Tfw chubby

Protip: Adderall or ephedra

Even as a sticc girl she has a horrible amerimutt face

>Adderall
imposs to get

>ephedra
idk..

lol stay retarded, retard
orgy

you got yourself in that situation, now fix it

>always been slightly chubby, maybe 10 lbs over ideal
>tried diets and exercising, including autistic caloric tracking, never changed my weight
>at times when I was lazy and pigging out all day for months or years on end, even that had slim to no impact
>just always been the same size, even clothes from middle school still fit (recently threw them out)
>now
>just got so mad about it, super mad. Eating maybe half as much as I used to, not going to stop cutting until I'm pretty and perfect
>goal is to be bikini body ready, to feel completely confident and stunning even naked, and to just have a perfect body
Humblebrag but I have a great body and fat distribution except for this 10 extra lbs. Hourglass, small waist, nice T&A. I just need to drop the flab and I'll be stunning. I want a thigh gap! I have that tiny triangle now, but I want an anime thighgap. And zero belly chub.
So I'll just keep cutting and cutting until it's all gone, and if it doesn't come off I'll cut further until I'm eating at pro-ana tier.

wow you're lucky. I need to be 115lbs to have a thigh gap, so i'd have to lose 50lbs. impossible without pro-ana lifestyle

Why do I keep destroying myself?

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Robot, I know the feeling. I was 340 pounds 10 months ago. I'm 6'4". I used to be a sticc growing up, but after I became a hermit and never moved, I gained quite a lot of weight.

Anyway, I finally decided that I was going to lose the weight. I decided I would eat whatever I want, I would just calorie count. So, I did that. After a month and 10 pounds lost, I started walking. I turned that into running. Within a few months, I could jog a slow mile. Started adding some body weight exercises (which I need to do more off because my upper body is flabby as fuck).

Now? I've lost 120 pounds. I'm 220, almost to my goal of 200. I run four miles a day. I can run a mile in 9:20. Not the fastest, but better than my original 16 minute slog. I feel better, have a lot more energy and more money.

I still eat shit food, just less of it. I have a soda about every day, but I mostly drink water throughout the day.

Do it, robot. I believe in you.

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it's easier than you think to cut that shit out.

I'm 120/125 now, so about the same, if I were 115 I'd have a nice anime-esque gap. That little triangle is not enough because I can't stop noticing the FAT POOFS on my inner thighs below it rubbing together.
Eating so little is difficult mang. I'm gonna also increase my exercise, but still. I hate running so that's out. Maybe just a 40 mile bikeride every weekend. I can already do 20 like it's nothing.

have you thought about lipo? i'd do lipo if i wasn't already fucking hueg.

Anyone used topamax/toparimate?

I'm scared of doctors. Anyway it's easier and cheaper to just eat way less for a while. You can put off hunger by stuffing yourself with tea and coffee.
Idk, I considered plastic surgery, like the good korean kind. My face is like 7/10 but with a little tweaking maybe I could be a dime. Why not? I'm scared, but if half of korea has gotten surgery it can't be that bad.

It's even worse being a skelly over than a fatty.
When you don't eat, you will just become hungry and have cravings for food.
Whenever I try to eat anything to gain weight I have to stop because I'm about to throw up. Even if I would eat a pizza a day I don't think I would be able to gain weight (tried twice a week for a few years), but still a skelly...

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nice humblebrag reeeeeeeeeee get lost reeeee

You think it's nice having visible bone throughout your entire body? Do you know how much it hurts if I accidentally bump my wrist on to something?
I can't even gain muscle.
It's hell

i'll trade you, my candy and soda addiction for your elbow problems

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I can understand letting go a bit and gaining 20-50lbs over the course of a few years, but how the fuck do people manage to become enormous blobs? Do they just not realize they're getting bigger? How do they not realize it when their clothes no longer fit anymore? I just don't get it.

Do Keto dumbass. I've been 20 lbs overweight my whole life and as soon as I did a 1200 calorie keto diet I dropped down in 3 months without a bit of exercise.

It turns into a feedback loop like drug addictions. Even if they know they have a problem, they can't stop because their habits have already been cemented into the reward system of their brain.

They literally dont care and usually have suicidal tendencies, so they think they can eat away their pain until they die. cue almost ALL of them realizing they are actually dying b age 35-45 and trying to undo it

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I think I will, unironically. Just cut out grain and sugar. Probably will just eat like, 1 hardboiled egg and some tofu or yogurt and fruit for brekky, tofu or meat and veggies for dinner, and whatever veg/fruit/protein for lunch.

>babyface on a really fat body
that looks so weird

all fats are babyfaces. they lose their bone structure

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>6'3"
>Used to be 186lbs
>But huge but wanted to be thinner
>Decided to eat less but over a long period of time
>Dropped to 145 in a year
Feels good man. Wish I wasn't so tall though. I could be cute instead of lanky then.

>Product placement
Is Nike even trying?

>145
>6'3"

Dude what. You're literally too skinny. Unhealthily skinny.

even if you are over 400 pounds you can easily get a average bf in a blink of a eye.

I now notice how much of a fag he is for killing himself.

Fucking anime over the wall.
Tarp because after killing himself he'll have to clean up
waves thinking he'll be immortalized.
This fag is old gore already

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why wont slightly chubby femanons be my gf

instead of calling people retarded can you tell me where to get adderal without pretending to have adhd? i cant order off the deepweb

this is why you are "lonely", you think good-looking women are ugly

they don't do liposuction on insecure women that are 10 pounds above ideal lmao

I like fat girls too, but she looks disgusting on the right.

>boo hoo i have to eat
fuck you skelly

Dude props for dropping it that low with the mile. Mine currently is like 4:56 (but im skinnyfat fit, who runs 10k a day while still putting work in at the gym.
.Seriously, just stop eating as much. Makes meal the day before that hit a certain healthy amount that you can take. For example make a 1700 calorie mealplan and by doing this everyday you will be cutting some of the calories in your body out. Also try cycling at the gym, you don't need to go fast you just need to move. Hell do couch to 5k by walking if you really need to. I believe in you.

Been this weight for almost 2 years, I seem to be healthy. I'm generally one of those people who almost never gets ill ever. I like clothes and fashion though so I like being skinny, would unironically prefer this to being a muscle chad.

Wtf dude why did you Auschwitz yourself? You could've just 10 pounds and exercises, now you are a skeleton.

I like losers on Jow Forums too, but he looks disgusting.

Thanks, man. I'm planning on working my way up to marathons. I wanna hit 200 pounds and then I'm just going to work on refining everything. Once I finish my degree in a year, I might leave my career and head to the Air Force as an officer.

I prefer to be skeleton. Also exercise is far more work than just eating less. I'm not trying to impress girls or anything like that so I have no reason to try and do that.

that is literally who they do lipo on.

wtf i thought it was only for like morbidly obese people who were boutta die

I flucuate. Somedays I think, "if someone doesn't love me at 160lbs, then the fuck would I be doing with them at 120lbs?" Other days I'm scared of dying alone.

I told myself I would only eat fatty foods if I had a bad day, and check it off on a calendar - then I discovered most of my days are bad.

I just want a lanklet bf, but even they want Staceys. Alas.

This is how I should cure my autism.

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No they actually wont do lipo on really obese because they die from bloodloss. it's to suck off 5-10lbs of fat from areas on skinny or chubby people

>"if someone doesn't love me at 160lbs, then the fuck would I be doing with them at 120lbs?"

being thin = endless male attention. 160lbs is fat

If you look like the qt on the right, wanna marry me?

The secret is to have a big breakfast. It will keep you going most of the day, when you start to get hungry just drink some caffeine. After you're done for the day binge on your 2nd meal as well and you can go to bed with a full stomach. You'll get up hungry as fuck the next morning, big breakfast again and repeat. This way I only ever have to feel hungry for a couple hours in the middle of the day. Rather than having cravings all day and cheating on the diet after a a week of testing my willpower 24/7.

>endless male attention
I don't want "endless male attention" (although I doubt this is true my face is busted) I want love.
>fat
Yeah, obviously.

>300+lbs blubber abomination
>started drinking more water
>drink water whenever I'm hungry or having a craving for soda
>sugar and food cravings start disappearing
>stomach actually has a full feeling when I eat now that isn't just being a bloated pig
>tfw I literally forgot to eat yesterday for the first time in my life and it was just because I didn't notice I was feeling hungry until I started feeling sick
I'm scared this will all stop eventually though and I'll fall back into eating like a gluttonous behemoth.

I'm cool with a girl who is chubby but that chick in the pic is pushing land whale status.

Doesn't work for me. I actually like skipping dinner because I hate going to bed with food in my stomach. I never ate dinner growing up because it was disgusting or nonexistent. So it's accustomed. I love breakfast, but I get picky with what I can eat, I'm too used to sweet stuff. So I'll start at tofu and boiled eggs because they're not offensive. Fuck dinner.

How do I go about making a meal plan? I've never cooked anything in my life and have never done groceries. Yes I'm retarded.

my wife is too skinny and i wish she was more fat

>tfw can't not be skelly

depends on your height
I'm a tall female and I'd love to be 160lbs. I'm pretty thicc hot at 180lbs because I'm almost 6' tall so 160 would be a great average weight for me.

I'm 280 lbs now though. Down about 70 lbs from my highest weight which was 6-7 months ago.

That sounds like perfect weight, please don't torture yourself to lose more, you're already a monster due to your height, so you might as well look proportional.

280 is television freak show tier
180 6'0 female though sounds like something i would pay a lot of money to have in my life

>television freak show tier
you'd be surprised to see how my body looks at this weight, if you saw me in a supermarket or something you would not guess I weigh so much. I guess I'm trying to say it holds well.

at my highest weight though, that was damn embarrassing. the product of a deep depression and the horrible lazy self-destructive lifestyle choices that go with it

>>at my highest weight though, that was damn embarrassing.
I bet it was perfectly fine.

post a pic for me to fap to pls, I like big women

in another life you could have been a model

bump est

Just stop eating bro. It's that easy.

No it didn't even feel any better after 6 months. I went that long twice too.

you depressed? just be happy, it's that easy

Being fat or being skinnny is easy. Being skinnyfat is true suffering. You can't know whether to diet or eat more because your arm is a twig but your belly/thigh/ass are fat.

What are some of the things you enjoy eating?

At least with food you can physically do it easily. With depression it is all mental.

Tfw you actually eat super healthy and lose weight sober but drink like 2k+ empty calories of alcohol every day.

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I wiped my ass but there's still shit. the feels

just become neurotic like me and just not eat if you forget breakfast and be anxious all the time so your metabolism ends up way too fucking high, you will drop 4 bmi instantly
side effects: your doctor will jump down your throat the next time you see them

The urge to eat is mental too.

I hate you, all you have to do is stop being a fat piece of shit whilst nothing I do will fix my manletism and my dickletism

Replace it with a coffee and cigarettes addiction. Lights up same part of the brain.

You're skinny fat because you don't work out.