How can I kill myself so effortlessly like suicide weeb if I don't live in a country with guns
I'm yet another loser 18 y/o who's had enough
I've considered jumping up a train, but as they approach I get this over whelming freight and anxiety that puts me into fight or flight mode
Nitrogen or helium exit bag seems to be the best way to die, period.
>recent influx of suicidal 18 year olds
This is so sad
You're 18 man. Try it another couple years will you? Decide when you're 25, till then you're just an idiot. Did you try antidepressants btw?
Stop eating and drinking. Few days and you're dead. And the worst part would be spent unconscious.
Again, I think that OP should reconsider and wait till he's mature enough to make that decision. But I also want to say, that your idea is not as stupid as it sounds. When I was suicidal I didn't drink for 3 days and it wasn't really hard to do so. If you do this for maybe one or two days more and then go out into the fields on a sunny summer day, you might actually die before it gets so terrible that you cannot resist the urge to drink anymore.
I know exactly how you feel, only I'm almost 19. The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because I still have a few people left who would genuinely miss me and who care about me. Once those people abandon me, my plan is basically to drop everything and just walk until I can't. Refuse to eat and drink and kill myself that way.
It really is. I feel like once you got adulthood, you realize exactly how fucked the world actually is. Especially if you have autism or are a robot. And once you're thrown into this adult world, already fucked from the start, you realize that you might as well kill yourself, because you're never going to amount to anything except a disappointment, and a failure. Not to mention how the generations before us fucked everything over and expect us to do the same shit that they did with none of the resources or assistance.
Life is fucked.
Doesn't this cause kidney damage? So if you break last minute you could suffer kidney failure down the road?
Hey I got a question
Why aren't autistic baby's aborted or put down once they're born? I mean look at some of us we're literally just asking to die once we hit our teens or adulthood
That's actually a question I asked my mom. For context, my parents had me when they were 18 and 16. My mom by all logical reasoning should've aborted me. But no, she kept me, and her 2 other autistic children. For no reason other than because she doesn't believe in abortion.
What a stupid cunt.
You shouldn't. You're only 18, still so young. You can turn your entire life around. Go see a therapist before you do something stupid.
You could jump of a 30 floor building.
However i don't think its a good idea to kill yourself user. At the end its just up to you.
Have a good life, and be nice.
Just go to sleep and everything you wake up, go back to sleep with another sleeping pill.
Eventually you will not wake up.
>You can turn your entire life around, you're only 18
You know, I hear everyone say this constantly when I say I want to kill myself, but when I ask how I should do it, no one knows the fucking answer.
Stop giving normie level advice. It doesn't mean shit.
Well no shit nobody's going to have an answer for you when the only details about your life that they have are that your 18 and think you're a loser.
What are the problems that are making you want to kys?
at least go to the doctor first, if they don't help out enough then kill yourself.
>I've considered jumping up a train
if anything you shoud lie face down head on the track when its dark so that your head gets squished immediately and you die instantly and painlessly. worst thing you can do is fuck up and you will lose limbs but survive
there are many other ways to commit suicide. just dont do it with pills. you will likely survive and just fuck up your life further
but you are clearly scared of dying so maybe you dont really want to commit suicide and should rethink everything before doing something stupid
Todays your lucky day op
That's the thing, though. I tell people my story and all that, and it's the same shit. You're thinking in the context of this thread, I'm thinking in the context of my life.
And my problems are:
>No job, unemployed for a year straight with no luck whatsoever
>No money, so I can't buy anything for myself unless someone gives me money
>Forced to leech off of my best friend and his family to survive, because my parents kicked me out almost right after I turned 18
Shit, I'm retarded. I'm Not OP, btw.
Do you have any idea why you aren't getting hired? Are you applying for jobs you aren't qualified for? Fucking up interviews? No matter your skill set, you should be able to find work somewhere, even if it is just a shitty fast food job.
I genuinely have no fucking idea. I'm applying only for jobs that I know I'm qualified for, i.e. fast food jobs, retail jobs, grocery store jobs, etc. My interview skills aren't exactly the best, but I know that I at least can do well enough to not completely dump it.
Honestly, if I had to guess, it would either be because A) I'm a white male in urban California, so I'm discriminated against because retarded liberalism, B) There are so many people trying to get into these part-time or low skill jobs that I'm simply being passed over, or C) Both.
how long have you been job hunting, and do you have a means of transportation?
Go on the train tracks but take some alcohol, sleeping pills, and music with you. Fall asleep on the tracks.
Alternatively grow up. Acknowledge that teenagers are emotionally unstable due to biology and hormones and stupidity. You aren't an exception. Period. I suggest waiting until 30.
Dont wait, my only regret is not killing myself sooner. End it user, it only gets worse.
About a year now, and I have a bicycle that is as reliable as I am. I don't even have my permit, my parents never taught me how to drive, and the one time that my dad tried to teach me, I developed an intense phobia/anxiety of being behind the wheel.
A year? No offense, but you must be doing something wrong here. Does the part of Cali you live in have a high unemployment rate or something?
If U want talk user I'm here for you
Hey man.
If you are legit looking to end it, that means you have nothing to loose. You should not feel any fear, hesitation, discomfort and all the negative bullshit that life makes you feel, because fuck man, you are ready to embrace motherfucking death itself. If that's indeed the case, there is no other entity that should make you feel uncomfortable in this life, anyway. That is of course if you legit had enough and absolutely ready to go with a wide smile when reaper invites you for one last game of chess. So. Why the rush? Death will not make a mistake nor it will be late, oh no, it will take you just in time. Say fuck it to whatever bothers you and start doing shit you want to do, giving no single fuck to consequences, most importantly what other grains of sand think about you. Life is absolute suffering and all, make no mistake, not trying to sugarcoat anything here. Just don't rush death, you might end up worst and regretting that you did.
Well, I do live in Sacramento, so. There's a surprisingly large amount of homeless and unemployed here.