Tell me all your current woes, speak freely

I can't stop thinking about being married and having children with a nice girl
I want to find wife material so bad, what are the places sweet family oriented girls usually go to?
This is making me mad why can't I stop thinking about this I don't even want sex just someone to spend my life and start a family with

>inb4 "tee hee I'm sweet and family oriented user" no you aren't she wouldn't go on Jow Forums and you're not a girl anyway

>can't seem to express any emotions/ I mask all my feelings with retarded ironic humor
>I think it has to do with pride, but not the "I"m better than you" pride, something else
I feel you man

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Why can't I not have this feel
such an awful feel that consumes me

I put on a metaphorical mask when I talk to people. I've been isolated thus I've stopped caring about things. Also I always over think my actions and emotions.

Mmmmh. I've been emotional detached recently

because a mothers love is the most pure, and those deprived of it still seek it in adulthood.
I could care less for sex, but someone who I could consistently rely upon for emotional support, someone I could be weak around, someone who would see through my mask and could tell what is going on. That would be the the reasons for wanting a mommy gf, at least for me
do you also have a hard time telling when people are genuine? I can never tell if any of my friends actually liked me or were just keeping me around for a cheap laugh. Even now in uni I find myself alone every night, I eat alone, I walk alone, even though I initiate conversations all the time and act as friendly as possible, I can't get through some kind of barrier that keeps me from being their friend, let alone on an emotional basis

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To start, I've been runnin' through the 6 with them.

God, I'd love all of that too desu
Just being able to let everything out around her all the time and truly B myself without fear of judgement...

I was ghosted and my heart still aches
Fix me

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I just found a scar on my left testicle.
How long ago was that? I've never had any surgery or injury there, or at least none that I remember.
Have I really missed it for years? It's clearly not fresh, it's an old scar. It's pretty big too. I guess I don't look at my balls much, but am I really that unobservant?
Did I get abducted by aliens and they implanted a tracking device in my ballsack?
Did I have some sort of injury or surgery as a child and my parents just never told me?
Do I ask them? It will be really awkward, but slightly less awkward if they just say, "oh yea you climbed a barbed wire fence when you were five and almost neutered yourself".
Did I sustain it during some horrible trauma that I've erased all memory of? Do I have suppressed memories of being raped by a knife-wielding hobo who sliced my bollock open?
I am bewildered and apprehensive.

how the fuck are we nearly halfway thru the year
what the fuck
WHAT THE FUCK
MAKE IT STOP

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>have rabbits in backyard in hutches
>my crackhead brother encouraged his dog fuck with them today and she tried to get inside the hutch, damaging the side and tearing up a blanket used to cover them at night
>my poor rabbit wouldn't leave her hutch all day, even for treats
>motherfucker
>i took shreds of the blanked that she ripped up and kept them in a pile tucked under a rock outside
>fast forward to tonight
>take dog outside on the leash
>drag her over to hutches where she got in
>slapped her and choked her, slammed her into the dirt, rubbed her nose in the shards of blanket and slapped her nose
>called her 'bad dog' about a hundred times
>walked her over to the door and opened it, she tried to run back inside
>i clotheslined her with the leash and collar, dragging it back as she reached the end of it
>took her back to the hutches, and repeated it, this time twice as long
>kicked her going back into the house
>went over to her bed and whispered "bad dog" into her ears while pressuring her into the corner
did I overreact or am I justified because it tried to harm my rabbits?

>she said to me "true love is love that lasts forever"
>we fell in love with one another
>she told me to stay away from her
>that i meant nothing to her anymore
>i still love her more than anything

she said i was the only thing that made her happy and i abandoned her because i was a coward and i couldnt understand her pain, i miss her so much, i love her so much, my life is meaningless without her

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Dogs don't have great long term memory. Punishment or reward has to immediately accompany what you want to (en/dis)courage. Basically you accomplished nothing but beating up a dog.

>try to quit porn and masturbating to traps and trannies
>mind has hard resistance
>everytime i try and stop i get unbelievably horny
>make ads on craigslist looking for rich guys to be my "daddy"
>floods of replys, usually never answer
>one seems pretty rich has internships at his company
>actually was able to find the willpower to stop masturbating and porn
>still decide to meet with him for lunch because i need a job
Fuck me, im going to get blackmailed or some shit. I dont plan on doing gay shit with him, I just want a job. Im really fucking creeped out by myself honestly. I just had lunch with some strange older man but he seemed normal or really good at hiding perversion. At least im getting an intership right guys?

Bro its just a dog, chill. Its more your brothers fault than hers for encouraging her to do it.