What are your deepest, darkest, secrets you ever have kept to yourself that no one but you knows about...

Because of a very forced meme that newfags fall for.

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based and cowpilled
Wife material

Ivan C, is that you?

Mines really lame, but Ive been gradually loosing interest in my friends and partying and started to become a wanna be operator.
In hinesight, I hated going to bars or getting fucked up every weekend, I only did it because it was the cool thing to do, and I never fit in anyway. All my friends babied me and acted like they needed to hold my hand for it because "user isnt used to this lol"

Ive started being around them less and less, are getting Jow Forums instead. Im up at 7:00 to hit the gym for a few hours before work, and in my off time im training with shooting techniques, or out going innawoods. Ive honestly never felt better in my life. My feelings of inadequacy and feeling lethargic have become no-existant. Im more confident and feel much more at place now.
The problem is I dont really have friends anymore and I miss that, but ill be talking to a military recruiter soon after im done with school in the spring.
On a similar note, I think one of those aforementioned friends is on the road to being an alcoholic and it kills me to watch, but ive tried talking to him about it and its just led to frustration and repetition. The last time we talked he told me it was his life and he was going to do whatever he wanted, I couldnt tell him what to do, I was a virgin nerd anyway so what do I know about having fun, He's always been the one to show me how to have fun, ect.
He was shitfaced at the time but it still hurt. I feel like im abandoning my friend but I cant keep on with that lifestyle anymore. You guys are all I have left as far as friends now

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I wish my girlfriend that i had for three years would come back to me...

SECRETS
- I'm a dominant pansexual.
- I molested a babysitter and an older relative when I was a pre-teen.
- I'm above-average in many ways, but still highly insecure.
- I think most black chicks are too lazy and self-centred to build any kind of solid, lasting relationship.

HOBBIES
- Wilderness rescue
- Hunting
- High grade weed
- Excessive masturbation

TOP GUNS
- AR style shotguns (12g)
- AR30 (.338 lapua)
- AR10 (suppressed, running subsonic ammo)
- L frame .357 for outdoors
- Glock 30 for CCW

I'm about 90% sure I gave her the nudge to put a pistol in her mouth because I was too busy jacking off to furry porn so I blew her off.

I like video game, playing with arduino, camping, running around the hills with the dog. I've just got a cheap .22 rifle, an sr22 handgun, PC carbine. Probably getting a companion pistol for that carbine for xmas.

Hello ant man. We have been waiting for you. We knew it was all an act

I had to lave a bunch of my Army friends behind because of this
their drinking was causing me to drink and the only thing I could do for myself was get away
I have one bro who finally did drink himself to death, and it seems such a waste
survive to deployments and still die young
shit sucks bro

Bump

Same same bro all my friends are working full time and only drinking when they get off. Bars and clubs routinely isn’t fun and it just leaves you broke. I’m becoming an outsider because I save and gets guns/car shit.

Probably that I’m a virgin. I don’t think I give the appearance of it at all and I’m priddy confident, but I just can’t get close with people like that (I blame foster care). Had the chance but my dick literally wouldn’t work with this stranger-so I just said I fucked her and the subject hasn’t come up.

My favorite hobbies would have to be hiking, movies, and shooting. I feel best when I’m on the road so I think I might ditch school for trucking when my driving record clears up a lil.

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I enjoy mah 92fs most even though it’s not my most expensive gun.

>- I think most black chicks are too lazy and self-centred to build any kind of solid, lasting relationship.

Nothing secret about she-boons being trash there Tripfag.

You're gun selections are honestly the most garbage choices I've seen in a long time.

I like lockpicking.
The mauser 98k is my favorite rifle, the CZ-75b is my favorite hangun.
My sister and I had sex numerous times when we were both teens and not a day goes by where I don't think about it.

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>Tripfag
go back to where you came from, fucking retard

Whoooa hod weird is that at family get together a? Old or younger?

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Not really weird, we just don't talk about it. I think there's a mutual understanding between us to just never bring it up.
She's the younger sibling but we're less than a year apart.

You are doing right, user. Know that.

Ants.

>guaranteed yous
In middle school a chad came up and started fucking with me and I shoved him down the concrete stairs of the schools outdoor amphitheater and his head cracked open by the bottom and had to be rushed in the hospital, cops called, kids questioned, everything.

This was back when before they thought about putting up cameras to watch 13 year olds, and I was a loner so nobody recognized me or could point me out

The last I had heard was the kids church started a fund for the bills but I ended up moving states anyway so got away with that shit

>be chad
>bully kid
>get pushed
>fall and break head open
>get mental issues
>due to brain being hurt my head is pain
>develope schizophrenia, maniacal mindset, psychopathy, sadistic tendencies and anger issues
>find random ants and oddly they calm me down
>i have become antman, lord of the ants

It will pass. Trust me. It will hurt but it will pass.

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the fact that ive lied to everyone about something

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i hope you get better at not lying

BASED

>deepest, darkest, secret
I started my own business and make very good money, but I'm more depressed/dissatisfied than I've ever been before. My company has consumed my life I can't make myself let go because I'm scared of being destitute like I was growing up. My life has become a never ending cycle of depression and fear and I have no idea how to fix it, the only thing that seems to make it better is booze. I guess at least I can afford the good stuff now. I've only ever talked about this online because the fact I see no point in life wouldn't be taken seriously by anyone around me; they assume money=happiness.

>favorite hobbies
On the rare occasion I have free time I go innawoods fishing, backpacking, or shooting (Sporting Clays is great) and I enjoy reading and cooking when at home.

>guns
-Benelli M4
-300Blk AR w/ Omega 300
-Arsenal SLR 107

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>free cowgirl
What the fucking point?

you might want to read this
it might be worth a shot
backwoodshome.com/the-MTHFR-mutation-and-why-it-may-matter-to-you/

As a person who has seen both, 2D is leagues better.

It always hurts, user. But he is right, it's his life to ruin. You did the best you could, but don't let sadness for him hold you back. You're going to make more friends in the military. This came out all wrong and I'm sorry, but I'm not good with words. Just know you always have us. Do your best!

Thanks user, that was an interesting read, I'll have to take a look into it. Depression runs in my family, and a lot of that guy's issues sound like mine; I'll have to hit up a doc and convince him to run some blood tests.

no problem user
i wish you the best

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Quick rundown?

What's wrong with knowing your sister had sex?

Haha, very funny.

Secret:
-Used to torture and murder rats I captured
-Used to whip myself as punishment for my wrongdoing.

Hobbies:
>Going to Church
>Praying
>Fasting
>hearing Gregorian chants

Weapons:
· Any bolt or lever action rifle.
· Western type revolvers
· Kukri or Srbjosk knife

Dealing with alcoholism sucks senpai, my dad has always had problems with the sauce and now that he's retired all he does is drink constantly and screech about whatever bullish they're peddling on fox news. Sometime it hurts to admit that the best thing you can do for you is get away from a toxic situation and do something constructive with yourself. It always hurts when someone you consider a friend acts in such a callous way towards you, but I think you are already doing the right things. I don't mean to be a dick but I feel like you lead the horse to water, but he wont drink, so now you need to do you and find people that enjoy doing the things you do, be that going innawoods or lifting. Shit will get better in time and this might be the first push your friend needs to reevaluate his life choice, just try to make the best out of the situation. I'm sure I'm rambling at this point and I'm sure this has come across as know it all, but things will get better, just keep at it every day.

Anything wrong with AR10s?
I just shot mine for the first time and I'm liking it quite a bit.

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My biggest secret? I'm panicked this post is about me. I've really got to work on it

You better have corrected that pleb taste

I enjoy my own self-destruction.

Scuba, sky diving, amateur rally and my gun of choice is a SLR-104FR and a Wilson Combat pistol.

The only freedom I have is when I am nearly dying in high risk situations. There I can finally choose what I want.

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>I'm above-average in many ways, but still highly insecure.
Only a girl is capable of saying something this dumb. That being said, rare dom.

>loves guns and has aggressive lesbian tendencies
Basically my dream woman

I'm supposed to monitor imageboards and forums for subversive speech for the NSA but in reality I just shitpost and masturbate all day. And then like find one post to report before I sign off

>Darkest secret
When I was a horny 15 yr teen I wanted to fuck the shit out of my cousin who's been the hottest girl I ever had contact with.
>Favorite hobbies
Hunting, clay shooting and gunsmithing
>Benelli M1 Tac
>Old Tarzan O/U junk shotgun

>deepest darkest secret
I like to enter dark secret threads and then not actually state a secret

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Thin black women can be a pain aswell.
I saw so many white kids being bullied by their blacgirlfriend, with then it is in 99% of the cases bully or getting bullied.

Then there is that kind of black girl which is phisically great looking, femminine, and well educated but those are a rare thing.

3DCG can be nice sometimes.
That's what you mean, right?

Secret: I may have been sexually abuse when I was 6

Hobbies; none, I am depressed

Weapons
I love almost all of them user, I see beauty almost everywhere there are some exceptions: I don't like the Nambu and all the imitations of the luger in general: like the glisenti 1910.

I downloaded Tor just to see CP, ended up having my most regretful fap of my life.
...I mean, shut up pedophile!

That's very upsetting.

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Have a (you) for the wholesome post

>deepest secret
I'm a lolicon, 2D only of course. I fear constantly about people finding out. My biggest dream is to actually be a cute little gunslinging girl. I fantasize about technology one day advancing to the point that this becomes a possibility. Finding Jow Forums was like catharsis for me, seeing that there were other anons who felt the same (although sometimes I'm not sure how tongue in cheek they're being...) I figure this weird desire comes from rough childhood. I'm pretty troubled by it, to be frank.
>hobbies
Hobbies are pretty standard, nothing special. Reading, anime, vidya, hiking, shooting, cooking, shitposting, etc. I also like gardening but haven't done that in years.
>guns
I find guns in general fascinating and fun, so I can't really say I have a favorite. I flip flop a lot whenever I hear about some crazy new thing.

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90% of 3D porn is fucking garbage.
Then try freenet

>90% of 3D porn is fucking garbage.
Of course it is, but like 80% of all 2D porn is garbage too, you gotta seek out and find what is good and what you like.

>What are your deepest, darkest, secrets you ever have kept to yourself that no one but you knows about?
>you ever have kept to yourself that no one but you knows about?

Excuse me, but what the fuck

>I'm a lolicon, 2D only of course.
Pedos get the rope

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>Finding Jow Forums was like catharsis for me, seeing that there were other anons who felt the same (although sometimes I'm not sure how tongue in cheek they're being...) I figure this weird desire comes from rough childhood. I'm pretty troubled by it, to be frank.
I'm not 100% sure where it came from for me. I mean I made a friend on Jow Forums, and she kind of just awakened it in me, in an odd way, but that also obviously means it was in there somewhere.

I was never molested, I wasn't abused, I have no brain damage or tumors. I'm an odd guy, but there's no trauma or event to link it, and I didn't even like loli at all until recent years. Only 2D lolis as you say, very particular ones, for very 2D reasons.

Good luck, we're behind 7000 armed lolis.

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I order things online so that I'm always waiting for something so I have an excuse not to kms

I'd take the rope if it meant becoming a cute little girl, mr frogposter.
Part of my running theory is that being attracted to young women isn't abnormal for men anyways, and I've been watching anime since I was a kid, so it just kind of happened. From what I understand of normalfags, anime is in a lot of ways an aquured taste, loli much more so. So if you were already into 2D, its probably just and extension of that. Interesting that it happened recently, never heard of something like that.
The other part is more complex in my personal situation.

>Antman is still alive
You absolutely crazy motherfucker

Like gliderfag but with ants

You out of Ft. Meade or do you work at home?

Bump

Bump

I don't believe it until proof is delivered

Jason?

>secret
I have had an upbringing most people would kill for, and I still don't have any friends and spend inordinate amounts of time here.
>guns
Where do you think we are? I don't have any. I'd love one of each battle rifle, because they're my fetish.
>hobbies
I'm not sure you can say I have any. I just pick at things, here a little there a little, without ever seriously committing or specializing.

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>I have had an upbringing most people would kill for, and I still don't have any friends and spend inordinate amounts of time here

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I was raped by a girlfriend’s female friend. I like playing vidya, hiking, and playing with my dog.
My favorite guns are Aks, Milsurp WW1 bolt actions, and revolvers.

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GREENTEXT NOW FAGGOT...um...I mean, can you please share your horrible experience with us?

I wish guns didn't exist. I like videogames and I have a revolver.

I’ve greentexted it in a similar thread, this will be shorter cause working.
>went to party at GFs friends house with GF.
>fun party, got shithouse drunk but nothing eventful or too crazy.
>gf and I stay in guest bedroom cause too drunk to drive
>gf didn’t drink much, woke up to go to work, my car was there so I could take myself home
>I woke up still drunk, bound to the bed with some sort of rope or fetish stuff, was actually strong cause I couldn’t break it.
>essentially her friend slipped back into the room while I was tied up laying on my stomach, penetrated me with a strap on for idk how long.
>I kinda blacked out cause it really really hurt.
>Woke up in her apartment alone and untied
>drove home and took a bloody shit and sat on an ice pack.

Haven’t brought it up since, I’ve just tried to minimize the amount of time I am around that friend of hers
>inb4 user you shoulda told the cops
She’s a 120lb or so chick and I’m 6’3 and 190 man. Last thing I need is to have the rape charge turned around on me. Weirdly enough the few times I’ve seen her since (always in public with gf and others around) she hasn’t acted different or whatever which fucks with my head.

It was all a TRAP!

Wow, that's messed up. Guess that's a cautionary tale about getting shitfaced at a stranger's place. But hey, at least she didn't fuck up your taste in funz.

No she’s a confirmed girl(female)
No i think I’m taking it okay, I never told anyone because i just don’t see anything good coming of that, and as fucked up as it was it wasn’t life ending, I didn’t cry in the shower with my clothes on like chicks do in movies.

I wish you didn't exist.

This is why I don't drink, not because I don't trust myself, but because I don't trust other people.
You should probably try to come clean to your girl about it though, or at the least convince her to cut that person out of your life entirely, it's really fucked up what she did to you.

Good for you user. A feel good ending is what we all hope for.

Bump

>3d
no

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Why don't you confront her about it but in a baiting way to get her to confess while secretly being recorded.

She's only doing it to humiliate and defile you so she has psycho issues, if you do the crying and emotional breakdown act she might confess (or more rather brag) and then you have some serious evidence.

Then take it to the police with the confession, or a lawyer maybe. And if she panics and tries to destroy evidence (ie the dildo and the restraints) then that's destruction of evidence and false testimony etc.

He should just blackmail her for money honestly.

Congrats you fucked up your brain on porn to the point were you had to turn to to CP to charge up the old dopamine. Get help before it's too late.

>Deepest Darkest Secret
I hate pornography and love purity within a society and within one's own soul but I picked up a addiction to porn during some more degenerate times I went through. Everyday I struggle to overcome it and sometimes I get so far and then relapse. Feels bad man.

>Favorite gun
HK-91. I love the look, aesthetic and history of it. I want to get a PTR clone, I hear they're good.

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where the wannabe genderswap lads from the last thread at?

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>love purity within a society
Is this a dog whistle for being a Nazi?