Anybody wanna talk? Feeling really lonely.... Anything... Anything is fine. I just wanna talk...
Anybody wanna talk? Feeling really lonely.... Anything... Anything is fine. I just wanna talk
Jayden Davis
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Carter Fisher
do you enjoy any particular type of art op? artwork and music have been really good for my anxiety.
Camden Thomas
I do like art. I like a lot of Pre Raphaelien Art. Let me share some! :)
Mason Turner
quite nice. as you can probably tell i'm into the more modern "not real art" kind of art. it's very fascinating to me. how about your life so far? been enjoying it? I've been watching some anime, specifically Urusei Yatsura, the classic 80's style animation is very nice and the humor is great also
Gabriel Stewart
What music do you enjoy? Post more vaporwave pepes!
Michael Rivera
a very broad range! i'm a fan of Blank Banshee's work, and I've amassed a collection of vaporwave and lo-fi music. as well as that I enjoy synthwave and a bit of future funk. what kind of music do you like?
Asher Bell
>how about your life so far? been enjoying it?
You know what? It has been really, really a low low these last weeks, but all of a sudden, today I FEEL SO HAPPY AND CHEERFUL. I kept worrying and worrying about no gf and being a virgin etc, but then I realized. I am so, so, so fucking happy the way I was. I want that back no matter what! And now I feel fucking amazing and I feel cheerful again! I want to be like this until the day I die, and never fall in love ever! It wasn't made for me! But happiness was!
So much beauty, and awesome music to listen to one can't help but to be cheerful! :)
Jack Sanders
>what kind of music do you like?
I like all sorts of music. What matters is not the genre, but whether it is good or not. I honestly like a lot of some more or less underground pop music, and I like some vaporwave too, but let me tell you, there is this band called Carpenter Brut that has this album called "Trilogy" which is just FUCKING AWESOME. I'd really recommend you give it a try. It's kinda weird at first but it has THE BEST melodies in synth/alternative I can recall. I don't know exactly what genre it is precisely but it's just fucking awesome.
Brandon Jackson
that is amazing to hear op, i'm so glad to hear how positively music and art have affected your life. there's enough things here you could spend several lifetimes exploring and you wouldn't find all of it. it's brilliant.
Aiden Ross
Thanks user. Yeah, it really does feel fucking great, and the best of all is that I love solitude. I love being alone and admiring the things I love, brings me to the edge of euphoria and a lot of times ACTUAL euphoria, specially with music I love. Speaking of which, this album Trilogy kinda starts slow and boring but gets progressively better and better. This band also did OST for Hotline Miami 2 and Furi if I remember correctly.
Parker Gonzalez
oh shit yeah you like Carpenter Brut? I fuckin love his stuff! First heard it from Hotline Miami and i've been a fan of his music since then! I also fell in love with Perturbator's music, it just has this aggressive and electronic vibe you just can't ignore.
Colton Thomas
Can i join this conversation? I like carpenter brut too...
my favorite carpenter brut song:
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Isaiah Davis
definitely. I tried being social for a lot of my life but it wasn't until in the past few years I started hating it and rememberd how much I wanted to be alone and explore things by myself. Never played FURI but I did end up 100%ing Hotline Miami and i'm still working on hardmode for the second game.
Wyatt Lopez
Yeah you fucking can m8. Come on in.
I think that my favorite is le perv, although I am not so sure since there are so many fucking incredible tracks in this album.
Aaron Garcia
your offering is appreciated! My favourite track of his is Roller Mobster, but that's just another gem in an entire album full of them.
Luis Price
>definitely. I tried being social for a lot of my life but it wasn't until in the past few years I started hating it and rememberd how much I wanted to be alone and explore things by myself.
Cool m8. I am kinda like that, but even to a bigger extent. I don't just enjoy being alone. I LOVE being alone. Like, it is the place where I can dwell with my own thoughts and while listening to music I feel like I am completely free. It's fucking amazing. Love to learn solitude and you'll never be alone, and you'll always be content. How old are you user?
Roller Mobster also is absolutely incredible.
Carson Richardson
i'd prefer not to say. but I think age has reminded me just how important it is to start taking care of myself instead of letting others nudge me into being one of them.
Landon Lopez
why couldn't we just be an eyeless entity. everywhere you look theres a pair of eyes, on my cat the ads girl with fair face, the male i work with .; with their stupiud FUCKING. MEETING OF THE EYES. SLEDGEHAMMER FUCKING VANITY SHOWN STRAIGHT ONA
Liam Harris
I enjoy being alone most of the time, but i cant bear being alone all of the time... it just hurts to know that no one gives a shit about me. even when i try really hard to be social, such as joining university clubs, i still cant make any friends... i am just hoping one day i can meet someone similar to me or someone who understands social anxiety/autism but it seems people are becoming more and more selective. people like us can never meet each other irl because were always by ourselves... such is the life of being a robot...
Kevin Miller
>i'd prefer not to say. but I think age has reminded me just how important it is to start taking care of myself instead of letting others nudge me into being one of them.
Ok user. If you say so. I turned 21 a while ago. But it's all fine.
> My favourite track of his is Roller Mobster
Relistening to the album, you are actually right. Roller Mobster is so much fucking better than Le Perv.
I don't know what you mean. Is this some Evangellion stuff?
Caleb Ross
Yeah I get you... I used to think like you, until the day I discovered that normies and having "friends" doesn't make them happy either. I learned to really feel happy all of the fucking time and it made me feel fucking awesome. I don't even envy anything that normies do anymore, not even Chads, because I look at other people and I see how unhappy they are and I compare it to myself and how happier I look and how I use to always have a smile on my face and barely worry about anything at all, specially the bad parts of relationships that always happen. Do you have a good relationship with your family user?
Isaac Ortiz
you need to find a way to feel comfortable being on your own. the best way to do this is stop looking for other people's acceptance, and find joy in not socialising.
Robert Morgan
>you need to find a way to feel comfortable being on your own. the best way to do this is stop looking for other people's acceptance, and find joy in not socialising.
This is really, really, good fucking advice. I'd recommend reading Meditations by Marcus Aurelius, then Imitation of Christ by Thomas a Kempis (even if you're not religious at all). You will learn that being blamed takes no worth out of a gem or holy person and neither does praise add anything to it. One can be completely virtuous or noble without being aknowledge by anyone. Learn to love solitude and only to practice being a good person and virtuous.
Of course, you don't need to be all the time alone. I'm just saying that the time you do, you gotta learn to LOVE IT. When you are with your family, do the best to be the most reconciliatory and decent and good person you can be, and never fight unnecessarily (even while keeping your boundaries and demanding your rights) and never be clingy or too dependent on people. You'll find that putting any hope or faith in human beings results in a total loss.
Blake Gray
>Do you have a good relationship with your family user?
my family is nice to me thankfully... although my mom is slowly starting to loathe my existence because i am always in my room alone. i have a good brother but he moved out about 1 year ago the same time my dad died, so i dont really have many people to talk to.
>you need to find a way to feel comfortable being on your own. the best way to do this is stop looking for other people's acceptance, and find joy in not socialising.
its too hard to do that... i think its just human nature to want to be accepted by others. i dont think i can ever be satisfied with loneliness even though i prefer it most of the time. i would just like to create some memories with others even if it seldom happens
Isaiah Phillips
i'd just like to say that this is pretty bumping and i'm glad i got to hear it. thanks user
Matthew Myers
>its too hard to do that... i think its just human nature to want to be accepted by others. i dont think i can ever be satisfied with loneliness even though i prefer it most of the time. i would just like to create some memories with others even if it seldom happens
I got a trick for that. It sounds kinda weird but I think you should at least try, and it kinda takes a lot of reading and some mental effort, but I really do think it's worth it. Basically, you have to concentrate on compassion and empathy. It is not a fucking meme. Concentrate on only having good thoughts towards people, even those you "hate", and be good to every person and evolved animal (like birds, and dogs etc). Seriously just imagine yourself being good and grateful to everyone, even those who wrong you.. Keep those thoughts in your head and when you see people, be very nice and kind to them (but don't be a cuck. It has nothing to do with it) and even help those who are undeserving. That brings so, so much happiness to you. And when you are alone, you keep focusing on increasing your compassion and wishing happiness on others, not only those that deserve it, but those that don't deserve it to, and not only to humans, but to animals too. Believe me, it DOES fucking work.
You're welcome.
Liam Scott
Any anons here like Mystery Skulls? I find the dude fucking amazing, specially that awesome album of his with the chick on the cover. Amanaguchi is also fucking incredible.
Jaxon King
Only heard of them from NFS Rivals, Paralyzed was a nice song. Besides that I really haven't heard anything else.
David Nguyen
You should listen to some of it. it's great fucking stuff. I just fucking love it.
William Reed
"When I'm with you" is a great fucking track by Mystery Skulls.