Things would have planned out better if you had done better in your first ten years

Things would have planned out better if you had done better in your first ten years.

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Life is more of a faggot than you though, which makes it more unpredictable and retarded

I think you mean "panned out better".

Things would have been better if Nick Cruz wasn't bullied.

Ragu pasta sauce. Yummmmm

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I did okay up until age 8. That's when I started to deteriorate.

My first 13 years I was fine. I played several sports, had tons of friends, and genuinely enjoyed life. It was ages 14-23 that cemented me as a robot. I moved to a new states thousands of miles away from my hometown and went to an all-male catholic high school in which i did not fit in at all. I retreated into the abyss of cs 1.6, vanilla/BC wow and Jow Forums during those years and barely socialized at all, especially not with women. After that I did a 5 year enlistment as a Marine infantryman where I was once again segregated from female contact for long stretches at a time. While college kids were surrounded by prime teen pussy i was living in mudhuts in Afghanistan or living out in the woods training back in the states. We commonly went weeks or months at a time without even laying eyes on a woman.

Then suddenly I was 23 year old KV who hadn't spoken to a girl since he was 14 thrust back into the real world. It was at that point that I realized how far behind I was and that I had already passed the point of no return. I could never catch up. i resigned myself to my fate and now im a 28 y/o KV

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if my parents had done better*

fixed for you my friendo :')

I always wanted to do running, 5k and 10k are my favorites, or gymnastics, who knows, but my crazy religious parents didnt let me do sports or meet people, so im a 23 neet fat trash, never understood you robots, most of you have normal parents, why didnt you just do sports when kids? that would have cured your autism or any mental illness, sports are always very good

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that doesn't help, i run and ride my bike regularly but no one ever gave a fuck or talked with me.
maybe if i did team sports but you need friends for that

But I was a Chad until about 12.

nah thats a load of bullshit m8, its usually the teenage years that turn people into robots

Two divorces, alcoholism, poverty, and moving around frequently kind of made it hard.

Still think I could have been salvaged up until 14 thats when what was done was done.

i did pretty good. i played sports with people bigger than me and did well. i placed 99th percentile in standardized tests and was 99th percentile for height. my parents on the other hand did terrible and had literally no disadvantages and everything handed to them on easy mode. and they still failed to socialize me or teach me anything valuable.

Yeah no fucking shit genius but I didn't and now I'm here

My first 10 years were great, and I was on a path to the fucking moon. Then when I was 11 my mom decided to move us to another state because she's a self-destructive idiot, and the downward spiral began.

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Even Nick Cruz seemed happy as a kid. What did they do to us in the meantime?

same. it fucking hurts doesnt it

i did great in my first ten years. i was bullied, yeah, but i was still overall pretty happy. but then it turned to shit.

Yeah.

I was attractive, funny and social. Even was in sports and had frequent birthday parties until I was about 10.

Then I got fat due to depression from losing a dad to suicide, bullying and crippling loneliness.

Then I got acne and became a total weird, awkward loser with nothing to say.

I played volleyball my whole childhood and still turned out a robot.

The results of the first ten years of your life are mostly determined by your parents so it wasn't really up to me.
Everything after that is my fault though.

Nobody puts that level of pressure on a developing child without some level of emotional abuse. You don't need your parents to be assholes to have success in life.

Your mom did the right thing. Why can't you stop blaming her and see it as a mark of resilience that you managed to adapt to a completely different environment. Or are you to stupid to see that it didn't stunt your growth and you'd rather feel comfortable giving up and passing the blame onto others?

on one hand, if I was more of a chad than I would have it much easier socially, which would probably branch out to assist in other aspects of life such as finances and career
on the other hand, I'd have shit taste in vidya
no regrets

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Nigga what. How were you so autistic that your own broskis didnt take you out on weekend libbo?

t marinara infantry

Yes, but I would have other experiences, and that would result in a different personality, a different person, not me.
And I like me, I am the best! I don't wanna be anyone else!

>i resigned myself to my fate and now im a 28 y/o KV

Why don't you just pay for an escort? Just get virginity over with, so you don't become a wizard. Even if the reality is that you will never find love or really connect with another human, you can still have sex and have fun.

My first 10 years were awesome. It was puberty that fucked me and made me ugly.

You're a faggot if you can't get laid as infantry. As soon as we got time iff we were all fucking hookers. Barracks hoes are a thing too.

Lies. I did pretty good until I was around 12 and I'm still a piece of shit.

YOU CAN'T LOSE THE CRUZ

I never planned on becoming an adult

Idk. As a lot of others, I was a chad when I was younger. Up until 6th grade, I was probably in the top 15 or so most popular people in my school. Top of all my peers academically, played in our school's first pick soccer team with the older kids, always had to move lunch tables to make room for my closest friends, rejected a bunch of girls, one was so hurt she even turned lesbian. Then, I got depressed for no reason, and dropped out that same year. Didn't come back to school until my junior year. Now I'm just a schizoid who doesn't really talk to anyone. I've still rejected a couple of girls, but I still feel like I should've got some gf's in middleschool.

Whatever. Funny enough, I too am now enlisted in the Marines as a 0311.

Mine wasn't too bad but even the kids could smell there was something wrong with me.

They were calling me faggot before we had any comprehension of sex. And i got thrown down a few flights of stairs and of course i was too much of a pussy to actually defend myself. I think i would become this way regardless so I can only dream of becoming a normie.

>Things would have planned out better if your mother had aborted your la creature ass

I was almost chad tier for 15 years then high school started, became known as a quite kid, never went out with friends(even though i could have but my social anxiety got in the way) , barely interracted with women. Now 22 khv and dont know how to get out of this hole.

Nah, 11 was where it went downhill. The first decade I was probably the most normie kid possible but when I turned 11 my parents lost their jobs and have had to settle on monimum wage since then, 2 people close to me died and as a result reality hit me like a fucking brick wall. Since I realised that everyone was going to die anyway I stopped talking to people, since I realised that I would probably end up working a shit job for the rest of my days I didn't try in school. When I was 15 I tried to get back to being a normie but I'd already gotten to the point where speaking to people was hard and I had no common interests with anyone else. The first 10 years were great but after that was a downwards spiral.