/r9gay/

Lmao bye

you're just trying to fatten me up

i had a crush on my bully and i absolutely hated myself for it

False. I refuse to believe that anyone has a long lasting and healthy relationship.
It just doesn't work.

I had a crush on someone I bullied in school and I think he made me gay. How ironic.

if you're afraid of the gainz and where the energy is comming from you just need to expend it. it's just a little cheat day, you've been so busy playing vidya with bf all day it's been exhausting.

all i want is someone to hold me close

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>bullies are in this thread as we speak
sickening

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Keep creating characters in your head and hope they don't all turn out hating you but want to embrace and care about you instead

who else hides this gay shit everytime? feels good to not be a fag

What happens in reality and what you refuse to believe have nothing to do with each other. I agree with you that it is extremely hard, but not impossible.

you can beat me up but you have to listen to grindcore and watch horror movies with me

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It's okay user, I'm still a failure and am mentally fucked. Some bullies turn into them to load off parental failure, but I keep feeling really nostalgic about it.

I'm the user who listens to japanese grindcore, throw some contact info at me.

I want a sworn brother to fight alongside with unwavering confidence
sounds pretty nice too

oh cool. i have discord if that's alright with you?

please please please give me this

There is probably way more lurkers than posters, I'm sure atleast one of them could help you out, maybe tell a bit about yourself.

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Give me a discord or mail address and we can arrange that.

sure alright - wex#8202

So boring and normie. I want an adventurous bf. Not this.

Enjoy your unhealthy relationship. It's people like you who destroy love in hearts of innocent boys because of your fetish. You don't know how to love. You just want to have your pleasure fetish. Treating other like an object when you're angry. You disgust me.

just because people have certain preferences doesn't mean they're incapable of romance

probably not but that original fantasy points to mental illness

I never target innocent boys and people know what they are getting into. Otherwise I wouldn't mention it.

guess i'm mentally ill too then since i like getting hurt.

No you're just a fucking pseudo-weirdo who watches too much anime, porn, and spends too much time on /soc/ and Jow Forums

knowing is 1/5 the battle

i literally don't watch anime or browse /soc/
don't know who you're mistaking me for but the jury's out on the (too much) porn thing lmao

>I want an adventurous bf.
Normie as fuck

Where is your first crush now, /r9gay/?
I've just found my middle school crush and ex "bf" in twitter, I'm kind of disappointed since he used to be such a bright kid, but well

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my first crush would be kinda impossible since i've moved around a lot
but my high school crush, who i came out to a few weeks ago, is talking to "someone" but he didn't use any pronouns so i don't know if it's a boy or girl

married to some chick and fat, he turned out to be sort of a dipshit so i think i lucked out

>who i came out to a few weeks ago

did you also confess your love?

yeah, he said that he was really surprised about it which surprised me since i thought people would pick up on me liking guys.
but he turned me down. it feels kinda weird not having someone to think about.

I kissed my first boy last night uwu

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How was it? I only had one kiss and it was with a smelly girl

think about yourself and getting a dude interested in you

>you can literally do all of that with a woman

geez you make it sound so easy

>tfw ghosted again
why

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You can literally peel and Apple and eat it.
Don't under what you're trying to say with your statement?

Good luck finding a w*man who will do all that

Wash your food in case of pesticides, but don't peel it. A peeled apple is just sugar. That's why juices end up being relatively unhealthy. The skin is where the nutrition is.

maybe not but probably more useful to work on you than dream about someone else

>tfw no spic bf to suck my hairy gringo balls

Howdy, black bicurious user here. Tell me about the wonders of penis

Good night user-kuns sleep tight and sweet dreams when you finally go to bed. Until such a time have a good morning, day, evening or night. Remember it's okay to feel anons, men got emotions too, and as long as you can feel happiness isn't outside your grasp.

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no i meant getting a guy interested in me.
i don't really interact with people and i mumble a lot, it doesn't bode well
plus it's not obvious that i'm gay, aparently

PLEASE GET A NAME

Would eating apple peels be very good for you instead?

>i don't really interact with people and i mumble a lot
Some people might like that user, don't sell yourself short

>plus it's not obvious that i'm gay, aparently
maybe that's a good thing. also how is someone obviously gay? do they walk around with a penis in their ass constantly?

Maybe there's something you do that keeps causing it?

Where you from user? Maybe would could talk a bit.

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Not particularly. If you get too much of vitamins and minerals you'll work overtime to filter & waste them. Daily multivitamins can backfire like that for example.

It just seems counter intuitive to strip the actual nutrition from the food off before eating it.

why wont any boys talk to me

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Because you haven't posted your Discord yet.

What was that? I didn't hear you. Speak up a little.

CHI-CANO Mike#9172

im white i swear....

I can't imagine people posting their discords has had a good result. Any confirmations one way or another?

>tfw no bf to go camping with

just me and him with nobody else around for miles and miles. hiking together and taking in the beautiful views, cooking our food on a campfire, lying under the stars holding hands, snuggling together at night in our tent to keep warm.

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>tfw people dont even want to talk to me in the first place

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>tfw no [banana bread] spy bf

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Friendship-wise it's actually been decent but I wouldn't count on it for relationships unless you and the other user live close enough

As long as you can get past all the attention whores and annoying cunts you can find some nice robots to befriend. Relationship-wise probably not, even if you lived near someone.

nothing turns me on more than setting myself up for failure with no outside help.

I want to cuddle a boy so bad

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you must be hard all the time

tfw no little cutie boi that I can waste money on and take out to dinner/go on normal dates just to see him smile

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>tfw you have a bf
Relationship is relatively new, but we visit each other a lot and it just feels nice. Though the way we met for the first time was actually retarded

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>tfw i want this but
>too afraid to go out and meet anyone
>too afraid of being seen as greedy/jewish
It's not about being spoiled exactly....how my mom raised me is ingrained in my brain and I took on a lot of her traits and habits. She didn't express herself through feelings or words. So she'd do it through gifts instead. Gifts to show affection towards me or someone. If her friend was sad she'd take them to lunch, or if she noticed they were going through hard times, she'd pay their phone bill or something, just to help.

One of my most favorite memories of my mom is when I was in fifth grade, she picked me up early from school and slipped something in my pocket. It was a $100 bill. She took me to the video game store and I was able to get a Game Boy Advance SP and Pokemon Ruby. My first Pokemon game. It was such a great day. I knew she loved me a lot to do something like that. We weren't rich or anything, she had just gotten her tax return I believe. It wasn't a special day, or a birthday, or a holiday. It was just an ordinary day, and she just randomly wanted to make my day great to show me how much she loved me.

I wish I still had someone who would do things like that for me, but she's gone now, and nobody really understands my point of view, and I get written off as greedy or just wanting stuff. That makes me sad. Does no one show affection through gifts anymore?

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>Though the way we met for the first time was actually retarded

wtf? where's the story user?

>tfw no dominant robot bf who lives in oregon to tie me up

That's what I wonder but I don't know what it is
I put effort into conversations and stuff
Maybe that makes me seem too clingy

Seeing cute boys kiss and cuddle make me feel bad because I'll never have this experience.

>tfw no oceanic bf

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>>too afraid to go out and meet anyone
iktf, if I ever showed up to a family event I'm pretty sure my dad would be even more disappointed.
>>too afraid of being seen as greedy/jewish
I wouldnt see you or anyone as greedy/jewish and the way your mother took care of her friends/you is how i'd treat my bf something here and there not trying to go broke, all I'd even want in return is seeing them happy/smiling and maybe a few hugs and maybe once in a while some cuddling

also sorry to hear about your mom user.

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Fellow Texas anons chat with me

;^)#6135

>tfw no scandinavian bf

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>this entire thread is just people going tfw no x bf in hopes that someone posts their discord as a reply
i'm getting bitter and im going to sleep

>ywn have a nocturnal finn bf

>tfw got a bf

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I think it's about time you left this thread.

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oh wow hi r9gay.

Why is finding a boyfriend so hard!

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Thanks. It hasn't been the same since she's been gone. Feels like there's a lot less love in my life now. The little gifts are gone. The feeling of being wanted is gone. Birthdays are meaningless now. Mothers Day is meaningless. It's been a few years but I haven't been quite right, certainly in no state to attract a bf.

I just want someone who understands my state of mind, who will do things like that to cheer me up, or just because.

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guys are shallow
well, girls too, but you asked vis a vis a boyfriend.
honestly sometimes it can feel like people talk to you to just to kill time and then one off thing can make them ignore you forever.
keep in mind that this goes for you too though. you probably have standards, as you should lol, but uh...i don't know i'm just typing this out for no reason.

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I understand how it is, it doesn't help I live in a place that's a wasteland for homo boys you possibly might be in the same situation but I don't want to really date a normalfag. Guy I like isn't ready, hoping things will work out.

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Any good gay visual novels out there? The good ones never get translated to english....please give suggestions; I am desperately in need of some cute escapism.

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>honestly sometimes it can feel like people talk to you to just to kill time
it only feels that way because they are talking to you to just kill time

that's what i meant, originalcomment

>Mothers Day is meaningless
It doesn't have to be, you can always go to her grave hangout with her

>certainly in no state to attract a bf
I wouldn't say I am either I just like the idea of having someone that cares for me and I can care for on a physical level

>I just want someone who understands my state of mind, who will do things like that to cheer me up, or just because.
yeah its hard to really find someone to vibe with. but like before I just want something on a physical level I don't even care if it doesnt workout that well

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