How do you think your younger self would react to the current you?

who cares? younger me was a dick

Pretty ambivalent since he knew what he'd realistically turn out as, maybe a bit bitter since it's proof he ultimately couldn't stand against human given fate

His first sentence would be something like: "Ok, let's see what worked and what not". Then, when I start to explain the evolutions of my idea he would go in awe, and probably restart from here.

>I knew it
>*suddokus immediately*

same somehow i knew this whole thing would end bad

he would probably just ask me a lot of questions and listen to me describe how things are in as much detail as possible. i was always really preoccupied with the future.

bulgarian mafia here. afraid

>original post
wow, good one

It's honestly worse
Idk why I'm still alive

ages 5-10 me would be too fixed on my battlestation and library of video games to notice all my physical/social shortcomings
Ages 11-17 me would be too fixed on my porn folder to notice all my physical/social shortcomings

I dont think he could take it, he was too innocent and young
Hed probably want to know where it all went wrong if he could even grasp whats happened

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Young me would be afraid, older me would probably see what we have become and ended it before it happened to him.

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Very disappointed with the outcome. I was always told I was a handsome guy growing up. Family would joke about "girls going to be lining up at my door lol, what a stud", and here I am a 23 year old khv. Holy shit I teared up writing this, I think something inside of me just broke down even further.

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HOW THE FUCK???

WHAT THE FUCK???

NO...............

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO............

WHY.........................

NO...................................

5 y/o me
>eww, I don't like this, you're weird, I wanna go home now
15 y/o me
>somehow I'm not surprised
*implodes face with a shotgun*

I've always had low expectations

what would disappoint me
>what I am studying atm
>25 yo virgin
>that I am chubbyfat
>still live with parents

>age 5-11 me
"Woah, we just sit on the computer doing nothing all day? Awesome!"
>middle school me
"Okay, but where are our friends? Do we at least have a girlfriend? Wait, forget that stuff, we must have a lot of money saved up, right? Right? ...right?" *existential crisis*
>high school me (freshmen-sophomore)
*sobs*
>high school me (junior-senior)
"Not sure what I was expecting really. I mean, did we EVER have a plan? What did we realistically want to be when we grew up anyway?"

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I feel bad for letting down the kid I used to be. It's like I betrayed a younger brother or something.

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I told myself when I was 19 that if I was still a loser by the time I was 25 I'd kill myself
I am now 29 years old...

Call me a faggot because i don't listen to death metal anymore

Horrified that I was doing drugs since I was pretty straightedge up until high school ended
Disappointed but not surprised that I still have yet to interact with women
Impressed that I hang out with friends on a regular basis now and have more than 3 friends

He'd either change his lifestyle or just kill himself.

If he knew I was him he'd be extremely excited to keep on living. If he didn't know, I'd probably be one of his role models or something.

"that's more or less what I expected, maybe I should have actually killed myself earlier."

22 year old KHV reporting. when I was 18 I decided that if I was 22 and my life was still shit I would commit suicide; that was my "expiration date". looks like that date is approaching.

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16-17 y/o me
>so... we're still a hikki?
>yup
>did we at least get laid?
>no i blew every fucking chance even when it seemed like a sure thing the rug got pulled out from under me twice
>fucking hell. what about [the one]? are we over her?
>yeah all it took was 1-2 years of severe alcoholism
>well shit

I know that to your 18 year old self 22 sounded like a lot, but it really isn't. It's bad, but it's not terrible. Why not wait until 30?

why experience the hell of every day life another few thousand days when I could just escape soon? my life has took a major turn for the worse since I was 20 and I want the suffering to be over already.

I wonder if anyone would give a fuck about a helium tank suicide stream? that's something I have in mind desu.

>The year is 2011.
>Be me.
>Be 21yo.
>Be a virgin.
>Flash happens.
>Myself from 2018 appears.
>He's dating the love of his life.
>He's also planning parenthood.
>"Wow Anonself, I cannot believe you really did it. How did it happen?"
>"In one day, you'll go into a psychologist who will help you socializing and you'll be able to overcome a lot of social awkwardness".
>"What then?"
>"Then, Anonpast, a lot of luck. That's all."
>Flash.
>Reflect on it.
>I want to change myself.
>Call a psychologist, change my haircut and my clothing style.
>That was the first step.
>Then I got extremely lucky: my wife-to-be fell in love with me because she loved the sound of my voice.

it's a self-fulfilling prophecy, guy. if you think now is too late then it will be. You probably don't have any goals to chase, do you? That's always the problem

that's the gayest shit I've read on r9k in a long time, even gayer than the trap threads

if I'm being honest my only real tangible goal in life has been to expend minimal effort to survive and avoid the public as much as possible. I'm doomed.

Why not find another escape? If it ever comes that you do get out of it, you'll look back and feel really good about not killing yourself.

If you do kill yourself, don't stream it. That's daft, is that really how you want to be remembered?

What's bothering you? Is it just being KHV? Because you do still have a chance, it's not too late. You're in no way beyond repair.

Fuck off you stupid fucking normie. It's not that easy

He would be pretty fucking impressed.

And intimidated.

Even gayer than the /r9gay/ threads

Wanna know how I know you're lying? You are still here.

we'll see what happens maybe. at least if I stream it, it might people see that this shit is real. I probably will just pussy out in the end though because my parents are still alive and they care though.

mix of confusion and horror if i get to tell him everything that happens, i would likely try to convince me to commit suicide

> "eww that's one coward and pussy guy"

Fuck off tripfag. Your posts are not welcome.

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He would understand how jaded I've become, I've always been obsessed with death.

10 year old me would be absolutely shocked that i'm a tranny, and a well passing one at that

13 year old me wouldn't be too surprised, though he'd be happy that i actually went through with transitioning

>You probably don't have any goals to chase, do you? That's always the problem
And how is someone supposed to just "get goals"? How do you make yourself care about anything when you're depressed and know nothing matters?

Understanding. He was such a kind kid. He would probably cry and hug me, knowing that the world broke us, and that he would do what he would have to do someday. And that's not wrong.

the same thing goes to me, except the part of playing runescape.

Most under-rated post in this thread.

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probably wouldn't give a fuck and just go back to playing vidya or fucking about by himself

I envy that guy not being bogged down by reality and being content with autistically playing by himself.

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disgusted at my right-wing opinions

>I envy that guy not being bogged down by reality and being content with autistically playing by himself.
Same. Life was so easy before the blackpill.

Considering when I self reflect I often come out with immense feelings of disgust, probably that but more

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its not even the black pill its just waking up one day and realising that I cant escape working a job that i hate to go home to a life i hate just to do it again tomorrow with no solace. That why i've chose neetdom after my horrible time at collage, shame that cant erase the reality that nothing in this life can be enjoyable for any length of time.

Hey, you got what you always wanted.

You wanted to never feel insecure again, you're finally happy

He'd be amazed at the fact that hes not fat.

he would be disappointed and maybe a bit amused.

Pissed off until I redpilled him on how the world is now then he would be bitter like I am

And you were right, you feel better now

> Younger me acts like nu-r9k
> Older me acts like gentleman era r9k
> relieved to know that I eventually had sex
> still triggered to know that I turned into a pothead college dropout with a loser boyfriend who will never buy you a house and help you create a respectable loving family

Probably surprised at how much I've changed, but he'd accept who I am, or who he will be.

I'm still the same guy lmao, we couldn't stand to look at each other

He would be surprised how far ive gotten but also depressed on how somethings never changed

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He'd be extremely ashamed. Then he'd hopefully get the balls to kill himself but he'd probably chicken out at the last moment and be all depressed. If I could interact with him I'd kill him and spare him the future.

>a few weeks before I went to college I wrote a letter to myself and sealed in an envelope with the message "Don't open until you graduated"
>a few years later find it again and open it (despite dropping out)
>part of it was "I really hope you stopped browsing Jow Forums by now, you know it's bad for you"

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Horrified but also hopeful because I'd tell him exactly how to not end up like this.
Goddammit if only I could travel through time.

My younger self, even 4 years ago would be unable to recognize me

>Same friends
>Never had a gf
>Still no passion
> At least Jow Forums now

Guess he'll be disappointed

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If I found out the highlights of my future consisted of posting frogs on an imageboard full of losers, I probably would've ended it.

I'm the same person I was when I became self aware, there has been no change.

He'd be glad I lost weight and look much better, and highly depressed that I'm still a broken shell of a human. He'd be surprised I made it this far, though. I fully expected to have killed myself after graduating high school.

Young me would see the missed opportunities/mistakes made and would try and correct that.

He'd probably be surprised that I'm (we're?) still alive, but I think he would like the NEET life, after all. He never had big ambitions.

I've got Asperger's, so while I'm smart I've always been pretty stupid socially. I doubt I'd be a good enough judge of character at that time to realize just how bad it really is.

>not posting anime on an imageboard full of losers
lmaoing@your life

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At first he'd be excited and amazed, then slowly disappointed I didn't do any progress in life

beat the crap out of me

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> No! This wasnt supposed to happen! We were going to fall in love! We were going to beat depression and become a better person than our parents! We were going to change the world!

It would destroy him, thinking things would become better in the future was the only thing that made him survive the day to day in a shitty life.

I know this because I need to go back there too.

Accepting. I realized my robot destiny very young

Very confused and sad. "You still masturbate all day?"

Disappointed really disappointed

This
I keep telling myself I need to die because I am worthless and doing nothing in my life
Yet here I am and shit just keeps getting worse
I am at the point where I should be done with community college and transferring somewhere but I have no idea what I want to do or where to go
Fuck life man

Weird, I actually had a dream about this very same thing two nights ago. I met my younger self and he just started crying. I don't know why

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Disappointment, I suppose.

IT IS THAT EASY YOU FUCKING MORONS

Considering how mentally ill i am I think young me would be happy that I'm even alive

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Hey kid, lets go to our room its exactly the same as it was back then!

I think 16 year old me would start crying because 10 years later and he'd still be a virgin, only now people from his class are buying family homes and having families.

Did you at least do the best you could?

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>Why am I still a virgin? They told me I would have had no problems meeting a nice girl! I'm already spending the worst years of my life, you can't tell me the next ones will be as bad, you can't tell me I won't meet any new friends on my uni years, you can't... why?

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With despair but also an erection.