Classic Feel

>tfw googling how to make friends
oh no, how did you know?

Attached: 1490608721771.png (337x372, 17K)

>tfw only friend left tries his hardest to seem like he doesn't care when I'm talking to him
honestly worse than having no friends

Attached: 1515589807560.png (500x658, 21K)

tfw listens to podcasts loudly and speak back to it to pretend I'm on the phone with someone

Jesus dude. Go to a free clinic. That doesn't sound good at all.

Go full Jow Forumslit/. The only real escape is enlightenment. THEN you can make it. Even those who escape to normiedom can never gaurantee staying there. You need turn inward.

Attached: 1522800123494.jpg (327x1920, 161K)

>tfw you agree with this statement but know that 50% of the population also relates to this and you aren't special

Attached: 1480326144742.png (600x600, 26K)

What do jellyfish think about when they drift through the ocean?

Attached: fetete.png (229x220, 6K)

>tfw i am a pedophile and i will keep growing older while the girls i fall for remain the same age
>tfw i use it as an excuse to never ever stand up for anything i believe in because if i ever get exposed as a pedophile it will taint the thing i love enough to fight for
>tfw im just waiting 'til my parents are dead so i can sell all my stuff and kill myself in a way that leaves as little clean up and trauma as possible for people

Attached: sadgin.png (503x447, 141K)

Dude, neuroplasticity is a thing. You can change the way your brain is wired by creating new habits.
tl;dr fap to adult women until you like them

Yeah I am working on mine..

youtube.com/watch?v=NUYRvZpH2Vc

just look at loli instead

>tfw listening to the recordings of a girl talking only makes your desire for any kind of intimacy stronger

i know some of you fags are going to ask for my folder so take em, if you have some more you would like to contribute pls do!

drive.google.com/open?id=1fZYtdQwrUxAQDEMWgCIvKAhkrWtd03qQ

Attached: viMCrhr.jpg (540x540, 64K)

ops didn't know what the topic was about.

How would that ever come out if you don't actually go around touching children?

>tfw you are letting all the characters and world building waste away with you, leaving them to die because you are too lazy to be the bridge between the world of ideas and the world we inhabit

Sorry you ended up stuck with me, guys. You're pretty cool and my happy place in times of darkness.

Attached: 1515459283809.jpg (480x910, 22K)

Careless early years when I was 13/14 and enough digging for someone autistic enough to want to use my involvement as a guild by association tactic.

I don't have the self-confidence to get help, user.

>schizoid
>smoke weed
>the dozen masks I put on in various contexts start crashing down
>feel like a human melting pot from the dissociation

Fun times

>send mediocre messages to girl
>knew they were mediocre
Why did I send them??

Why not? You're a person in need of treatment just like anyone else, if not more so. It's a doctor's job to help you. They take an oath.

>tfw all-or-nothing math exam today at uni
>if I fail I will kys myself on Friday
Even so I'm at peace

I hate that feeling as well. You just know internally that if you get a spot with the doc you're adding to the waiting line of someone else, and you just don't value yourself over other people enough to want them to suffer through the extra wait.

shouldn't you be revising then?

Like I said - I'm at peace
I'm ready to end this. After all these years I don't feel fear. Nothing matters when I think about being gone in a few days.

I knew that feel bro. I used to be a pedophile too. The day I started thinking about doing it irl was the breakout for me. I went back home, destroyed my computer tower with my chair, blew my hard-drive, usb flash drives and my phone to the point they were just tiny pieces of junk metal. Drank a bottle of vodka. Woke up and decided to never be the one I was again.
This was 2 years ago. I'm still alive, still living alone, but at least when I decide to jerk off I don't want to kill myself after it anymore. I managed to remplace my addiction with at-first lolicon pics when I really needed it the most, then remplace lolicon with hentai and then moved out of it and now only jerk off to normie porn.

You can change user. It will hurts. But it's possible.

I can't explain it. It's some form of anxiety about going out and doing things I've never done before. That's why I still play the same games I've always played and visit this board daily. I am too scared to leave this life. This anxiety is what traps me to this scenario. I rely on my friend and my family to help me, but they have better things to do, so I'm rotting away, eating parts of my skin off with each rest, unable to stop my strange sleep-biting. To make matters worse, I find myself subconsciously biting my wounded and scarred cheeks and lips, which constantly burn thanks to having their skin eaten off daily, whenever I feel the slightest discomfort. I also tense up my feet muscles so hard they hurt and I cannot walk for hours when I'm arguing with someone, so needless to say, tonight has left me unable to get up to take a piss. This is why we have pee bottles, I see.

Attached: 1484976185868.png (680x613, 103K)

>I hate that feeling as well. You just know internally that if you get a spot with the doc you're adding to the waiting line of someone else, and you just don't value yourself over other people enough to want them to suffer through the extra wait.
I wonder if there's a way to avoid that? Like, an ability to sign up to get the last spot of the day?

I want to see more feels. I missed out and I need to calm down.

Now couple that with no personality / inability to small talk and you're me.
I've spent too much time being isolated playing vidya / browsing the internet, I unironically do not know how to connect / talk to other people.

> tfw a girl is asking my out on dates at work but never seems interested
> tfw she's just using me to feel good before she gets back with her old bf

> tfw another girl hits on me but has a bf

> tfw everyone is depressed at work but i'm ok because I eat sardines

Attached: Wojak_default.png (645x773, 9K)

I asked other robots what to do about this, and the only advice I was given was to emulate a twitch streamer. If only I had the confidence to do that.
>tfw autistic anxiety

Attached: 1484689678192.jpg (480x480, 34K)

>tfw thought my life threatening illness had finally dried up but now it's back and worse than ever and I'm probably going to die because of it
th-thanks

>emulate a twitch streamer
>implying I have the charisma / skills to hold a crowd of a few people
Confidence ain't the issue for me, my man. I think I've just realised I'm a brainlet, and can't into social interactions.

I wish I could turn back time to when I was 7, and never play hockey on the sega mega drive

>Have dream.
>Girl is in it.
>Love interest(?).
>She ends up confessing to me.
>Have never felt more disgusted in my life.
>She wasn't ugly or anything either.
>She asked me how I feel.
>Don't wanna hurt her feelings,
>Lied and said I liked her too.
>She hugs me.
>Physical disgust all throughout my body.
>Wake up after.
Well, that determines it, I'm gay.

that's just self affirmation it has nothing to do with reality

I kind of just realised as well that I didn't really talk about your shite, but just glazed over it and was too self absorbed.
Sorry senpai.

Oh, I didn't feel anything bad about it. I enjoyed our brief chat. I simply lack social skills, as well. Thank you for thinking of me.

It's not that you're gay, it's just that you are so disgusted with yourself that you recognize there must be something seriously wrong with any woman that falls for you.

Checked my man what nice original quads

Attached: IMG_5277.jpg (480x360, 24K)

I imagine that I'd feel just as disgusted irl.
Whenever I think of getting a gf or having sex with a woman, it makes me feel gross.
No, that's not it.
I was disgusted with her, and the idea of having a gf, not myself.

Go for it bro!!
Orginao

>3/4 of the way through university
>classes become a chore
>not interested in degree anymore
>haven't had any sort of internship
>can't concentrate in class because it's boring
>grades fall because of that
>looking for jobs in the summer
>only place I hear back from is Wal-Mart working in the autoshop
>changing tires, oil changes, stuff I've done before
>They do group interviews
>guy who's interviewing for the same position was a mechanic in Australia for 20 years.
I-its going to get better right

Attached: 1519024626248.jpg (580x679, 58K)

Went down a bad rabbit hole of looking way back through messages with my ex to try find a play list she once made me. Didn't intend on bringing a whole lotta feels back up, but obviously it did. Had small break down. But now feel way better than before idk why, had been feeling super miserable and angry without any real direction for it.
Now post fap feeling kinda content with life which is nice

Extremely debilitating health conditions. Also, just breathing has started to become a chore.

>tfw overwhelmed with work and school and anxiety suddenly reaches another level making my thoughts unbearable which makes lose complete energy and motivation to do anything but then you tell yourself if you're just dealing with laziness

jesus christ, what do you do in your sleep? There are always solutions, gathering the willpower is where you need to work

>Drop out of uni 2 years in
>spend 4 years doing menial jobs like janitor and fry cook
>only friends are the people I can get weed from
>fall out with said friends
>have to move back in with parents
>get shitty 20hr/week wagecuck job
>12 months later
>no friends
>no weed
>no hobbies/interests
>diagnosed with major depression disorder
>off meds because 3 different SSRIs did fuck all

Why doth life guys?
I haven't had a genuine human connection in over 10 years now and now that I'm going on 30 I wonder whether there's any point to pushing on with life.