I'm worried i'm going to kill myself tonight

i'm worried i'm going to kill myself tonight
what do i do

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Avoid killing yourself? Seems easy

Anything else.

Maybe go for a run around the reservoir?

not post that here. Soo youve already fucked this up like you fucked up your life.

Just have a fap n' nap m8

Avoid it, don't be fuckin' stupid user.
Do anything else to get distracted, dunno, lurk Jow Forums until you fall asleep.

>what do i do
Everyone here will think you were tricked to become a trap and you killed yourself because you can't afford HRT.
user, are you sure you want to be remembered this way?

That poor fucker that shoot himself few weeks ago now is supposed to be a faggot trap wannabe.
>tfw you will never rest in peace

you should go take a walk to a high bridge or look at the city in a tall building. Bet that would be comfy lad

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Remove all possible weapons and contact someone, if you have anyone. Have them spend the night, be honest with them. I know this is Jow Forums for a reason but if you have even one good friend, just be honest with them. I'm sure someone will hear you out

t. someone who recently prevented his friend from shooting up a school and/or killing himself (for now)

just dont, go make some friends c: get a hobby and distract yourself with a hobby

You might as well try getting fucked in the ass op
I mean you got nothing to lose

stop this, do not try to ruin his life

Did you know heaven is an anime user? Trust me

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do you want to talk to your fellow rebots and cyborgs? ill just leave my discord here if you're feeling lonely.
Geyser#2982

Put on a feelgood playlist on Spotify, wrap yourself up in a blanket, smile until you're happy.

OP trust no one sending you a discord. go make real life friends.

Call someone, remove all weapons, throw em out.
Don't do it. You can recover and build from there.

>go make real life friends
thanks for the normie advice stranger have an updoot

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why

trauma?
breakup?
genetics?

christ has a plan for you, just be patient

Go someplace other people are. Maybe get some ihop? Point being you naturally have to control your emotions when youre around others not to mention the off chance someone might brighten your spirits

This is the garbage taking itself out.

There are many people who have had a lot of patience

Why you wanna kys user?

hope you didn't. ignore the ones encouraging it, they're just trying too hard to be funny.

kys is the only answer

Think about all the things you want to do.
Think about all the people that would miss you.
Think about how life throws something new at you every day. (Funny, sad, fun, etc.)
Think about all the people you could affect in your lifetime.

Tons of us are dealt shit hands.
Tons of us lead shitty lives.
The best anyone can do is keep trying.
Don't get caught up on how good others have it. Fuck them. Focus on yourself.

I don't know. I'm just fixated on the idea of destroying myself. There's nothing even wrong with my life. I threw away everything I could hang myself with a few weeks ago and I can't stop thinking about other ways. I have a therapist appointment on the 17th. I'm actually sort of happy now since my antidepressant took effect but I still want to remove myself. I don't know why. I think I'm sick. I don't want to talk to anyone about it. Are the meds making it worse? Is that common? I'm taking wellbutrin and this is basically how I felt before I started taking it except I think I have the energy and willpower to go through with it now.

is this your first time taking psychiatric drugs? ive found that snris and ndris drive me into this self destruction mode (especially snris), and yea there is a chance of suicidal thoughts and doings

tell your therapist. dont kys user :D

Alright, I'll call him tomorrow. Thanks anons.

anytime! c: you seriously need a hobby though.

I've been thinking of killing myself for over a year too but I'm too much of a coward for doing it

SSRI/SNRIs increasing suicidal thoughts is a well documented thing.
it's extremely subjective but usually that dissociation fades away in a few months. talk to your psych and don't actually die though.

i also haven't been on meds for long so i can't give any meaningful advice

Why are you going to kill yourself, though? I would be doubtful that you will but this kind of shit happened recently and I don't want to risk just calling you a faggot.

What's going on, user?

Nevermind, just read I know exactly how you feel, if I'm honest. I've had suicidal spells before, but thankfully that was just due to medication I was taking at the time, so I don't feel that way often unless something makes me particularly miserable.

Some anti-depressants can actually make depression, and more specifically suicidal thoughts and feelings, worse, far worse in some cases, as another user mentioned. Talk to your doctor as soon as you possibly can about these feelings and they'll likely try to work out another medication or even another treatment altogether for you, that's the best course of action for now imo.

I hope you'll be okay, user, please don't kill yourself.

Just don't do it lmao
like are you retarded??

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Fuck off you disgusting pedophile gtfo out of here! OP don't fucking do this, they will destroy you!

don't kill yourself
look at these numbers, what do they tell you?
don't kill yourself