Write a letter telling how you feel, the person you mention will never read

Can this game be over? Can someone I'm compatible with just walk up to me and say hi? I've grown afraid to feel anything. The last thing I want is to be bitter and angry like everyone else, that's what sets me apart.

Diana,

Why were you nice to me?
We both knew that you were way out of my league.
I never had a chance, that's why I never made a move.
You were too beautiful to be pulled into my shit world of self loathing and isolation.
I often feel that my life would be easier if females had universally ignored and despised me, and your kindness twists in me like a knife.

you really are just a shitty person, and I can't trust anything you say to me, at all. you're an actual sociopath and I just believed it was fake this whole time but it's not. go to hell.

i love you so much. please take care of yourself.

whats your initials? origigi

You looked at me from across the room with angry disbelief when I asked you what you got on your midterm and told you what I got on mine. Like an act of injustice was commited, "how did that fucking faggot get a higher grade than me?" I don't know how I did it, but why do you seem to hate me so much? Is it just your internalized misandry? Do you just think I'm an untalented piece of trash? Do you know more about me than I'm aware of? I don't even know why I care what you think but I do.

Stop hating me, I think you're alright, A.

Dear Haley,

Im sorry for starting a relationship with you when i was in middle school, you got raped by someone in your family and i wasn't there to help you, im a piece of shit. I was a pussy.

My initials are Y.
Original

You're all cunts and you'll devour each other with your bullshit. Every single one of you used me, for whatever deficiency there was in your sad, pathetic lives. You're all so pampered and that's why you have the time to constantly talk shit. I'm taking back my life from your toxic antics. I hope you feel so angry with yourselves when you see me succeed it burns you up inside. How does it feel to see me get opportunities that will never, ever be available to you jealous little cunts?

Now you, I take back everything I said before. Looking through rosy glasses and nostalgia made me feel something fake. You really were just saying nice words to fill that hole in your heart. Well, I hope you've learned that not everyone has to play along with your bitterness and when someone asks you to respect their feelings you fucking listen. Also, no matter how many cheap knock offs of me you find, just remember every time you look at them, they're never ever going to be me. When I see you in going to look right through you, as if you were not even there. And if you even try to talk to me, I'll only tell you that you were never even a choice before, why would you be one now? Goodbye forever and good riddance.

The rest of you are my center. I don't know if I deserve you all but I won't let your kindness, support and the time we spend together be in vain. Let's do our best together, just remember we don't need anyone except for our grit and stubbornness to succeed. Thank you, particularly B, for talking to me again and showing such amazing character. I'm here for you too, all of you and I'll do my best to learn to be a better person.

A

Dear D,
It's about time you admit to your mistakes, just as I have to mine. Forgive yourself. We were young, we didn't know any better. Wherever you are, whoever you're with, I'm sending you love, even though I cross the street when I see you.
I love you. If we're meant to be, we'll find each other again.

Dear K,

The time I've spent with you has been the happiest days of my life. I've never thought I'd be spending my last days on this Earth so happily, but there's a strong confident voice in my head telling me to leave. I've been too fortunate to live a life I don't deserve. I wan't to thank you for making me so happy and everybody else I got to meet for giving me good and bad experiences. Once I finally build up the courage end it all and leave forever, please understand that I will be in a much much happier place.

Love R

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Hey J.M
I'm not even allowed to stay at home alone. I hope my parents let us meet. someone on Jow Forums told us we wouldn't make it unless we meet earlier. I have been in year long LDRs though so my track record is pretty good.

Alexandra,

Greetings of peace! I have been feeling awfully miserable and lonesome as of late. It is my belief that these feelings originate from our breakup. I have yet to successfully repress these feelings, I must for these feelings negatively affect my day-to-day functions.

what are the original initials originally?

They don't browse, it's meaningless.

Stop writing to this girl because she's never coming back. Kill yourself you pathetic faggot. She said you're creepy as fuck

what did the sociopath do?

Sorry about my parents
Even though we verified our identities.
All my info matches up, and my ex called my house before and it felt so real.

He made me think I loved him and after I've been contacting him after being blocked I am suddenly the bad one for wanting to talk about it.

Is your initial M?

I love you but you calling the pillow a "him" and then a neutral pronoun? like treating the pillow like a person felt unnatural and made me uncomfortable. please wake up and talk to me.

E.M.P.
i loved you so much and it drive me crazy knowing i was losing you so quickly. im sorry i went off on you so hard, ive never done anything like that before, but you were hurting me so much. i miss you. i wish things could have worked.

Yes, it is
who is this though?
Not original

are you a guy ir a girl?

Dear M,

I wanna fuck you so badly but I need to stay pure. The cock lust is real and I'm dying to have you inside me.
-u no

It might be S.

It might be C.

Just in case you become a school shooter

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I tried to find a picture on how to express to my feeling, but this works. its hard on my saving because I think I often save the wrong file the wrong place and I save often.
I can't believe you made me doing embarassing stuff on camera and called the pillow a him. You're the youngest in this relationship. I can't handle the fact that we're married now sometimes

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I dont know what to do, and Im not sure how fucked I am at this point, but Im crossing my fingers that this works out and that I found the one. it sure feels like it

Dear G
I'm not sure if I'm imagining it but I think you like me. Being the person I am I'm never gonna ask you upfront because I don't want to ruin our friendship if I'm wrong. So if you like me you need to be the one to make a move. I'll gladly accept.

A

Dear A

Sorry it had to end the way it did. You were a very lovely person and I enjoyed all the stuff we did in the sort time we knew each other. I definitely think I was expecting something completely different out of our little thing but I'm really glad you told me early on that you didn't want to go any further. It was only a short time but it dug up a lot of old wounds I had from previous relationships which is why I'm going to feel pretty shitty for a while.

I know I was pretty intense about stuff but I hope you still enjoyed your time with me. I also hope you don't feel too mad at me for having to cut stuff off. I know that if I stick around I'm going to act even more like a spaz and just make your life a bit more annoying and I'll just be very anxious while we're talking.

I really hope the best for you in life because you were genuinely sweet towards me and I don't get it that often from people. Please take care and stay safe.

J

I need to get this off my chest, so please bear with me. I like you. I really want you as a friend but I can't because I'm attracted to you. It is too important that you succeed at this new job, for your hopes for the future. I regret that the best way I can help you get comfortable is to be indifferent to each other, but due to my flaws, it's just a fact that you are better off if I leave you alone. Please understand though that I do really like you, and the more I like you and want you to be happy, the harder I have to ignore you. I was selfish, to tell you this because making you dislike me did kill my anxiety being near you. I am sorry if I hurt your feelings. You tried to be a friend and I repaid you this way. But I still think pushing you away was the best way for me to help you. I hope we can get along and work together in the future. I wont make my having a crush on you your problem.

Creepy sperg detected
Hang yourself

Dear B
Fuck off
Sincerely
A friend

>He deleted his post after
HAHAHAHAHAHHA

Okay.. I will not come to here anymore to forget you. Sayonara.

Not much good if you can't get over your cowardice. Though I don't think anyone WANTS to be bitter or angry and I think its strange that you think they do.

Thank you for burying me. We never meet. Goodbye, S

Y

E
I've been trying to figure out exactly how/in what way I'm attracted to you. The answer is mostly-sexually. Rail me.
A

R,
I remember when I thought I'd die with out you. When you were taken away I stopped eating and it hurt to breathe. I couldn't stop thinking about you.
Now I go for months forgetting your existence until something small reminds me of you. It doesn't hurt to remember you now. It feels like our life together was a bad movie I watched a long time ago. Sometimes I think I must have imagined it all until I feel the divot in my skull when I brush my hair.
Getting older has been so much better than I hoped and I'm glad I survived and I'm grateful I made it this far. You're not worth losing all the beautiful things left on our dying planet. You made me forget that not everything is hideous and brutal.
The sun is baking my skin gently as I scribble in a notebook and drink my coffee the way you hate it and I'm alive alive alive. I wonder where you are now and if the sun is shining there too.

C

How about... No
(oranges)

Brother... sorry for eating your pasta

I hope you are alive still, you were ok before it's like you've changed completely since being diagnosed. Bpd is serious, I can't help you and I know thats why you blocked me, I get it. I just hope you're alive, I'll leave you alone for your own sake now. I wanted to start again but the person you were is completely gone, I have changed too. Please let me know that you're alive.
-M

Dear Henrik

Out of all the people I've ever met, you're the only one I could imagine spending the rest of my miserable life with. When you showed interest in me and started flirting with me after we'd only just met eachothers a few days ago, I knew this wouldn't last long. I knew you'd eventually realize I'm just garbage person hiding behind a 8/10 body that all the other fuckboys at my school thirst over too when they know they can't get anyone better. Nothing more. I knew you'd find out and abandon me just like everyone else did. I wish you never tried to get to know me better. You asked about my past. I told everything because i trusted you. About the bad childhood. About the abusive boyfriends. About the endless bullying. You kept asking me to tell you more so I did regardless of you seeming like you didn't want to know. When you invited me over to your place after a while I didn't really want to do anything, but I was still prepared for it because it was you. I would've done anything to be with you. The purest love I've ever had, no bitterness, no desperation. We made out and you asked me if I wanted anything. You ended up eating me out and after I asked if you wanted anything you said no. Probably so that you wouldn't need to feel too guilty after what you intended to do next. You said we needed to talk. You told me you had to say this before going further. You kinda liked me, thought I was hot and objectively a good girlfriend. But that wasn't enough. You said you had a huge crush on me at first, pictured me as something better before getting to know me and you had high expectations for me. The feelings started fading away after I let my guards down and showed you the true me. I wasn't surprised. You politely asked me to get tf out of your house after the "Are we cool tho, you still wanna be friends?" -bullshit. I said yeah and I'm okay. I hate that I can't be mad at you since you didn't do anything wrong enough. I hate that I still love you.

You ignoring me hurt more than you hooking up with other guys. I can forgive anything else, but leaving me alone and acting like it wouldn't hurt me is how I know you really don't love, just the attention I pay you.

You deserve it
she's out with better people than you
might as well just kill yourself dude

Dear Anna,

I can barely keep going on like this without you.

It's getting more and more difficult by the day.

Sometimes I can barely think straight anymore.

I miss you.

-J

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Lol you're so pathetic
fucking off yourself already
Anna's out with a better person right now

You're never getting her back and youre the gum on the back of everyones shoe. Do yourself a favor and die you aspie

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Okay then goodbye

Livestream it b4 you leave

Error with logic:
>you ignoring me/ leaving me alone
does not equal
>you really don't love, just the attention I pay you

If it was truly about the attention, they would continuously harass you for it.

>you ignoring me/ leaving me alone
equates to
>they want/need something you aren't providing

R can have you... I don't care anymore. I feel sorry for her because you're and endless bummer anyway. Later! Don't expect what you're waiting for. It's not coming ... like ever.

You are still trying for S, arent ya?

Give it a rest loser
theyre not reading this

K:

I love you. Yes, I realize that's kind of weird, but I can't help but feel that way. I miss you a lot when you're gone, and now I'm the dork who needs to leave for a bit. I hope we can talk again soon. I'm sorry things are so difficult and complicated. Thank you for at least being my friend.

-J

dont do it
anna will probably feel guilt if you do
you have talent w drawing

No dont listen to this enabling faggot
you're a mentally ill fuck that needs to be rid of
Anna's out having the shit fucked out of her by another dude right now. And you're crying like a bitch dude. Just fucking hang yourself and stop relying on internet forums for cries for help and Anna the heartbreaker to step on your balls again while she kisses tyrone.

Sorry I deleted the server and cut contact deg, you were probably the best friend I've ever had.

naw ur crazy
none a that is true
ignore the hate J keep postin she'll wise up one day

I appreciate having you to talk to again, but I feel like the same thing that happened before is happening again only much more quickly.
I can feel you losing interest/getting bored of me again, which ages ago you said would never happen. I'm not annoyed about it, I know I'm not interesting or fun even if you might say otherwise to be nice, but I don't want to be strung along either.
I really don't know what to do, I enjoy talking with you and I remember once feeling very strongly about you, but I don't want to feel like I'm wasting your time or mine.
I'm tired constantly and have much less free time now, even if I'm a loser who doesn't do anything else I still don't need to be sitting around waiting on you.
I don't want to be the only one making any effort.

Please tell me that this isn't for me.
If I'm slow at replying it's not because I don't want to talk with you, but because I've got a lot to study and this isn't my main language.
If you want to stop talking just tell me, I'll understand.
Believe it or not though, I enjoy talking with you and even if I like using English for talking, it's hard, mostly if I'm studying or really tired, and it would be simpler and faster in my language.
If I stopped talking with you it was because I isolated myself from everyone, it was really hard for me and I lost many people. It was amazing finding you again in such a silly way and I really hope that this isn't you because I don't like when someone doesn't tell me directly what's happening. I feel so stupid when it happens, like I wasn't clever enough to understand it.
If that's you just tell me.
With what I wrote you should be able to understand who I am.

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Dear D,

I'm happy to have you with me. The resulting fallout on your end has sucked, and I'm sorry. I still feel pretty shitty about it, but at my core I'm a rather selfish person. Hope I can gather up more courage soon, 'cause listening to you get off is one of the most erotic things I've ever heard. Love ya.

L.

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e
you are still a baget
I'm still a moron
c

I was looking forward to the conversations we would have together. You were someone I wanted to share my creative aspirations with and knowing that you showed interest in collaborating with me gave me a sense of security. It's not likely I'll find a girl who's as intellectually sound as you without being an outright horrible person to be around. I don't really like to think this way but I felt that meeting you was more than just making a new friend, it was an opportunity. Now I don't see any possible outcome springing from our friendship because you blocked me without word or reason.

I feel disappointed M, not in you, just disappointed.

This is for an S, but I hardly post here. There are alot of people with the same initials who post here.

Maybe so, but the person could be dead. I just want them to be ok.

Dear A
Youve ruined my life and I wish you were dead
I hate having to rearrange my life because you used your status to ruin me
I wish I had never met you
Fuck you

What's their name? Is this the Anna poster?

No I already posted above

My dearest Kamilka,
I enjoy everytime we get to talk or meet each other, you make me geniunely happy and after I return home I feel refreshened and productive, unlike my usual lazy self. I absolutely love our casual and open chats together, and how even tho we are different we cover for each other, and yet still share some common traits.We differ in our way of action- me being a lazy genius with eidetic memory and you being an insanely self-disciplined girl, but we are a great team together, just as your mom said. I enjoy making you laugh, and us laughing together makes the situation even funnier and greater to me atleast.
I love you, my dear Kamilka, and hopefully we learn to know each other even better.
Yours, O.

your initial? origigigi

Shameless original bump for potential future feels

Lmao based Anna poster

I'm sorry
I wish I was better
I'm slowly losing my mind
and it's all my fault
I can't be what you want
have you ever even loved me?

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dear user,
hang in there, friend. you are amazing, smart, strong and kind. you are going to make it! while you go about your life, struggling with your daily worries, i will be here rooting for you, because someone like you deserves all the happiness in the world. i love you.
all the best,
user

Dear user,
Thank you so much for your kindness, I just wanted the thread to not die now and let other anons post stuff before I go to sleep.
Thank you my friend.

Dear girl,

I understand you're just coming out of a long term relationship. And I know you are confused about your feelings. But you broke up with him for a reason. You won't find new love if you keep holding yourself back and putting restrictions on new relationships. You need to go in with an open heart and stop comparing people to your ex. If you're going to keep doing that, just go back to him. It's not fair to your new partners.

H
I didn't mean any offense by what I last said on /trash/. Im sorry.
E

Dear R,

I'm sorry I took a chance. I'm sure it was just as awkward for you as it was for me. You're so beautiful, kind, and gentle. You lit up my world every time I made you smile. I didn't know you were already in a relationship. It makes me wonder what you really felt about me. I'm afraid of what you expect of me now. Friends? Acquintances? Were you just being kind to me? I wanted more, but I don't want to put you in that position. I don't think you'll stop lighting up my days, so perhaps it's better if we just move on. I don't want to hurt anymore.

dear yanderes
where have you all gone?
sincerely user

Dear m
Thank you for being the best thing i have in my life. I don't know how someone as patient and amazing like you exists.

>I didn't know you were already in a relationship.
Is this something your R told you, or something you found out?

initial ploriginalease?

Mmmmh,

I used to be crazy about you. Our times were full of passion and fire. I thought of you every second of the day and couldn't get enough.

Now, it's pathetic. Lights off, undress myself, you're already naked under the sheets, always in bed, same old positions, like clockwork. I want morning sex and you tell me to go back to sleep. No passion whatsoever.

I not getting it from you. I need it. I want it. I must have it.

xxxxxxyy

Ms taking over the thread

She never left and we hang out almost everyday, even have sex when her dad isn't home.

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Just a frequent reminder that you suck, Taylor

To none in particular.
Friends.

At least I believe we are friends, and maybe you do not differ. I like you and wouldn't spend time with you otherwise. Perhaps you don't hold me as particularly valuable nor interesting, and although that saddens me, I understand, I do. Please, friends, do not maintain contact out of pity, for there is little I despise more in this world than pity directed at me.

I am ill, each day I feel my being, twist and crack as if it were a collapsing lung or a shattering ankle or a pair of splintering ribs. Like a fluctuating and moving cancer, I expand and decay in unexpected ways, and I change irreversibly - I have changed irreversibly! But there is nothing wrong with this body of mine.
I wish, I truly wish I could speak to you about it all, but it is not possible. I wish it were. I really do. All I can truly do is murmur in this great unspeakable nothing.

Thank you. Thank you for your time and company. I love you.

A

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What is K or J's name?

I'm sorry. I've failed you, I've failed as your brother. I've failed to see you were having an hard time and I did nothing and now I've lost you. I don't know for how much time I can keep up, but I don't want our parents to suffer again. You had everything, and now we have nothing.

Megan

You fucking ruined me years ago and I hope you're fucking happy. No it's not ok that you just stopped talking to me in the middle of our relationship. It's not ok that you explained to me you just didn't like me anymore without any prior warnings. I now cannot trust anything my partners say because of how much you didn't fucking tell me about yourself. I was so eager to pen up to you but you didn't give me the same courtesy. Fuck you. Fuck. You.

J