How is everyone this friday night? well, i hope

how is everyone this friday night? well, i hope.

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Pretty good. Playing some Dwarf Fortress. Trying to piss off the elves as much as I can.

forced thoughts are fucking with my mind, i hate how conscious, overthinking i am. fucking hell fucking kill me. fucking end me

not an elf guy?

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I worked out, got the runner's high, jammed on my guitar for a bit and played a moderate amount of vidya. Today was a good day.

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I feel terrible. My life is pretty fucking great, and yet I still feel that way. Imagine being like me. I wish there was a solution for my problems, but I honestly can't see it, and the feelings this despair gives me is indescribable.

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a thorough analyzation of the circumstances surrounding you doesn't have to be an unpleasant, what specifically is troubling you?

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>sad all day
>didn't feel motivated at work
>come home
>crisis
>breakdown at the thought that I've wasted so much time and it's far too late to do the things I've wanted to do
>maybe there is hope
>start looking on the internet for help with the situation and maybe a solution/compromise
>there is none
>there is no hope
>I've toiled away my youth
>I'll never relive the time I've wasted
>where does it all go
>why can't I have it back
>I have two days until I go back to work
>it's hard trying to fight off the tears when working
>it's hard

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Elves in Dwarf Fortress are prissy little assholes. You can't trade them wood stuff, but they'll bring wood stuff to trade to you. Apparently they use their hippy magic to grow trees into what they want, so they don't have to cut the tree down. Also, they'll eventually send a diplomat and demand you stop cutting down trees, so I just dump magma on them.

it isn't that, it's just a thought, specifically a phrase that is bothering me, even though i have already worked it out. it keeps coming back. why can't my brain be normal

that sounds like a great day, guy! i've always enjoyed running and backpacking but i'm trying to find some more varied activities. what type of guitar do you like to play?

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>Went to work
>Had good interactions with my qt friend
>Off the next two days
>Had a surprisingly good dinner
>Exercised a bit
>listening to weird pop music now youtube.com/watch?v=acGSvNYBNIk
A+ day

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Tired as fuck. Had too much caffeine and have that weird tired but jacked up feel. Drinking some beers. Played FC5 earlier. Good game. Listening to music now.

Hmm felling content I guess, even though I'm living a pathetic life. Kobless, 28, & still living with my parents.
Probably going to end the night playing my Vita, then fapping to some JAV. Debating on whether I should dl Jumanji or not too.

i'm sorry to hear that, friend. i can't say that some people aren't inherently predispositioned to experience unhappiness and i feel that you're already familiar with the general advice people tend to give to instigate happiness, but if you want any advice or encouragement, i'm happy to give it.

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i'm far too familiar with that overwhelming sense of burden and existential dread. i've come to embrace the fact that, if i allow myself both the mindset and opportunities, the post-youth phases of my life can be increasingly enjoyable. don't forget to take some time for yourself too, man!

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that's a bummer, they sound like real pricks. i usually enjoy elves, i feel like most media depicts them as stories and regal.

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storied*

do you mind to share the phrase and the context?

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glad to hear, my dude! great days are always something to be appreciated. my work is on break as well!

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doesn't sound too shabby, guy! what're you drinking? i'm on my fourth yee-haw dunkel lager at the moment.

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i've heard a few people at work say jumanji was surprisingly enjoyable, i say go for it.

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a person close to me asking me "if i wanted them to kill themself"

just such sickening and pathetic thing to say, especially that i know that the person didn't mean it and is just a big manchild. but it's the way it was said. i just keep hearing it in my head. has been about 6 months now. i hate this, i torture myself

Nothing too fancy. Yuengling amber lager. 4th or 5th one myself.

that's rough, friend. i'm assuming it was spoken under tense circumstances. i don't think that's a very fair accusatory question to fire at someone but, at the same time, it sounds like that person is struggling themselves. six months is way too long to be beating yourself up about this.

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I have an electric guitar and mostly play my own metal stuff. I also have a small acoustic one I strum on from time to time.

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that's what i mean, it has turned into a forced thought even tough the situation is resolved. my brain must be fucked. i feel physical pain

very nice, dark beers aren't huge around here so yuengling is my go-to at a lot of places around here. i've got a week off so i'm looking to spend it with as much beer, weed, and nature as possible.

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that's badass, dude. a talent to be proud of for sure. we've had a few local metal bands around here in the last decade and i'm always in awe at how intense and technically proficient some of the guitar playing is.

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Don't believe the elven propaganda

Right on. Feels like whenever I try and take extended time off I get fucking sick. I haven't smoked in a loooong time. Last time I did it was the best microwaved ramen noodles I've ever had.

Been wanting to go hiking too. Not much of that around where I live now. Flat as hell here. Have fun experiencing nature. Bonus points if you see anything spooky out there.

i hate that for you guy, it sounds like you have a big conscience. i'm not a concrete fan of professional psychoanalytical practices but maybe a licensed professional could help you find a more comfortable state of mind.

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Aesthetic as fuck thread.
I have been having a fever, cough, a sore throat, a clogged nose, the shits, profuse sweating and been feeling absolute trash for the second day now, but at least I finally had the chance to verbally talk with my best friend after 2 months of both of us being very busy.

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Great.played at an open mic and killed it.
now listening to this and sipping wineyoutube.com/watch?v=JyzCDg6NYNc

Thanks for asking user.

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you make a fair point, history is a malleable thing and elves seem to have quite a bit of influence, curiouser and curiouser

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>i've heard a few people at work say jumanji was surprisingly enjoyable
Yeah, but I'm assuming they're normies right?
I might watch it anyway, I'm just getting really fatigued when it comes to The Rock. Tired of seeing him

Just doing some Chemistry homework and damn do I feel good! I'm nailing every single question.
God bless and hope everyone is doing well.
Focusing purely on school has been the best decision.

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really hating existence right now.

don't want to die.

there is no escape.

thanks, guy! i've always been a visual arts person and i tend to splay especially evocative work across my favorite places. drink lots of hot tea, i get chronic respiratory illnesses and the tea makes a huge difference in my level of comfort.

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fucking around. Badly. Tell me what to do

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I've seen it, it was basically family-tier humor with the typical nice animation and FX big-production movies have these days.

i work off a federally-regulated schedule so we get regular breaks often, it definitely impacts my drive. i've smoked near-daily for almost nine years, it's likely my favorite vice. thanks, man! get yourself out to the mountains soon!

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I'm leaving from the eyes over hypothetical situations presented in vidya gaems because I identify too much with the characters. Too often people get betrayed after putting in time and effort into a thing, only to be fucked over by the well established and securely oriented Normans. I see myself in people like Snake or Raiden, who risk literal life and limb only to be put on a chessboard for further influence. I see characters like khalil and 9s, who are so disconnected from the people and things that want to be close that they become dysfunctional, a d then go one to become villains. How horrid it all is, as they nearly always become the villain or the one who gets downgraded and disgraced. I hate it.

my MAN, i'm glad to hear you killed it. what genre of music do you play?

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i can get with that, it doesn't really look like my cup of tea. they are truly normal people but i enjoy hanging out with them, they're a refreshingly genial workforce.

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No tea at home unfortunately, so I guess it's time to hit the store. Heh, I remember one of my old coworkers always calling me 'guy', he was a decent and honest person but too normal/extroverted for me.
Keep the pics coming brother, it's really fun getting lost in them. Probably gonna reverse search some for the best available resolution.

keep it up, my dude. chemistry seems to be a particularly lucrative field, should thay be your specialty. are you enjoying school as a whole?

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what's getting you down, friend? life is a fleeting opportunity.

fucking around as in drawing? is that your drawing?

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if you can find comfort, happiness, and peace of mind in solace, then i say enjoy it. however, i won't tell you that there isn't much to gain from the intricate-though-primal nature of socialization.

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I'm currently studying Nuclear Engineering, yes it's incredibly informational and inspiring. I dreaded my first two years since it was all about Gen-Educational classes but finally i can start doing work regarding Nuclear Engineering and it's incredibly interesting. Chemistry is my last Gen-Ed so i'm happy for that.

How are you doing my friend?

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if you happen to be looking for caffeine-free varieties, i would suggest chamomile. the taste is subtle but enjoyable, especially with a bit of honey. i'd say i'm a naturally introverted person but i've put a lot of practice into finding fulfillment through conventional socialization, so i've come to really enjoy the more conventional people i meet within recent years.

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days of the week don't exist
nothing exists outside these walls
and if it does, it's a lie

that's incredible, dude! it's hard to imagine a more applicable or interesting specialty to embrace. you're gonna crush it, i found the later years of school and graduate school to be much more fulfilling. i'm doing well, thanks! i'm planning a short backpacking trip to make the most of a week-long break at work.

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Thanks man, hopefully it pays off!
>short backpacking trip to make the most of a week-long break at work.
Hey sounds like a good time! Don't forget to stay hydrated! Take care !

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for a moment, i thought you might have been throwing a haiku at me. if nothing else, you should find joy in the fact that you can produce emotionally-stimulating writing!

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will do, guy! you take care as well!

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i'm more powerful than your wildest dreams that remain a meme
i have the power to build and destroy worlds
for what?
the quest is naught in a world gone cold
for who is emboldened to behold
a voice crying in the wilderness

it's lonely at the top is all I'll say

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Yeah originallllllyio

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but, even with insurmountable cosmic power, isn't the lack of definite purpose freeing? like all beings within the potentially-infinite hierarchy of life, you have a relative opportunity to do whatever you want! kick back and enjoy it, god-man!

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that's some pretty raw stuff, man! i'm glad i had the opportunity to come across a couple true artists this evening.

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bumparooniroono

bad. need to get the feels out.
>was feeling pretty peachy lately
>chilling at home, no worries
>find out that one of my closest friends has been lying to me for years
>chilling at home, many worries
hope everyone else is doing good though

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sorry to hear that, guy. don't let it stain your opinion of friendships or people as a whole. do you plan on salvaging the friendship?

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deep down, i kinda hope it's possible, but this person has fucked me over more times than i'd like to admit. hoping that things will change soon in one way or another

that's a bummer. it seems like, despite the initial discomfort, it might be best to sever the knot for your emotional benefit. however, i also wouldn't give up hope that your friend might have a change of character.

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life will end, you will die, at the end nothing really matters