How do i move on? I can't stop thinking about her. I just can't stop...

There is no escape. Once a succubus steals your soul then you're hers' forever. Drugs eased the pain for me but she's a constant residual image in my head. I smoke so much now that I rarely have dreams anymore, when I do dream it's often about her. I met her in 2013 and not a day goes by where I don't want her back.

TL;DR : Do drugs.

I been going through the same. The only thing aliviating my pain is accepting the fact that the time I spent with her was the best time of my life and treasuring those memories, even if she won't come back no matter how hard I try. It still hurts but at least I'm glad I was able to experience such good times. That and focusing my mind on the things I used to love.

But I don't drink alcohol or do drugs. Neither do I want to.

I tried doing that for a couple of days & I started missing her more. Fuck, man. And the worst thing is, she's in my class too.

Well I guess the situation is different for us. My succubus was an online gf that I got too attached to. I don't really know what happened to her and in the end she ghosted me and blocked me. The time I spent texting with her was the happiest I have been in my pathetic life. Since she blocked me in the social media we used, I can't see her anymore.
The only things left I have from her are her pictures and messages. Even though it is despairing, I still hold a little bit of hope that one day I'll wake up and see a message from her.

This is what i do as well. I wrote down all my memories of her and every time i have a dream about her i write it down too. I just daydream about situations of us together all the time.

I wish I hadn't deleted our text conversations. i still have her pictures though and that's nice

I did the same & now i feel like a fucking retard. I really shouldn't have deleted the messages. fuck I'm a fucking retard.

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You've never even met that person. Your obsession is pathetic.

I know! even when we were together i would go through our texts and read them over and it was always such a nice feeling, Seeing the Sweet and funny moments. I thought it would help me get over her but now it just makes it hurt more.

Getting rid of things is good. It took me a while to delete the messages. It was my way to cope after an accute incident. I do still have the things that remind me of the time (plane tickets, her card for me, my letter to her that got returned to the sender, her "one free anything" card, etc). I dont dare look at it, but I am keeping it. I am also aware that if I cannot cope with my current life and ruin it, looking at those things might give me enough courage to kill myself.

Im in the same boat OP
Im constantly depressed and thinking of committing suicide though
I keep trying to distract myself, video games, weed, alcohol, talking to random strangers online. Im making small progress
Yesterday I finally able to get horny again before I had no libido

I mean I got horny thinking about my ex but its better than sad thoughts

Its been a week so im hoping shell just call one day and we can be together again or im seriously going to off myself

I just wish i was attractive, i know she left me because I'm average looking guy, not even average if you ask me. Thanks for replying to my post guys. hope you find that one who's not a shallow person. i know what kind of a girl she is but I still can't stop myself from thinking about her.

I couldn't agree more. In fact, my entire life is pathetic so I have nothing to say for myself. It is already done.