25+

Pretty good, hung out with my dad, got fucked up on opiates and made a really nice steak, now I'm playing some vidya.

heh, standard is good on each own, you got ppl to fill ur life with, for better of worse. i want to believe that at the end of day, it has some merit to it

thanks, when compared to last year I have finished highschool, gotten a license, got a job, been saving money, there are cons though, moved with my parents, broke it off with gf, moved away from all friends i had made for years, back to hometown in a euro metro area making half what i was making.

its been bittersweet, but im moving forward for once.

Sounds like your doing great. It's good your comparing yourself to past versions of yourself and not others, that can only lead to disappointment.
I'd like to believe the same thing, less than a year ago I was a NEET with some serious drug problems, struggling with depression and having no friends so I feel 'right' settling for this life. If your ever alone just remember one person can change your entire outlook on life and all you've got to do is meet them.

>Sounds like your doing great.
thanks.. i did spend half the day here though.

Hell, sometimes just getting up in the morning is an achievement worth celebrating. I spent hours here too, it's comfy. Can't blame you for wanting to feel comfy.

>be me
>fucking 27 yo failure making 35k
>one day off from kike slavery
>wake up at 9AM
>game (PSO)
>work on 3D project
>make "breakfast" (turned out good)
>clean up house and watch anime
>GF (that I do not deserve who makes more money than me) comes home, go to nearby state park
>8 mile hike, find a cool ring snake and make friends. Literally sad to say bye because I have one friend besides GF and no animal companions
>go to bar, have a very nice meal and date
>come home GF drunk and passes out
>watch Blair Witch project and drink more

I loved today. I want to cry because tommorrow it's back to kike slavery until next Thursday. If I didn't have my hobbies and my girl I'm sure I'd hang myself.

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she gorgeous user. you aint a failure for 35k, its pretty nice pay depending on where you live. hope things go well.

It has only just begun, it's gonna suck

eastern europ

Well that came out of nowhere. What gave it away?

wish I made 35K, it's probably the only part of my life that sucks. Definitely want to jump into a trade as an electrician, any electrician robots want to throw me some pointers? I have this fucking 10/10 busting her ass to be with me but a lack of career is the only thing keeping her from being my girl 100%

NC: and thanks man, I think so too. She has seriously family values and is very faithful. I feel as though the salary isn't enough because I'm sure someday she will want me to make more, which will be hard with my FUCKING FINE ARTS DEGREE. If I wasn't good with computers I'd be sucking cocks for change.
Anyone young browsing this don't get a fucking meme degree

its not blue sky here yet(west europ) and you said it just began, so you gotta be east from me. hows life? what do you do for work.

how does one obtain discipline
i really need to just start doing even one thing so I can be maybe proud of myself one day, at the very least

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You can do this: buddy I grew up with just finished welding school, makes a ton (up north in USA). I hope you get the girl user, and the career

i mean when i lived in ky i made 14k after taxes and i was able to save at least 1/3. it all depends on how you live, now im europ im making less than 11k. I plan on going to trade school as well. at 32 will be difficult but i have the option, so im gonna take it, i have to wait till next year though.
im thinking plumbing, why did you choose welding?

Terrible morning have no motivation to get up, kept crying and thinking about HER wishing she'd come back.

Now i'm high, still thinking about her but not sad.

also I really don't want to work, might go for neetbux

Once I sarcastically responded with "Well I'm still alive" and the cashier just went silence and didn't talk to me for the rest of the transaction.

Street fighter taught me discipline, but I grew up with it and wanted to improve myself.

Also had some other factors forcing me to sit down and do something before I blow my brains out just to prove I COULD do something, so I guess in the end it's your own will, find something, and do it until you beat the living hell out of it on your own accord, like I did in SFIV and Marvel and Tatsunoko and I have that itch, I need to fight someone

I didn't choose welding, I do IT work and commercial design on the side: my good friend chose welding. He makes twice my salary, and it seems like pretty fun work versus what I do. This seems to be true of most trades though so I would align yourself with what seems the most stimulating to you

And the saving is the hard part (you actually responded to me twice) because I have one year left to pay off this fucking Subaru and the payment kills me from saving more than $200 a month which is like teenager shit.

>how was your day user?
Ausfag. I have a 6 day weekend.
I know it's mostly going to be wasted on vidya

Not the guy you're talking to, but the original guy, I have a degree in computers and I could easily jump in IT or something, but the thought of sitting in front of a computer for 8+ hours a day just makes me suicidal, trades sound much more fun and from what I understand I'd make about the same money starting out. Would you ever recommend IT work? I don't care how easy or hard it is, I just want to be satisfied during work

Construction in general interests me and is stimulating to me, plumbing, electrician, carpentry and welding would all be great if I could get all of them, but it sounds like I'm gonna have to choose. I don't like heights, I worry if I choose welding or carpentry that little factor will hinder my performance. But carpentry and plumbing are the most interestng to me.

I think a lot of people underestimate how much shit you can weld. My friend for sake of easy example, because we live on the coast of the US he welds boats, no height involved.
It depends how you feel about computers. I took that position because I spend all my time in front of one anyway so it seemed natural, and I suppose over time the work has worn me down. It's very repetitive, so if that doesn't bug you, I'd go for it: the repetitive nature makes me feel stagnant though.

>saving more than $200 a month which is like teenager shit.
you are blind user, 200 a month is more than the vast majority of people in america save, and is virtually impossible for someone where i live for example. so consider yourself lucky, plus your car will be paid off soon. dont despair.

>I spend all my time in front of one anyway
I suppose that's the thing, back in middle school up until I was 21-22 I would wake up on the computer and go to sleep in front of it, but now I'm alot more active and out and about so I guess I have the need to be stimulated outside the computer screen. I realize I'm asking questions after already knowing the answer but damn I just have so much on my mind right now.

I'm gonna go to sleep, supposed to wake up in 6 hours, we're all gonna make it

Damn I guess I never looked at it like that. Thanks man. I think the fact the girlfriend makes more than me always gets under my skin, and makes me want to make/save/be more
We all will user. Rest well. And yeah if you don't want to go back to the life of the screen (and back problems) skip right the fuck over IT

>I think the fact the girlfriend makes more than me always gets under my skin
really shouldn't bother you unless you're simply worried she'll run off when she finds someone who makes more, which is always possible but worry with it when the time comes if it ever comes, it may never and she may truly love you

Quit the job I just started the working atmosphere was terrible and made me feel anxious. Thankfully I had a much better job offer (pay wise and fitting the major I study) lined up.
Still enjoying the last days of the easter break while I'm unemployed and have no classes.

Girl I'm seeing will also be coming over, although she was drinking heavily with her friend (in the comfort of her own home), which means she'll be pretty wasted, but I don't mind. She's fun to be around, even if I don't get to fuck her as much/hard as when she would be well rested.

4 years ago I was pretty much steering towards shut-in NEET territory, being destined to be a permavirgin for live (well except for hookers). Interesting how I managed to turn live around.

I believe she does, like I said earlier, I'm still shocked by how family oriented she is. Comes right home after work same time everyday, clearly loves me very much. I can tell it only bugs me and not her, for that exact reason: she is a cute girl, and someday a turbochad might take her from me.

but that is in the cards regardless of the income and you know it, thats the thing about "the red pill" that everyone makes fun of but is true, you have to live your life as if shes going to walk out at anytime because she may just fucking do it at anytime with no warning, then again she may not. the downside of that way of thinking and living is that you become a negative nancy like me, which pushes the bitches and friends away harder, so you really shouldn't listen to what im telling you. you cant live your life worrying about her leaving you, if it comes to that youll cross that bridge when you get to it, in the meantime love her and enjoy her and do your very best let that insecurity fly away.
hope you have fun user. and good luck with the new job. what are you gonna make for when the bitch comes over?

No no I can't listen to you because I (clearly) already think like this, I just keep it a secret. It's just a shame, when I got the idea of true love from my parents and Disney no one mentioned the constant state of fear part...ah well. I try to remind myself at the end of everyday in lucky to have what I do and really I am, even if not forever.

I know women who left their husband after they retired and I know men who divorced their senior wives, there's stories out there for every flavor. The thing that is more devastating than losing a partner after 10/20 plus years is how everone else doesn't know or doesn't really talk to you because of the stories floating out there. woman i lost my virginity with broke up with her husband and married another guy because reasons, her kids literally stopped talking with her for a few years now but will still talk with their dad because "family values".

All this to say most relationships don't last but you don't live like they don't, you live the relationship like its going to last forever, you have to do it that way or it won't survive, you also know how women suck at communicating the truth, you already feel that you don't make enough and you could or should make more, why dont you look into persuing that goal regardless of the bitch and work on that, seems like a worthy goal and it would only guarantee her to stay, but do it for yourself.

>Balding
>tfw

Going to the doctors next week and ask for generic nizoral, finasteride, and minoxidil. Apparently it takes a year or so for it to work and you experience shedding before hair growth and there is a chance your libido can die. Has anyone used this meme mix of hairloss products? Don't really care about sex drive, but the depression side effects could be a problem.

>hairloss
since i was 19 and continuing from there. there is no cure dude, just accept it as it is. actually ok i lied, there is a cure, its called estrogen, but you dont wanna do that.

there is always hair replacement surgery and I know that works because my boss used to be a baldy
still going to try drugs

I will and thank you.

>what are you gonna make for when the bitch comes over?
Not quite sure what you mean by that.
But first we'll shower together probably followed by some sex, then probably shopping/cooking together and afterwards a mix of watching TV series, sex and cuddling.

No idea what we'll do tomorrow, probably more of the same, which is alright since we're both easy to please people.

i meant food but that sounds great to me, try having the food stuffs at home if you're going to cook, bitches don't like grocery shop anymore than man do.

She seems to enjoy it.
She's a picky eater so so she likes to pick out the foodstuffs herself (I really don't care, I'm a complete omnivore in that regard).

As for food it's usually the same thing, although we occasionally switch it up.
Some sort of meat (last time we had beef tenderloin), with fried potatoes mixed with carrots and a green salad with tomatoes.

>tfw only 1.5 years left until I'm able to participate in these threads

damn you user, that sounds like a date me and my gf used to do it was almost text book we had it down pat
>talk
>sex and sex
>sleep
>wake up around 8
>cook in pj and her in a gown
>eat dinner while watching a documentary
>sex
>went to work
>woke her up with oral
>watch more documentaries or sleep

God damnit why'd I have to be born below average and /nopersonality/?

duderino... what??

We're both easy to please, fun loving, really similar personalities and pretty a pretty comfy (basically couch potatoes) type of people.
I can imagine this working long term.

>how was your day user?
I've been drinking. Now I'm frustrrated because I have nothing after ~7 years of trying to work the cyborg angle and move beyond robots.

ikr but women see that and say "he has no ambition"

Pretty surreal times. Turned 36 last week and just got promoted to CVP in a Forbes 100 company which I shan't name. Thinking about all the increased responsibilities and public exposure that I agreed to take on makes me nostalgic for my NEET days. Salary increased to almost half a million a year but I'm still a KHHV and I won't even be able to find time to spend it. Hate the thought of myself being an actual exec, having to fake my way in that world and keep up with appearances. Tonight might be the last time I can safely post here without really being concerned of security risks.

She admires me in this regard.
We both have the same mental health problem, although I'm currently in therapy, while she isn't.

She considers me "mature and well-adjusted" as far as education, work and my emotions go (although I consider myself more of a manchild) and admires me for that. Having somebody with lofty ambitions would probably just stress her out.

Don't bother telling me that mental illness is a red flag or that it won't work out.
I wouldn't have it any other way, I can't imagine making it work with a neurotypical person.

>27 here
bretty good day just came back from playing soccer with my teamates
how about you op

I spent the entire morning being drunk, and then spent the second half of the day playing video games. It was an okay day, I guess.

congrats user, you're just suffering from impostor syndrome i'm sure you deserve to be where you're at. remember live below your means and save the shit out of that money because tomorrow does come and you'll need it. you got me curious about the security risk part of the entire thing. remember to enjoy it and don't forget to call mom and dad and tell them what you've done for yourself, we love you

>don't bother telling me it won't work out or mental illness is a red flag

user what the fuck? i don't care if she has mental illness or not i'm happy for you i'm glad you two found eachother and are having fun you just enjoy it. remember to make sweet sweet passionate love with her and give her ear a licking bitches love that

Today I was shooting a laser at some dragonfly bug flying around in my room. It didn't like that.

>user what the fuck? i don't care if she has mental illness
Most people around here will lecture you for it or at least tell you to keep a good exit plan around.

>i'm happy for you i'm glad you two found eachother and are having fun you just enjoy it.
Thanks man.
In that regard I'm the "most stable and sweetest thing she had", which I'm inclined to believe, since her other guys all sound awful.

>remember to make sweet sweet passionate love with her and give her ear a licking
No need to remind me. The ear is a very sensitive spot for her. Loving it.

Bang her extra well for me, m8. I want to go back to that life

I always do she likes it hard and fast.

>tfw back to being sexually frustrated but simultaneously happy for you
Keep on being you, user.

Thanks for the tips and reminders. Saving always came easy and naturally from growing up as a poorfag. My routine in supermarkets is still to grab cup noodles, chef boyardee cans, microwavable dinners, and then spend 20 minutes in the cereal aisle debating between all the options. Immediate family hasn't changed in the way that they treat me as I climbed the corporate ladder but extended family definitely has, acting like I owe them and stuff so probably going to keep my distance even further now.
Security thing is just due to the nature of the position. Everyone in my industry, at my company, and especially at my level is a target for hackers and stuff so I need to be more wary about having r9k and posting history on my devices moving forward in case they successfully gain access somehow.

same here, i say this lovingly with the most respect to the user, fuck you

Well if it helps you guys, I lost my virginity to her a month ago at the age of 28. Just enjoying myself a little.
I'm not exactly spoiled.

don't have to tell you this but chef boyardee and noodles aren't actually that cheap, consider going vegetarian, cheapest food you'll eat. but back to the security aspect, perhaps you should consider looking at the fucko threads on Jow Forums when they do show. number one way of being secure and securing your data is to simply not have it be a possible target. my main suggestion to everyone is always a 3-2-1 backup strategy with the most important part of it is none of it be stored in a actual computer, three separate hard drives of different brands and models all your data into one and every week/month/several months keep it synced so you wouldn't lose that much. 90s internet rules (never use real name company or email) that can be traced back to you. keep regularly formatting your pc and reinstalling windows so as to not run through the randomware/spyware risk. take from that what you need to be more secure.

>Can't get a job - not even military because MUH GENDER DIVERSITY QUOTA REE

>People keep telling me that Feminazis and regressives are a minority with a loud voice

>Go to a mainstream gym at night (Gym is the only thing I look forward to, doesn't want me dead for being born white)

>TV promotes a book by some author about "Toxic Masculinity" and Patriarchy every 5 minutes

>Regressives now the majority

>Genuinely living in an apocalypse

Not entirely sure what the fuck happens from here on out

>Have stuff to do today
>Didn't want to go to sleep in the early hours because I know I would sleep all day
>Drinking tea and trying to do things to keep myself occupied so I don't nod off

This securitty stuff is interesting. Can you post more?

Sounds like you're sexually compatable though,which is a win. The one shot I had, we hardly had sex over 3 years.

I fucking hate this day REEEEEEEEEEEEE

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do what i did, go to a local coffee shop(mcdonalds if you're a burger) and wake up

Apparently so. Same libido, seem to enjoy the same things for the most part (well, she's a people pleaser like I am and gets off on whatever drives me nuts, so that's a win), although I'm not sure if I'll be able to fully give her the sexual dominance that she likes. I'm very motivated to try though.

Was really surprised that a pairing of a virgin and an experienced woman could work out.
But in the end, sex isn't that complicated and you can easily make up for the lack of experience by informing yourself, practicing and talking about it.

my security stuff is from the perspective of a paranoid person in certain ways which stem from not only having dealt with the american judicial system and also from the ignorance that i have learned exists in the american judicial system. what you want to have is privacy and also the impermance of privacy, let me explain, i browse the web on my laptop always and only on a live linux environment, i keep no data in my computer at all and i have a single 30gb ssd drive which has windows 7 in it along with everything i might need if i have no internet, this does a few things.

for internet usage it provides you with a safe always fresh machine for you to use online which will prevent you from being tracked, for the most part through cookies and other nefarious ways, yes you'll have to always log in your accounts you should know those passwords anyway, you will have to, if you want, install ublock origin at the startup or if you know how, just do it to the distro itself, i use porteus works great has everything i need, loads onto ram. and it leaves no trace on your computer, if you by mistake download something you didn't want to, there isn't a single trace of it, which on a hard drive even if you delete something that is questionable that you didn't want to begin with, that is still a crime.

i tens to use email mostly on my phone, i find tablets are really sweet for handling email, but smartphone works good to. try to clean your phone often, as in every other month, this ensures you save your most prized info and pictures and that if somethjng happens to your phone, it's just money.

save all your shit into one drive, then make copies onto two other hard drives, take one of those out of the house into somewhere you trust it to be safe, like your brothers house, encrypt it is you want, my info isn't sensitive so i don't. if you're minimalist you can always use the cloud for storage, 60 bucks gets you a 1tb?? on onedrive, if you upload it there, encrypt it.

>how was your day user?
I fucked up at work. I let my laziness get the better of me and shirked one of the tasks that was given to me. I have an excuse but it's pretty obviously an insincere one.

Still, at least I got $1000 for the shift

fixed the screen tearing in kubuntu with nvidia gpu. It was driving me insane. why can't they have a proper guide for brainlets.

>sex isn't that complicated
My only ex made it complicated, so I guess it can be. No idea how to fix it.

Thanks, user. I'm thinking of transitioning to that life within ~24 months.

Well I thought about life, played some vidya, and did some school shit. Yea normal day.

How did she make it complicated?

Made a bigger deal about not having orgasms than about telling me how to give her ones.

Like, I'm a robot, I'd easily transform myself into just servicing her, but I need to know what she wants.

/rant

Man I always end up rubbing a girls clit while fucking her. I don't even care if they like it, it's just hella fun.

Yeah, but that's apparently not enough for everyone.

Which, fair play, maybe it isn't, but at this point I have no idea how to be good for a woman.

have you tried going down on their clit and sucking on it as hard as they let you?

Penetrative ones?
Mine can't have any from that.

But I'm always eager to get her off with my mouth and hands, so that topic never came up. In fact she feels guilty because she's been cumming more often in consistently (I had a lot of trouble cumming at the start and while I can come more consitently from penetration now, it's still somewhat difficult from handjobs and currently impossible from blowjobs) so she's really eager to get me off to make up for it.
I'm ejoying that.

If they did that I would laugh in their face like: "hahah ye, but its better now"

Fucking normies who sit in cashier positions, I tell you man.
l2p

Apologies anons, my post was more a warning that there are women out there with more "complicated" orgasms. If you avoid it, amazing. But either my mouth and hand game was awful across all those years, or it's just not guaranteed.

i'm on mobile so it's harder for me to quote and i'm a lazy bastard but to the guy who asked how a woman can make it complicated it's very simple

>be virgin with experienced woman
>said woman has issues of her own
>turn off the lights user
>ow user that hurts
>you're not in the hole user
and no explaination of how you can make it better because you're the guy and you're supposed to know.

anyways some women have a hard time and most of the time it's because you're not giving them proper foreplay, fucking google it, even pornhub has videos on it. take time, and with women it all boils down to edging, every little detail of it, you do foreplay edging her with it before you stick your dick in her. enjoy it enjoy her take your time and she will cum, don't be in a god damn rush

>or it's just not guaranteed
It's not, she explained it to me how complicated it was and it really sounds like a chore to be a woman trying to experience and orgasm. There's just way to many factors that need to line up well.

The mouth and hand game isn't that complicated either, although preferences vary. It's always good to talk to her about it afterwards and get some feedback, you should also tell her that it's okay to give you some pointers DURING it and you appreciate that (she told me that she and most women she knows are afraid to give that, because many men take it personally) since you really want to please her.

Like for a good relationship, communication is also key for anything sex related and sex with somebody like that will always beat ONSs with strangers, no matter how much of a sex god they are.

Yeah, I'm a mild autist so I played up the communication angle early on, but I fully admit it fell apart due to both of our failings. If I ever get another chance with someone I'm going to double how much I stress communication, because even normies fail at it.

>because even normies fail at it
They really do. I'm baffled about how I'm "the first" in many aspects as far as communication goes.
That makes it really special and enjoyable for her, as none of the other guys were able to give her something like.

It was alright. I went to the hospital to get my wound rebandaged, went to a Japanese restaurant that wasn't just a sushi place for the first time and took a bath with my gf with great sex after.
Now I'm alone since she's at work so maybe I'll go to the beach.
If you go to Asia you can be a normalfag too.

Living in Asia didn't fix my brain problems.