Still go through high school memories over and over, imagining doing things differently

>still go through high school memories over and over, imagining doing things differently
>I'm in my 20s now

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>still go through high school memories over and over
>everything is exactly the same
>from the teasing to the endless piles of useless homework, assignments and quick deadlines

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I don't feel like doing things differently in high school would have changed anything. All women there seemed repulsed by me, there was nothing I could do.

That's like obsessing over a tutorial after you're already halfway through the first level.

I literally think about scoring a game winning goal in soccer and times with my gf... time to die

I'm 28 and still do the same, doesn't end

but all of it's in the past man, focus on your present, don't let any mistakes get you down

It can still be that bad? Am i really going to just be thinking about how I met my friends way too late?

>how different would my life be if I just lost weight earlier and not been a depressed fat ass loser most of highschool
Every
Single
Time

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>still have nightmares that I'm in high school

I'm a big lad now, they can't hurt me anymore.

Feels. I remember playing soccer in middle school. Came so close to scoring a goal so many times, never did. Was good at defending the goalpost, but never scored a single goal.

:(

Those are the fucking worst

Especially the ones where you are missing your schedule and have no idea where you're going

>turning 28 in a couple months
>still dont know what the fuck Im doing
>everyday feels like a dull grey rerun of a movie Ive already seen a thousand times
>go to work pay bills repeat
>my mind is becoming foggy and slow
>constantly slip into nostalgic day dreams about the good times that have passed
>followed by the quick, devestating, reminder that it will never happen again
>constantly looking for the point, any point, any reason, to keep going forward but never find one
>the alarm goes off. I wake up. And the cycle begins again.


I constantly have a strange feeling of wanting to scream and feeling nothing at all at the same time.

Highly relatable post my friend

relate to most of that

I scored the worst goals haha. I play with my friends at my college and it's so much more fun. I still really miss my friends from back home. Guess I haven't been able to form connections like that with anyone since and people are starting to notice I'm depressed

I know the exact sort. I have a recurring nightmare where I'm given "another chance" to do good in high school but I just can't do anything and wake up sweating.

I do this too

I think the reasoning for this is because high school was the last time I had regular social interaction

this

I fucking moped my way through High School.

same, just wanted it to be over when i was around 16, felt like i was doing time in a jail, wanted out, didn't care about any self improvement

>tfw could've turned out normal if I tried to socialize or even join a clique in hs
take note underageies. you're lucky you have time. use it wisely.

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>tfw your clique was the loser clique

>sophomore year of high school was the best year of my life
>had friends, generally liked my classes, good grades, no gf but things were progressing well with this one girl
>junior year was still good but didn't reach the highs of sophomore year
>halfway through junior year I start having this empty feeling for no real reason
>it progressively got worse as the year went on
>by senior year it had consumed me
>pushed away all friends, grades drop
>graduate sad, alone, and depressed
>21 now
>it's hasn't gotten better since

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>tfw still go on normiebook and look at old pictures from HS
>tfw don't have actual normiebook and use fake names

I'm sorry user. I'm turning 21 in August, and I'm also feeling like I'm going to be depressed about high school then

I was in like the nerdy/druggy clique. Like the type of people who'd go to parties and stuff, but like order research chems and extract dmt and stuff.