Listen to song

>not imagining you're an interdimensional vampire god who puts himself into compromising situations just so he can come back 10 years later and prove them wrong with the skills he had all along

>Get on my level
I watch interracial porn because I have an easier time imagening myself as a ugly and stupid negroid that will never be loved but instead only used as a breathing dildo than a white chad.

>listen to anime track
>imagine punching an armed terrorist and saving everyone WHILE WEARING that anime's merch
>imagine someone makes a meme video of the security footage with the anime theme playing
>usually something usual like JoJo or fist of the north star, sometimes go with mecha anime

get on my level pleb

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I used to do this literally all the time as a teenager.

God damn i was so autistic.

That's an esoteric fantasy. I approve.

I'm twenty six and I just masturbated to that fantasy while looking at her track photo in my old yearbook

>yearbook
could you ever opt out of it?

>guitar solo come on
>start air guitaring to it acting like your the guy

i'm a bedroom musician and I do that while making music

I have intense stage fright though so will probably never perform

That's one classic photo of classic Paul Dano.

Every year, but senior you could opt out. Maybe you could opt out of senior yearbook, I don't remember. But they pushed it so I got one.

What do you play? Is it piano?

kek i do this too

I also fantasize about killing myself and envisioning people be like "oh, he killed himself? sad i guess."

I sometimes go deeper in the phantasy, imagining that the anime inclusion appears LATER once I'm rich and famous from my heroic act. I mix in memories of my ex, like her seeing how far I've gone on TV.

if you want your fantasy to trigger a stronger emotional response, you need to implement the feeling of sound later on, not on the first surface level. then it hits you harder, even though you know it's going to be there.

it's similar to masturbation or ASMR videos, but you do it all in your head.

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Interesting. But I'm trying to remove myself from my destructive fantasies. Thank you for sharing.

yeah, it's very toxic behaviour. I think it's just a coping mechanism I use to get that small burst of dopamine any way I can.

I don't feel dopamine. What does it feel like?

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Who knows, you may have done today with everything that's going on.

>daydream about being interviewed for your hit novel/movie/album/painting

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Are these memes? Because I do this and I'm like POSITIVE I'm autistic as hell

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>not putting yourself into the art

I posted this and I used to do this.

nah, we all think this

>be like "oh, he killed himself? sad i guess."
I know if I offed myself nobody would give a fuck or just laugh about it.

>Listen to song
>Imagine a movie trailer with it

>pretend everyone from high school is sent back to high school for a year living on campus
>everyone is forced to do a weekly performance
>losers get sentenced to death
>little do they know you're a master musician and better than everyone else
>everyone else bands together into groups to give their performances out of mediocrity because they'll have a better chance in numbers
>my turn
>casually walk to stage with my acoustic guitar, sit down calmly, mellow-esque
>play Another Day in Paradise by Quinn XCII, easy to play but my mastery makes the rhythm smooth and better than everyone else's
>clearly the best performance
>played alone bc idc if i die
>win back the respect of friends that i theon greyjoy'd 2 years ago

are any of you on this level?

>listen to punk music
>imagine myself and 2 others playing the song in a small basement party
>jump around, break a window or 2, ect.
god, I sometimes wish for this

this happens everytime I listen to bullet with butterfly wings by smashing pumpkins

I'd say it's comforting but now I just feel bad for all of us how did it come to this
>listen to anime/video soundtrack and picture myself saving the world and fucking all the girl characters in an orgy
>listen to electronic genres and picture myself as the genius DJ who is too cool for everyone else
>listen to rap and unironically pretend I'm a nigger selling drugs

Can we be saved?

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well dopamine... just happiness in small burst forms. imagine the feeling you get when you win a bet, or a rare item drops in a videogame. that's the feeling. "long term" calming happiness, the feeling that your life is going the right way, has more to do with seratonin. I could ramble on and on about this but then I'd just look like an edgy teenager "love and happiness are all chemicals!!"

I don't feel either of them anymore. I remember feeling them. But I can intellectualise these 'emotions'. I think I'm a schizo.

possibly! I've been doing a lot of self reflection of what gives me these small releases of happiness. but this kind of self reflection just makes me feel less asociated with myself, because I end up "catching" myself doing something toxic. but I still do it! so my life is kind of a parody of life I guess. everything seems fake and like a meme. I've been like this ever since my girlfriend left me because I was too much of a NEET for her.

Parodies are for the dumb. All life are tragedies in some way. Try to move away from delusion and live life authentically.

I'm trying not to look at his face lmfao my face is so red

I pretend that I'm singing it as part of my audition for my grade 7 play