WHY DID I HAVE TO RUIN IT AGAIN. I COULD OF HAD A QT GAMING FUNNY GF RIGHT NOW BUT I HAD TO BE A FUCKING BETA AGAIN.
I can't help myself, I ooze of betaness, I can't contain my spaghetti, I can't take the lead, I can't flirt, alcoholic couldn't stop me from being anxious and I started shaking again.
I'm going to be alone forever
i feel your pain user the panic sets it for some reason just fuck my shit up.
what happened user, sperg out at a key moment or something? Here to talk if you want, and I can drop my discord if you want to talk there
>blaming yourself
This type of thinking leads to suicide, you can't change the way you are, give up on the chase if you don't think you can succeed at it and invest your time into doing other things you enjoy.
She's actually showed interest in me, we kissed multiple times, she was hinting, all I had to do was take the lead and ask her on a date or contain spaghetti better. Now she's in a relationship with some other dude..(a beta as well I believe)
My mental, physical health and aggressive balding is becoming worse and worse, I don't know where I'll be in two years and I feel like this was my last shot at ever experiencing a relationship
I can't shake the feeling that we're destined to be alone
Calm down man, you won't be alone forever, ugly as shit guys get girls all the time. List out some positive traits. Also, what music are you into?
I can't blame anyone else, I don't and won't accept the way I am. The thing I wanted most in life was a good relationship and so far I've ruined everything while life keeps bamboozling me.
I barely enjoy anything anymore and I'm unable to function properly in life.
God I miss this one girl that I used to talk to. She was actually quite chill despite being incredibly edgy.
Her and I flirted a lot and talked about retarded shit that happened. I never got the chance to ask her out.
So...are we not going to talk about the fucked up gif in the OP...?
Time is ticking my friend, I have health issues and am showing multiple signs of upcoming mental issues. Life is a giant meme.
thanks for listening to my venting and responding to the thread, I've been building everything up and needed to vent.
Fr man, I can drop my discord if you want to keep talking, you seem like an ok bot, just a little frazzled
Sorry for not responding properly to your post. I do have some positive qualities like being funny (if we have the same kind of humor), empathetic, good listener/not judgemental, but if I can't take initiative then it's not worth shit
edgy chill girls are the best, she is one too by coincidence. Why did you lose contact?
We can talk, but I don't feel like talking lots of times, so please don't take it personal if I don't respond fast
No? Ok, cool.
Sorry, I don't know the source nor what's wrong with him
here's a cute doggo instead
She essentially went away. She didn't die or anything, but she apparently left all of her accounts and never returned. It was rather recent too so it fucking sucks user.
But I kinda expected it. Despite being really caring towards me, she's a loose cannon.
:) Thank you. Why didn't you start the thread with this, man?
Not responding fast is fine, and humor goes a long way the the ladies. Sergei Kalashnikov#9258
Sorry to hear that man. Theres little reassurance I can offer beside sink or swim - try again with another girl, OR let her know how you feel in a last ditch effort.
Regarding the last ditch effort, if you succeed you'll fuck over that beta but thats the way of the world. Always competing for everything.
no way to contact her? perhaps normiebook?
wouldn't be very fitting with my post right?
She's also off of Facebook too. I did send her a friend request a few weeks ago but it never got accepted.
No, I suppose it wouldn't
I'm pretty sure the last moment confession won't work now. All I can do is wait for them to break up, hope to hit it off with her again and pray my mental/physical situation hasn't become much worse and I won't be much uglier
I always become too beta around girls I like and I can't force myself to take initiative, alcohol doesn't help enough
What about your relationships user, has it ever went well?
As in my other relationships? Terrible. They've went completely off the rail. They were all really awful as human beings and I didn't know why I dated those girls in the first place.
what made you attracted to them? and why were they terrible?
It's hard to explain why I was attracted to them. But most of the time, they fucked me over badly. One literally called me to ask me if she could do some "stuff" with another guy and I blocked her for that. She didn't necessarily care about me at all.