just fucked pic related last night and hence broke my dry spell, before last night I hadn't had sex since April 2016 and hadn't kissed a girl since July 2017
background:
>ausfag, 23, 6'3, 85kg, 15% b/f, 6.5 inch cutfag, black hair, grey eyes, italian, rated 7/10 by grils
>people here have called me a Failed Chad due to my dry spell, others just call me "a special kind of dislikable" since apparently I must be a total shithead to not get laid with these stats
>study non-meme degree at uni
>sole inheritor of parents estate, money is pretty much no object
last night:
>been texting for a few days, she sents pusy pics (shavd) lose it when she says "excuse the roast beef" fucking lol at these thots
>she talks about sex a lot over snapchat
>ohshitfinally.gov
>arrange to meet up
>she comes over, put on music, awkward talking, this woman is autistic af
>get blowjob
>have sex, I go in raw (she showed me STD test she got a few days ago from her GP, I got a vasectomy last year so no worries, long story but my older brother has schizophrenia and I dont want a kid like him)
>HaloCEintroSLAYER.mp3
>doesn't let me cum inside her, idc, just pull out and finish on her stomach
>lie about how I have uni early, she somehow takes the hint and says no worries I'll leave now
I don't even feel satisfied cos she's like 5/10 at best, was fatter than her photos, awful personality and my bed still stinks like her shitty perfume.
I now realise that anyone, robots, cyborgs or failed Chads alike, can only be happy if you fuck a girl you're actually attracted to. This is too difficult with tinder, out of 116 matches I've only fucked 3 chicks, shit odds. The 1 girl I've fucked after meeting at a club was hotter than those 3 and that's basically my entire sexual history, besides maybe like 10 escorts but those don't count (stopped in nov2017, got an STD test a month ago, all clear)
I just want a 6/10 Persian, Levantine, Albanian or Azeri girl, is that too much to ask with these stats? FUCK