When was the last time you cried, Jow Forums?

When was the last time you cried, Jow Forums?
Approaching 4 years myself.

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sometimes i go long times without crying even though i feel like i need to and other times it just drops out of my eyes and i don't even realize i'm crying until i feel it drop on my lap

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yesterday
as an mtf i cry often, cried often even before getting on hrt

A couple months ago I contemplated the fact that I spent literal years sleeping in the same room as my brother, and almost every night I'd masturbate under the covers before bed.
There's no way he didn't notice at least once, probably many times, but he never said a word to me about it.
It was something that, for some reason, I had just never thought about, and thinking seriously about it made me break down.

Today
I teared up after watching the last episode of the latest season of Trailer park boys

>that message at the end

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last week during a depressive breakdown

Like 4-5 months ago. I normally don't cry but my cat died.

Now that I think about it a month/ months ago got hit hard with some feels

2 weeks ago while tripping balls on shrooms

Last month, my sister abandoned me in Tokyo at midnight. I was not expecting it.

About two years. I think I've stopped feeling, it's numbing everyday.

Last time was a week ago, I had a mental breakdown with hyperventilating n shieet

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Like a year and a half ago when my dog died.

Jan 11th 2016 when I had my first and last panic anxiety attack. My 16 yr old girlfriend has cheated on me with a 21 yr old man who she had previously fucked hundreds of times when she was just 14 and he was 18. My life has been very numb since and I have no real emotions. Just a facade I give to the public. I want to die. Every problem I have in life stems from that relationship I had.

OP here, I can say I've become a numb, hollow shell of a person. If you can break out of the cycle you should before it's too late.

I cry every time I see one of you freaks.

Last time I think I truly felt something I could express was my last breakdown.
I don't like my feelings and I don't like this numb, I have no idea what to do.

I'm not sure I can advise you what to do, but I took the path of feeling numb and it's a hell I still wish I could get out of.

There was a Japanese film about a Kamikaze pilot I finished recently. I went outside to my balcony for a smoke afterwards, and being night, stared into the darkness below me and felt a slight sense of weightlessness after a couple pulls of a damiana/dagga cigarette. I wondered for a moment about the terror that those pilots must have felt, and how that movie put a face to the enemy I hadn't given much thought to in learning about otherwise, from watching webms of the Pacific theatre to being instructed in the military about the history of island-hopping amphibious assaults. I thought of my brother, training across the country as a carrier-borne aviator, and I broke down into sobs. Wailing sobs. It was like the gravity of human cruelty all came crashing down on me at once. I'm glad I was alone, but damn if I didn't feel a bit of reflexive shame for breaking down like that.

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What movie famalam?

Full on bawling? September 2014. I've had a few teary moments of despair since then though, usually after a rough week at work.

it's ok user. You did nothing wrong.

The Eternal Zero. Pretty sure that was the name

Basically every day the last few weeks but studying keeps my mind off things I guess

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Teared up at Clannad After Story.

But actual crying? Probably like 6 years ago when I went out and got heavily drunk to the point where I completely blacked out all because of going through a few years of constant betrayal from a best friend that i'd known since I was 5.

Still haven't spoken to or heard of him since then, probably died in jail.

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12 or 13, 18 now and I barely show reaction or expression to most things. I might get one or two tears in my eyes if I see something warranting it but never anything more.

like a month or so ago. no real reason, i'm just a pathetic human being

I haven't cried for a really long time, but the other day I was fucking around with a sticky note widget on my computer and typed "You are awesome just the way you are" on it. After staring at it for a couple of seconds I started to break down crying

when my dogger died back in 2015. Maybe again for some stress related shit but bad times are usually fuzzy in my memory

last year while talking to myself in bed. I want to die so much.

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I get random bouts of loneliness and cry during them sometimes.

Christ. Not since I was a child. And I'm nearly 40 now. It's just so programmed into me that I must not cry. Tbh I'm ok with this. But it does mean people think I'm quite a cold person.

like 3 months ago, was because of my oneitis

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Full blown weeping? I think it's been a couple months. It happened for the first time like 2 years ago and I weep every couple months. I tear up and get misty eyed almost every day though. I'm really bad at masking my emotions sometimes, I force myself to do it around my family so they think I'm happy but It's difficult for me to do it around strangers. I commute on the train everyday and my eye tear up without fail. I get strange looks because it looks like I'm gonna cry or I get approached by bums and scammers because I look like an easy target. I've got a kinda sad and angry face and This one time some dude started yelling at me asking me why I looked so angry.

I watched spirited away and it made me cry 2 years ago but actually crying would be when 10 years ago when I was 13

Two times I can remember fairly recently was last year when watching 50/50 it pretty close to home seeing as I've gone through it and actually just recently when my birthday was coming up.

About 2 hours ago. I was watching a show and a bunny got killed. Poor bunny. I cry a lot.

A few weeks ago when I realised my only real friend and the person I've ever really loved didn't think anything special of me. Now it's practically any time i don't distract myself with work or cheap laughs

I haven't cried since I was 14.

I'm currently 22 going on 23

I remember fondly

I was at a football game with my best friend and my crush
we left early to go to the fall fest in our town
its the secound largest street festival behind mardias gras
We have a fun time
I drove
I delibratly made a wrong turn so we were closer to my best friends house so i could say i had to drop him off first
I drive her to her house talking about feelings and life while listening to queen on my iphone i think this is gonna go well

Before we hit her house i park and tell her shes not like any other girl and that she is the only one with meaning

She tells me she doesnt feel the same way and leaves

I get the fuck out of there speeding
I turn slipknot on
I cry and yell simuntaswly not being able to take it

3 months later my best friend and her are always together on the snapchat map

Theyre clearly trying to hide it from me knowing id go beserk if i found out cuz they never talk about each other

Too bad i already know and am already berserk

Fuck

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A couple months ago and a few months before that for the first time in over 5 years and it was another 3 years before that. I've had people and pets die on me, broken bones, terrible terrible drug experiences, and been institutionalized over the years without crying and the simplest little thing finally brought it about.
I ran into and talked to an old childhood friend a few times over the past few months and it just kills me what's happened to her. I cried over the innocence lost there, how jaded she's become, her unhappiness, the fact there're elements of this version of her that I really dislike, and all the time that's gone by and been wasted since those simple happy days. I feel kind of like I've woken up after years in a dream to the pain of someone stabbing me. I don't really understand how a girl I'm not even really into or very close too can make me feel so heartbroken but seeing her made me feel much like I like I did when my childhood sweetheart died after which I stopped crying. It's not just the person she used to be I'm mourning though, there's something more there but I can't quite pin it down

last night. i threw up for the second day in a row after a month of being clean and felt pretty bad about it.

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I can remember very clearly the last time I cried.
>be me 13 year old highschool 2nd year
>Valentine's day comes on
>I never actually try to ask out anybody because I know no one likes me, because I'm an awkward piece of shit.
>but there is one girl...
>known her since middle school
>always nice to me
>was my only friend ever since I moved to America.
>red-faced.jpg
>buy 2 boxes of her favorite chocolates.
>spend entire lunch period writing a heartfelt 2 page love confession essay
>get made fun of for it.
>don't care
>anything for love.jpeg
>meet her at her house.
>she looks at me with a worried face, pretty sure she knew what I was about to do, but I didn't noticed cause I was too busy looking down because I'm shy AF
>give her everything, my letters the chocolates, even tell her how much she means to me.
>she tells me to leave her house so she can have time to think about this
>a little bit of hope flutters in my stomach as I skip back home happily.
>20 minutes later I realize I have to take out trash because it's getting picked up tommorow
>open door
>see all my gifts at my door step , with a sticky note saying "I'm sorry I don't share what you feel about me I hope you can someone better"
>devilman-crybaby.mp4
>Literally howl tears falling from my eyes like Niagara falls.
>pick up the chocolates and the poem and go back inside my house.
>cry myself to sleep in the entrance to my room while eating the chocolates I bought for her.
>tfw I forgot to take out the trash

I cant even remember the last time i cried

2014 when my brother died

It's been 8 years since i cried, and honestly i really miss it.

I cried a little last night watching Darling in the Franxx ep.13. Dat buildup, then the moment they realize they were eachother's childhood loves at the end I got pretty emotional.

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Only when I get shitfaced drunk, and that's like once a year because I feel like shit.

the last good cry i had was on new years eve , i was at a party with my family. got drunk asf saw all my cousins with their gf's,bf's made me fell left out & super depressed. either way i had a good time. once me and my family left the party i went to sleep got my earbuds & cellphone. i started to put on my most depressing playlist & just cried myself to sleep celebrating another year being a virgin,oh i also lost my job too so rip

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like an hour ago, it seemed like it would never end but it was comforting

2007. When I saw Fox and the Hound the first time.

Maybe a month ago. A year ago if we're not counting when im drunk

She was nice to reject you in that way though, user.

i cry almost every day desu schmesu

Today, actually.

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About 5 days ago. I listened to First Day Of My Life by Bright Eyes and it brought back memories of my oneitis.

I love that song and most of their stuff in general. I've never been in a relationship but the music still brings about this really melancholic, nostalgic feeling in me.

This morning.

>get into fight with dad
>dad leaves
>hang around living room
>stare at dog's couch
>dog died a painful death about a month ago
>he died on that very couch
>laid myself down on it
>think of my dog all happy and running around panting
>then think of my dog struggling to breathe on the couch and giving me a look of sadness before licking my hand
>vision gets blurry
>start bawling my eyes out

God I miss that fucking dog.

every night when I stay up this late and start drinking. I'm only 20 and am already a major alcoholic. I just want to fucking die man it's all ive wanted to do since I was around 12. constantly spiraling into a fit of loneliness and despair

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Ok, now I gotta finish it.

I went years without crying. Even when I was NEET and at the height of my anxiety/depression. Now my life is sort of starting to come together and I have good career prospects, I find myself crying at least once a week. I don't know why, maybe because I still have no friends/gf.

a couple hours ago.

I don't remember the last time

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Telling my dad how I wanted to commit suicide for a while now. He hugged me and told me that everything will be alright saying how much I made him proud. Now I don't even have the heart to kill myself because of him.

Five years ago, reading the last page of All Quiet on the Western Front
I didn't even notice I was crying until I felt the tears
After that, decided I would never cry again and I still havent
I've had dreams of myself crying till I'm weak, and I've felt like crying a bit more recently, but I don't want to be weak
I would never cry where anyone could notice in any way though

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Last night, I read the last chapters 33-42 of shoujo shuumatsu ryokou and now im sad

Right now, my life is in fuckin shambles and it keeps getting worse

a few minutes ago. i was raped last night and had just realized how bruised my neck is. it's been a pretty shit day.

Last night when I found out he cheated on me and never loved me from the start. I added him as another person and it's like, I had zero place in his heart because he told my alt the same things he told me. All of it was a lie. All my hopes and dreams, ashes now.

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Yesterday. I was in a shitty mood, and listening to 808s & Heartbreak. Took me a few minutes to compose myself again.

3 hours ago. Telling my life story to my Grandma, for I had gone my whole life being misunderstood and I need to tell everyone why I behaved the way I did.
It was undiagnosed autism this whole time

literally just finished crying, was replying to a 'Write a letter' thread with a letter to my grandma

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Yesterday
Estrogen makes you cry at everything

About a week ago, when Namako died in Persona 4