Hey where is that user that posted that story of his long lost oneitis, that he thinks about every single day and still longs for her? I still think about this user and genuinely feel sorry for him. It all fucking sounds like the saddest fucking story and I want to know if anons still around.
Hey where is that user that posted that story of his long lost oneitis...
Pic related was the family of his oneitis he still thinks of.
This user right here.
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not him but I am 29 and still love my oneitis from 6th grade, she moved to another country and is doing quite well while I am a loser. I met her few years ago and thats when I realized I still have strong feelings for her.
We (rarely) chat on fb sometimes. I think she is aware I liked her back in school but I have been in few extremely retarded and unsuccessful relationships since then (literally no feelings whatsoever) so I pretend like I never felt anything and we are just not very close friends.
the problem I cant forget her.
I have traveled and interestingly I met several girls in different countries who looked like or almost like my oneitis, including similar sounding voice (she has somewhat unusual though very nice voice, not sure how to describe it), very similar physical appearance etc even the character traits seemed similar, though all of them unrelated. but anyway this is a good subject for another thread. The point is none of them were her, they felt familiar and but none of those girls were her. At this point in time I am unable to like or have feeling for anyone but my oneitis and I am 20fuckin9.
Ok user. Holy fuck. Love fucking sucks dude. Back then I kept fantasizing about love and stuff and I can say I fell in love with love. I thought that the feeling and the "high" of being in love was so fucking great that I should fall in love with a girl and wait for this love to die down and get another one so I could always keep getting that "high" of love. Turns out it doesn't fhcking work that way. Once you fall madly in love with someone you can't just throw that love away like chewing gum and then get another one. But your mind will always fucking be on her no matter what you do, and the stronger the love the stronger the mental scarring.
Love really is not worth it.
Thanks for sharing your story user and Godspeed!
If you wanna tell me more. I'm all ears.
W-wow user good job.. that'sa scary story
Not that user, similar story
>childhood friends
>didn't have the courage to ask her out
>out of contact for awhile
>lasting moments: think maybe there is a chance for us if I can pull myself together
>world shattered
>find out she married and went over seas
>i wonder if she cared about me? found myself mentioned in a facebook post
>tides of sorrow wash over me
>pictures bring relief, her smile and iconic hair brings happiness back to my world
>her personality comes to life in the pictures
>watch from afar as she builds a new life
>watch as she has many children and travels the world
>still feel the deepest reaches of sadness, no bitterness or envy
>i am proud of her. she achieved greatness and remains so loyal and positive
>still seek out all her writings and pictures
>my oneitis will always be etched on my heart, feelings and memories that will never fade
Ok user. Let me ask you something, do you regret having fallen in love with her? Do you ever wish you could just go back in time and never met her, as being in unrequited love is just too painful to bear? Honest question.
>chat on fb
Get the fuck out, norman.
Hey! Don't be a meanie! >:(
not much to tell.
I was really retarded and a shut in up to grade 10, then I kind of got mixed with different crowd and started going to parties, drinking etc.. my grades got worse but thats in the past.. Of course my oneitis was a popular girl so she was there too, thats how we actually started talking and actually became friends and actual classmates. At that point I was still too beta to do anything about it, also I was bullied in the middle school, didnt play any sports so really had a weak body and was lacking in confidence, constantly pissing away my brain cells didnt help either.
So the final year had come and gone, I went to uni, dropped out... she moved abroad, finished uni, currently working in some big shot law firm, international law and stuff.
She is 29 just like me, she is beautiful, brunette with big blue eyes and full lips. I know people criticize women older than 21 on this site, roastie this roastie that, but if there was even remote possibility of us ever getting together Id take no matter the cost, would look after her 2 or 3 kids and etc (she hasnt got any, I am saying this hypothetically) and be a good cuck. I am normally pretty composed and rational person but around her all my defenses and rationality just goes out of the window.
fuck off, I mostly keep in touch with my old friends who arent really friends anymore through fb, there is nothing wrong with it
>I am normally pretty composed and rational person but around her all my defenses and rationality just goes out of the window.
Yup, that's love, and that's what fucking happens. We think like crazy people when we're in love. It really is a mental illness.
Are you or are you just another 29 yo user?
If only two choices: for things to go the same or erase the event. I would choose the same. No regret for these feels. To never meet her would be too different, I would be a completely different person, I wouldn't be me.
>To never meet her would be too different, I would be a completely different person, I wouldn't be me.
Hmmm... I fucking get it now. It's not that people who fell in love really early and still have an oneitis believe their experiences were worth it. No, not at all... It's just that the love they have is so embedded into their minds and selves that they can't imagine life without that oneitis. It's part of their identity to have loved that person, even if it was tremendously painful. That's why, even the user that I was looking for, had his life ruined by this girl and still can't move on even after so many years, despairs over her every single night, yet still would choose to have loved her since the beginning. It's because love is something so strong it is part of his identity.
same person,
just like said, I feel sadness but no bitterness or envy, I am happy for her, I hope she finds a loving husband and has a big family. Her and I will never be together.
>I am happy for her, I hope she finds a loving husband and has a big family. Her and I will never be together.
Yeah, but you still suffer. You still think of her. You still can't get over her. This is pain user. All of this love...can only lead to pain. I hope you are able to move on user. How many years has it been? Where does she live now, the UK?
no one else got to share anything?
Why exactly don't we tell namefags to hang themselves on sight anymore?
The absolute fucking state of """r9k""" I swear to god if gook moot loves us at all hell nuke the board
I want to kill myself like usual
Except now I have friends, most of my mental disorders are gone and I'm ""improving"" my life yet I want to kill myself more then ever
It's weird I felt so much happier when I was a failing pieceof shit who never went outside
>Why exactly don't we tell namefags to hang themselves on sight anymore?
Because anons love me. (maybe)
>tfw I felt the same way
>be me
>start exercising
>eating right
>nofap
>noporn
Felt worse and worse
It's funny, isn't it?
>anons
I think you mean newfags who should join you in fucking off back to tumblredditbook. Why do you have to come to an anonymous image board and post like this? Other than the fact that you are Neptune-tier cancer
Chicago, USA,
on the other side of the world basically
It has been maybe 16 or 17 years. This reminds me of how I fell in love with her. Honesty its stupid, one time my couple of years older cousin was visiting me, I was like 12? She was teasing me, asking me have I got a "gf", are there any nice girls my class, is there anyone I "like", naturally I was very secretive about didnt share anything (as I mentioned before I was bullied and didnt want anyone to know my school life was terrible at the time). I showed my cousin my year class photo, all of us together in a big a4 picture and my cousin pointed at this one girl and said "she is very attractive, talk to her..." I remember this like it was yesterday, I looked at my cousin, smiling then at the girl in the picture and suddenly I noticed how beautiful, how attractive that girl was, happened in instant. Can you call this love from first sight? since then my feeling for her grew stronger by the day
Deep in my heart I hate my cousin for this, but I am also somewhat grateful, before I never even noticed this girl in my class and never felt any attraction to her
Keep raging mad faggot. Now fuck off user!
Yeah. That maybe love at first sight. Reminds me of how all through high school and middle school a cute girl had this crush on me. And then in high school I fucking started dating her through FB and flirting through text and all. She got all heated up about all of it but when holidays were over I didn't have the courage to talk to her. I was so fucking autistic that I just ignored her and almost pretended she meant nothing. I was so fucjing autistic but I liked her so so so so fucking much. She kept staring at me all the way through high school and got her mind all fucked up because of it. She started acting like the biggest whore around class just to see if I got jealous or something. One time she brought a banana just to see if licking it would tease me, and a lot of other times she would take her shoes off and show me her feet (which were very pretty by the way), to see if I fell for her. She probably wanted me to fall for her and to ditch me like I did with her. It was so weird you anons have no idea. She was deeply in love with me. I wonder if she still wants to get revenge out of me.
She was deeply in love but you liked her?
I guess my oneitis felt same way about me (except she didnt even like me that way). It must have been awkward for everyone.
She was in love with me but I didn't have the balls to talk to her. I suffered from extreme social anxiety and couldn't tell her I liked her so much. I only told her that through FB but couldn't bring myself to tell her that in real life and she expected me to do that in real life. A man is the one who's supposed to make the move and fill the void. When she didn't have that she fucking saw that something was wrong and some other Brad got into high school and she went to him. Not because she liked him, not at all, she fucking didn't like him, because she LOVED ME. But she wanted me to get jealous because this Brad was a sort of friend of mine in the past. It was so weird and I was so autistic back then. She just started hanging out with this Brad but all the time STARING at me in love. It was really crazy. She used to be this innocent girl but then she just became this full-blown whore. I still wonder how fucked she became. She started using drugs and shit like that. Her eyes would a lot of times come with dark underlines, and she'd get depressed on class because I didn't give her attention enough. One time she looked so sad in class I legit saw a tear going down her face. I can't tell you how many times I just caught her legit STARING at me. It was weird. So fucking weird and I was so autistic but she was in love with me.
Please believe in my story. It is fucking real.