Be me 19 year old unifag

Meh Kubrick's Lolita is way better

Attached: lolita.jpg (480x296, 48K)

Kill yourself, you're disgusting and I hate you.

Let this be an example to all those who you think just watching porn won't lead you to doing worse and worse things.

Why can't you all just admit that many pedophiles are not "victims". They're just selfish individuals who hurt others for their own gratification.

>generic blonde hair
>bratty personality
>underdeveloped body
>annoying voice
Heh, nice try kid. No girl will ever be as beautiful as Dominique Swain's Lolita.

Attached: sqQlid7.jpg (900x810, 52K)

You said yourself that the worst thing you could conceive would be to abuse a child. You have to conquer this worse part of your nature while you still have some semblance of sanity and reason left. If you do not endeavour to cease fuelling this sexual illness it will only get more and more overpowering. It may be the most colossal task you ever undertake, but the choice is either between happiness and contentment and innocence, and the misery and destruction both of yourself and others.

>Why can't you all just admit that many pedophiles are not "victims".

why are you addressing this to me, and where did you get the impression that i was treating the OP as a poor victim?

Way better film tho
Nope no animal cruelty. I hardly ever had a rape fantasy really
Suicide is looking more and more of a reasonable option honestly. Not that I don't like life, I do still have to live for. But the release of death is also sweet and stress free. Although I do want to at least experience love and sex and all that stuffs first

So you're saying I need to facing it, instead of repressing, or suicide. I'd consider myself the opposite of impulsive really, so I can still easily repress it. But who know one day I might just say 'fuck it'. No time like now I guess, since I'm still young and not in any way over the edge yet.

You insisted that he was the victim of some undiscovered child molestation and this is why he now wants to rape kids.

Well really you should get therapy and stop watching porn altogether. Do not think about kids, when you see an image of a child turn your eyes away. I would suggest getting close to God and learning about the things the bible really says, because you need faith for power "beyond what is normal" to resist. Do not put yourself near children or in any compromising situations. If you can't and/or aren't willing to do these things, then end it all. A shame to waste your life because of a disgusting proclivity you devloped, so try to nip it in the bud. Jesus said that if your eye causes you to stumble, tear it out. It's not worth losing your entire life for one part of yourself that you could get rid of, no matter how painful.

I mean that you should go to YBOP, Reddit "no fap" and other associated sites, study the information on them and follow it to the letter. The younger you are when you attempt to conquer this illness the better, because it will have less time to re-mould your brain.

I was working as a cashier last summer in a small town. There was this super cute 7 yo girls buying candy every weeks. She was just beautiful, i just can't describe it, pure innocence, beautiful smile. She was the representation of happiness, you could see on his face more than a kid, i can't describe the emotion, i had the feeling that she was reading in my brain.
I wasn't attracted to her sexually at all and i hate kids in general but still, she stayed in my mind in a weird way. I hope she will never get raped one day, she was alone in a small town and i'm pretty sure there are some sick pedos out there.

i like little girls too user
from one lolicon to another
you best bet is nofap
like others have said, your brain is fucked due to years of porn and trying to find new niches to get your rocks off
cut off fapping, and cut off all porn
it's your only solution. a therapist WILL get you thrown in jail.

> I hardly ever had a rape fantasy really

that's debatable, because the power dynamic in adult-child sexualization has very similar features to rape, to the point of being analogous

so revisiting your history; seems your sexuality has been fostered and festering in a swamp of some pretty sick filth - hence the concern that it would leave the bounds of fantasy and manifest in real life

but it seems that you haven't acted on it, and don't share the delusion that most actual paederasts share; that it is a legitimate form of relationship and expression of love for a child

or do you - do you think there are any instances where an adult young man could have a balanced relationship with a sexually immature child?

>You insisted that he was the victim of some undiscovered child molestation and this is why he now wants to rape kids.

oh piss off and L2read - i asked him about his history

i insisted on nothing except that he needs to be curbed before he escalates

I'm not religious in any way tho, neither is my family and most people I know, and don't plan to. Christianity is not a big religious belief where I'm from.
A lot of mental training to do I suppose. I'll try.
No I don't think so. Children just never know enough to decide for themselves. Even kids within legal age >16 are still immature and irrational. A "balanced" relationship with a child is just impossible, no matter how smart they are.
I guess I just love the innocence, naivety and the warm feeling of talking with kid, then it slowly become sexual desire

You aren't a pedophile. It's perfectly normal to like girls that are just hitting puberty.

OP DO NOT DO THIS, THE THERAPIST WILL REPORT IT AND THE COPS WILL MAKE YOU A REGISTERED SEX OFFENDER EVEN IF YOU'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING

If you are making an argument from history in this respect, you are completely misinformed.

Attached: prop.jpg (767x516, 209K)

Bury it. Never mention it to anybody. Little girls are cute, this is an objective fact. Try to morph that from a sexual attraction into a platonic feeling.

Loli doujins when you're alone

Attached: 75CE42F0-A13B-4E80-8F20-AC6E0014C2E7-1153-000000FB396109EE.jpg (800x1132, 900K)

11 yr old girl is prepubescent, which is exactly why I think it's not normal.

>I guess I just love the innocence, naivety and the warm feeling of talking with kid, then it slowly become sexual desire

well then if that's what opens those doors in your psyche, you need to stop engaging with kids until such time as you can rationally process and vomit out the imagery that tainted your developing sexuality in your teens

you also need to delete fuggin everything that reinforces those fantasies, and stop looking at images of child abuse; whether they're real or 2d hentai

if you don't quit this fixation you're going to fuel more of these fantasies and cultivate the desire to act on them

and again, i reiterate; you are not gonna be safe around kids until you process these things which twisted your sexuality in a controlled environment

and since you say you currently feel incapable of talking about these things openly in such an environment, and possibly won't feel able to until you've matured a bit more, then you shouldn't be around kids for the foreseeable future: several years at least

No, I'm making a statement based linguistic and biological fact. If you are attracted to a pubescent female you aren't a Pedophile, because Pedophiles are attracted to prepubescents.

I'm not low IQ like yourself.
Average female hits puberty around 10-11.

when i was 13 and 14 i always made jokes to myself like "if you dont stop liking girls your age at some point you will technically be a pedophile". i understood at some level that the probability of this happening was actually sort of high. that's the funny thing, in middle and high school i got turned on by girls like every other healthy kid there. i jerked off to /b/ teen threads all the fucking time back then, and i've been on Jow Forums since of course, and my sexual tastes simply haven't changed. what's wrong with this exactly anyway? i think never before in history have we been so overprotective of young people, and that's probably because modern society has the material wealth to afford coddling people until they're like 20 something. mehmet the conquerer had a harem of young boys; not only was he a "pedo" but he was also a faggot. he would be called sick today, by fucking jews and numales because our society is fucking castrated. he was one of the great men of history. there were many like him. similar to how the word "racism" only started existing in the 19th or 20th century, so did "pedophile".
this being said i have no sympathy for tranny degenerates or other sexual deviants.

I was directly taking issue with your second statement, not your first. Your first statement is also ignorant, because the OP clearly states he has an attraction to eleven-year-olds.

>19th century
don't make me fucking laugh

Explain the biological issue with attraction to females capable of providing eggs to be fertilized. I understand there are birthing issues with the hips, so I wouldn't advise breeding until around 16, but tell me the issue with attraction to pubescent females.
>Your first statement is also ignorant
11 year olds, in general, will be pubescent. The girl he posted is pubescent.

Heyo OP

you keep posting about how you'd love to kill yourself, but you're also too scared to tell anyone IRL about it. Here's an idea, why don't you go to a therapist about it before killing yourself? I mean, what do you have to lose?

The word "racism" may be modern, but the concept of opposition to race-prejudice is not. No wise man in antiquity, for example, would have condoned hating somebody simply because of his origin. The Stoics considered humanity to be one universal brotherhood. Paedophiles and boy-abusers were also considered degenerates both in ancient and mediaeval times. Nobody would have approved of the degeneracy of a man like Mehmet, only forced to tolerate it because of his power. It is telling that you think a man commendable and "great" simply because he conquers territory and wipes out lives.

Racism has never meant "race hater" but "race realist" or segregationist. The concept of race hatred is a Hollywood meme.

If it is normal, which is what you first claimed (that is to say, usual, typical, or expected), why has it always been so rare historically speaking amongst the noble nations of Europe, and condemned by many of its great philosophers and thinkers? If you are reasoning from what you call biology, you might as well try to justify polygamy by this line of reasoning, which civilized Europe has always likewise condemned. Because something is possible it does not therefore follow that it is desirable.

There's a difference between liking pubescent and prepubescent females, we're only animals, of course we want to mate with the youngest and healthiest partners and 18 is an arbitrary number for the most part. That said teen years are highly influential on adulthood so it's best not to fuck around with it.

>because the power dynamic in adult-child sexualization has very similar features to rape, to the point of being analogous
fuck yourself this is retarded

I see. Might be hard tho, because of for example the aforementioned yearly summer vacation. But I'll try to stay away from any interactions with kids. It's not like a college students has any reasons to hangout with a bunch of children anyway.
That would definitely ruin my life if I decide not to suicide tho
I myself still think liking a 11 yr old fucked up user, one way or another

>answering a question with a question because you don't want to recognize biological reality
>appeal to history fallacy
>appeal to majority fallacy
I guess I win.

Attached: 1489690015965.png (812x1200, 275K)

At 19 you're still a kid yourself. I remember in high school we had a 19 year old senior dating 11 year old girl from the same school. Everyone laughed about it, but nobody cared. Partly because that girl looked much older than her age. She had Scarlett Johanssons face and even bigger tits. No shit, she probably had the biggest tits in the school at 11. Anyway, you sure you're a paedo? Nothing wrong with liking younger girls at your age. In virtually entire world, 18-25 year old guys are dating 14-17 year old girls and nobody finds that odd. Only americans are autistic about age difference and think 18 year old guys dating 17 year old girls are depraved pedos. I would only worry if you still have your preferences 10 years later. Personally I think you're just sexually frustrated and would likely get over your fantasies if you just started dating and having sex like a normal person.

>this is retarded

says a dude who thinks it's cool to secks kids

>Might be hard tho,

it's harder to carry a weight of responsibility for the rest of your life, of knowing you could have stopped yourself before becoming a sexual predator, being pilloried by society, and having ruined the lives of everyone who loves you

>I myself still think liking a 11 yr old fucked up user, one way or another
I might agree under certain circumstances that engaging in sex would be fucked up, such as premarital sex, but I don't think feeling the attraction itself is good or bad, just a biological urge like the need to eat or piss.

I answered you directly; the phrasing as a question is simply rhetorical. I evaded nothing. I "appealed to history" to show you what was "normal," that is, usual, which is exactly what I should have done. In regard to the ethical part I appealed not to an indistinct "majority" but to the customs of noble nations and wise men. If you wish to speak of fallacies, you ignore completely my pointing out that you commit the is-ought fallacy and the naturalistic fallacy; your own are simply misapplied.

teenagers.
actually ideally, you should be fucking teenagers while you yourself are a teenager. if you weren't able to do that you should probably just fuck off and die for being an illegitimate human being
*kills self*

That picture killed me. That guy on the left is wearing the mother of all fedoras.

Just keep it to yourself, stop indulging it, and meet some older women.

You've failed to show me how a male seeking to mate being attracted to a female capable of mating is biologically erroneous. I deny your moral axioms and non-arguments and wish you a good day.

There is one really awful last resort I can offer you user.

You can selfmed on testosterone blockers, trannyfaggots do this and it reportadly kills your sexdrive, even bicalutamide, a testerone blocker for testicular cancer patients keeps your testicles and dick alive, and doesn't destroy your muscles, but causes slightly elevated estrogen levels which leads to minor gyno, also, AAs can cause brainfog and bone density problems if you take them without taking an estrogen, but I'm guessing you wouldn't want to do that

actually, don't they offer AA's to pedophiles anyway? Maybe you could find out which ones (Thorzaine?) and see if you can buy them yourself from an online pharmacy like Alldaychemist, QHI or inhousepharmacy, if you do with the pedomeds, make sure you do your research though

gl OP, being born a pedo sounds like a pretty dreadful fate.

Attached: 1497591580518.jpg (800x600, 127K)

You are fucking retarded, seriusly.

you need help, you should probably stay away from children as well

gl OP

The only breeding strategies that are sound are those that produce offspring. Answer my one question now, please: How is a male being attracted to a female capable of producing offspring biologically erroneous?

How would you show that polygamy is what you call "biologically erroneous," or do you consider that "biologically sound" also? How do you quantify or define what is "biologically" sound or erroneous? And what does it mean in terms of morals for a thing to be what you'd call "biologically sound"? You seem to believe it means simply what is possible, and as if we ought to reason that what is possible is what is desirable.

>And what does it mean in terms of morals for a thing to be what you'd call "biologically sound"?
I deny all moral axioms. Arbitrary opinions are not arguments, I am asking a biology question, this is a hard science.

Not really have an interest in older women, which I believe is normal for my age
If all the other mental trainings other user suggest don't work, my last resort would just be suicide. No fucking way I'm going to torture myself with meds.
That is very likely my deepest fear. I really need to cure myself

your god knocked up a 14-year-old and then let the kid die so he wouldn't have to torture everyone else on earth forever
deep denial detected, way to take it out on everyone else

If you won't define the actual meaning of "biologically" erroneous or sound, and how either relates to morals and what we ought to do your question is unanswerable.

Observe by the by that you have shifted the goalposts here. The first word you used was "normal."

Accept and live with it. As long as you dont actually touch a child you cant be held responsible with how your brain is wired. In the end age is a concept and there have been societies where sexual acitivites with children were normal so its not even that unnatural to be attracted to them. And trust me unless you are. heartless bastard you wont be able to bring yourself to actually do anything physical. So just keep fapping pretty much. Alternatively you could find a qt anorexic gf whos legal if youre an attractive guy. Its pretty much the same

Attached: AFF436C2-9A03-4F89-A037-914172D1EF77.jpg (1600x2032, 403K)

You are using the word "erroneous." The meaning of which is, wrong, incorrect. How can we be "correct" or "incorrect" in biological terms?

>your question is unanswerable.
No, you're just retarded. I'm not trying to be mean here, I genuinely believe you may be clinically retarded and I won't be talking to you anymore.

Biology has nothing to do with your sophist moralism, it's a hard science. If you can't recognize the biological reality of the universe we live in, you are willfully ignorant or incapable of conversation.

>admit you're a diddler

Lmao don't do this

I'm the same way. Just keep it to yourself. If you ever get close to the idea and actually are at the place and time, just grab a knife and slit your own throat.

you should get in contact with your uni's student psychology support system or however it is called. better get help soon rather than later

>How can we be "correct" or "incorrect" in biological terms?
A male with sexual attraction to a prepubescent female or a male would be incorrect. A male with a sexual attraction to a female would be correct.

holy hell
imagine explaining this to some stacy psych student in an internship

>I really need to cure myself

well prevention is the best part of a cure, m8

and since you're already aware that something is wrong with your thinking, and that you need to deal with it; you're already making steps

moreover, you're talking about your twist in your psyche openly on here; which is far from being the most controlled environment, nor the healthiest... and if you can develop similar support networks IRL, maybe starting with anonymous calls to helplines for people in crisis, you could clear out some of the garbage you've fed your brain more safely

it should be noted, you are not the only young fella coping with these kinds of thoughts - the volume of young men dealing with dependencies on sex over the last number of years having risen exponentially, so it's unlikely you will be the first to talk to an anonymous counsellor about the issue

that doesn't mean it will be easy to deal with though - you've basically poisoned yourself throughout your teens with this stuff, and it's gonna take a long time to excise it

I'm slightly younger than you (18) and I when I was seeing a counselor I told him about my attractions. I said I was in love with a 7-year-old girl and he just stared off at the wall and said "Hmm, seven... seven..."
Something about that reaction made me feel bad.

This certainly is the easier way to go, at least for now. However I have to agree with other anons' opinions, it's unhealthy and who know what will happen in the far future.
Also, if push come to shove I'd go with something like a gun or exit bag, cuz throat slitting is too fucking painful

You might be on a list somewhere already user

There is nothing unhealthy about being attracted to pubescent females. Just don't be a degenerate, stay on the path of virtue and look for a wife.

a swig of this cures paedophilia 100% of the time

Attached: antifreeze.jpg (2000x2000, 1.08M)

Seek mental help immediately.

You are blind to the fact that you are breaking your own supposed principles. "Erroneous" means either factually true, or morally untrue. You are not bringing any fact into dispute here, which leaves your language seemingly trying to deduce some sort of ethic from biology. Are you simply choosing the wrong word to express your thought? Do you mean "biologically unexpected" instead? If that is the case then I would answer you that evidently it is not biologically expected; otherwise marriage with persons who are barely pubescent would be far more common in history than it is. Evidently most men are not and never have been attracted to that. That is a hard fact of the case with which you cannot argue, and which you mistakenly called a historical "fallacy." I would also answer you that men who possess this diseased fixation have many times recovered from it by "rebooting" their brains, a fact which implies that it is a state of abnormality and not normality.

There is nothing wrong with what you like user, but as you well know society in general does not like it and you will have to adapt and know how to control those feelings because they will lead you to problems.
Honestly, the people that wrote above my post that your tastes are caused by masturbation, or that masturbation does badly, are people who are retarded, uneducated and who have never been to a university, so do not take those posts seriously.

it just made you retarded, though

Lots of retards ITT, but I'm not sure lack of university is the cause. It's more likely genetic.

This is as much anonymous as anonymity go. Sure having irl support would make it easier, but I don't want to risk it. Even with understanding sympathy from friends and family, coming out admitting this is just impossible. Paedophilia is the lowest among degenerate, you could go fuck your sister tomorrow and it's still not as bad as this.
That's why I went and posted on this board,. Safer this way

143cm and up is NOT Pedophilia. Who is your favorite?

Attached: 1474481589623-2.jpg (2124x1511, 965K)

if you're unaware of anonymous helplines like the Samaritans in your country, there are alternative methods of reaching such organisations online

which can be done pretty much user, if you got seven proxies

Who cares they all look boring as hell.

Attached: 1522273830391.jpg (901x1199, 237K)

More like 160cm and up

I know about those,somewhat. But before doing that, I'm just going to try the solo route first

Do not insult my wife.
You're a meme. I'm trying to help OP understand that he isn't a Pedophile.

Attached: 1517977815369.png (1920x1080, 1.73M)

as i've said before ITT, i recognise that you don't feel capable of reaching out yet

'yet' being the operative word

but you might find with maturity and a little more insight into your condition from seriously battling it, that you will 'need' a more objective support structure down the line

so keep such options at the back of your head, and do what you can do now; prevent and de-escalate

Chemical castration, easily reversible.

I feel like aside from the 2 left most, the rest are definitely loli
That's reasonable, so yeah, hopefully one day. Thanks m8, you've been a lot of help

You could have gotten a lot more (You)s out of me if you kept your hand.

Attached: 00012.jpg (1280x1811, 509K)

Adolescence is the period in every animal's life when their bodies prepare for sexual maturity and activity.

Being attracted to and having sex with those who have not undergone this process and/or have not completed it is wrong and unnatural.

Moreover, their brains will not be fully developed until they are around 18-21, and the areas that undergo the most dramatic changes at that time period are the regions of the brain responsible for decision-making skills, reasoning, and personality.

This means that the decisions they make at that time are most likely not decisions they will be proud of and not congruent with the person they're going to be for the rest of their lives. Taking advantage of this fact is wrong, selfish, and very harmful.

Stop being a horny faggot. There's literally no problem with being a pedo as long as you aren't horny enough to rape people.

did you pat her head too? you sick fuck.

There's an online support group for non active pedophiles. There's a vice documentary about the guy who started it.

Doesn't matter bro all that matters is the mind-exploding visual of your cum leaking from their bald or maybe slightly hairy vagenes.

Most psychologists especially female ones would fucking call the police on his ass guaranteed. DONT do this OP.

It's not like anyone else is any less evil. Non-pedos obviously won't do exactly the same thing but they'd all do anything that would help themselves at the expense of others just as much as pedos.

Hey OP just a question.
Do you feel like, because you never had a childhood gf nor a real childhood at all, your brain is craving to make up for that lost time, thus making you attracted to younger girls and childhood activities? Would you like to be younger?
Or do you feel like this is some sort of fetish thing?

Hell yeah blue PURP. Nigga gon get high af

Men are absolute fucking scum. Eliminate men and you have solved all of the world's problems. No school shooters, no murders, no rapists, no pedophiles, no evil.