>feel like shit
>smoke/drink something
>feel even worse
What's a drug that makes you feel better, not worse? inb4 antidepressants
>feel like shit
>smoke/drink something
>feel even worse
What's a drug that makes you feel better, not worse? inb4 antidepressants
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>feel like shit
>go see a friend
>feel better for the time being
>spend a lot of money driving around and eating
>afterwards I feel like shit again because I spent too much money and drove drunk
There's just no escape isn't it
xanax is nice
>whats a dru-
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Too expensif. What I I get sold bad shit?
take anything you can get your hands on and hope you get emotional distress or emotional detatchment, have some friends that have gotten through life that way.
i became emotionally detatched through shit experiences with parents and friend dying when kid.
lsd is the worst drug to escape your problems with it literally amplifies all emotions, user is trying to troll you into having a bad trip, but if you still are dumb enough to take any psychedelics at a bad time in your life just use the darknet, here's a link deepdotweb.com
antidepressants don't do shit,
they just made me more fucked.
how about Valium or something, or anxiety meds, basically anything that causes euphoria.
I took Valium about a year ago and just kept smiling and feeling good for no reason, it was amazing and if I could get more i'd be addicted. to them.
I've only done mushrooms once, but it left me feeling good for a week or so after. I'm not sure if different strains have different highs, but the ones I ate were sort of like wrapping your brain in a drunk blanket instead of actually getting the brain drunk, if that makes any sense.
sorry for using your thread to vent
i'm scared i suffer from schizofrenia or something alike in order to cope with not being able to show emotions in a social situation, as i have no problem with acting sad in a social situation, or acting happy just to not appear weird in the moment.
though afterwards its like it never happened, like it was someone else reacting to whatever was going on.
also i cant really decide if its a good thing or a bad thing to be emotionally numb. like you obviously become numb to protect yourself from traumatizing experiences, so that has to be a positive thing, but at the same time it cancels out things like feeling love, or happiness.
f.example, every now and then my mom calls me to tell me the usual, like "i love u" "your my favorite", and i cant be bothered to answer with anything other than "yeah", or "mhm". i get so fucking dissapointed at myself for treating my own mother like that. guess its a double edged sword
>be me
>constantly overthinking, dwelling on terrible memories and moments of humiliation, reminding myself of all the weird things I've done which will always prevent me from being normal, living in fear of the idea that I actually am ill as I enter my early 20s and any latent mental condition might finally be rearing its head
>smoke weed about it
>all of the above but 100x faster and now my heart is racing
Why did it take me so long to quit this drug
Oh yeah cause the nonaddictive meme is bullshit and I was chasing the old high that I got before daily smoking turned the "high" into shaking limbs and a panic attack
Weed is a terrible meme. I've never had a good time smoking.
molly and percocets
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No fags, you need to be mixing drugs if you want to get anywhere, the amount of chemicals is the key, not the dose. Be sure to have a nice supply of cigarettes and alcohol to buff this up with, dry some dxm, stay away from DPH. Weed is essential, coke is good and common, pain pills also great, but expensive. Don't do heroin, most of the time. Try and get some good muscle relaxers, i would kill for some soma or cyclobenzedrine right now. Kratom is legal, mixes well with alcohol, eat raw ginger for the nausea. You need to be doing multiple drugs, and have a good lineup of music to go with it, but that is a different discussion. Get some betel nut online, amanitas, san pedro, some good quality stims, get a script of xans from a doctor, but watch out, that stuff withdrawl will make you attempt suicide. If you've got a good dealer, see what they have mixing pharmaceuticals with strange plants has made me feel genuinely happy for small bouts of a few hours. I have quit it all though, the ocean of madness almost swallowed this surfer, now I just ride the wave of life, but I hate sobriety. It's just there is no drug I haven't done and can get that I would really want to do.
Feel like shit
Get fucking absolutely stoned OUT of my fucking TREE!! HIGH AS FUCK!! JESUS WWOOOOOOOOOOOOO I'M OUT OF MY MIND ON THE WEED!!
>if I could get more i'd be addicted. to them.
yes, you would, and you'd eventually get taken off them, and like I said, the comedown is killer
no, you need to feel emotions in order to develop as a person, that is why all the stoners have the mindset of a 15-16 year old, its called arrested development. They still are entitled teenagers and just want to party and not have a care in the world.
If you are depressed there isn't one.
All drugs are borrowing happiness from tomorrow to use today, so you can feel great now and deal with the come down later. When you have no happiness tomorrow either then they lose their effectiveness.
I borrowed happiness from the rest of my life in highschool
antidepressants
fuckin' got 'em
Try meditation on shrooms. It clears up my depression for 2-3 weeks after the trip.
Be sure to trip in a place that you're comfortable in and familiar with (a natural area you visit frequently would be best), and bring enough food, water, and stuff to do if you get bored of just meditating(I usually bring a notepad or sketchbook and drawing supplies).
Just take an eighth(3.5g) of shrooms at home and head out. When you feel it start to come on, go to your pre-designated area, and meditate about your life. Since you're depressed, you're probably going to have the urge to cry like a bitch. Just let the tears flow, and it'll pass eventually. If you try to hold it in, the feelings will just get worse.
Afterwards, your depression will seem a lot less impactful on your life for a couple of weeks. Use this time to get to the root of what's causing it.
Heroin, not even kidding
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I'll try that one, shrooms are legal (or at least decriminalized, I think) in my country and they're pretty easy to come by.
Any specific variety?
Any strain of Psilocybin-containing mushrooms will do. Stay away from Golden Teachers or Penis Envy for your first time, though. They're stronger than the others.
I guess this would be a good thread to let it out. Did some heroin and crack last night. I went a little overboard. I did some weird things I'm not proud of. I guess I did feel better for the time being, but today I feel really really shitty. and depersonalized. I guess speedballing will make you feel better, but it'll ruin your whole life pretty quickly.