I really want to find love in my life people. I really do.
/lonely General
Logan Ramirez
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Jackson Carter
>just want a friend
>too boring and asocial
Christopher Morris
>trying to fall asleep alone after sleeping beside gf for years
>now always wake up looking to the side she laid one to remind myself it's empty
Grayson Campbell
>tfw literally no friends
>28 y/o
I might just end it all soon. The only comfort I get out of life is when I'm talking with you guys that I'll probably never meet in real life.
Eli Jones
>want a friend i can be close to
>mentally ill but i try to be nice
>jaded because people just like to screw you over when they get the chance
theres no winning, is there?
Adam Price
who has tried to screw you over, user? In what ways?
Ian Ward
I've been so alone my whole life. I've been watching livestreams where three or four good friends play a game. It hurts sometimes but I feel like I'm with friends when I watch them. I wish I could talk to people like they can.
Brody Torres
> Got too emotionally invested in a girl
> She gives bullshit reason of why she can't date but still would love to be friends
> She goes out with my childhood friend days after she told me that
Fucking feels bad.
Nolan Murphy
How much do you interact with the outside world user?
It's okay man. I watch girlfriend roleplay ASMR for change.
A girl I had a crush for years on told me that she hates relationships only to start dating a 6'5 guy a few months afterwards. (I'm 6'1)
Nathaniel Morgan
>How much do you interact with the outside world user?
Not much. I don't have any connections so I don't really get many party invitations. I also spill far too much spaghetti when I meet someone new. The only reason I'd ever be outside is for essentials.
Austin Cooper
I've tried girlfriend asmrs. Most of them seem too fake and forced. Do you know any comfy ones?
Hudson Lee
Fuckin feels bad bro. How did you cope?
Christian Watson
It's not about party invitations my friend. It's about friendly chat in a local pub over a pint of beer. How old are you?
No, they all feel that way. But if you're looking for something comfy, try Frivolous Fox, she's lovely. youtube.com
I've had a crush on her for four years despite almost not seeing her ever. She's older and kind of a mean person so I know it wouldn't work out. But still. All I can do is lie in my bed and feel empty. As I've been doing since being a lonely pubescent teenager
Zachary Jenkins
28, I said already. But I don't drink or do any sort of drug, I've already been diagnosed with autism, and psychoactive substances could easily turn me into a schizo, and alcohol akwats tastes like piss, no matter what I drink.
Adrian Thompson
Oh sorry, forgot. You're not going to get any party invitations since that's a thing people younger than you do. Do you like D&D? What are your nerd hobbies?
Chase Sanchez
Vidya, sometimes D&D, but only roll20 with randoms since I can't get into any actual games. For one reason or another I tend to get much more open in voice chat then I do in real life. No idea why.
James Collins
Where.. do you meet up to find a girl? I mean a decent girl like Pinkie Pie or Rarity.
Dominic Kelly
>For one reason or another I tend to get much more open in voice chat then I do in real life.
Yes, that's what I thought. Find a group of people that play the same videogames.(boards.Jow Forums.org/vg/) or find a few randoms if it's a game like CS or Rocket League. If you have a hard time finding someone in real life, find someone online.
Luke Price
I've tried it before. People made fun of me of being a massive sperg. Haven't gotten the courage to go back.
Andrew Wilson
Alrighty then. How bad is your autistic social behaviour. From 1-10.
How do you sperg out?
Hudson Gray
I just want to die so badly
Nathaniel Rodriguez
If 1 is "absolute fucking mongrel with literally no social skills" and 10 is "cyborg", I'd probably rate it a 4.
I've improved, but that doesn't mean I don't break on occasion.
I'll sperg out in one way or another. Usually persistence.
If someone calls me out on something, I won't necessarily defend it, but I will try to prove I'm not a giant fucking idiot. Usually fails and ends up in me being desperate as all hell for people to forgive me.
Xavier Campbell
>but I will try to prove I'm not a giant fucking idiot. Usually fails and ends up in me being desperate as all hell for people to forgive me.
Doesn't sound that bad my friend. How exactly do you fuck up? That's what's pretty important right now.
Bonus question: How well do you do in normal social situations like shopping, or getting your hair cut?
Jack Smith
>How exactly do you fuck up?
Digging my own grave, really. I'll just look more pathetic and in just kinda stop after a while once I realize how fucking stupid I look.
>Bonus question: How well do you do in normal situations like shopping, or getting your hair cut?
Never talk to others outside of a polite "hello", so pretty okay.
Gavin Thomas
>Digging my own grave, really. I'll just look more pathetic and in just kinda stop after a while once I realize how fucking stupid I look.
You didn't really say how that happens mate. When it comes to playing games there's not much to fuck up ya know.
Dylan Scott
What is there to say? Die constantly, attempt to recover, fail miserably. It varies from game to game.
Brandon Clark
i'm resigned to being single forever because i can't talk to people like normal
and if i regret my decision then i'm going to be out of college and far too gone to meet someone like normal
and i also like being single because i don't have to put up with anything - no long phone calls, no trying to find presents or getting dates in place, no other bullshit.
i don't want to meet anyone for the purpose of seeing whether or not we want to fuck each other. i probably do, she probably doesn't - woo hoo. masturbation is easier.
and lastly nobody wants to fuck me.
Henry Russell
>tfw alone and lonely instead of alone but not lonely
Jose Ortiz
Sometimes I like to watch videos of parties and proms to see what i'm missing out on in life. I also like watching videos of couples to see what it's like to have a gf. Does anyone else do this?
Caleb Phillips
I meant like them, not insane people.
Carter Diaz
Then it's not as much of a problem as you think my friend. It's normal to make fun of someone who's failing in a videogame if it's not a high ranked CS match of something along those lines. It's friendly banter. Do not overthing stuff mate. I have to go to sleep now. It's 3AM and I have a lot of shit I have to do tomorrow. Godspeed user.
Noah Lee
>leave discord after realising they're all jack asses
>realise they were my only friends and without them i'm all alone
Ian Sanders
>Just want friends, a lover, anything and anyone
>Seek escape through weed and sleep
>Drift off not caring, wake up feeling alone
Matthew Hughes
If you are not ESTP-T you are in the wrong thread.
Landon Morris
>extroverted
you're on the wrong board
Isaac Kelly
i feel stunned
detached, despodent demoralized, stupified
im constantly dizzy and in a haze
i cant tell if its like my diet or what but objectively i know i am also very alone
Caleb Taylor
It says that I'm a shut in.
Benjamin Perry
ESTP-T is the extrovert personality, INFP-T is the introvert shut-in.
William Barnes
Yes just like I said.
Benjamin Anderson
>28
>Tiny group of friends I rarely see and am growing apart from.
>Live rural so nothing to do.
>Only had sex twice and it was with hookers.
>Only have an associates degree and school's kicking my ass.
>Just starting new job and I can already tell I'm going to hate it.
>Can never live up to my delusional self-image.
Alexander Garcia
>tfw you will never have children
Landon Howard
Im in the exact same case scenario, expect im a few year younger and havent lost v-card.
Its really shit ass bad seeing friends, that grew up with fading away and speeding more and more time with their gfs.
It really fucking sucks.
If nothing changes, i dont think im ever gonna make it to 30 without loosing my head over loneliness and isolation.
Liam James
>tfw could have been Chad but went schizophrenic
I could have actually made it, fuck mental illness.
Benjamin Taylor
can i get a friend that would play games with me?
Jason Lee
what do you play?
(originalisimo)
Mason Flores
i thought about playing rainbow six siege and mh xx on citra