Hello robots,
I just got in a fist fight with my parents over not having a job, when I've applied for multiple jobs in multiple different locations over the past months.
I live at home with a 70 year old woman who is always explosively angry, accusing me of whatever comes to mind, and a 70 year old man who has onset Alzheimer's disease.
He cannot even follow conversation and forgets things constantly.
They are both my parents. Although I don't feel right referring to them as so. We are nothing alike.
I can slowly feel myself losing my sanity living here, yet I have no means of escape or any place to go since I have no job or income.
I am slowly learning going off the grid might be the best course of action. I have no friends I can stay with. No places to be, no places to go.
Suicide or going crazy is seeming to become more and more realistic as the days go by. I am withering away in my room every day I exist, watching time pass me by.
What can I do to keep myself sane until I find a job or a better means of living?
I don't want to hurt anyone or myself, but I cannot guarantee that for a long time if I'm under constant harassment and pressure to do something I have no power of controlling the outcome of.
Any other /hopeless/ people in here?
Hello robots
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Just live on the beach for a week.
cant, jew jersey makes you have beach passes, and it gets fucking cold at night by the ocean.
plus bums, sand, and shit.
>jersey makes you have beach passes
>bums
but how do they do it??????
just start shoplifting. Worst case you'll end up in jail, still better than suicide or going crazy.
you got in a fist fight with your 70 year old parents
why, you should try to control your anger, what if you had killed them you could go to jail for murder
Where are you in jersey
t.jerseybot
to be fair i had an 80 year old grandfather who came at me with a kitchen knife and tried to strangle me because i was playing ps3 in the living room
you cant reason with senile people
>just go to jail and live with a bunch of niggers
i have no intentions of being some big black niggers fuck toy in jail, thanks for the advice faggot.
also jails are ridden with disease, and if i got sick, theres no way i'm getting the proper medical treatment i need.
there is no controlling anger when you are berated, ridiculed, harassed, judged and called out EVERY single fucking day multiple times a day.
its the fucking reason why the a kid with a gun shoots his bully at school, because hes sick and fucking tired of the harassment and wants to put a stop to it for once in their miserable life.
i fear this might be an actual outcome because they've been doing this to me for years, the job isnt even a real reason for their anger.
i'm almost certain my mother hates me for my own existance. it almost certainly seems that way when she always talks shit on me.
two days ago i went out in my front yard for 6 hours and did yard work all day in the hot sun, and when she comes home from work, she took one look at me and called me fat.
Atlantic city/609 area, fucking kill me.
Only Ocean City makes you use passes in the summer.