Specific Feels

Share your most narrow and esoteric feels
>tfw I wish I had someone to text to who was waiting for me eagerly on the other end
>tfw I will never be French
>tfw no attention span with which to do one of my favorite activities (reading and writing)
>tfw will probably not amount to half of my aspirations
>tfw I'm anxious about nuclear war/disasters/the apocalypse in general all the time and can't seem to shake it
>tfw anxiety disorders are probably starting to manifest in me just like my father
>tfw worried people will bully me on Jow Forums for writing a diary entry on r9k

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>tfw no cute redhead next door to greet every afternoon after her shift at a dentist's office
>tfw no pasta sunday where everyone celebrates happiness by eating spaghetti in public
>tfw no double colored dog I can call in two different ways depending on the angle he's at
>tfw no one will ever tell me how nicely my shoelaces are tied

You and I have similar feels.
I'm in love with France for some reason. Technically I'm French but I don't speak the language or celebrate the culture.
I also really enjoy writing. If I ever achieve anything I hope it's being a successful author.
One of the the comfiest games I played was Passpartout: The Starving Artist. I want to do that but with writing.
I doubt I'll ever achieve that I never write anything.
I have a friend now it is nice.

Where are you from? Quebec?
I speak a little French but yeah I really love the culture and the history.
There should be a Francophile society on Jow Forums that'd be cool

>tfw I wish I had someone to text to who was waiting for me eagerly on the other end
Op... I eagerly wait for everyone's text no matter who it is because I have attachment issues and too much things to say. If you want to talk and feel this feel, i can leave my discord. Also
>tfw I will never be French
I took French class and I know how you feel friend.

Nope. I'm full American. My mother is German and my father was French both sides have been in the US at least 100 years. In not really French.
I'd try and be a part of that society.

>tfw will never play vanilla wow again
>tfw no more sunday evenings and the smell of cut grass
>tfw no more oumious hum of the lawnmower in the edge of the suburbs
>tfw will never hear the beauty of the chirping birds early on a staurday morning coming through an open window
>Tfw no more beauty of eating chinese food alone when there is a thunderstorm outside

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I would but I'm lying in my bed being /comfy/ and I don't have discord on my phone. I might download it after I finish this chapter though, we can chat user.
My love of France also started in French class.
Ah I see. I think my mother's family is from Alsace but we're ethnic Germans.
Maybe I'll start it once this trap nonsense does down. A lot of people hate modern french politics as well and might try and turn it into a shit flinging thread.
I know all these feels user.

>eating chinese food alone when there is a thunderstorm outside
We are reaching levels of comfiness that shouldn't be possible.

but why can you not experience these things again? even vanilla wow you can get on private servers

just cut your own fucking grass on sundays
or somebody elses and make some cash

I could do it all now as a 23 year old, but It is different and lacking the majesty and virginity I had taken or it had taken from me

It is good, especially with some jackie chan movie on and a big 2l bottle of your favourite soda


thats not it man, it has to be a spontaneous and orignal thing

>tfw when I get a notification thinking that someone text me but its just for a game or junk mail
>tfw after a day of work don't make a lot of money
>tfw walking down a lonely road hearing no one's voice other than my own
>tfw I wasn't taught how to ride a bike and cannot teach myself
>tfw my only friend and best friend lives a town over and I don't have a car
>tfw everyone knows me but not because they like me
>tfw not even my mother will hug me and tell me that she loves me
>tfw I take a bite out of my turkey sandwich and the turkey falls out
I cri evry time

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You miss being a kid more than any of the things you listed
I can see the symptoms because I have the same sickness

It is a child and the sense of pure discovery that you cant have when youre an adult, even my life atm would be considered a top 1% chad to robots

I'll leave my discord for you then
Plz no spam thnks
Editmylife#2982

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>I'll leave my discord for you then
>Plz no spam thnks
>Editmylife#2982
I like your picture.

>tfw I will never marry a Prussian noblewomen, and become a famous commander before living my last year's with my family in some castle

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Dreams of nobility are something I also feel pretty acutely user

>tfw the only thing you cared about when you were little was to play on the computer for games like runescape
>tfw you can't sleep so you play runescape behind your dad's back in the closet because the light will wake daddy up
>tfw you were liked by everybody because you looked 'cute' to girls
>tfw you walk out of your classroom for lunch and the fat kids would speed up when they see you
>tfw kids would run to lunch so they werent fat fucks
>tfw you see a Lamborghini the first time as a kid
>tfw girls liked you in hs but you always spill spaghetti and now >tfw no gf
>tfw you start having suicide thoughts as a kid
>tfw you plan your first suicide plan
>tfw you will never be in a state of worry-free days
>tfw you were popular with people because you didnt have a mental illness
>tfw mental illness has stripped away all your happiness
>tfw disabled from the joys of life and adopting nihilistic views of the world
>tfw you become pessimistic cause you lost hope in life from ever becoming better
>tfw you were hospitalized 3 times for suicide tendency
>tfw thinking of deleting this entire post because anxiety
what's this feel lads

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Fromage eater here, why do you even want to be French ?

Cool culture and seems like a very comfy place if you're not in the slums of Paris or Nice or some other shithole

Sent in a fashion that is original

>tfw you were popular with people because you didnt have a mental illness
I used to be normal, I think? Or at least less like this than I am now

>tfw wanna upgrade my GPU but greedy cryptoparasites have driven up the prices insanely
I hope the crypto market crushes to the ground and these fucking leeches hang themselves.

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I hate crypto too but I think it's ressentiment because I knew about crypto when it was worth almost nothing and didn't jump on the train when I could

I don't have anything against crypto per se, mind you. I just hate that a useless, purely speculative market is directly affecting me, someone who actually wants to buy something useful for entertainment and not just to waste energy crunching numbers for a meme. If cryptomemers where the only ones affected by their gambling I wouldn't give a shit about it, but their greed is starting to have effects on the real, non-meme economy.

>tfw get drunk off my ass
>tfw call up every ex I've ever had
>tfw threaten to fight some rich kid talking to my qt
>tfw that rich kid used to be my friend
>tfw whole school knows about my drunken rampage
>tfw I have to fight my friend to maintain my honor
>tfw I ruined years of my reputation

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>Don't feel attached to people at all
>When looking at people I feel like I'm watching a different species
>Fear people know I'm different because despite dressing and trying to act like the "grey man" as much as possible people still look at me sometimes like they know I'm out of place
>Watch the 10pm news to feel like I'm connected to the world in some way
>Do the same with the football league results on Saturday evenings but I'm standing to find the stadiums comfy to look at

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>you will never visit japan and live out your weeb dreams

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