Be me

>be about 8
>at primary school
>in the toilets with friends by the mass urinal
>playing usual game of flick penis to get piss on the ceilinh
>finish peeing
>one kid shouts lets compare peepees
>compare and hold each others peepees
>tease one kid for small penis until age 12
>agree to never speak about it again

you just cant understand what being sexually and emotionally abused do to your psyche.

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Similar thing happened but we were playing a game. Kept smacking my butt as "punishment" whenever I lost, and then just full-on squeezing my butt, then turning me over and squeezing my boobs and then mounting me.

My best friend kissed me and would have gone further if I hadn't ran away.

It just feelsbadman, terrible. Every time i touch my boobs i get a horrible feeling of disgust all over my body. Also happens if I go to that place.

i recognize this greentext. benzo has no-very little recreational value. stop right now kid

>be 22
>really like grill
>everyone at her apartment to pregame
>she's really drunk
>everyone leaves to go to the bars
>I take care of her while she throws up
>take her to bed
>I walk to the door to leave
>she stops me saying I should stay
>N-no it's not right, you have a boyfriend
>put her back to bed
>she wraps her legs around my waist
>I pry her off
>say th-this isn't right
>this continues for half an hour
>she pulls me on top of her
>I kiss her
>she starts taking her clothes off
>I'm still fully clothed
>she's on top of me kissing me
>n-no you have a boyfriend
>get up and leave
>go home and masturbate

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I can relate. Nearly same story. Now my fantasy is Vai s Public Disgrace Kink.com video. Tie me naked and take me.

take care of your own problems.

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That's actually alpha as fuck. I wish I was that strong, I would probably just fuck her and then never talk to her again.

I wish I just would have fucked her user

and i hope you deal with yours too. without substance abuse ofc

\_(o_o)_/ I still love you.

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so many incidents...
>be me
>7 years old
>sleeping
>wake up in the middle of the night feeling groggy
>see older brother smiling at me
>think he just wants to see if im alright
>he lifts my feet and presses it against his crotch
>feel something squish
>went "???" and fell back asleep
>this probably went on for like 15 minutes, i kept waking up
>his dick got progressively harder the more time passed
this ones from another brother
>be 12
>sleeping
>wake from something pressing up behind me
>its warm
>hear breathing
>instantly know its my brother because i can feel his hair down my neck
>feel waistband of pants and underwear being pulled down very slowly
>i try to move, but cant
>start to feel hands cradle my crotch and butt
>think if i cant move, ill try to talk
>i tried to say "stop it"
>cant tell if it came out jumbled or what
>there was a pause
>then one of his hands went up my chest and fondled them very roughly
>the other was peeling down his pants and pushing his dick in between my legs
>bends me over slightly and then forces it inside me
>feel pain from the penetration
>very rough thrusting, hear breathing from brother get deeper
>feel my crotch get wetter and tighter, spasming inside
>find it harder to keep myself still
>the next 20 minutes was an internal fight for me to force myself to sleep
>lost the fight

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im not advocating you to do anything wrong but you might as well fucked her. i mean if she was relentessly trying to fuck some dude i would want to break up with her regardless of whether or not they fucked but its probably a little easier on the guy

You did the right thing user. Be proud

>wanting to get #metoo'd

wtf is wrong with people? My sister walked around in boxers 90% of the time and not once did I have sexual, rapey feelings toward her.

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what are you fucking gay?
desu

free will was a mistake

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>Be me
>Kinda chunky and had man boobs
>Uncle driving us home
>Sit on passanger side of vehicle
>Uncle starts grabbing on them like if I was a girl
>Aunt and mom see him doing this
>They don't say anything not even to my dad

2nd time
>Have slutty gf in high school, or friend that is girl
>she only sucks me off when I come over and help her with chores never peepee in vagina that's reserved for chads
>One day she's fucking some dude 20 years older than her
>girl gets me to join in
>Dude holds me down and sticks it in my ass
>I ain't fucking gay though no homo
>Traumatized for life can't trust women or men anymore
>Everytime I look in the mirror I wanna kill myself
>Didn't even get to stick pee pee in vagina that time either
>Develop lust for trannies since I think men are the only being able to love something unconditionally unlike women that always come with strings attached and are whores swing from guy to guy.

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have it your way then. best of luck

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>Dude holds me down and sticks it in my ass
nice dude, i bet you nutted mad hard.

ah shit man. what a cruel universe

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That's your reward for simping. Never forget.

>be me, 9 years old
>parents own a small thrift store
>my cousin and her husband live in a trailer park behind the store
>routinely go over there and play games with her husband
>one day my cousin isn't there and it's just her husband
>raped me (yes penetration)
>can't remember much but went home
>not sure how much time past or what happened afterwards (if I was raped again or not) as my memory suppresses a lot of my childhood
>he rapes my sister and he gets arrested for it
>fast forward several years
>he's free again
>there's a convenience store right up the road
>me and my sister go there to get a slushie and he's there, looks back at us and smiles in such a twisted way that it scared me
>go home
>a few days later he gets arrested for a disabled girl
>he's arrested (again) and keeps trying to kill himself in prison

I believe I died that day somehow and never quite recovered, I became noticeably distant from others and only sat in a corner reading novels at school until I dropped out at 15. I have nightmares and scream in my sleep still despite taking medication, I never told my family and they've never confronted me about it but I think deep down they know. What else would cause a person to scream "NO NO STOP!" in their sleep everyday since they were a child? I've been a NEET for almost 5 years anons; if I'm lucky I'll be dead soon. I wouldn't say this is why I'm offing myself however, existence is meaningless and there's not a point for creation. Hope you enjoyed my blog post.

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OP here, I feel you and I'm going to end it soon like you, probably.

Something similar happened to me except the girl was single and had a mommy fetish. That's how I first really learned about this meme.

got anymore stories? hjn

how is your sister

>Disgust?
Why it's your own body

Just get over it you faggot bear with it and get stronger

probably hot, based on the uncle's judgment

Virtually no self-esteem, fucks niggers, has tattoos, does drugs and she's dating a guy twice her age at the moment too. Her grades were fine in school in comparison to mine, but her intelligence seems to have failed a long time ago. For example, she scored a 23 on the ASVAB while I scored a 92.

This thread is more disturbing than any rekt thread on /b/.

when i was about 10-11 i was jumped by a group of older kids (between 16-18 years old), there were about 4 of them but i can't really remember, they beat and hit me repeatedly while i was on the ground, mostly kicked my ribs and head for about a minute or so straight, about 20 other kids stood in a circle and just watched
which of our experiences do you think is more traumatic, or even if they can be compared to one another?
a serious question, i'm trying to figure something out, don't mean to undermine anyone

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>Be 17
>Dad has a party for his birthday in a pub
>Just a friends and family thing
>Enjoying myself
>Have a drink in one hand and a phone in the other, standing by the bar
>One of my dads friends walks up to me
>Grabs my dick and balls
>Holds onto them for like 30 seconds but it feels like 3 hours
>Can feel him rubbing them around in his hands
>Has a huge grin on his face
>Completely freeze
>Can't move
>He lets go then just walks away

>23 asvab
are you sure she isn't literally retarded? I knew a couple guys that had to get waivers to join the army because of their asvab score. They were braindead.

guess it's better that you're a NEET and not like her

It'd be pretentious and self-righteous for anyone to claim their issues are more important then anyone's else, everyone suffers to some degree but how they perceive their own suffering is up to themselves.

She's a typical roastie user, they're not classified as retarded but they might as well be.

When I was around 10, there were some weird kids that just went around groping other boys. I ended being one of them, I was held down against a table and they groped my balls.

I also know of a case where they ganged on a kid but I was being bullied already and was too much of a pussy to intervene and just walked by while the kid screamed for help.

Felt bad for a long while. Still does a little bit. Ignoring the kid's calls for help feels pretty bad. There were a lot of things I should have done but I was too much of a coward. I still am, I guess.

I don't know what to say, but please reconsider before you make a permanent mistake. Just because you haven't found good help yet doesn't mean you never will. Dn't kill youself. Same goes for OP

Why didn't you tell your dad then and there? If you were in a pub, there must have been at least 20 nonce-bashing men in there to beat him up.

did they grow up only to get thrown in prison?

I hope you don't mind me asking, but did you have an abusive figure in your life well before this event? I don't know why but being in that sort of half paralysed awkward state doesn't really happen to any one else then the few people I know with the same story.

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I'd rather have this than never to have sex at all.

Goddamn it, this thread is some shit. I love all of you bros, you all deserve to be happy. I sincerely hope you all get well and manage to enjoy the life someone tried to take away from you.

Jesus christ, my loneliness means fucking nothing compared with this shit.

I can stop myself from loving violent rapey assholes as long as they say the right words, are we all like this?

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Personally, I would rather be an incel than be raped by another man.

We've been trying to tell you roasties that for years and you keep trying to silence us.

Sounds like that fake PIGGY CHAN story again
REEEEEEEE
Agatha forever Agatha is #1

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I was too shook up after it happened and for a while I tried to reason with myself that it was just an off colour joke but I was also too embarrassed to tell anyone what happened
I remember almost nothing from my childhood but I do remember whenever I'd do something wrong my dad would back me up against a wall and threaten to break my skull and kick me out of the house whilst my mother would ignore me for hours on end whenever I fucked up, but would you count that as abuse or just disciplining me?

fake like everything else about her. thats why agatha=best waifu

That's abuse, my man.

>8 yo boy
>classmate who's the closest thing to a friend in a completely new school forces me to go with him in the public toilet during break
>makes me bend over and gets my pants down
>I feel his tiny hard cock in my buttcheeks
>he asks me to do it for him but I don't wanna so we go back to class

Now I masturbate anally, cum handsfree and fantasize about sucking cock, still virgin.

>me
>12
>meeting with dad over the holidays, parents divorced a few years ago
>UK
>do you have a permit for that permit.png
>arrive at Dad's house
>haven't seen him in like five years
>some woman opens the door
>very obviously stoned
>Dad appears behind her
>also very obviously stoned
>"hey! Anonette! Come in, my girl."
>dressed up in fucking wedding attire, flower girl dress and suitcase, the works
>about two other people inside
>mostly stoned as fuck
>there's probably some meth on the table but at the time I didn't actually know what it was
>Dad takes me upstairs
>"this is your room, sweetie, I'll be right up"
>sit on bed and feel unhappy (I'd been doing that for a while now.)
>literally hours pass
>door opens
>some dude.gif
>crack pipe
>offers me crack pipe
>"uh no thanks"
>awkward laugh
>guy sits next to me
>"your Dad is asleep"
>think it's kinda weird that he stated this but okay
>strokes my shoulder
>oh
>grabs boob
> o h
>shift away
>he follows
>reaches under dress
at this point I freak out but for some reason not because I was scared of being raped. I had started hurting myself recently and had told no one. There were scars on my stomach and legs and for some reason decided concealing them was more important.
>pull bottom of dress down, stopping him
>he goes for vagina
> o h
>get up, walk out door go downstairs, Dad is awake and looks semi-not-stoned
>sit next to him for rest of night until all his friends leave
>never tell anyone

Now, many years later I've tried suicide, spent several months in hospital, both mental and normal, and become a practical hikiko. I can't say how much of it is linked to this but it sure didn't help.

Also, in my Dad's defense he apologized profusely afterwards for letting me see him like that and the rest of the time I spent with him was pretty good actually, considering how much shit we'd both been through.

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Shit, well I mean they stopped doing that years ago so forgive and forget I guess

found the child abuser

> thats why agatha=best waifu
>agatha

you mispelled "Rose"

this is definitely abuse, im not a sensitive white mum, but I dont really think discipline is supposed to be scary in any way shape or form. either party is supposed to understand why and how to prevent discipline from happening again r-right? ha ha, I hope your alright now tho user.

nice dude. benefiting from the molestation like everybody in this thread.

>be me
>four years old
>my father works very early in the morning to late afternoon
>mother is stay at home but is very lazy and irresponsible (she used to drink at this point in her life)
>used to have someone "babysit" me when I was little
>this "babysitter" even used to pick up me at school
>sometimes she would take me to her apartment if my mother was busy (don't ask I don't even know what she was "busy with")
>one time she started to grope me and pretend that she was "tickling me"
>what begun with groping soon turned into full sexual intercourse later on
>feel scared and terrified of her but never the courage to tell anyone
>happens for a few years until I stop seeing her altogether when I was about six
>she dies from a some sort of heart condition later on in my life when I was in middle school
>try so hard to forget about the past in the meantime

>flash forward to today
>i'm afraid of sex, the idea of being so vulnerable scares me and the act of it is equally terrifying
>no self-esteem, very self loathing
>have the urge to cry whenever I get nervous
>terrified of people
>terrified of being touched by anyone (pats on the shoulder, hugs, etc)
>think i have some sort of attachment disorder now
>develop a mommy fetish
>drinking to help cope

I also notice that my mother also treats me differently than all of my other siblings in a more motherly and emotionally supportive way. I think this is partially because she knows what happened to me when I was younger but refuses to acknowledge her negligence and a part of me can feel the guilt on her. Sensitivity is something I'm well known for among my siblings and she knows it very well. What's weird about it is that what happened to me never truly started to degrade on my personality until about the sixth grade; it's like I died then and now just become some walking corpse almost devoid of feeling. I wish I had the courage for suicide.

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kek, are you northern. Northern crackheads are the worst

Well, my mother isn't even from the UK and I don't live there now but yeah my Dad is northern.

>insert trainspotting reference

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Yeah, I'm cool. That and the pub incident definitely left some emotional scarring but I'm not all fucked up or nothing.

>slight touch
OMG ABUSE I'M DESTROYED AS AN INDIVIDUAL HUMAN BEING LITERALLY FOREVER MY TRUST FOR THE SPECIES IS GONE BECAUSE SOMEBODY TOUCHED ME.

>>never tell anyone
Why does this almost always seem like the case?

when i was 17 a girl rubbed my dick through my pants at a party while we were all watching a movie without my permission

typical, I could hear the northern accents when I was reading it, where do you live now

"Like I died" is a phrase common to the bots in this thread.

Goddamn it, lads, we're all gonna make it.

One time my boyfriends friend just kind of started over powering me, I guess because I barely resisted at first and was kind of just like ''fuck it''
He was hung like a horse so I kind of developed a crush on him after that even though he kind of raped me

I don't know it feels like a sort of shame. I'd rather not that anyone knows rather than being treated like a "rape victim" or triggering a manhunt for this guy.
France, with my mother and her new boyfriend who aren't stoners but do hate my guts, considering how much money I've cost them in hospital fees. I need to get it together and kill myself soon or they'll kick me out.

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>me 7 years old boy
>mom recently divorced dad and she works extra time to pay for both of us
>neighbor offers her to babysit me at his place until she gets back home for free, she accepts
>obese middle aged man with grey hair and a bit baldy
>the first few days he was kind, cooking me pancakes and cakes
>one rainy day, he tells me to undress to not get sick
>I'm almost naked with just underwear and he tells me to sit on his laps
>he unbuttoned his shirt, saying I'd feel warmer with his belly against my back
>feel his bulge under my butt
>he rubs my chest from behind and under my arms
>still remember from this day his rough hands against my soft skin and nipples slipping toward my crotch slowly
>was getting too embarrassed so I slipped away and covered myself with a fabric

It never happened again and we moved out shortly after anyway for unrelated reasons, but I'm 27 and straight now but want to get fucked by fat old dudes. Fucking hate myself

>mom's friend has retard son, actual autistic, barely functional
>we're the same age
>6 years old
>sleep over
>go to sleep
>wake up to him licking my asshole
>what?

And whenever I'd be sitting down, he'd want to lick my feet. I hated him because he broke two of my gameboy colors. I thought his mom was really hot though and I got to see her nice pink and puffy tits. Why couldn't he have been a girl so I could have lost my virginity :(

How long have you been in France? do they give good NEETbux there

typical. expected nothing less from a woman

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holy shit I just burst out laughing

You sound like a baby. You got raped, so what? There are people out there without fucking arms and legs living their lives to the fullest.

top kek. That's what I'm sayin.
>Boohoo I got free sex and my life is destroyed.

To say this is the peak of fucking villainy.

cry, free sex obtainer.

>into full sexual intercourse later on

with a 4 years old? How the fuck that's supposed to work?

What was funny about my post? The ass licking? I mean, I actually didn't mind it because it felt good but I'd rather a cute girl be doing it. I'm not gay at all and was disgusted a guy was touching me. My only sexual contact was a boy retard licking my asshole. KHV.

Sex isn't bad for kids.

I laughed too, user. It's because it very suddenly goes to a random guy licking your ass.

I've seen a few videos where adult women fuck babies in diapers. Like, baby dicks aren't THAT small. It's possible to suck on them and insert them, I just have no clue how women feel pleasure from it. I thought all women need like 8 inch dicks to feel pleasure.

/ss/ is really hot but seeing it in real life is kind of chilling. Every boy cried from getting touched. Seeing pedophile people in action is really scary because the pleasure is solely for them and they just have a look about them that they are happily abusing people. I hope every damn pedophile gets caught and killed by the government.

>straight
>want to get fucked by fat old dudes
I have some bad news user

>Can't differentiate between pedos and child molesters

>my only sexual experience is a retard disabled guy randomly licking my asshole when I was sleeping

How am I mean't to not find this hilarious?

It won't happen, and I'm glad people get raped I think it's hot sometimes.

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No idea and elevenish years now