Child Abuse

It's really saddening to see how many people have been raped as a child.

so it wasnt actual rape?

>Must be normal, user.
I'm pretty much sure this is what fucked me up. I was a normal kid before this. Also pretty much sure it's not that much "normal" to be attracted to tweens.

lol I get a bone

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I still consider it rape, I thank my lucky stars that he never undressed me.

You're right, it's so wrong and disgusting, that's why all Kings and conquerors of history took brides at strictly 18 years of age

This board is for virgins and robits so GTFO you fucking normie scum

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Only molested luckily and it was by a female so there is that you perverts. I also live 1 mile away from who did it and I have serious desires to murder her. People make light of it because
>lucky u got molested by a chick when u were 11
I honestly hate women because of it too and have always ended up yelling at my female psychiatrists.

I feel it's wrong and disgusting, I don't fucking care if Kings back in Middle Age had sex with children.
There's nothing right with hebephilia, else I wouldn't feel bad about it.
I just wish I could be attracted to normal 15+yo girls like everyone else.

there isnt too much too greentext
>age 4-5~ idk
>being watched by my uncle
>apparently do something worth reprimanding
>get blindfolded/tied and experience some form of insertion as "punishment"
>really painful and dont understand whats happening
>eventually it stops
>get left alone tied up/blindfolded for some time
>eventually im unrestrained and im told i cant tell anyone or I will be punished more

took me a long time to understand what happened and even after that I preformed some degree of mental gymnastic to repress it

it just sort of all hit me one day at 14~
its amazing what your brain can do to suppress information or deceive you

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My abuse is what I think created significant pedo preference in me and I just dont care. I'm not a monster, I haven't molested any kids, I just can't get an erection unless I see young, prepubescent bodies

Not a big deal

Not really. Or maybe. I don't know. It was a fucked up situation.

Basically I was groomed and molested when I was around 6 by a girl that was a year older than me. She was my best friend at the time and was almost certainly being molested herself.

Had it been an adult doing it to me it would absolutely be molestation, but I don't know if you can call it that if it's two kids the same age.

>be around 6 years old (don't really remember how old i was)
>at a nature reserve national park place with my family and family friends.
>get separated and lost from them and end up wandering around scared trying to find them.
>two guys come up to me asking what my name was apparently my mum was asking people if they'd seen me
>tell them my name and they tell me to follow them and that they'll take me back to my parents
>take me into the bush saying it was a shortcut
>one of them takes of his pants when we're alone and pull out his cock
>he makes me suck him off while his friend jerked off
>forces me to drink his cum and says that if i tell anyone they'll come back to kill me
>i'm crying scared shitless as they walk away
>eventually the park ranger finds me and take me back to my family

This is the first time I've ever admitting this. To this day I've not spoken a word to anyone about what happened. I spent a decent amount of my childhood thinking that kind of shit was normal which led to me doing some fucked up things.

Same poster, I used to burn myself with cigarettes to put them out

These are old so they've faded some, therapy helped me stop somewhat

Shits fucked

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my mom beat me with fists and newspaper rolls and my cousin made me suck weewee in a shed but it doesn't bother me because I'm not gay

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i have a lot of shit wrong with me
and desu i think i mightve been molested at a young age and have repressed it but idk.
how does one find out?

i experienced shit like this when i was younger and it ruined my perception of relationships

i practically require sexual attention in the nonexistent relationships i desire

does anyone else have this sort of reprecution

Yep, that's me exactly. I act wildly inappropriately and jump to sexual behavior because it's how I think it's supposed to go with relationships

>There's nothing right with hebephilia, else I wouldn't feel bad about it.
going to be interesting watching people do this when they raise the aoc to 21

My mother was a junky and used to fuck strangers in front of me when I was really young. I didn't really understand what was going on because it was when I was 4-5 years old. Was never touched myself, though.

Yes, by two separate people
One was my grandma's boyfriend
>she started dating him in Orlando
>eventually the two of them move back to Tennessee
>he has this barn out in the middle of nowhere he's living in
>grandma leaves me alone with him for a day
>drives me across town to his barn
>bad touch
The other one was the step dad of my friend, who was a firefighter.
>go over to his house
>mom told me to be careful around him because he 'seemed weird'
>too young and stupid to understand this
>guy keeps touching me inappropriately when he can
>remember one time when he came into the stepson's room when I was laying in the bed, but that's about it

No idea what happened to the first guy, he vanished after my grandma broke up with him. The second guy got divorced from my friend's mom and also disappeared. He had two children that were young adults at the time, and they always seemed kind of fucked up to me, so looking back I can only assume they got a much worse treatment than I did.

I don't really like being touched now, especially if it's in a sexual/sensual context. It's made a lot of my family upset because I won't touch people beyond a hug, but I give pretty good hugs!

I don't really know where to go from here, I'm all kinds of sexually fucked up. I developed a strong transformation fetish to get myself out of these situations in a way and that's one of my biggest turn ons now, not to mention furry shit, which I got exposed to at the offset of puberty.
I've sabotaged every potential relationship I've had and don't know how well I'd do in one.

Your sister was probably molested herself.

Sort of. I always flinch really hard when I'm touched by people no matter who they are. It makes it hard to shake hands and things like that. It's almost as if my brain is subconsciously expecting it to be painful whenever I make physical contact.

>be 6 yo me
>neighbor's son is maybe 15 or 16
>he leads me to his room where a bunch of his friends are sitting
>he grabs my hand and puts it in his pants
>I have his dick in my hand and idk what's going on
>everyone starts laughing out loud
>I run away

Why make a big deal over it? I did sexual shit with a few of my cousins when we were kids, though admittedly there wasn't too much of an age gap. Kids fuck around. Big deal. As long as you weren't violently anally raped who cares

drugged and anally dp'd by two guys in a river because my mom exchanged that act on me for drugs

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>being scared and molested
>participating willingly with other kids
Yep, same thing

I don't know how relationships work, and I'm emotionally stunted. I don't care

>K1ds fuck around

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I hate that people have to go through this shit.

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I'd like a nice hug from you user :)

Kids most certainly do not fuck around cletus you inbred alabama fuck

I'm male and I was sexually abused by an attractive female pedophile when I was 8 years old. It was totally fucking amazing and I'm glad that shit happened.

Did anybody get molested and actually liked it or are they always horrible experiences?

It's like rolling dice.

Nope, was too ugly even as a kid to get molested.

Ugly people get molested too. Just ask my roomate

>raped with clothes on and no penetration
Doesn't sound like rape to me. If there was penetration it was rape. If there was involuntary undressing it was rape.

Me too but then I read the animal abuse thread and I'm glad that they suffered

I was coerced when I was eight by another kid my age into showing him my penis and butt. I was rock hard and didn't know why at the time.

>ywn get mol3sted by a qt 3.14

Well I don't know. She grew up to be quite fucked up in the head just like me. Maybe...

I'm that guy Well back then I was rock hard when it happenned and I felt good having sex with my sister. So it was a good experience at the moment I guess. But then it fucked up my perception of relationships and sex when I grew up and it turned me into a hebephile, also nowadays I feel disgusted when I think about it.

Children shouldn't experience sex, period. Even if they like it at some point, it will destroy them.

I do, my girlfriend helps me though. I want you to know I deeply support you and I'm here for you.

I was eight years old if you could be Reasonable that would be nice
I said he thrusted in me while we were both clothed, I froze up and did not enjoy it. he was on top of me and I was laying there like a dead fish

>my girlfriend
Leave, thanks.

having trouble figuring out if you're LARPing or actually this dumb. Gtfo you stupid fucking attention whore

I molested my 4 year old cousin.

AMA

what's your problem?
did it feel good?

My 14 year old cousin put her fingers in my mouth while i was pretending too sleep and proceeded to fuck herself while playing with my hair and shit. It was right after my grandpas funeral, super fucked up experience

I was young, like 16 or 17. Was just horny and I don't think straight when I am. I didn't force him, but I guess I coerced him and he obviously didn't know better. Yeah it felt good at the time. But I live in terror now.

>female

Live
Action
Role
Play

but i'll bite,whaddya do to him

Two times.

>Six years old
>Wow, going over to a friend's house for the first time
>Somehow no parental supervision
>Friend tells me to take out my penis and place it on her vulva
>B-but Idon'twantto.info
>You have to do this for two minutes user, or I'll make you go home
>No, now you have to do it for five minutes
>Feel dirty and shameful

>Be twelve
>Sixteen year old male cousin asks if I wanna suck dicks
>Isn't that gay?
>No, it'll feel good. I do this with all the neighbors
>Hmmmm
>No, come on man
>Do it and feel like shit

My mom would also tell me to stop playing with myself in a sing-songy voice whenever I peed, probably well into elementary school. Fucking weird.

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Why would you do this, molestanon?

I've had a couple of close encounters without realizing it until much later.
>6
>staying at aunts house in 10 y.o. cousin's room
>trying to sleep but he starts talking about wieners
>talking about how good it feels to pull on your wiener
>that's fantastic but I want to sleep
>tried to convince me that we should touch each others wieners while getting closer to me
>red alert in my brain
>punch him square on the nose
>ma and aunt ignore the part where I say he tried to touch me and I get in trouble
Same exact thing happened at a friends sleepover when I was 12 but I had a better idea of what molestation was so I hit him a lot sooner. Also
>15
>FFA trip to an agricultural expo in Georgia
>on way back a chaperone sits next to me on the bus
>keep talking to me about video games and other "hello fellow kids" kind of stuff
>asks me several times for my address and phone number until I finally tell him to sit elsewhere before I slug him
>get kicked out of FFA, no one believes that he was inappropriate and they believe his side that I threatened him for no reason
>not two months later he's arrested for touching kids and a bunch of kid porn on his computer
>still couldn't get back in FFA
My parents taught me to watch out for that even though they always took the other guy's side.

>ctrl f
>dad
>only response is step dad

Get out plebs

can't remember but strong hints are there.

My dad literally beat the piss out of me on several occasions but at least he never bad touched me.

Yes. I really hate it. Sometimes I wish I never remembered it. I also hate hearing stories of other kids who get raped. I wish it was me instead of them b/c I can handle it.

This is why I'm a cyborg I think. I wasn't meant to be a robot

I feel extremely nervous around men. I absolutely despise it if anyone gets within a certain distance of my backside or approaches me from the rear, I start gritting my teeth and become very irrationally angry. Random panic attacks. Violent rape fetishes. No desire for vanilla sex. Actually kisses and hugs and that sort of thing really gross me out.

Yeah. My dad physically, verbally, emotionally and sexually abused me
Mum physically, verbally and emotionally abused me
And her bf physically and verbally abused me

Nice one I say

>be 14
>have 16 y/o step brother
>step brother get us high on marijuana
>lay in bed with him not thinking cuz high
>he feels me up and rubs me
>freak out so leave
>few days later
>in his room at like 2 am
>just talking
>kisses me
>puts my hand over boner
>brings me to my room
>makes me suck his dick
>he face fucks me so hard i throw up
>kisses me after
that's basically it. really fucked me up and now i have ptsd. finally getting help for it years and a few suicide attempts later

so are you gay now

>he makes me suck him off
>forces me to drink his cum
that's hot desu

You forgot to include if you're a male or female

> be me
> four yo or so
> used to play with neighbors
> one of them who had about 13 invites me to play in his house
> he has the best toys on neighborhood
>it becomes a routine going to play at his house
> one day he takes me to his dad's car
> he sits me onto his legs and take my pants off
> then he starts to rub his cock with my ass
I didn't understand anything at that moment but it repeated many times and suddenly I stopped meeting whith him by reasons that I don't remember and never back to seeing again.

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What'd you make him do?

Don't even know if if thats assault/abuse but
>age 8
>boy around 10 forces me into the forest with him
>makes me touch his dick and show him my privates
>tried to put his dick inside me but didn't know how

He probably didn't know what he was doing or was molested himself, but somehow it still fucked me up

Guy here.

I lied about being touched by my mom's boyfriend at the prompting of my dad.

Which was ironic because my dad walked around naked at home all day every day.

Fuck off horny faggot.

>Molested by an older girl in my family when I was 6/7

Now I'm only attracted to males and don't trust women at all

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Aight I have a couple
>be me, 3 or 4 can't remember exactly, but very young
>mom and dad always out at work, sister in school
>stay at home alone a few times, but still have a babysitter when I can
>new babysitter shows up one day, grill, fat, ugly, late teenager 2/10 at best
>babysits a few times no issue
>she's at least fun to play with, tell mom I like her
>sitter starts overstepping boundaries
>says we can skip naptime and play games
>fuckyeahihatenaps.jpg
>gets me to feel her chest, nothing really comes of it cuz literally toddler
>goes back to my room
>whips out my tiny toddler dick and starts poking it
>eventually pulls out her own genitals
>so much hair
>eventually gets it inside
>only remember thinking, "I wonder if it's this hairy inside?"
I like to think it never fucked with me as a kid, but it probably did somehow. I like to think I turned out fine, but I'm on r9k so how good can my life really be right.
Go my whole life, not really in denial about it, but staying relatively silent. Only told sister, mom, and really close friends. Meme about it a bit with friends to cope I guess. Roast me enough I might post the other one

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Nobody cares about your feelings. Also you just got dicked. You didn't go to war. You don't know what trauma is.

Hahahahaha he didn't even penetrate you and you claim ptsd? My pelvis was mangled and I still don't go around whining like this.

I was physically abused, then put into foster care where my foster father would lock me in my room and call me "trash" sometimes (I was 10) my foster sister would come in (she was 15) and rape me. She did basically anything she wanted to do to me and it wasn't like hentai where they suck your sick and say give me your cum (couldn't fun at the time either) I live with my mom now so I'm fine I guess but yeah I don't know it hurts to think about but I don't think about it constantly

>cousin molests a 5 year old girl at school
>got caught
>parents got bribed with hush money

>Later on
>7 years old
>2 am rolls around
>same cousin starts touching me
>tells me to go to the bathroom
>starts sucking my dick
>7 year old me thinks he's spitting on me so I start spitting on his head and face
>we stop
>it's really dark and I ended up poking him in the eye
>back to the bed
>uses my ass as a finger warmer while squeezing my balls for some reason

>years later
>confront him
>he freaks the fuck out
>gets his father to sue our family over some petty shit
>this makes his father's condition worse

>even more years later
>he confesses to his dying dad
>drops out of school
>blew his entire family inheritance on strippers, a car he totaled and drugs

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>touched regularly by male friend who was a year older than me from about 6 to 12
>any time we were alone he would try to get me naked and rub his penor on me
>he would pin me down and grind on me
>would get into my bed at sleepovers and touch me
>i would keep saying no but he just ignored me, as if he couldnt hear anything.
To this day I can't get intimate with anyone because it reminds me of him/being helpless. Also I'm confused about my sexuality. It couuld have been a lot worse but it still fucked me up.

There was at least five different kids and one adult i've done sexual stuff with when i was a child. Having sex with an adult with responsibilities, a job, a car, an apartment, all that just seems weird to me now that i myself am an adult. I'm super awkward and autistic. Adults have opinions, remember things, and its just so awkward interacting with them. I don't know how i'd even bring up anything sexual with an adult, let alone talk to them without being scared.

>I practically require sexual attention in the nonexistent relationships I desire
Kinda the opposite here. I do whatever I can to avoid sex. The idea of having sex makes me so fucking stressed that I get physically sick. Even something as tame as a handjob gives me that really strong urge to vomit.

Led to some pretty severe self esteem issues because I blamed myself because I was so small and frail from being born prematurely. Also being hugged from behind has made me fall unconscious on multiple occasions.

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He's only a faggot if the poster was male and he got a chub from it anyway

>4yo
How horrifying.

>new babysitter shows up one day, grill, fat, ugly, late teenager 2/10 at best
>hairy as fuck
It's always the ugly fat chicks that are pedos for some reason. You definitely got mentally fucked. My condolences.

i dressed up my little shota brother in tight socks, skirts and girly clothing, groped him and then later had sex withand then taught the little shit to comply and say he enjoys it

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How'd the adult manage to get you? Was it a teacher paying extra special attention to you or something to coax you? Did he get caught?

This sounds like trapbait post honestly. Did he bring it up at a later point after growing up?

My step father made me jerk him off when I was 5-7.

Only had sex with one girl a couple of times.

I'm going to be 40 years old and can't have any intimacy.

Please don't sexually abuse kids.

>ctrl f "step"
>1/7
Every time. Roastie sluts enable child abuse.

Wouldn't call it sexual abuse but my older brother (2 years older) did some real shitty things.

>be 10 years old or whatever
>older brother comes into living room ask me to follow him to my room at the far end of the house
>tells me to lie on the floor, close my eyes and open my mouth
>being a trusting little brother I do as he says
>he pisses into my mouth
>I spit it out he's laughing his ass off

That's not the last time I had his pee in my mouth.

>be 15 drank bottles of aldi brand energy drink
>left my bottle in his room
>my brother and his friend were watching horror movies and got too spooked to leave the room as the place we lived at was a creepy old manor
>they both peed in my bottle of energy drink after drinking it themselves
>later on I rushed into his room to grab my energy drink
>they didn't say a word or warn me
>I took two full swigs of it before thinking they had put salt into it to piss me off
>I ask them and they both start laughing their asses off
>they tell me, I can't vomit it and I just drank pee again

I'm glad I never developed a pee fetish, least I'm not that fucked up.

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>Mother does the whole feminazi man-hating thing
>Decides her son is a better substitute
>Molests me while acting as if I'm her boyfriend, giving all the emotional abuse she gave to her other boyfriends

Ultimately, the guilt tripping, the name-calling, the ultimatums were much worse the the actual penis-touching.

yeah of course, he tells me how much he enjoyed it

Don't feel bad for me I'm a cunt.
Like I said I don't think it affected me much, if at all. I used to be really awkward and shy in middle/early high school, but I outgrew it, and I don't think that is what caused it. My friends now poke fun about it and I just say meming about my own rape is my way of coping, but the it doesn't bother me.
I kinda hate that it doesn't bother me tho, it makes me think even as a victim, that male rape isn't that bad, just because I'm a emotionally disconnected cunt lmao

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Nah it was my aunt. We were both in bed and she put her hand down my pants to touch my penis. That was about it. Pretty uneventful and unhelpful. I'm more worried about any relationship i enter now as an adult with another adult. I'm over 25 already and the last time i did anything sexual was like 10 years ago. I don't know what to do or what to say. Or how to even begin talking about or doing anything sexual. Or where to even find anybody. Aside from tinder, which is like 1 match per month anyway. Adults are always so serious and intimidating.