Morale check

What's going in your life user?

I'm ok. Been better, been worse. Received my pso and my pk-a in the mail earlier this week, so I'm excited to sight them in.

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Lemme go ahead and save you some heartache.

Don't.

Either they hurt themselves or they hurt themselves and you get hurt watchin. You don't owe anybody you own flesh and blood like that.

I left the service and I have a crapload of debt and not a lot to show for my time. Living the poorfag life but I know it's my fault and I'm trying to get better. Just kind of scared that I won't be able to pay it all back before they try and sue me for the money.

Girl's hurting herself in lots of ways. Drugs, weight gain/lack of exercise, general health, drink, razors. She's barely functional at this point. Kinda like Cortana towards the end of Halo 4.

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Think I love her too much to just up and leave now.

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It's only gonna get worse

Leave, especially if it's been a while. As another user said, you'll end up with two people hurting instead if one .

I've dealt with police, taken her home when she's blackout drunk, broken up fights, and stitched her up.
How much worse can it possibly get?

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I want to kill myself, haven't had sex in 5 years,s and about to be 32. Literally Innawoods with the bros is the only thing that keeps me sane. That and being an absolute asshole to leftists about the second amendment b/c it's fun to piss them off.

Same as last time.

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I just got to the light at the end of a dark tunnel today
Things are in a good place. I was tearing myself apart before this, with pain, guilt, and regret. I wondered how to live with myself, but the pain has finally lifted.

Stay strong Jow Forumsommrades. Never give up. Use the pain. Become a better person because of it. Life is going to knock you down at some point. Get back up. As long as you have breath in your lungs, the fight is not over. You are stronger than the pain. Believe in yourself, believe in good, things will get better, and you will be stonger from it.

“We shall fight on the beaches, we shall fight on the landing grounds, we shall fight in the fields and in the streets, we shall fight in the hills; we shall never surrender”

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Then make your fucking bed 'n lie in it. Know too many people like you already.
A fucking lot. When it's all over and she's done the equivalent of dragging you down a gravel road for a mile and then topped it off by somehow managing to find a way to reach inside of you and pull out a big ol' chunk of what little heart you didn't realize you had left on her way out, go ahead and remember this thread and how you could of stopped the bleeding so long ago and chose not to.

Don't think your fucking special, you're just like every other fuck who puts themselves in this situation.

The woman that I fell for has problems going on in her life that take precedence. It's her closest family, I get it. But all I ask is an occasional "I'm still alive", and I don't even get that. Yeah, she's bad with calls, etc, due to not using ringers for certain personal reasons. But damn it. The one person I meet in my life that is just right, and life throws me this shit. I miss her. She was my friend 'and' my lover. I'd throw myself into drowning my troubles in sex, but Tinder doesn't even wanna work with my phone number. This is just another item on a long list of shit in my life. It seems that every time when I find something in life that makes me happy, it falls apart as if to mock me for seeking happiness that I don't deserve. Why exist? I've just been trodding through life waiting for Death to come take me.

Sex is one of those transient things where it's easy to say you don't want it if you can have it, but crave it if you can't. Just don't let it get the best of you.

I’m hanging in there. Just getting myself back together these. Or well trying to.

What's the worst horror story along those lines you know of, user?

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I respect you and understand, OP.

Of course you could leave her, as some people suggest. Lots of people do that. Leaving is easy and often the "smart" thing to do, and everyone who talks about not being able to change people aren't actually that far off.

But I've seen amazing things happen to people when people are really THERE for them. You can't teach her to love herself, but you can show her she's worth loving. Sounds like you already do that.

It's just about the balance of encouraging//loving her but all the while not letting her drag you down to while she's drowning. sometimes the best thing you can do for people is just love them, but then NOT WORRY about them, because that makes them feel even more guilty and burdensome and unable to be independent.

you can't help her if you're drowning too, and you cant just teach someone a new personality. just live as an example of positivity.

>not trying to talk down to you--writing this as much for myself
>been in a crazy relationship 3 years
>i was scum, did a buncha bad stuff
>lots of drugs, adultery, nasty fights
>she got scared
>anxious, panicky all the time
>she was ALSO dealing with uteran cancer
>ALSO took her virginity and got her pregnant and then she had a miscarriage, on top of all this
>thought we were broken, could never forgive myself, she couldnt forgive me

but here we are, a couple years after all the nastiness, all the self-destruction and self-medication.

we are calmer, more productive, laugh more.

going through painful times with people can lead to a very rich relationship if you make it out the other end.

don't forget about yourself, but don't lose faith.

Go with God, user.

*drag you down TOO while she's drowning

oh yeah, also this:

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Unless some extremely radical action is taken my country will further devolve into a defacto corrupt narco state, an exploitied middle class presided over by elitists with political science and law degrees that want a nanny-esque 1984 state. I hate them and their lefty money extortion ways, that the leadership of the defense department, the ministry of justice & safety and the national police are completely complicit in this case doesn’t bode much relief.

With drug related violence going up by a pre-dominantly North-African/Turkish class of criminals, as well as general thuggery, I’d wish that they’d actual destroyed the kingdom back in the day and instituted a second amendment here as well; a disarmed populous is an ignorant one. I feel that was is allowed to be discussed, what you are allowed to do to protect yourself and what you’re allowed to possess is fundamentally tyrannical. I’ve taken an introductory shooting course, but all the hassle and accompanying costs are just to ridiculous for me to responsibly get into shooting.

Aside from grievances above I’m doing way better than about 1,5 years ago, started to pick up my old exercise routine and look out of the signs of degenerating back to that state. Also started unironically listening to Jordan Peterson lectures/videos in hopes of better understanding and improving oneself; and a variety of other podcasts that really help me relax or deepen understanding of the crazy world around us (No Agenda, that Jocko one and a bunch of others). On a happy note I’m also visiting the united states for the very this time this year, stopping by Las Vegas, does anybody know a good shooting range to go to as a gun enthusiastic foreigner? I’ve googled some stuff, but I’m guessing Americans on here will know what the tourist traps are and which ones offer a good bang for your bucks.

I went over to gif to whack it but in my drunken stupor I went into a feels thread and started crying for the first time in too long and I'm just fucking spiraling now

If you're headed into Arizona and Las Vegas especially then you'll be happy (or unhappy) to know that they're all tourist traps. Most outdoor ranges outside of Las Vegas are all meant to entrap gun enthusiasts who are more than happy and willing to pay top dollar to fire some full-auto stuff for a few minutes.

If you want to do it cheaply avoid large tourist cities like Las Vegas and head to a place like Texas and pick out a nice vacation spot near the beach with some reputable gun ranges.

Acting like he want packs but he work for the boys
Got a move low-key snitch niggas stay scheming (Snitch)
Pussy nigga signed a plea agreement (Fuck nigga)
Pull up on 'em thirty choppers squeezing (There he go)
Till it *click click* pussy stopped breathing
5.56 NATO round bullets he see em'
Put his brains in his lap let him see what he was thinking
Put his feet in cement and then we throw him over deep end
What the fuck this nigga thinking? Now his mama at the deacon
Thirty young dirty bastards get to blasting no think
Shoot the shit up with the Magnum causing havoc no blinking
Why hide?
Fuck nigga play mine I'll find where you reside
Put your mind on the blinds I'll only give you five [?]
Thirty choppers thirty crash dummies strapped
See them thirty crash dummies where you at?
My young shooters don't play
Thirty hollows with his brain in his lap

Girlfriend dumped me and got with a friend of mine. I loved her so much and this buddy of mine helped me through a lot of the pain and then when I found out they were together it's like every bit of healing I had was undone and then some. I go through waves of anger and hate and pain. I can't even do shit anymore, I just don't feel like I have anything left. No motivation. Nobody to trust. Nobody even to talk to. I want to get some kind of education and a good job so I can somehow make my way to the US where I know people but I can't even function on a day by day basis. I've spent a week locked in the same room basically. Having issues with the m305, I had stovepipes last time I shot it. Gotta source aimpoint batteries too. Just so tired all the time.

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What's got you down mate

Got a .4-5, two Glock nines
Tryna' argue? I ain't got time
Pull up on a nigga by the stop sign
Slide the doors back then it's shots fired
It's Chiraq, this shit serious
Just bought a thirty clip for the SIG
I'll kill bitch and I'll kill her kids
It all depends what her nigga did

Mostly thinking about the deaths of my family members that have yet to happen

Hey OP, I've been in a similar situation. The short story is that you can't fix other people. You can support her and give her all the advice you can, push her in the right direction and all of that other stuff, but in the end self betterment is an individual choice. If you love her, my advice is do your best to help hey turn her life around, but you can't do it for her. If she continues to be self destructive and destructive to you and your mental or emotional health, then you should let go and move on because no one has a right to drag you down with their own bullshit.

This is a lesson I learned the real hard way, friend

Are they dying?or are you just worried about them dying?

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They're all perfectly healthy, I'm just thinking about everything too much, plus depression

I can relate. I have random bouts where I think about people I love dying and it is really harsh. Hold fast brother

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You gotta learn to let go, user. In the end, you can't let other people's actions determine your happiness. Do and be what's best for you

not doing great OP, but do appreciate these threads

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I'm doing my damnedest. I think I just need a vacation for a bit to help figure out what the fates have in store

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You should do that. Any ideas where or what you want to do?

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I'm thinking Oregon or hitting the Appalachian trail. the trail is more realistic, but I feel that's too close to home and my responsibilities (live in Atlanta) so Oregon would be best for me

Hanging in alright. Training for the army but I’m reaching the point where I know I haven’t made as much progress as I’d hoped, worried that the dream might die before I get there. I go to the gym and train with my heart but the fear of it all being for nothing really keeps me up at night. I also hate college and I see it as a distraction from my dream that I’m only doing to appease my folks, but I love them you know?
/blog
Also don’t mess with those women man, they’re not salvageable

How’d you get into debt user? I imagine it wasn’t from school since the service should’ve taken care of you there. Did you save up during your time?

I promise you, it’s never gonna fulfill you the way you think it will. You’re assigning it worth it doesn’t deserve, just live your life man. Find something to fight for

I want to. I really want to just be hard and not give a fuck about other people honestly. Deep down inside though I'm still just feel empty and abandoned, just like when I was a kid. Going through so much abusive shit alone and isolated only to reach a place where I had a relatively even keel and out of nowhere, stable affection, only for it to be taken away again. I'd like nothing more than to just stop feeling entirely.

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Under no circumstanced should you kill yourself, understand? Suicide is a shift of your issues to others, not a solution. Trust me, I've tried it before and it IS NOT WORTH IT

>I've spent a week locked in the same room basically.
casual

t. nearly a year now

I've only just begun :^)

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what's your high score faggot

I love you all, stay strong Jow Forums

Why have you been locked in a room for a year?

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Got clinically diagnosed with depression and severe anxiety today. Fucking nice. Lucky I'm a filthy Auscuck noguns so I can't do anything. But yeah been pretty shit, how're you all holding up?

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abusive roommate. i'm working on moving out.

Anxiety is a bitch mate. How strict are they when it comes to depression/anxiety and gun licensing down there?

They been a royal cunt the whole time?

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yes. the last time i left i was nearly arrested because she took me walking out after washing the dishes as an insult and called the cops. she trashed half of the living room and said i did it while trying to hit her.

Jesus, she's got a screw or two loose. Were you stuck in a lease or what? Nobody should put up with that shit.

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To be fully honest I have no clue in regards to shit like depression and anxiety affecting you being able to get a gun license. I hope not too much because I was planning on getting my bloody shooter's license this year too, probably within the next couple months. I'll have to do some research on it, I hope this shit doesn't affect me too much in regards to acquiring firearms.

>Were you stuck in a lease or what?
yes. i'd rather her not trash the place. if she does i'm moving out straight away, but until then i must persevere.