I'm 95% sure that we are the last social outcasts. Right now, with every subculture and niche (fringe fandoms included) being absorbed into the monoculture, with youtube instructional videos on every conceivable thing, meetups (Jow Forums meetups are mostly dead but outside it's more lively), etc, to fuck up *now* would mean you would have to be actively fucking yourself over OR you are severely mentally ill.
You can argue about the exact cutoff year (it's '92) but I feel this is pretty much true.
>humans exist and there are outcasts >people spread out over the world, some societies are outcasts, but within them there are outcasts >as technology increases, people are more connected and it is easier to find people like you, even between outcasts >internet: You can literally be on a website filled with outcasts, on the outcast board, filled with outcasts from all around the world and still be an outcasts Absolutely crippling
Matthew Hill
>potential I remember being 20 and believing I could actually become a doctor, scientist, secret agent, master pickup artist Chad Thundercock stud with a harem of women to fuck and cuddle with every day...
Its too late man, I'm too autistic, shy, physically awkward, old, addicted to masturbation and porn, and spent most of my 20s as a NEET. There's literally no way on Earth I can ever be socially normal. I can't even wear normal clothes because of sensitivity to the fabric and restriction of breathing and movement.
I was emotionally broken from birth. The good news is that I developed a rich inner world where I can feel positive emotions unto myself, but incapable of having true human connection with anyone else, I just don't feel emotions towards other people, only myself. Women sense this immediately, because they use and pick up on all sorts of subtle nonverbal cues, and realize that I don't care about people as people, I'm incapable of being anything but selfish, and its like I have the underlying mentality of a sociopath, but too dumb and low attention span to actually be able to fake emotions and manipulate people into serving me. Also too dumb to do anything to improve myself financially except keep buying lottery tickets.
I went to university before and the Chads and Staceys drove me to insanity. I'd try to go to class and then I'd hear chads bragging about doing a ganbang on stacey last week. When I lived on campus I could hear chads hooting and yelling all night. Chads would fuck staceys in the bushes. Every single girl was broken in by the first two weeks by chad. I couldn't enjoy my time there. I thought that it'd be a chance for me to become a norman after fucking up high school but it was even worse. Started going bald. Couldn't prepare food. So I went auschwitz mode. I couldn't make friends because I hated them all.
Now I'm doing a degree online. Finally I can learn without being reminded of the chad and stacey orgies.
give me some (You)s guys i need some fucking insight. imagine being autistic, going above and beyond, and eventually thinking you figured things out, only to get let down. like a downie getting a pity date
So you just called her out for being a bitch and got dumped?
Sebastian Russell
90' here. I feel blessed. I grew up with minimal television and was homeschooled, we didn'tget cable till' I was about 10 and I was homeschooled until 12(If anyone wants to insult me that's fair, but I was reading on a college freshman level by this age, unfortunately my mom sucked at math an imparted a deep anxiety onto me regarding mathematics..)
Basically DBZ got me into anime. Started watching toonami. Became obsessed with drawing anime. Turned out to be a better traditional artist than anime fag. However anime tutorials led me to Polykarbon BBS. In the 8th grade I met a few guys and we made our own bbs. Needles to say, yeah, the culture of being truly an outcast for being an "internet person" is gone. Anime avatars on twitter are quite popular. I have been using Jow Forums for 16 years. I have been through the porn spiral and now prefer not to watch it, drawing the nude from life has helped me regain a healthy context for the human body. Porn is truly evil and I would be fine if it were totally banned, and I say this being hugely against censorship. It is just too toxic for children to have unfettered access to, it really is.
I put over 200 days played in vanilla wow and sold my account to a chinaman when I realized I had to make a choice or be forever damned. I also was a 420chan day at this time and smoked giant amounts of marijuana. I have also more or less halted this habit, despite it being legal in my state. I nearly became a tranny because of porn, weed and Jow Forums.
Here is where I diverge from a lot of you here. I lost my virginity at 18 and have had 7 cute girlfriends. I'm intelligent but unmotivated so I only ever accomplished an associates degree and dipped out of art uni. I have worked in about 10 different occupations and lived on my own. I have to force myself to socialize. If I wasn't attractive and moderately intelligent I may have killed myself by now.
