How should I live out my life for the next 10 years as an 18 year old fembot hs student who's about to graduate in a...

How should I live out my life for the next 10 years as an 18 year old fembot hs student who's about to graduate in a few months? I have a few options:
1. Live with my parents
2. Work a part time minimum wage job while living with my parents
3. Get neetbux for my undiagnosed mental illnesses while living with my parents
4. Find someone who's willing to support me and help me not leech off my parents
5. Livestream my suicide because all 4 of these options are not attainable and just burdensome to the people I'm
depending on
Note: college is not an option for me and neither is being a full time wage slave. I'm dumb and socially disbaled to do either of these things on a long term scale.
Any advice and suggestions will be greatly appreciated. Thanks

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>female
>phoneposter
>high schooler
Its like every form of cancer rolled into one.
Protip: even downies can get full time jobs, it just seems impossible for you because you're a child who hasn't entered the real world yet, things are much simpler once you're out there.

PS:be my gf etc, etc

Talk to your parents about this, stop wasting time thinking taking your own life is an option because you never will. Saying college in not an option and neither is working is unbelievably retarded, childish and overall stupid. Also, fuck off with this "femanon" shit, we don't care if you have a fucking pussy or not.

>4. Find someone who's willing to support me and help me not leech off my parents
Me. Discord?

Axe wounds really are the worst kind of shitbags.

Imagine being this desperate.

Get diagnosed about your illness and do the part time job for a while. Then if you are used to it, work full time

>be me going grocery shopping at shaws
>cashier is a fat 300 pound black madea type lady
>bagger is a literal downy chick
>really struggling to not laugh at this insane scenario
>downy sees the koolaid mix i got
>"THAT KOOWAID FLAVO IS MA FAVOWITE"
>holding back tears turning red, people can clearly tell pic related
>get out of the store and let my sides go
>people are looking at me
why do i have to be such an asshole

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holy fuck don't take the same path i did
i'm a 19 yr old fembot (20 in July), graduated June 2016 and have never picked up a job (aside from freelance furry art)

it's so humiliating seeing old classmates when you leave the house.
the fresher you are from highschool the quicker you'll find employment (depending where you apply, just get some experience at least)

>fembot
Slammed that stop reading button.

Why is furry art such a lucrative business?
Seems like furries are always loaded with cash.

Honestly don't know, it's ridiculous how much money is poured to drawings of cats and dogs. I'm not gonna criticize them tho, they help pay my rent. (I don't make as much as some artists tho cause I don't like drawing lewd stuff.)
I know one guy who's spent six figures worth of money on Star Fox macro porn. How and why he acquired so much money for furry porn, no one will ever know.
I think good reason why it's so lucrative is because it's underground. No one wants other people to know they enjoy that stuff.

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You being dead would be a far greater burden than you being alive. That grief never disappears. You don't just forget about that kid of yours that killed herself, not even for a day.
I say try for NEETbux and see if you can get it, and if you can't then try to find a decent job that you can handle. Stick with your parents for now, and eventually consider moving out to live with roommates if that seems feasible and appealing. Either way, if you eventually get into a long term relationship with someone and find you want to live together, then you can do that instead. I guess what I'm saying is you're not standing at a fork in the road: these are all options that you can take whenever and explore at your leisure, so don't worry so much about it. You'll figure it out as you go.

pull your phone out and scroll through some random text page so it looks like you're laughing at something on your phone you fucking autist

>six figures on star fox macro porn
Jesus, wish I had that much money to throw around on something as worthless as fetish art.
If only I had learned to draw when I was younger so I could cash in on these crazy fucks.

why not camwhore and get all the money you could want without having to leave your room?

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What sites do you reccomend?

>go to the store months ago with a distant friend
>i cant stop laughing at people, it's like a trip to the zoo
>my back is fucked up so im walking all funny
>as we round the corner he says "Geez dude you're a fucking cripple"
>come around the corner to the register, a paraplegic in a wheelchair is talking to the cashier who is clearly retarded
>my sides have left the building
>he's losing it, cracking up and cant keep his shit together
>as we pull away from the store, his face covered in tears, he says "Holy shit dude I cant be in public with you, we think too alike"

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I agree. Thats the best option.

>19
You are still a kid, you have plenty of time to get your shir together. Come back when you're 30+ and you've had the "So where are you working now?" Conversation with people so many times that they quit asking and you've fucked off for about the past 4 years doing random, spur-of-the-moment, impulsive skill-based freelance work and dread the moment when your luck runs out and you have to get a real job oh god help kill me now

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show your assets so I can point you to the right direction.

PM me on kik if you have it cause I'd like to give you some advice.

exo_turian_14

Get the minimum wage job. You will have some spending cash till you figure shit out. Being dead is worse than living with your parents.