OH MY GOD HOW DID I END UP THIS WAY? WHY AM I SUCH A FAILURE...

OH MY GOD HOW DID I END UP THIS WAY? WHY AM I SUCH A FAILURE? IT'S GOING TO TAKE FOREVER TO FIX MYSELF AND CATCH UP WITH EVERYONE ELSE!

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welcome to 8th grade

>IT'S GOING TO TAKE FOREVER TO FIX MYSELF AND CATCH UP WITH EVERYONE ELSE!
No it's not. Because you will NEVER be able to catch up to the normalfags no matter how hard you try.

OP I will help you fix yourself. Post some of your problems

I wanna see what is """"problems"""" are as well. I'll bet his papa made him eat all his peas at dinner and told him to turn down his blink 182 music because it was too loud. What a horrible life he must have.

>Social anxiety (uncomfortable going in public or meeting new people)
>Difficulty looking people I've just met in the eyes
>Never have exercised in my life
>It's getting worse because all I want to do is be alone in my room
>Doing the bare minimum in college classes
>Don't have a job anymore because I'm just too weak willed to do it. I was ok at first but when I started going to class on top of it I just couldn't do it
>Have no social contacts outside my oldest friend but he lives very far away. I go visit my older brother occasionally
>I have constant low burning negative emotions
>I am so lazy it's ridiculous. I can't even do the things I want to do. It's like I'm glued to my bed
>Let my toenails get really long and barely feed myself or clean my room
>Social skills are zero
>Body is zero
>Mind is zero

OP you have to let go of everyone else. Fuck them, they're scum. Do your own thing. Someone tells you you're a failure you tell them to go play in traffic.

Kill yourself if it's really that bad. Just end it all. You can buy a gun, right?

No, I don't want to die anymore. I want to get better,

Seems to me like you're too lazy to try and get better. It's going to take a LOT of effort to totally improve your life. Suicide would be a lot easier. If you try to fix your life and get better, you might fail at it and then just feel even worse.

>has at least one friend
You're in a pretty good spot to be honest.

Yes, I am very lucky, We used to play in our neighborhood all the time when we were kids. I had a good childhood.
Fuck, stop making me want to kill myself again. Do you know what that means? I'll be dead. I don't want to die.

I'm just telling you like it is. You can whatever you choose to do, but I'm just saying that suicide is probably the better option.

I can see what you're trying to do you sadistic fuck. After you

Success is really just moving from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm. Keep on trucking.

just accept that you are a failure and youre never getting better. if you dont have the balls to go against your lack of will power you deserve to be where you are.

Sorry if it feels like I'm trying to manipulate you. It was just a recommendation. Although if you do kill yourself, it likely will be after me.

i was like you until i snapped
now i've started to get my shit together out of pure hate

That's just it. Don't have any balls.
Just be sure you fully think about it objectively

Thinking about it objectively is how I came to the conclusion that suicide is great. It's the ultimate solution to every single one of life's problems.

Throwing away a problem and solving it are two different things

>>Social anxiety (uncomfortable going in public or meeting new people)
Low testosterone
>I am so lazy it's ridiculous. I can't even do the things I want to do. It's like I'm glued to my bed
Low testosterone and jewish mental poison

My suggestion is to find a passion and to take control of your health. Improving your health will give you the stamina to take on larger tasks

Thank you, friend. I don't know what passion I would do though

If you're at university, then you have hope. Go to the health clinic and get on anti-depressants. Finish school. You can launder all of your loser behavior under "in school" and nobody will know the difference, and you can start over in life. Get the medical treatment now while you're in school.

Don't anti depressants fuck you up?

let me help you out my guy

Ok, go for it

>Never have exercised in my life
It's not easy imma keep it real lol. I started running first and I'd play basketball after. It's all self-motivation to keep it going and if you don't got that I don't know but I'll help you out if you need me too man.

It certainly isn't if in the end the problem doesn't impact you either way.

On another note, why do people here want to freely participate in the normalfag's game? Isn't the whole point of being a robot that the socially adjusted life was never within realistical reach to begin with? But even if I filled enough requirements to 'make it', I'm not sure if I would participate in society. Everyone outside always seems so miserable, hysterical, hostile, exhausted and they're all out to subconsciously one up each other just to not be a dreg of society. I don't think it's worth so much pain just to possibly get a tiny sneak peek on what the social elite has been enjoying since birth. Staying in my hiki hole and watching youtube or reading books sounds much more fun.

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im literally like this but without any job experience and dropped out of university. only thing that keeps me off suicide is the gf i love (even tho it's been rough overall) and i dont want to make my parents sad

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How in the fucking shit do you have a gf? I swear, only people better than me or worse than me get gfs. Just as long as it isn't me.

dont listen to the fucking idiots on this board

by long conversations at night. it was fun to talk to each other. also it helped that i was always kinda balls deep in love with her

it hasnt been perfect though, it gave me both the best experiences in my life and also the worst

How about a greentext story?

i planned to write it once, but im kinda scared that people in the story might identify themselves

>he thinks he can cure his autism

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your a attention whore thats all cunt