I dont know what happening

I forget most of you guys live in an actual 3rd world country where going to the doctor is something that can ruin your life not save your life.

But seriously, if I started hearing shit that wasn't there I'd be taking a trip to the doctor ASAP, I dunno how schizophrenia wokrs but I'm gona assume it's better to get someone to check you out earlier rather than later.

well im in america so...

im just 19 tho, idk why it happens all of a sudden

maybe ill go to a doctor, but im afriad that he will put me on antidepressants, schizo meds, and probably some even worse stuff

You have early-stage schizophrenia.

will it go away?
will it get worse?

im starting to really worry

It'll probably get worse. Keep an eye out for delusional thinking.
On the bright side, you can probably get NEETbux.

You're never forced to take your medicine if you're a grown man, I doubt they can actually do that.

Get a review, talk to a doctor. Does your family have a history with mental illness?

Either way calm down sometimes these things can go away or just be very mild so it dosen't have to be like in the movies. It rarely is. It does not get better by you ignoring it though.

neetbux sounds nice, but idk if it will pay for a small apartment

depression runs in my family, but nothing like schizo or anyhting seriously major like that

just wait it out and find out on your own teehee

pick one:
>live with constant electric distortion ghost noises and unable to concentrate on anything
>live with numbing medication that makes you sleep for 12 hours a day and unable to enjoy anything (with waking up on a droll puddle every day as a bonus)

the only way out is suicide (if you decide to wait it out you might even find that even that is not an actual way out)

but if im on those meds i doubt i will be able to get a job, even if its min wage
on the bright side, maybe i can get some medical weed in my state

usually weed exacerbates schizo shit
anyway you might just have tinitus, you dumb fuck

no, its not tinnitus
its like the actual fucking ringtone going off, its not some ringing shit

What you describe reminds me of this article I read a while back
vice.com/en_us/article/3b7yvv/this-is-what-developing-acute-schizophrenia-is-like-009

holy shit this is terrifying

will schizo get this bad if i try to wait it out?

im not at the point of where im going to rip apart stuff and talk to myself, but those auditory ringtones do happen, but not out of nowhere.

just chill bro
relax and don't do anything
so what if you hear a phone ringing or voices telling you to kill ppl
just sit there and don't do anything its easy lmao

OP here,

idk if this has to do with schizo, but at night i feel like people are watching me to the point where i panic and turn on the light to make sure nothing is there

fucking what

ik but im kinda nervous man

thats schizo
go to a doctor

fuck man

i dont want to do this

idk how i will do it tho
do i just tell my parents that i should go to the doctor because i feel like im going insane?
would the doctors like put me in an asylum?