>be me, 2016 >literal ancap who has sucked dicks and taken them up the ass >porn addicted, masterbation too >very sick fetishes; think cannibalism and snuff >get cucked by gf of 4.5 years after she asks you for an open relationship >depressed, anxious, at one point contemplating suicide >a year later, unemployed and living with parents
>be me, 2019 >literal fascist who is in favor or criminalizing homosexuality and banning porn >no homosexual acts for a while, no desire for any >sick fetishes significantly reduced >in therapy for depression+social anxiety, confronting abuse sustained while a child >looking for a reformed church to regularly attend, found a few good candidates >slowly losing weight, learning to cook >working 4 months out of the year at a high paying job that sustains me for the rest of the year
I'm almost 30 though anons. Is there hope for me to find love? Or am I already doomed? Is true recovery possible?
>I'm almost 30 though anons. Is there hope for me to find love? Or am I already doomed? Is true recovery possible?
Yes, there is. Aim for 35. Make a plan. Be aggressive with it and push it forward. At 35 or so is when we peek.
If you can make it in the 32 range so much the better.
Adrian Jones
get fit, get clean, get good with yourself and you will find a wholesome waifu. Don't feel to guilty though, we live in a sick world and you are just a sicko who decided to reform himself, that's something to feel alright about my man
Bravo to you for coming back from degeneracy. There's a long road to recovery but rebellion against the modern world is infinitely fulfilling. Get a good job, get fit, get your life in order and you'll find girls will gravitate to you. Godspeed, user.
Eli Brown
>Yes, there is. Aim for 35. Make a plan. Be aggressive with it and push it forward. At 35 or so is when we peek. Thanks user. I can probably push for 32. Hope you are doing well. thanks for giving me hope guys. Sometimes you have a bad day and the magnitude of things you've done comes back and hits you hard. Glad I posted this.
Hudson Hughes
>waifu
lol
Oliver Cooper
>Is there hope for me to find love? Yes, seems like yuo're going the right direction. Keep it up, stay strong.
either this is a troll or OP forgot to mention that she's a femanon
Robert Richardson
what makes you think I'm trolling?
Benjamin Powell
oh yeah, forgot option 3: OP meant to post on /b/ instead
Anthony Hughes
In some form or another we've all become victims to the (((modern))) world. Some worse than others. Godspeed and goodluck fren.
Aaron Martinez
stop masturbating completely get out of the lower instinctual mind. When you are free from that it will help a lot. The monkeys on your back, really try to not. OR you know go down the same cycle either way.
I have dramatically cut down on porn in the last year. However, masterbation is something different. I can go maybe a day or two without it, then things just kind of override and it becomes too much. How can I last against it longer?
I can get behind this. Jews must go first though.
Bentley Evans
This isn't reddit, fuck outa here
Robert Kelly
realize its all just your own mind creating the horniness and you are a slave to your own mind. Stop being a slave to your own mind. Change your mind, don't let it control you. Control it. You can masterbait when the urge is too much but control it don't let it control you. Slave suck my balls
Landon Foster
No Interesting perspective, user. I will try to reframe things that way.
You are a disgusting degenerate. You engaged in sodomy with multiple men and engaged in various degrading acts. You are not a "literal fascist" who wants to criminalize homosexuality, you're a disgusting degenerate (also probably an infiltrator) who would actually go through with someone fucking your bum-hole, an act that makes 98% of the population puke.
Fellow recovering degenerate here. It's never a bad thing to reduce your degeneracy to the point of improving yourself and your life. I didn't take it quite as far as you did, but what I did do, I did out of curiosity, not attraction or sexual desire. When it got boring, I didn't want more extreme, and barely wanted normal. Now in a long term monogamous relationship for 3 1/2 years and getting my shit in order.
Aaron Robinson
>When it got boring, I didn't want more extreme, and barely wanted normal. This sounds similar to my experience. Thanks user.
