How's it going oldbots?
>good day?
>how is the life?
>did you give up on love or still hope for it?
>last thing(s) you bought that aren't groceries and excited for
25+
>actually talked to the girl i liked yesterday
How did it go, Anononymous?
>good day?
Nope. Just another routine day.
>how is the life?
I work. I come home. I sleep.
>did you give up on love or still hope for it?
Was hopeful with a girl I work with, but she started banging a guy twice her age who calls her a retard to her face in public. With malice. I'm disappointed, but not surprised. The hope has died out for me a long time ago.
>last thing(s) you bought that aren't groceries and excited for
God of Onions is ok. I wouldn't exactly say I'm excited, but it passes the time.
Went well I think. She didn't stonewall the conversation by not asking me anything. Next time I see her I will ask if she is doing anything for the weekend and try to get her number.
>good day?
tiring as fuck happy when its the weekend
>how is the life?
meh
work work work. sleep. alone.
got a big raise this week which is nice
>did you give up on love or still hope for it?
khhv @ 28 and going strong :^)
I think there is love in this world but sheeeeeeeit
Finding someone who's compatible is hard. And the current dating-world is even harsher
Still hoping for it though. being alone and being lonely is bad
>last thing(s) you bought that aren't groceries and excited for
Bought a mountainbike, need to do some exercise (lost 19kg so far with just diet). More like preordered it, the store should get it end of next month
Ordered an iPhone X which should arrive next week
>good day?
It is 10:32 AM. I just woke up. Good day, so far. I guess. Just waiting for the Adderall to kick in.
>how is the life?
Awful! Just awful. I am a 29-year-old, high school drop-out, overweight, friendless, virgin with no car, with a decade-long gap of unemployment, and who lives with his hard-working, single, 72-year-old mother. I have also been officially diagnosed as having major depressive disorder, social anxiety disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, and attention deficit hyperactivity disorder. I am currently being prescribed an antipsychotic, an antidepressant, and a psychostimulant all at once. They hardly seem to do all that much anymore.
>did you give up on love or still hope for it?
I am still hoping for it.
>last thing(s) you bought that aren't groceries and excited for
I recently purchased Kingdom Come: Deliverance. Looks like a neat game.
bump back to the top
>some rooms are getting painted tomorrow
>want to leave to avoid all that noise
>literally fucked because I have nowhere to go alone
Would have went to see Infinity War but I experienced the embarrassment of going alone at the cinema and it's too hard to bear.
Go to the park with a book.
>tfw rick james, prince, and charlie murphy are all dead
chapelle is the only one still standing
>good day?
not really, getting alcohol withdrawals like a motherfucker
>how is the life?
pretty shit, I'm a fucking loser that got dumped by a qt gf of 3 years and my best friend moved across the country
>did you give up on love or still hope for it?
I'm pretty damn cynical about it and don't know if women are worth the effort
>last thing(s) you bought that aren't groceries and excited for
booze and a t-shirt for my friend
Life's pretty good, just been hanging out dumping time into farcry 5, okay game i guess.
I fucking hate myself so much and every day is worse than the last.
How much do you drink a day user?
I am 27 years old, I am literally the ultimate chad, successful career, traveled everywhere, popular, can get all girls I want, in fact I fucked dozens, but I never had a girlfriend. Feels really bad
>good day?
It was fine
>how is the life?
there is no hope
>did you give up on love or still hope for it?
i dont feel love
>last thing(s) you bought that aren't groceries and excited for
10 ice creams, already ate them
>Would have went to see Infinity War but I experienced the embarrassment of going alone at the cinema and it's too hard to bear.
Dude are you serious? I'm 29 years old and I've gone to the movies plenty of times by myself. Nobody ever says a word to me. Well, actually, I did manage to get myself kicked out of a movie theater once because the duffel bag I was carrying was too big and it was kinda creeping people out a bit, apparently. But, otherwise, people don't say a word to me. Are you like superobese, neckbearded, and smelly, or what?
>went to town today and saw an old classmate I used to have a crush on, out shopping with her husband and kids
>I'm almost as old as my mom was when she had me and I still live with her
>good day?
I have the stomach flue but, I did chores today despite how I felt.
>how is the life?
Still anxious neet that rarely goes outside. Hopefully this weekend I might go for a hike because the weather has been really good. I feel awful for not practicing my driving but, it's so stressful. The weather is going to be so nice. It would be great to be independent and out there.
>did you give up on love or still hope for it? I have a fiance so, his love keeps me going. It would be nice to have friends and a job but, it could be worst.
>last thing(s) you bought that aren't groceries and excited for I
bought pants because, I'm a turning into a fatty. I saving up for a better computer parts. It is going to take a long time because I have very little money. I don't mind.
I'm slowly but surely becoming an alcholic
>Are you like superobese, neckbearded, and smelly, or what?
Nope, skinny af. But I was a neckbeard when I went alone. A bunch of guys few rows in the back laughed at me.
my IT job is mentally wrecking my shit and I see myself transitioning from coffee to alcohol sooner than later.
no love for me. people in general can't seem to stand me no matter what I do.
bought xbox360 and ps3 off of ebay to catch up on some exclusives.
>officially passed the day when dad, at my current age, made a move on mom
And he had multiple gfs before that. I have nothing. I'm a failure in comparison.
>tfw my grandpa was married at 35
The stock market was unkind to me today and i am annoyed.
come to Jow Forums, we got meme icos
>good day?
No. Almost broke down and cried today (I have hard time crying)
>how is the life?
Lots of anxiety at the moment.
>did you give up on love or still hope for it?
Give up. More trouble than it's worth. I just want a friend really.
>last thing(s) you bought that aren't groceries and excited for
I never buy things...
29-year-old here.
What do you guys think about all of this incel rebellion bullshit going on in Jow Forums right now and people going around running other people over for denying sex to virgin males?
>>good day?
I have been pretty productive today, actually. Thanks, Jordan Peterson.
>>how is the life?
okay.
>>did you give up on love or still hope for it?
my girlfriend of two years who was also basically my best friend and i thought my companion forever broke up with me a few weeks ago. i guess its better to have experienced love and lost it than to never have experienced it at all.
but I miss her.
>>last thing(s) you bought that aren't groceries and excited for
i bought a wii u some months ago but barely use it
i bought some cheap smirnoff vodka, finally stopped gagging every time i take a swill.
i can't wait until i come into some money so i can get proper drunk at a bar again, drinking top shelf liquor and craft beer along with quality bar food.
my mom says one of her cousins can get me a job working as a door man. have any anons ever worked as a door man?
i just want to sit on my ass and play video games all day while being financially stable and little to no issues in life
is that so much to ask for? how do i accomplish this when i pretty much end up hating every job i do
twitch streaming is out of the question
Why is twitch streaming out of the question?
Just broke up my 3rd relationship in 7 months because I can't love. I loose affection and interest way too fast after the initial honeymoon period.
I think I'll stay single for a while.
1. i have no niche
2. family will interrupt me all the time even if i explain things
3. oversaturated market
It was a plain day, nothing really stood out. It could have been swapped with any other day of the last few months and I probably wouldn't notice. A copy of a copy of a copy.
Life goes on. I'm feeling like I'm wasting it somehow and I can't seem to shake things off.
I haven't really recovered yet despite nowadays my situation is way better to what used to be a year ago. I try not to complain at least.
I'm currently getting to know a woman who's a few years older than me. We started going to work together a few days ago and we'll do almost everyday for a while. She's nice I suppose, we get along pretty well but I'm not sure what to make of this. I'm not into her and she's surely not into me.
I was thinking of buying a better wallet. Something smaller maybe.
>sun poisoned had fatigue and nasaeu last few days
>ups and downs
>forever romantic
>I bought a bunch of indian takeout, I ate some today and put some in the fridge for tommorow.
I haven't had a relationship after I was dumped last year, but I feel the same. I can't seem to be able to love anyone anymore yet I need to be loved.
Be more spontaneous. Ask for her number but not to do something yet.
Then the next time you have something cool in mind, whatever you like, preferably something she has not done before (zoo, indoor skydiving, an aquarium, etc.) call her up and tell her she should come with. Women like the surprise and the date will be memorable.
You need to love yourself first.
holy fuck are you me?
I want to make a army full of incels and do a mass shooting
>I want to make a army full of incels and do a mass shooting
Fucking why. What the fuck is wrong with you people? I am the one being prescribed antipsychotics here and even I don't get urge to brutally murder people, whether I am taking antipsychotics or not.
>Save up a million dollars
>Put it in a money market account earning 4% a year
>3000 a month to spend on whatever reason it want, before expenses of course
fuck off normie, go be friends with chad and stacy
How the fuck am I a normie? I am a 29-year-old, high school drop-out, overweight, friendless, virgin with no car, with a decade-long gap of unemployment, and who lives with his hard-working, single, 72-year-old mother. I have also been officially diagnosed as having major depressive disorder, social anxiety disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, and attention deficit hyperactivity disorder. I am currently being prescribed an antipsychotic, an antidepressant, and a psychostimulant all at once. None of which hardly do all that much for me anymore.
hey friendo i'm bipolar too
i don't take any anti psychotics though, i'd rather be dead than take those on a regular basis. i take lithium however. sporadically.
how old were you when you were first diagnosed? i was 18, had a manic episode a month before graduating from high school.
Wanna join my army?
also if you're bipolar you're not supposed to be taking any antidepressants, as a matter of fact of the only antidepressant you're allowed to take is wellbutrin. if you're on any kind of antidepressant other than wellbutrin your psychiatrist is a quack and you may end up having a manic episode because of them.
brilliant fantasy.
anyone else have parents that are really bad with money and in debt? mine will never retire and always need my help..
my parents are subhumans who lived through the prosperity of the 70s and 80s and never managed to buy a house
my mother tells me stories about being able to buy a condo downtown in full with cash in the late 70s but not doing it
i fucking hate them they are both brainless massive subhuman fuckups
>how old were you when you were first diagnosed?
I was diagnosed with MDD, SAD, and GAD by an actual psychologist back in July of 2016. I went in to see the psychologist voluntarily to have myself evaluated for all personality disorders and mental disorders. The antipsychotic (Abilify) that is being prescribed to me is being used as an "add-on" medication alongside the antidepressant (Remeron) for the treatment of MDD.
>Wanna join my army?
Hell no. If I'm ever going to go out on a shooting rampage I'd much rather not do it over some stupid bullshit like being an "incel" and being mad at "Stacys" and "Chads". I'd much rather do it over something somewhat more serious, like the fact that my therapist decided out of the blue to cut off all contact with me after only 6 sessions and told me to stop trying to contact her or else she'd take legal actions against me when she was supposed to be helping me deal with social anxiety for 24 sessions.
your loss normie
were you ever in an inpatient psychiatric unit?
if not you're probably not actually bipolar, just have depression or anxiety. which is a good sign. i'm been in a mental hospital over half a dozen times.
As far as I am aware I have never been officially diagnosed as having bipolar disorder, the antipsychotic and antidepressant medications are only being prescribed to me by a psychiatrist for the treatment of major depressive disorder. Also the antipsychotic is supposed to help a bit with the anxiety as well. Supposedly.
oh jeez sorry.i read "major depressive disorder" as "manic depressive disorder" in this post of yours:
had a few drinks and my reading comprehension is subpar. sorry bro. anyway. at least you're not as fucked i am lol.
>be chad
>want a real relationship
>girls won't stick with you because they can't stand how every other woman is gunning for you
>fucking random sluts feels worse than jacking off
>just want a goddamn family filling up a big house in the country
Chad Uprising when
It's true m8, they all get down everytime I try to gf them. The last 4 literally backed down when I tried to get really intimate with them, despite having casual sex all the time.
Jow Forums is the woman on the left attractive?
i may be able to pork her
>tfw I'll turn 25 next year
>>good day?
same as any other
>>how is the life?
meh
>>did you give up on love or still hope for it?
gave up without ever trying
>>last thing(s) you bought that aren't groceries and excited for
nothing really
not really, but do it anyway. Once it's in you won't regret it.
i agree but something tells me i won't be able to pork even her
>good day?
Pretty good productive day to day.
>how is the life?
I'm actually optimistic about the future for the first time in a long time. I'm no longer dreading turning 30, it's only just a couple years away now but at least I'm finally financially secure and have a direction in life.
>did you give up on love or still hope for it?
I gave up on love ages ago, when I was still a teenager. I'm just not comfortable with intimacy, physical or emotional. I still have a very active libido, I just don't like being vulnerable around people. I've had a long time to get comfortable with myself and be satisfied with masturbation.
>last thing(s) you bought that aren't groceries and excited for
A fantasy book. I've reignited my love of reading recently, I had thought the passion burned out of me years ago, but since getting over my decade-long depression I found I love books again.
I WANT A FUCKING TIME MACHINE NOW
GIVE IT
How bitter are you these days? I haven't experienced levels of hatred like this since high school. I had a brief moment where even as a NEET, I was trying to find my voice and I thought my opinions mattered enough to defend myself and get respect. At the very least, cut them off and feel proud. During my foray into normiehood, I decided that cutting people off was toxic and I took so much shit from my job, my so called friends that I just feel victimized.
The sad part is that they took no ownership and went on having happy lives even though their judgement and berating my choices was so prevalent through our relationship that I thought they felt personally invested in me. It was then that I realized that normies just like to virtue signal and start up conflict for fun in their lives, they don't actually want you to win, it's just funny to see you struggle.
I don't feel bitter at all, I never wanted to be friends with people. I just hate life and wish I was not born into this world, its not a place for me.
Almost 27yo college student here.
Tomorrow I have an exam and I'm sure I'll have a low grade, even though I'll cheat. Godamn it.
No one discovered I'm that old yet, one year and half in.
Glances from cute girls here and there, but most likely it's me hallucinating. Chasing a 19yo but I think she doesn't care about me so I'll disappear for a week.
Dude I know exactly how you feel. People are so fucking fake. Especially people who work within the mental health care system, like psychiatrists and therapists. They are all so fake. With their fake, empty smiles and promises. They do not really want anybody to get better. All they care about is making money. Fuck those people.
Join the club. My dad's dad was an alcohol and it ruined his marriage. I have 4-5 beers a day every day, which doesn't seem too bad right now, but also isn't too good.
Each day is worst than the last.
>good day?
meh
>how is the life?
boring, I can't wait to finish college, I'm sick of it
>did you give up on love or still hope for it?
I don't feel love
>last thing(s) you bought that aren't groceries and excited for
MTG booster packs
>good day?
Terrible. After 2 months at a new job my mask has slipped off. I'm the pathetic office loser again.
>how is the life?
Better than when I was an unemployed alcoholic, mostly due to having expendable income now.
>did you give up on love or still hope for it?
Completely given up, not the "I've given up...oh wait a girl looked at me, life all wonderful again!" given up, proper full on "dying alone in a ditch is my future" given up.
>last thing(s) you bought that aren't groceries and excited for
Does a couple of comfy tshirts and a summer jacket count?
>give up on love
i barely leave the house, don't think i've even started trying to find love yet
>>good day?
Not a bad day, following up on loose ends so when I go on leave, the person replacing me doesnt realise Ive spent two months doing NOTHING.
>>how is the life?
The life is good, Im doing some big poops right now, saw a photo of myself ten years ago when I was 16; Jesus Christ I look the same. Which is bad, because I looked bad then. So clearly I still look bad.
>>did you give up on love or still hope for it?
I have love and it is good.
>>last thing(s) you bought that aren't groceries and excited for
I bought the age of empires 2 manual off eBay. Before that it was the Yugi and Kaiba deck pack; pic related.
>meet someone in an online game
>really like their personality, turns out she's a girl
>she starts playing other games and plays "our" game less and less
>no realistic way to connect outside of the game we both play since she never talks about anything
>don't want to pathetically follow her to other games since she probably already has orbiters there
I wish she cared about me half as much as I care about her. Typical.
I find it insane, because these same people that do this are the ones who complain that looksmaxing is too hard.
Motherfucker look at yourself. Youre fat and have a uni brow; I wouldnt fuck you either
>feeling like I'm wasting it somehow and I can't seem to shake things off.
>despite nowadays my situation is way better to what used to be a year ago.
Fuck man this really mirrors my feels
a month ago i was over 470lbs
the other day i got down to 443
i was an alcoholic
wish me luck
>my therapist decided out of the blue to cut off all contact with me after only 6 sessions and told me to stop trying to contact her or else she'd take legal actions against me when she was supposed to be helping me deal with social anxiety for 24 sessions.
Hello again.
I thought we all told you it was because you were making moves on her and that was a terrible idea
ouch, been through withdrawals before. fap a lot, it helps calm you down and the orgasms are amazing when you detox.
>I'm actually optimistic about the future for the first time in a long time.
>I'm no longer dreading turning 30, it's only just a couple years away now
It feels good to be at peace
yeah, I see so many robots beat themselves up over the romance/love situation, just let it go.
27. terrible. spent yesterday in jail after a booze fueled rampage. continued pressure from all of my family who have now united in order to remind me how shitty i am. very close to getting kicked out. anxiety was the only emotions i really had left, and now that's gone. all that's left is a wildly swinging combination of rage and indifference
i'm an awful person and i need to get sober. the ogre needs to be put back in his cage. i just want to be a nice, normal man for some time, i really do
i have a part time job, only reason i'm not dead, and i'm probably gonna to AA + night school or something
You are a fucking loser mate
Maybe you should take a look at the sort of posts that I am replying to before replying to mine.
And the only move I made on her was congratulating her on her getting married. I never said anything sexual to her.
Shitpost at work 4 hours a day at my comfy desk job while also trading crypto on the side. Life's looking good right now.
>You are a fucking loser mate
So are you, can we discuss the actual issue now?
>swinging combination of rage and indifference
yeah I can relate to that. I still have the anxiety though. How did you get rid of that?
>I never said anything sexual to her.
Lmfao why would she stop all contact with you otherwise? She literally makes money off of you, user.
I agree, we're not getting the whole story.
I know I should go back to my containment thread but /britfeel/ is all lad types and teenagers.
>can we discuss the actual issue now?
What issue?
You fall in love with pixels in the internet because you dont go outside?
>Maybe you should take a look at the sort of posts that I am replying to before replying to mine.
Ill reply to what I want to thanks mate
Unless youre a
>he does it for free
In that case I laugh at you
after doing enough stupid shit and getting very close to complete downfall a few times, it just stopped. i felt absolutely nothing when breaking the law. i felt nothing when i was arrested, even though i was carrying a weapon, several in my family are cops, a family in which i'm already a major pariah. i felt less when i was interviewed and charged
all of my life i was a complete and utter coward, scared of anything and everything, wracked by anxiety. i'm still a complete beta retard, just no longer scared
my guess is that the indifference manifests into a fear of nothing, given enough time and anxiety ridden experiences
Why are you replying to my post if it's just pixels, moron? Projecting much?
>good day?
no, crowning achievement of suck was trying to take a nap and got to hear the neighbor having sex on the other side of the wall
>how is the life?
pretty comfy in some aspects, wagecuck but can afford 1BR apartment+internet in real city, even though vastly overqualified for job
>did you give up on love or still hope for it?
transitioning to 2D is still a work in progress
>last thing(s) you bought that aren't groceries and excited for
I don't remember
>Why are you replying to my post if it's just pixels, moron?
Because it passes the time
thanks for typing that out user. I have autism and people seem to think i'm some kind of psycho. I've never been in trouble with the police but I left my last job because this woman told everyone there I was a serial killer. I'm scared to even talk on the phone though. fuck this life.
Ah I see you're le centrist fedora tipper. Godspeed goon syre.