special and didn't earn the right to be picked first, the sooner you stop considering yourself superior than others. Maybe your stamina was low, maybe it wasn't. Maybe your attitude sucked ass and no one wanted to play with you. Either way it's something you need to work on, not just give up on participating in life because you encountered a few hurdles.
Tell us about what you did to overcome those hurdles, you were ostracized and picked last and ignored and got looks of disgust for years on end and you got out of it, right?
lol... i piss in jugs too, except for a different reason.
i have ibs-c so if I am going to have a productive shit in the next morning, i have to drink over a gallon of water a day... so that results in about 4-5 trips to the bathroom every night...
well when you cant sleep because your life is a fucking nightmare, your back is missing a disc, you have full on depression and no meds(fuck you guys they do work better then nothing)... you end up having to take double the amount of sleeping pills and even then it takes 3 hours for them to kick in.
so I am not fucking walking blind thru the home 5 times a night while zombied out on meds.., thus the birth of the jug.
everything is awful...i dont believe in god any more... i wanted to kill myself for real in 2016, i got false hopes when i heard trump talking about "you will find out who really did 9/11"
now every day we see the fucking body double come out and say " fuck you actually believed me?"
i have spent every day since about 2007 digging into 9/11 and all of the other fuckery, people mocked me, people ostracized me.
no one calls me, no one invites me to anything, when i go to the annual old high school friend meet up for holiday, i end up not being able to go to sleep at all as i lay in bed and think of how fucked I am and how i cant transcend my adversity while everyone else is being an adult.
also i am poor as fuck.
Yes I was a fat fuck in school, and couldn't participate with all the other active kids so I lost weight. My personality sucked and was a cynical bastard who couldn't relax when I should, so I started force myself to socialize and become comfortable around all sorts of people. I'm 22, don't pretend to have all the answers user but I promise you his attitude of quitting because he encountered some push back is frankly a pussy way of going about life. I was so fucking butt ugly in high school, it was relentless, didn't have my first girlfriend until 20. Some of you are your own worst enemy.
>also i am poor as fuck.
it doesnt get any better when u have money, it just amplifies the fact that the world finds you abhorrent so don't sweat it fren.
Also the piss jug helps wake me up in the morning when the ammonia smell hits my nostrils, so its not too bad
i think countries like yours would be better to live in because people are more down to earth there, everyone is suffering...
i fucking hate the whole millenial social bullshit where everyone is "flossing", larps like they are self made, judges fucking everyone..
there are lots of americans who arent like that, i just hate that this aspect of culture spread wings here....
but i also made the mistake of growing up with these people.
dude, keep a fucking cap on it... you have to rinse it with soap/water twice a day...
since your well off... spend your time doing out door shit, go camping for 3 days, go paintballing every weekend, get a dirtbike and go out riding..
I don't have any "real" friends. only have 1 "friend" that i talked to once a year, if the spic even remembers to hit me up.
>be me
>be slightly too autistic for my good
>high standards relative to the women in my area
>Fap my nights away because i see no reason to try to develop any kind of relationship with the modern Whore of Babylon
>Make Google Sheets of your hentai sites
>pic related: docs.google.com
>Yes I was a fat fuck in school, and couldn't participate with all the other active kids so I lost weight. My personality sucked and was a cynical bastard who couldn't relax when I should, so I started force myself to socialize and become comfortable around all sorts of people.
And then when the ostracizing continued despite you doing two basic things that pretty much every human male who goes through puberty does?
You keep fighting. Last year started with my uncle smashing out all the front windows of my house, then proceeding to smash out my patio and started kicking my dog. I shot and killed him. Three months before that I watched my only father figure drop down to 90lbs before dying with a grapefruit sized tumor on his neck. You can either woe as me in my situation or remain hopeful and keep fighting. I'm broke as a joke once again, but still getting up and doing what has to be done. Never give up or you lost the fucking battle in which case there's nothing I could ever say to help you.
Send the enemy to Woden, not yourself.
Jesus christ. I have aspergers and even I have a fiancee and some friends. Your posts really make me feel better about myself.
You guys must be so fucking weird.
>>Make Google Sheets of your hentai sites
Very nice. I'm gonna check out some of those.
I wish sadpanda.org had a better system for favourites and more slots. I've already reached 1000 and I can't save any more. Maybe I should start one myself.
never ventured over to sadpanda myself, but i am building a list of Bro/Sis, Loli, Exhibitionist and Sleeping hentai mangas.
Oh so you're some kind of trailer trash or whatever they call them in America?
>bro/sis
Meh, not much of a fun
>loli
so tiresome
>exhibitionism
can be great, nice
>sleeping
patrician taste
But really, the best - and also the most neglected - category is mother/daughter yuri. There's only a few great ones. bigsis/youngersis is pretty much the same category.
Yeah I only admit I'm basically a trailer park boy at this point kek. Yet this trailer trash kid is still enjoying life more than you, where's the disconnect user? Are you telling me if I was in a mansion and a pitiful crybaby faggot my life would be better?
Jesus will be your friend
i think my tastes are vanilla, yes, but anything more weirds me out desu.
>started kicking my dog. I shot and killed him
NICE
Guess who was a good boy this time? You were.
I like vanilla too, but there's not enough of it. I especially like slice-of-life ones with adults/young-adults, office workers preferably for extra reliability. Some nice awkward office romance with awkward sex is great.
I hiked to Mount Kailash and drank from Lake Manasarovar since this was supposed to be the peak of enlightenment all I got was diarrhea and now I piss in jugs and shitpost
theres no point in anything
God damn it i love that man. Molyjew is alright. People keep making fun if incels we will keep seeing mass shootings and all other kinds of violence.
Go find some social circles to hang out in.
Take up running and use the internet to find a local running club to join.
this desu. but i do prefer Bro/Sis only because the art tends to be what my dick likes.
kek thanks user
>I hiked to Mount Kailash and drank from Lake Manasarovar since this was supposed to be the peak of enlightenment all I got was diarrhea and now I piss in jugs and shitpost
You thought something external will change your nihilistic approach to life, but that could never happen. It is as that joke about buddhist hotdog vendor says: "Change comes from within."
As I got older I started to look more for perfectly drawn plump tits, so older/younger yuri with big tits really does it for me.
>As i got older i started to look more for perfectly drawn plump tits
this desu, and cheeks from behind as well.
Hey, Idiots: most people ever only get maybe one real friend in a lifetime. I mean an actual best bro.
What you're after is social acquaintances and that's easy if you clean up your room and don't overreact with interest and excitement, cos other people only want social interaction too, not bffs.
Or get a woman and she can explain it to you. Join a church group or do community outreach.
Hell, even pick up trash in a neighborhood group.
It's not complicated, you're just assholes.
>It's not complicated, you're just assholes.
No, it's not, but people like OP don't have this problem because they don't know what to do. They usually do, they are just afraid of doing it.
Or they really are repulsive... at that point you might as well just accept your lot in life and stop giving a fuck.
People won't like you? Great, that means you can say WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT and not worry about results, because they wouldn't have liked you in the first place. Enjoy being a blunt asshole, the world is your oyster.
Just be clean and reasonably polite. Unless you're in India or Canada, then just be polite.
Get a hobby. I build doom maps with GZDoom builder and that really gets addicting. You can express your creativity and have fun. Also making cool stuff for other people to play. Also I'm going to begin painting miniatures for warhammer 40k. Looks fun and I've always wanted to paint an army. Keep lifting, as that's a good time waster and it makes you stronger. But check things that interest you and try it out as a hobby. As for girls and people, they're easy to converse with. You either don't make a connection or do. No need to be shy around others. I'm a pretty introverted person, but I'm very social, especially when talking about something very interesting. Small talk is lame, but it's a starter. I've gotten to know a lot of people over the years just by small talk. It evolves into deeper discussion when you begin learning more about someone. There's a guy I talk to everyday when I'm at work, our convos started out about the junkies and homeless, and how good the old days were. Then it began evolving into race changes in Canada and how the immigrants leech off of us. He just dropped the JQ on me last week. Now I know he's woke to the kikes. Got pretty excited about that.
As for wahmens, it's pretty much the same, but the convos are typically dumbed down and it's mostly about them and what's going on in their lives. If you act interested, and flirt around a bit, they'll love it. Then if the catch feelings for you, they'll be even more interested. But do not lie to them, always be straight up and honest with them. And always take the lead. Ask them a questions about themselves, how's their day going, favorite foods, also let them bitch about work or whatever irrelevant shit people like to complain about. Being a good listener is a major tool to bag women. Every one of them loves it. Work on your confidence, self image and career. Talk to people at work or where ever, practice with that. Also get a few hobbies so you won't be boring. It's easy man.
Faggot
Room for one more?
I'll be your frend.