>fembot
>only recently figured out makeup
>been horribly horribly bullied in the past
>suicidal for very long time
>finally got boyfriend
>things going well, actually might have convincingly turned myself into a normie
>talking last date
>it becomes very very clear he used to bully people
>doesnt seem to even occur to him ive been on the other side of that
>I cant go back to being suicidal but I feel so awful
>it never occured to me that to be a normie id have to fuck the same people that ruined me
Fembot
And you will do it anyways, because You are that vapid. The darkest of all darkpills is that to be a normie you will have to give up your morals and all personality
So? Why should I care? Why should you care? If you actually cared, you would've dumped him on the spot. Dumb roastie thot.
He sounds like a shitty person. Move on and find someone better.
He is a shitty guy and of course you will fuck him anyway. What else is new?
Are...are you my gf?
"fembot" is the most cancerous meme of all
Leave him, he'll be better off with a girl who was just as much of a normie as him, so they can laugh about bullying dumb nerds together.
Or just turn yourself into that girl and erase your useless past, no one cares about your High School trauma anyway.
Because being alone is so hard. And dont act like I care some fucking empathy for you. I care because they taunted me everywhere I went, every moment of everyday. I care because I spent years wanting to die. He doesnt even know what hes done to people. I just cant be so sad anymore. Im also not 100 percent sure the comment was so offhand but it just. God hes so nice to me to he cant be that monster.
You should kill him, fucker deserves it.
>being alone
>has a boyfriend
surely you see the contradiction of you posting here?
I was I swear to god I was. I straight up didnt leave the house for almost a year I was so afraid of people. Just me and online highschool all alone.
You're so flustered you can't even form a coherent sentence, much less a thought. And I'm supposed to believe that you've got your life together? It's only a matter of time before he finds out who you really are and takes advantage of you for being so weak. And you'll let it happen, because on the inside, you really haven't changed at all from the girl who got bullied all the time. Maybe it's just natural for you to be weaker than others.
>God hes so nice to me to he cant be that monster
You think the people who bullied you were acting like "monsters" in their daily lives? They probably just did it because it was funny to them, just like it was funny for that guy to bully dumb people back in the day. If he's so "nice" to you, he probably doesn't even see you as a potential bullying victim, so who the fuck cares? Of course you can make a big drama out of it and tell him how much of a "monster" he is but then don't be surprised if he leaves you.
I mean I clawed my way out of social anxiety I dont think im weak(still working on depression and anxiety, lifes a bitch). I should just investigate it further. See if he really has bullied people and I guess be alone again if he has. Youre right though. I am being weak. I shouldnt date someone thats unapologetically hurt people. Thanks for the clarity I think?
Honest question, I judge people who wear make up a lot and I really want to learn to stop, but I've not really heard a good justification for it, could you explain what made you start wearing makeup?
Not OP but I started wearing it to look prettier. Really not much else behind it.
Do you feel like it's deceiving though, like it's not what you really look like? and seeing how virtually every woman wears makeup it makes me feel like they are all overly concerned with how they look which is really disheartening, I don't think it would bug me so much when people did it if it wasn't so universal
>Do you feel like it's deceiving though, like it's not what you really look like?
I mean, that's the whole point behind it. It's supposed to make you look better, women have used it since ancient times. I guess I just really don't think too much about whether other women wear make-up or not, I don't really care what they look without it most of the time. And since beauty is an important value for women (more than for men, at least in our current times), I can't really blame anyone for using some "tricks" to increase that value a little bit.
That said, I know my family and my bf think I look just fine without make-up and I don't wear any when I'm at home. I guess in a way, I "hide" myself from the outside world by using make-up when going out but then again, I don't care about random outsiders seeing my "true self" or whatever anyway.
People are nicer to pretty people. Much much nicer. So nice in fact that its well worth 20 minutes a day for all the advantages it brings. I might be vain but I didnt get there myself, the world made it clear I had to be.
> And since beauty is an important value for women (more than for men, at least in our current times)
i think its more important in the sense that being good looking helps a woman more than it does a man, but an ugly woman isn't necessarily low value she just has to obtain value the way men do
you dont feel bad at all about using tricks to look better so that people are nicer to you? i mean people are rewarded for alot of bad things that doesn't mean you should do them
>implying bullies are not monsters
Yes, they are. Stop apologize these abortions, you fucking norman.
I don't care about your childhood trauma, calling random people "monsters", including your boyfriend for something that wasn't even related to you just makes you look mentally unstable. I'd understand it if these people had raped your sister or killed your dog or something but a bunch of dumb High School bullying? Get over it.
Lol grow up a pair, being bullied makes you strong enough to beat the bullies or stay as a waste of human flesh...
Shut up normie, "dumb" high school bullying can ruin your life.
Just leave the nigga
If he acts like a faggot about it just get someone off the internet to White Knight for you and tell them to fuck off
>only recently figured out makeup
Way to ruin it... I've literally never seen a girl that looks better with makeup then without. Please stop wearing makeup it'll only fuel your insecurities.