How are you doing, Jow Forums?

im fine..its the rest of the world that has turned into a rabid feminized raging crazy cunt.

doin preddy gud

i fucking hate my job, too. problem is that the pay is too "good" to quit, so i'm hanging in as long as i can, but i know it won't last too much longer.

Unless you really love engineering then it gets even worse. I liked the math/physics portion of engineering, but hated engineering itself. Needless to say, I hate my job.

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Wife gave me the ol' stinky pinky during a bj the other night. Came like a goddamn freight train.

I'm getting my associates at a trade school because they show you how to weld and take care of actual machinery. The 2 year piece of paper is just a foot in the door (I live in Georgia and Lockheed eats up 2 year folks like me).

have almost gotten rid of my anxiety since the last one of these threads I saw. Still got depression though, and am still unemployed.

Doin' alright man, doin' alright

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Fine. These threads are gay as hell.

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Yeah, I regret not getting into the trades. The PhD was a huge waste of time, too, but it seemed like the best option at the time. I was only getting call backs for the absolute shittiest positions.

I told myself i was done buying rooty tooties for at least 5-6 months, nothing but ammo. Im working a shit job and live with family(i pay rent) so while i've got good savings i don't have a lot of cash flow right now. Then some cocksucker had to bump his armslist ad for a LNIB dan wesson VBOB at a great price. Now im 1000$ poorer before mags and ammo but i've checked a major bucket list gun off so it's kinda a mixed bag.

Could really be worse though.

Working as a EMT right now for clinical experience before applying to med school but getting jaded about everything related to the medical industry senpai. I dont know what to do Jow Forums Ive always wanted to be a doctor but fuck me talking to them and seeing everything they go through day in and day out dealing with retards makes me hesitant now to take the dive. Other than that everyday I remain in this shit tier communist fucking state known as California makes me want to end it forever, I need to get out man but I need to save up for med school and my family is letting me live for free so I dont know what to do Jow Forums. How you guys doing, i hope you guys are feeling better.

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How are you doing OP? I always see these threads but I never know why user(s) post them periodically.

only type of doctor i would want to be is an optometrist. you don't do surgery, and vision isn't part of most welfare insurance programs. probably the cleanest medical job other than pharmacy, but you don't have to deal with junkies.

it pays the lowest out of any medical doctorate, though, but it's also shortest. 4 years, 2 of school, 2 of "residency."

>tfw no gf

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Reminder that there are myriad other, easier ways to make money other than being a doctor. If you don't hardcore want to help people it's a terrible idea, the money isn't even that great considering the fuckload of school you need, and is mainly there to keep doctors from blowing their brains out left and right.

t. not a doctor but dating a doctor, and family of doctors.

I had to sell my car. I had no choise because I am my little sisters guardian and she comes first no matter what and her medical bills get expensive.

It took me ages to find a good mk3 supra, and even longer to do the 2jz engine swap on it. I got good money from selling it, but I am pretty sure I'll never get one like it.
Furthermore I seem to have lost my interest in guns for the most part. Nowadays I only appreciate guns for their practical purpose. I'd rather hang out with my range buddies on a basketball court or at a bar or something. This is problematic as I work part-time in a gunshop. I still like my job, though.

I have had some progress in trying to talk to girls. I will never have the guts to ask one out and being a kissless virgin loser sucks ass, but at least I can have a casual conversation. For me, that is a lot.

Btw. to all you other lonely people: put just a tiny bit of women's perfume on your pillow. It smells really nice and you can almost pretend a girl slept there.

guilty...3 days of feasting and overindulging. probably undid a couple weeks worth of gains.

>tfw ugly
>tfw no gf
>tfw no friends
>tfw Gun Fund is at -115$
>tfw SHTF still hasn't happened

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OP here, I am

ive been having suicidal thoughts constantly over the last few weeks. would use my 12ga mossberg shockwave to make sure I dont end up as a vegetable.

I should probably do something like you did with the safe keys, except I dont have a buddy to give them to and theres so many guns hidden all around my house that even I don't know where they all are

Someone say something reassuring about our gun rights. I just... I loose hope about our republic sometimes.

Get a certificate in a trade/skill. Medical or laborer or Craftsman. Welding looks good, I may do that soon.

-been EMT for years, also love it

Why'd we givem the right to vote

Last time i was looking for work I applied to just shy of 300 positions I was reasonably suited for and got exactly two hits (as in, responses of any kind at all). Kept a spreadsheet.

Shit's a matter of pure volume now user, keep cranking. It's inhuman and it's bullshit and you're right to hate it, but that's the game.

On the plus side, you only need one application to succeed. The number of nonresponses you get is irrelevant. Keep punching.

Maintain your registry and move to a better state. I've gone through a few stations and companies. Found the last two were/are great. Take a break from school and focus on work. Moving and maintaining work has helped me a lot.

Is EMS in Cali primarily right leaning? Almost every company I worked for (east coast) has been anti liberal anti communist. Pretty sweet

The kind of person willing to take your gun rights away, the one truly insistent on doing it no matter what, is completely fucking unhinged and will eventually, with time, have their actions come to light. The average leftist university faggot is doing it out of a sense of self superiority or an honest if misinformed desire to help, but most of the people pulling strings behind the scenes are insane.

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been unemployed pretty much since i got out 2 years ago. literally out of cash and having to sell shit just to get by. hang in there bud, at least you got unemployment to lean on.

should have sold it to me. how much did you get for it?

You can get a single shot shotgun, some buckshot, and a thong. Make sure the boys hang out from either side of the g-string. Need to put fear in your enemy

doing okay. think my firearms tastes are changing because I live in a ban state and im not sure i like that.

I'm all about single action 44s and 10mm/45lc dbl action revolvers at the moment. "hand cannons"

So in context how should this make me feel better? (Thanks btw)

Yeah I guess Im just facing an identity crisis with my entire life up to this point revolving around me getting into medical school. Idk i guess this is just growing up, but fuck dude does it feel weird and kinda hurt since i dont know what else i would do if i were decide to forsake my ned school dream.

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Done something similar recently. Realized my goal wasn't career oriented as much as my career was a step to obtaining what I really wanted, land with a house away from commies. So, I've hammered down on my current work, realized I didn't hate what I've been doing, been doin that since.

I mean, I have a few guns, I just want more.

there's helping people and then there's helping "people."

You're not up against honest people. Do you think Trump won by calling Hillary names? No, he won by calling Hillary a corrupt elitist, while pointing out that her platform was "Rural America doesn't exist", and proposing things that the average American wanted like less illegal immigration, tax cuts, and more American business.

He didn't win, she lost. If she was actually competent, Trump would have had a much harder time winning. But she fucked up. Why? Because she's the type of person that will gladly fall into the trap of ideological ego boosting. She pretended half the country didn't exist and it did her in so badly she doesn't have a political career anymore.

That's what we're up against. Even Stalin lost, despite killing tens of millions, because his system tore itself apart through sheer stupidity.

What do we have to lose ground to? A proclivity towards rebellion and an increased rate of ammunition sparked house fires?

I don't know you, but in my opinion if you've come this far you might as well go for it. I'd regret not giving something a really good shot, so if I decided to quit I can just say "Well, I gave that a good try, wasn't for me"

Don't make the mistake of locking yourself into something though, people really like this trap of thinking they HAVE to do something, or there's no other choice. If you get through life by pretending you can't do anything else that's a pretty sad way to live. You could trade in coke cans, live on the beach and surf if you wanted. Yeah, not a great plan, but it's on the table. There's a lot of shit going on out there and there are a ton of ways to go through life.

This is also worth listening to, most jobs worth doing suck at times, the whole "do what you love and never work a day in your life" is a meme. If your job supports a hobby that gets you through the day thats fine, just don't subject yourself to an endless grind because you feel trapped.

Just some things to think on though, you know better than I do what you want to do with your life. We're all muddling our way through this existence together, I don't have a clue what I'm doing either. Best of luck my dude, stay frosty.

I don’t think I know where to start, user
>decent but low pay job. But the people are nice, so it’s okay.
>12k in debt because of uni and impulse spending
>been short on money for a while with little food until now
>boss probably hates me to the point where I have become something of a glorified landmine detector, probably because I don’t fit in socially with the other workers
>trying to keep my house from becoming a hoarding issue
>trying to put together an FAL, but there’s been so much hand fitting and surplus parts are drying up like the Aral Sea
>tried to cut my own hair, but ended up looking more like some punk rock washout
>and I just got back from the grocery store. There was an extremely cute girl there, but I got too cautious and walked out because I have been burned so many times with dating and socializing. I guess a lot of women prefer more exciting men anyway

Sorry, I just wanted to vent a little bit. But, I’m okay right now. I just needed some time to recollect my thoughts.

Thank you for listening

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Ever shaved your head? Feels good man

I got 16k, which is an ok price in my country.
I got a cheap early celica instead.

Have to get a better paying job next yeaar, though. My sis has at least two years of physical therapy left and the money from my supra will only carry us for the next six months or so.

Been thinking of selling all my guns except one rifle and one pistol.

>Btw. to all you other lonely people: put just a tiny bit of women's perfume on your pillow. It smells really nice and you can almost pretend a girl slept there.

God dammit I just stumbled into that feel.

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I just want to give up.

Thats where I'm at. Except i cant quit because rent, wife and child. Hoping for a federal job soon.

Bruh, try having 4 fingers in there. I came and she fingered more cum out of me afterwords. I couldn't move because of all the endorphins.

>moved back to NJ after living in Florida for a few years
>Ma was getting evicted
>Buy a place and she lives with me
>Won't get a job and can't get disability
>Spends a fortune of my money on cigarettes
>It's been eight months and she's only getting worse
>At a point where i might just have to throw my mother on the street

The worst thing is how hard she pushed me as a child. I remember losing 2-1 to a state champion in a wrestling tournament and we didn't talk for a month. To see her like this, the exact opposite of what she raised me to be.

When I told her I was moving to Florida, she tried to kill herself. The worst thing is that she threatened to do the same if I threw her out and all I could think was:

>do it right this time

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Yeah my plan I think is to at the very least try medschool, get through the first 2 years before the teaching hospital section and then decide. Still as i said i have no idea wtf i would do once i get to that point and decide i want out. I guess this is one of those things though where i just wait and find out.

It is what it is. I am buying an Remington 1858 reproduction so I can have something of a handgun.

is your family jewish?

i can just picture tony sopranos mom doing that to you giving you heart burn,giving you anxiety attacks. Either way im proud of you son for sticking with it.

Not that I know of. My family is Scandinavian, German, Italian, handsome american mutt. My father, uncle and grandfather were involved in a lot of Pagan shenanigans. I remember my mom clubbing my father with a microwave as a kid because he lost a trashbag of weed.

i have a target model 1858 repro and its a blast to shoot.

Why is it so hard for you guys to get women?

I'm so happy I own guns. I use to think maybe I could bite off my tongue. It's so much better to think maybe I could go load my gun instead.

Girls are overrated

I FUCKING HATE IT.

I’m going to graduate with a useless liberal arts degree and my only option is to be a corrections officer. I get to spend all day with cuckolds, chomos, cheek busters, peter lickers, and marys.

The girl from my college isn’t interested in tucking me any more, my bumble date won’t text me back. I’m trying to find a serious GF.

Shittyish.
>1 month left on deployment
>PCS to Nevada from washingtomin december(yeet)
>gf/fiance(she dont know it yet heehee) already got a job down there as a banker
>she moves two weeks before I get back to america(most decidedly not yeet)
>miss my gorl.

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Daily reminder to report off-topic threads.

I just finished watching Genocidal Organ.

My worldview is SHOOK

Fuck off faggot. Not all of us want to to r9k

Pretty fucking hilarious. Obviously the grammar isn't correct, but I took a bunch of stacker pills at 4am, fell asleep, and had a bunch of retarded lucid dreams about Jow Forums. Sorry to hear about the suicidal ones in this thread.

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Might have to pull the proverbial trigger very soon on my sick cat and I really, really don't wanna do this.
Also I'm waiting for two guns and it's taking forever.

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I know it hurts user. I know because it happened to me two months ago.
Don't be sad it's over. Just be happy you got to have them for the time you did.

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Agreed. /r9gay/ is full of blackpilled tumblrfags. I like to discuss as many topics as I can here, because this is probably one of the least toxic boards when you think about it.

My dude i feel you, my battle buddy is getting up there in age and im dreading the moment he looses control of his bowels and shits where he sleeps because i know that ill have to take him then. I wish you the best my dude and just remember you gave him a better life than anyone else could have.

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Only 3 out of 10 threads are decent.

Had to break up with my gf, losing some friends, just preparing for a better future but damn I want to be happy fucking now in the present.

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Thanks brehs

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>mother attempted suicide in early 2015
>she lived because i found her pretty soon after she took a ton of pills
>dad died of heart failure in late 2015
>i've had issues forming new attachments with people since then
>don't want to hang with friends
>don't even want to go shooting
>frequently think about what it's like to not be alive
>desperately hoping that moving across the country will lift me up

i'm fine

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Not user but for me its a disconnect with what I want and what women are. What I want is a sweet girl who loves me and is an interesting, good person like the waifus in my japanese cartoons. In real life, girls are 3dpd roasties whos interests are vapid and they dont even want to talk to me because I'm not a 10/10 chad of their dreams nor a beta who'll throw myself at their feet for affection

...Do you not understand the difference between a Jew and an Italian?

I'M
GONNA
BE
OKAY

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I asked a coworker out and broke my rule of not dating coworkers. I didn't ask clearly enough and she thinks we were just going to hang out as friends and ended up not coming so I'm conflicted as to whether or not I should confront her about it and admit that I made a mistake and tell her my feelings or to just resume the status quo even though I feel like shit. It's been 3 years since I've had a date and I was so stoked but I fucked it up for myself and I'm just really angry and self conscious right now.

>NJ user a few posts back whose mom also tried to kill herself with pills.

Does anyone on Jow Forums have a good relationship with their mom?

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On the verge of death.

He was an inspiration to us all o7

This series kicked so much ass, right from the golden age of firearms too.

AvPD

I've been a manic crazy person for like 3 months now but I'm actually getting things done and making life better for myself.

Just trying to sustain the feeling, doesn't feel great but it's necessary.

idk really desu. I guess Im okay. Lotta pressure cause of college, I underestimated how much studying id need to do this semester and had to drop a course because of it. My anxiety is through the roof too. I think I may need to get a therapist, if only for a little bit.

>I’m trying to find a serious GF.
Hahahaha I thought my life was pathetic. You're going to end up with some mall ninjas used goods.

what difference?

>tell her my feelings
has that ever worked for anyone? the answer is no.

Same current company has zero blacks and few women. Life is great. Not the same guy you asked the question to tho

Not that great.

Hooked up with my best friend (knew each other since we were 6) and we talked about dating. I went out of town for work and we still taked everyday until ahe just ghosted me. Since I’ve been home she won’t talk to me. I’m confused because things looked promising and just went dark. I understand the whole thing is a huge risk and not the best idea but it still hurts that she wouldn’t at least say why she went dark on me.

College vet in his last semester here, stressed from school and work but lifting and making time for my gf has really helped level me out. I really need to get some range time in this weekend too.

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Dude dont

Underrated post

also not that user, but i have no social circle so how do i meet women? i work alone and never went to college. no friends besides my cousins who i rarely see.

once you get into your mid 20's with no female contact it becomes nearly impossible. on the off chance that i meet a girl, she will expect some degree of dating experience which i dont have.

Underrated post

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I stumbled across AvPD last month and realized i have every single symptom

Status quo dude, you need to play this as chill as possible. Just casually ask her out again, if she says no then shes bot going to be interested in one way or another. Girls will make time to be around guys they like, if you're getting ditched then don't bother.