Literally all problems would be solved if i got a job

>Literally all problems would be solved if i got a job
>Too afraid, lazy, anxious to get a job

I am freshly 24 and i had a job once. Almost a year ago i applied for a factory job and i worked 3 days and nights 12 hours.

I did great, the master and coworker both said that i work good and learn fast. I had fun. I had purpose. I felt great and i relaxed like a king after work. I went to the city bought a 2l bottle of beer and talked to people, played and sang music, everything was great.

Then i snapped and went crazy took a knife on mother and her bf, spent 8 months against my will in a nut house and now i have 2 years parole.

The sick leave money comes in for a year so i have 3 months left.

My psychiatrist said i shouldnt return to work that i have a claim for FULL disability.

But i havent worked long enough to get the bux i think, we will see.

Point is i need something to do everyday, i need money, i want to be around people a bit and feel useful.

Why cant i just get a job?

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I'm sure you can volunteer someplace
I'm almost 26 yet I have only ever done volunteer stuff
They wont question your history if you show at least some sincerity

Because you're insane, user. People don't want to be around people who pull knives on them.

Volunteering is not the same as a job user. I need money and all that.
Also i doubt there are volunteer places in my town.
I know, mother kicked me out....But that doesnt solve the job problem mang

why did you pull a knife on them?

I found a little green sack filled with something that looked like smashed glass so i figured its heroin or meth and that my mothers bf wanted to use it to frame and get me to prison.

Honestly i cant really explain it because my delusions make no sense to healthy mind (even my own currently)

Just get a job you whiny faggot

Don't get a job, get on disability. You're a danger to others

But even if by some miracle i do get the disability i will get 170 to 461 usd per month.

Thats not enough bux to rent my own apartment. Ever. And thats counting with the fact that i will get bux which i most likely wont.

Besides if i get on disability what do i do all day? I am bored out of my mind and i grew out of the pc stuff. I have no website to check, no games to play no videos to watch etc.

I feel like its time to join the real world but i am scared of fucking shit up and being unable to handle a job. Yet i KNOW i need to get it

Your insane delusions render you unable to think logically. Stop trusting yourself you fucking moron

What delusions faggot? I am not suffering from psychosis right now, you DO know how psychotic episode works right? You dont stay crazy forever user...

I just need a job but im too scared to get one

>OP doesn't realize he was shot by the police that day after losing it from the stress of work

Hue, son, don't you realize where we are?

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OP I think you should start working again, just waiting around collecting disability is basically you checking out of society, you should still keep in touch with some professional, and maybe quit alcohol, cigarettes or any other mind altering things out of your system

It's just a normie or a roastie don't bother my dude. Maybe try looking for online gigs. I never acted on my impulses but I understand your situation, I went into food service and I highly do NOT recommend it, now I'm trapped in a hellish nightmare works of dealing with people all the ducking tine, stupid stupid people

>after losing it from the stress of work
>stress of work
The court psychiatrist expert confirmed i had toxic psychosis from the weed.

Although the last time i smoked was 3 fucking weeks before the incident happened.

I am going to my psychiatrist every two weeks for anti psychotics depot injections.
I smoke weed, smoke cigs but i cant get drunk no matter how much i drink. I think its because of the injections.

The disability isnt even sure thing to happen, like i said its likely i wont get the dough because i havent worked long enough.

I agree i need a job thats the point of this thread but i am so afraid mate. Or not even afraid but just deeply unwilling to take the risk and work somewhere.

But i made it once before (lasted only 3 days but those 3 days were great) so i should make it again right?
I used to make money by translating documents but there is not enough gigs to sustain myself. Besides the point is that i dont want to stay couped up indoors all day and stare off into pc. I spent 9 years doing nothing BUT playing games, fucking about online etc.

I grew out of it i think.

>get a job
>too autistic to understand their short and vague instructions
>get fired 4 days later

In burger land you meed to work to get SSDI points and if you dont have enough you are fucked, if you get a job you will earn points but its up to you, the only option you have is Grindr sell your mentally ill boipussy for 20 a fuck.

If I was her BF I would have killed you

You should cut out the weed and booze, I've seen really bright people just drop out of life because of them. Cigarettes are not nearly as bad but they do damage in the long run.

If I were you I'd try something part time for a while

Transition OP only way for you to survive you can find a sugar daddy and be his sissy girl bottom

Wear a cute dress and cam whore for cash

go to alaska origna

fuck off with this gay meme.

Dude i killed it there. I was so good the coworker who was supposed to be teaching me had enough time to have a joint and sleep for half an hour during night-shift.
Not in burgerland but its similar in my country. Up until 23 you need a year of job or sick leave and 24 and up you need 2 years so im most likely FUCKED.
Ok tough guy....He is actually scared shitless of me wanted to emigrate cause of me. And i broke 2 ribs of my neighbor during the incident so they are scared of me too.
I dropped out as a kid mate. Stopped going to school at 15 and been NEET ever since.

Part time like what, bakery or operating the register? I dont want that mate,my best bet is factory job
Fuck off i aint into that. Unless the "daddy" was actually cougar mommy.
I am too manly for that, 6.4 height (194cm) broad shoulders etc.
Way too far. Couldnt even afford the ticket. Also dont know what i would do there, i dont like cold.

Make me originally. But Very oregano spices from northern border of originality

Hey. I've got a knife like that, was never finished though.

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Damn it even looks exactly the same....what a coincidence!

This. OP You need to stop being a little bitch and just get a job

did you make it yourslef?

Roomate did. I know the basics but still haven't gotten around to really forging anything myself and we don't have a setup for it anymore. New forge is among the plans for the summer along with setting up the kiln.