>Be me 19
>Femanon
>Autistic and kinda pedobear
>Trying to reform due to family hating me
>need to go somewhere
>the bus is the only thing available
>I reach the bus stop after getting over anxiety
>sit down at bus away from everyone else because social retard
>other seats filling up
>hear someone sit down next to me
>look up from my phone
>see a boy that looks like hes around 12-14
>hes on his phone
>feel like I need to be more social in order to be normal one day
>forget Im awkward as fuck around kids due to pedometer and past experiences
>think about what I can do to start a good first impression
>think about looking happy so he will be happy to talk to me or some autistic shit
>I widened my pitch black eye bagged eyes
>I put on a smile that feels bigger than my face
>I blurt out "H-hey there lil boy" before retardedly laughing
>He looks shocked still looking at phone
>He turns around to look and my pale sleep deprived face
>He gives me that facial expression that I recognised, the one that tells me Im being a retard
>probably thinks I'm on meth
>I notice he isnt going to say anything
>twitch my head to the side out of awkwardness
>he turns away back to his phone with visible shock in his face
>remember all my other experiences
>think that if I let a potential conversation slip away like that ill never be normal and will forever be a soically retarded pedobear
>lean over to him like I'm trying to kiss him
>now that I look back at it i was clearly getting too fucking close but my autistic brain thought that he wouldn't be able to hear me
>before I can say anything he quietly whispers to me while still looking at his phone
"Please stop"
>now being a girl with a huge sadistic rape fetish for cute little boys that are scared of me this turned me on especially because I was hearing it in person
>get trapped in fantasy world
>pedometer.exe
Be me 19
Are you sure you didn't mean to post this on Facebook?
>I suddenly forget where I am who I am and why Im talking to this cute little shit in the first place
>I say to him still in my retarded fantasy world
I wouldnt struggle if I where you, boy
>He turns to me
>He looked like he was about to get murdered
>realised what I was doing
>afraid he was going to scream or something
>realise that would turn me on more
>move away from him with him still looking at me
>get up and walk away constantly saying sorry
>still saying sorry when he obviously cant hear me anymore
>get a few looks from normies that think I'm on meth
>walk home
cry
Why am I like this
This is so cute
For me its really attractive if girls look weak and tired,it has some kind of aesthetics.
Or maybe I think like this because I look like ive been doing meth myself
Admit yourself to a mental institution and stay away from kids. Don't want to do that? Kill yourself. Pro-contact pedos get the rope.
>Predating in public
>Not getting yourself a cute boy bf
Get on my level sis.
This is so cute. I would love to let you rape me
Discord?
Maybe I could be your bf
PLEASE LET ME BETA ORBIT YOU IM A FUCKIN THRISTY FAGGOT ROBOT
LIKE ALL THESE NIGGERS
god your discord would be good to have
I had to look away from my screen because of the 2nd hand embarrassment
sounds like you need to get a shitbox, stat. I hate public transport due to anxiety and being crammed in with so many people in a small space
Had a "friend" in HS that was exactly like this. The only reason we even conversed with each other was because we were both outcasts. She spent literally all day staring at the elementary kids from the class window. Fucking creep.
@Emolga_Yellow
Dm pls lonely
I don't know fembot, but you need to get help pronto.
>afraid he was going to scream or something
>realise that would turn me on more
nevermind, kys
are you at least average? or are you fat and ugly?
actually something like this happened to me awhile ago.
>Be me
>Be 11 years old
>Walk home from school to my house.
>Keep in mind my neighbour was a drug dealer
>Moving on, I'm just about to get into my drive way when a car right next to me rolls down their windows
>Jump and almost shit myself.
>"Hey kid you want some candy?"
>Being me and being the little sperg I was I thought that they were actually insane and wanted to kill me because they were at my neighbours house. + they looked like crackheads.
>INTIATE CHAD.JPEG
> Nah, im good thanks for offering.
>MY HEARTS RACING AT THIS POINT AND I THINK IM ABOUT TO GET FUCKED. WALK INSIDE MY HOUSE.
>RUN TO MY FUCKING GRANDMA AND TELL THEM THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE OUTSIDE TRYING TO KILL ME AND GIVE ME CANDY
>grandma walks outside, they say they were just being honest, she has a FUCKING fit over them.
it was fucking hilarious ngl, pretty sure they were on cocaine or some shit cause its retarded to ask little kids for candy lmao. (it actually was a kinderegg).
Also if you're story isn't fake, stop this shit lmao. This is so fucking cringe. If you really want a guy to rape you then you don't fucking act all tough and insane you act like a little fertile bitch that needs his cock. Those hormones are going to drive him nuts. Fuck im so fucked in the head i shouldn't even be saying this. Nonetheless, you still need help.
Dude sick original thread femanon! Thanks for posting your vag00 with timestamp! You really are doing Gods work
deleting the incel containment sub was reddit's worst crime against humanity
Are you fat? I wanna know if I can wack off to this story
Beautiful Story Please share more experiences if you have
>forget Im awkward as fuck around kids due to pedometer and past experiences
What past expierences are we talking about here?