I have no reason to live, but I can't make kill myself either. Why do I want to die so much but can't make myself actually do it? Do I need to be even more depressed?
I have no reason to live, but I can't make kill myself either...
Well clearly you still want to live Jannu.
Give it a few years, you'll stop wanting to live any more, then you can die.
>get a gun
>get drunk as fuck
>shot in head
>win
or you could find a bf like youve always wanted
Because you believe that there is still a way for you to be happy. That the possibility still exists. And you shouldn't ever give up that hope, because no matter how difficult or remote it may seem, life may yet throw something unforeseen and unexpected at you.
You should at least try a transbian relationship before you kill yourself.
>get a gun
I wish I were in America to do that :c
>or you could find a bf like youve always wanted
Nah, it's not even possible.
>life may yet throw something unforeseen and unexpected at you
So far my life has only been throwing nothing but hardships at me.
the life will throw you lower than you think you can ever get. Then its just ezpz
>nah its not even possible
every single thread you post you have people offering
you're worse than a roastie desu
you can get a gun if you look around people sell illegal ones for decent prices
>So far my life has only been throwing nothing but hardships at me
That's what holds you back really. You think sadness is just normal, you got used to it. When you will get some happiness and then lose it all that's when you will have the courage to do it. Falling down hurts more than being down.
Camus said "I don't know if I'd rather kill myself or take a coffee"
Just do both mofo
>you can get a gun if you look around people sell illegal ones for decent prices
Not with my luck. I don't even have enough money anyway.
I see this every god damn time, yet when I reply to someone they either vanish or turn out to know literally nothing about me.
I was so depressed when there was no Jannu thread yesterday.
>I was so depressed when there was no Jannu thread yesterday.
Same
Gomen, I was feeling down and playing vidya.
What about your video card? I thought you couldn't play any good games.
You have a reason to live, but you don't know what it is yet.
A second reason to live is to find out what the first reason is.
I made a reckless decision and spent all my savings on a new GPU (my parents also helped me a bit). If any emergency happens, I'm fucked. But hey, I couldn't live without vidya, it was unbearable. Too fucking bad my cpu bottlnecks it and I don't have money for it.
Hah, your whole life cracks me up. Don't you know buying GPUs is what bfs are for?
>bfs
Now hold on just a second. I barely managed to forgot these feelings yesterday after hours and hours of non-stop vidya, and you almost made them come back. I would ask you to refrain from such actions in the future if possible.
Well since it's you I'll make an exception.