College is a depressing reality

anxiety. You have such a well managed stress response you can't even tell when you are stressed out. You need to learn to thrive on it but remember the first thing is "do not be afraid" this will pass in time. Believe in yourself and the power of being and then be excellent to yourself as I have been excellent to you.

Meditate on your life. It is not that you are a coward, its that you must let yourself rest easy and forgive your humanity.

I’m trying, man. I’m trying. It’s just so fucking hard. Every day in class or walking around the campus of my university I want to break down in tears and weep incessantly.

realize some qt wants to do the same. she might be a roastie but you are going to want white children, right user? women hate cry babies because they are selfish cunts so if you start bawling you will never get laid

We all get stressed or anxious sometimes. Just try to relax when you can and take it step by step when it comes to your homework.

Worst case scenario you go out as a supreme gentleman.

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Maybe quit and get a normal job

I don’t give a fuck about getting laid, I’m practically on the verge of suicide because of how obscenely depressed I am about my country, western societies in general, and the future.

Literally getting laid is the last of my worries, it would be nice to have a girl who loves me whom I have a mutual feeling of love for, but that won’t happen for a long time - and it especially won’t happen at this degenerate university. Girls want degenerate guys who will toss them around them in bed and borderline abuse them, because they’ve been raised in a rabidly nihilistic, hedonistic, depraved society in which sex is the metaphysical pillar of the world. Not to mention the conditioning in rap videos and tv in general that shows white girls with degenerate niggers.

I’m getting depressed typing this again. Fuck.

>My mind can’t stop racing.
Exercise. /thread

go for a walk, nigger.

Hyperventilate for 30 seconds and then hold your breath for as long as you can. Racing mind will be gone almost instantly.

You should meditate.

Also this.

The only thing you have control over in your life is your mind.

its because high school is compulsory and college isnt. the level of competition rises exponentially when you hit college, even moreso if you are at a respected university. you're probably not retarded, you're just not surrounded by high school retards anymore. embrace it, you're better off not being the smartest person in the room anymore.

Which school?

Follow the Groyper community on twitter

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discipline takes practice. I was like you for a long time but now I can work for hours on math problems or spend a whole day reading a book. You should think about your long term goals too. Put on something to listen to and get to work

>but now I can work for hours on math problems
t. brainlet who still hasn't spent months working on a math problem.

You're undergoing rumination. Write affirmations about the things you are proud about, write about your goals, write about ways to get there. I graduated college in 2015 after being deferred and almost forced to drop out by the SJW hit squad. Develop yourself while you're spending your time in daycare or leave immediately and learn how to manage personal finance and fitness. That is at least what I wish I would've done, studying philosophy was nice and all but there are no non-grocery cart pusher jobs in this economy. There's a reason Trump trumps up his nigger unemployment stats. There aren't careers left for our generation, just "gigs".

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College sucks
You're probably very right but just burnt out. Hopefully you're in your final years. Power through it and get your degree. Remember that this is tiny portion of your whole life and Pewdiepie got his degree in industrial finance.

Chances are this world, this system, it won't exist in 20 years

Nigger unemployment stats are literally just brags about slavery for 70 IQ monkeys. I’m majoring in finance but I know I won’t do shit when I get out of college, I probably should have majored in something like philosophy - I at least might have enjoyed my time here a bit more.

We’re being dispossessed. #MAGA, am I right, goyim?

Pewds international finance degree is doing work for him -- he seems to have acquainted himself well with the international financiers. I wonder who is behind international finance.
OP is right to assume that the prognosis for the west is bleak especially if the return on yields for bonds that last throughout his college days, up to the yield on bonds that last 26 years after he graduates, is negative in some countries and getting worse in ours. If investors aren't willing to put up with this shit, what makes you think that, in a trickle down economy with top down everything, the upstart college students have a chance? If he was connected to international finance, maybe he'd have a better chance. Seems like it's all about "connections" with very little regard to merit anymore.

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Professor here.
First off, abandon the totalitarian blackpills from the last thread.
Next, you need to focus? Get a girlfriend, one who is redpilled and capable. She will ground you like an anchor when you need it. Even better, marry her (nobody understands how much cheaper and easier college becomes when you're married).
Restrict your online time—phones and the internet destroy attention span.
Eat right. God knows none of you college students eat well. A wife could help out in that department as well.

>Professor here.
kys please

Get off of Jow Forums
try reading instead

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Same here user
I procrastinate like hell until the last minute for some reason

Oh sorry, I misread your post. InDUSTrial finance. Sorry, not that it ends up being much different considering industry is globalized.
There are really few questions you need to ask yourself in philosophy. One of them is would it be better to kill myself today or drink a cup of coffee? Your answer, with regards to college, seems to be the latter. Most philosophy teachers just love to beat you over the head with Descartes and skepticism for years on end -- the departments are usually small so you'll see the same professors over and over again. They love to fuck with your world view and especially make you consider that you don't exist. Of course, it's all upper class sophistry. The best advice I ever got from one of my more antagonizing philosophy professors was to not pursue a PhD, as his job practically entailed writing notes between philosophy doctorates that never got read by anyone else and (metaphorically?) sucking dick to retain funding.

The collegiate system has been usurped and replaced with what you have before you.

If you're interested in philosophy
1) lurk moar
2) read a book
3) read another book
4) read it's citations
5) write in the margins, write about your readings,
6) ???
7) never profit because nobody fucking reads anymore.

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I’m reading a bunch of different books atm, my attention span is absolutely fucked so I can’t focus on one, I switch often.

Currently reading meditations though

Do you take a multivitamin supplement? What's your average diet? Particular vitamin deficiencies can take a major toll on your body in the form of mental/physical deficits.

Yes I take multivitamins, and my diet is fine, I eat my fruits, vegetables, meats, dairy products etc

Stoicism is unironically cancer
Marcus Aurelius took the role of a God emperor and turned it into a mundane political post, with dire consequences for the empire as a whole.

user you don't realize how stupid the average person is. If you're white, the odds you have a 90 IQ are around 20%. If you've successfully completed multiple years of college, you're well over the average.

This is a somewhat typical experience in college. You aren't as smart or as special as you thought you were, the work is hard and you can't focus.

College is an elaborate filtering exercise that sorts those who can do the work from those who can't. You need to figure out if you are one of the people who can.

Nobody here can help you.

>College is an elaborate filtering exercise
What a joke. College is nothing more than a government accredited scam to give worthless people (professors) jobs.

Well, that, and the whole indoctrination conspiracy, but what do I know...

it's harder to solve problems when you are stressed

there are a lot of stress inducing things going on recently i have been suffering a similar situation where i just can't think clearly anymore

Take the actual meditation pill and develop focus and conviction. Read Evola.

Take the clown pill you fucking insufferable faggot

>clown pill

are you a freshman in highschool, by any chance?

Feel ya bro, Im nearing my snapping point of disapeering and vagabonding. But I justify college as soul torture. You get sent to earth to have your soul tortured, then u return stronger. If u cant focus, triumph by will. Also im here to secure a higher scale woman and to make enough money to launch going off grid. Maybe if i stop being a beta and act on my impulses ill snap

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Stop trying to convince us you need adderall, we’re not you’re psychiatrist.

At this point, I don’t even think you can be a good Christian without being miserable on this absolutely degenerate, depraved, planet.

The life of a Christian isn’t supposed to be all happy like hippies in the media make it out to be, it’s supposed to be miserable because you’re always at war with the age.

>college
>buying the boomer's market bubble instead of waiting out the inevitable and devastating correction

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ADHD cumbrain syndrome

Yes, you can't focus because you are stressed asf obviously. When I think too much about my country and the future and the past of my people I feel depressed as fuck too.
We can't do shit until the "Normies" aka. the majority of the people see a reason to fix this shit.
Focus on your own life first and remember that the battle for our future isn't over yet.
Realize that College/University is shit because your aren't a zombie which thinks that everything is great as it is.The reality of /pol is that most of us live in a society we strongly "dislike".

Spirit needs the body and the body needs the spirit. Neglecting the wellbeing of either for the sake of other is dysfunctional.

Oh Yes. I once neglected the wellbeing of my physical health and i started a cycle for about a year of extremely poor health and a lot of depression.

Who wants to be born when times are good. DO you really want to live in say 1950s america or as a beautiful woman. That would be such a waste of time. No better time than time to fight

It’s honestly true. Porn fucks you up. I gave it up a while ago but I’m still feeling the affects.

Porn is evil and fuck anyone who defends it.

Getting my PhD to become a professor now. Stay mad

Yes, and moreover, the internet in general fucks you up not unlike porn does. Imageboards are social porn. It's incredible how addictive these places are. The "you are here forever" meme exists for a reason.

Procrastination is a thing when you don't do homework or a project, but doing quests at mmo games, where you have community and etc.

When you can't both work or rest and do senseless things it's not just procrastination, in my opinion. I had second.

Does personal studying exist at States? It's when you find a person which will explain you the subject for a price. Not just do homework, I mean explain.

With full nofap/sex or noporn only?

This is good attitude. It's misery that brings the largest amount of growth. Be happy that you were born in a time of such difficult problems.

Yeah it exists, it’s called tutoring

It’s not so much as I do not understand the material, I just have no motivation or desire to do it. Again, I have no idea how I’ve passed classes up till now. I feel like I’ve just been a hollow shell just somehow continuing on.

I understand the time in which we live is the most historic in all of human history, but it’s still not a happy time to live in at all.

I just hope I can see the light at the end of the tunnel in my lifetime. It’s the only thing keeping me going.

get the book "why isnt my brain working" seriously.

Honestly I had 3 months nofap, but still didn't find a gf.
Maybe because of adhd, but in my country it's not an illness officially and I'm not sure that I have it.

The point is not finding a gf, it’s to take back control of your mind. That’s the most important part.

Jewish porn has the minds of millions under lock and key.

I find to fix this problem, I need to work while standing, sitting, lying down (reading), and also exercise is important.
Then laughing really hard sometimes calms me enough to work.
Or sometimes I need to listen to a good song to calm my focus.
If the stuff you read here has your mind racing, you could always take a break, or drink and desensitize yourself

Don't underestimate professional protectionism.

If markets could correct for otherwise assessable criteria and skills, then medical schools and residencies would have died out long ago. Yet these institutions still have state and federal and state legislators eating out of their ass. You can't get paid by insurance without a residency.

I choiced one profession (and still don't understand why) and all the five uni years used to think about changing it to a different one.

I was going to post this.

happiness is far from my personal goal, i fight for my children to see the light

>I just feel retarded
Seems about right

>Mind racing
jacobsladdercenter.com/doc/research/other/How-to-Increase-GABA-and-Balance-Glutamate.pdf

Remember, everyone has a different part to play in this fight.

Some will rise the ladder of intellectualism and become leaders, e.g. in philosophy, economics, politics, etc

Or; they will have children, raise families, the next generation of torch carriers

And lastly; the ones who will die early, the ones who will fight.

I had feelings to one, but nofap didn't help in that case, this is what I meant.

I thought insecurity or what, but sometimes really think that it may be because of adhd, but still not sure.

I have the same exact problem. I wipe everything clean of distractions and stare at my work but I just can't focus.
I hate it so much

At uni times I had a different problem. I really had problems with writing notes of lections. First pages were ok, but later it was worser.

But sometimes it was, I meant only this case.

Me too. I know notes can improve information retention but there's a sort of academic negligence that creeps in as the term crawls along.

I feel like shit for not knowing what career to pursue since im a senior. I can go with community college and transfer but computer science requires tight math skills which im lacking in, and chances are once I get a job i have to work more than 40 hours. If I become a car mechanic at UTI I have to worry about debt and getting a living wage. Yeah I guess I lack motivation.

So true, i dont count myself out of making a big impact, I just dont care about myself ever seeing victory, i want the kids i dont yet have to see simpler times.
Hail the ones who die early

Start smoking cigarettes. They helped me focus. Problem is now I'm addicted to them. Do what you will with this information

I care for the kids I won’t have. All children deserve to live the life I never had. We fight for every child, not just our own.

Can I achieve the same benefits without the negative side effects of smoking if I just used nicotine packs instead? If so, what's holding you/so many others from doing that?

Combusted nicotine has more powerful effects than other forms of consuption. I recall it has to do with the dopamine boosting mao-i properties of the smoke

1. Quit being a pussy and finish your degree
2. Work a bunch of different types of jobs once you're out of school
3. Live in different places around America. I recommend Idaho or Montana...but only if you're white
4. Needless to say, learn how to shoot a gun, workout and learn basic survival and farming skills
5. When you're ready, buy land outside the most favorite town you've visited.
6. Find waifu and breed.

I hope you're white

Obviously I’m white. I wouldn’t be complaining if I was non-white, I’d have everything handed to me by jews.

I had the same problems as you and it caused me to fail. What you need is a proper outlet. The stress is killing you and you don't have any way to deal with it. You don't have to go out drinking, but find something social and high energy to blow off steam.

I have no desire to do anything social. Plus I wouldn’t be able to anyway. I’m socially retarded and I mean that in the most literalist way possible.

I legitimately can’t talk to people and I despise most people anyway, so I just stay in my own bubble. No one understands me anyway besides twitter poasters and anons on Jow Forums

You are on the autism spectrum. You are a bright mind, a leader honestly. You will figure this out and do great things.

Dude I am literally retarded. I can’t focus on school work and even niggers are ahead of me in class. I won’t do shit. I’ll end up a another suicide victim of the tribe no matter how hard I try to stay afloat.

What are you going on about?

Practice stoicism user.
Get rid of any access luxury in your life. Do nofap, Cold showers, change your diet, spend less time on Jow Forums, hit the gym at least 3 times a week for an hour minimum.

For math help. Use symbolab for anything from basic algebra to differential equations. Hope this helps user, grow stronger and overcome this societal shit test.

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“In an insane world a sane man must appear insane”.

There’s nothing wrong with you OP. Your attention span is poor because you’re being led down the garden path by an education system that is purposely designed to obfuscate the truth. “Education” nowadays is nothing more than Marxist conditioning. ADHD diagnosis and it’s medication was invented by Jewish doctors to “steal the essence” of white children, especially those who might pose a threat to their system of tyrannical control. Prolonged exposure to amphetamines will destroy the dopamine receptors in the brain, producing dumbed down, compliant, sterile populations which is exactly what the Jews want - because they’re easy to control.

You are looking outside Plato’s cave and beginning to see the light. Drop out of university (it’s a waste of time) and start reading books that will bring you closer to the truth and enable you to see through the multiple layers of deception. Marcus Aurelius is babby’s first red pill.

The rabbit hole goes much, much deeper.
These are my suggestions:
Anthony Ludovici (A Defence of aristocracy, the false assumptions of democracy)
Alfred Rosenberg (The track of the Jew through the ages, myth of the 20th century)
Wilmot Robertson (The dispossessed majority)
Rollo Tomassi (The rational Male)

These books should dispel any false ideas you have about the value of modern education and completely change your perspective on life in general. Once you’ve read them you should have a new lease on life. Godspeed and good luck.

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Grouper Twitter is pretty cozy

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I am the same way as you. I feel foggy headed and do not feel like doing anything. I failed out my first year of college. I finally found my way to cope with everything running around in my mind (I cant give you a way you will naturally figure this out) and now I am a straight A student. I assume you also have a messy living space?

No, very clean. I’m very clean. I absolutely hate dirty spaces, they actually invoke a response of vehement disgust in me.

Ketogenic diet and coffee with l-theanine. Ask your doctor for Ritalin, not adderall. I'm on the same boat, just have to discipline yourself to get it done.

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This is because of your obsessive personality which is a great trait

I suppose.