I'm 25 and I'm dating a 40 year old mom (kid is 10 years old). She recently told me she loves me...

I hooked up with a mom a few times who was like 40-45 (never told me exactly) and she had 9/10 titties but ended up being fucking crazy like she was literally addicted to Pokemon Go and Madden. If she's single at that age there is a reason for it man even if the pussy is good I say just don't hit it anymore if she told you she loves you

her kid is black, and her pussy is a bit loose

I used to have a gf a couple of years ago. She was 17. The milfs pussy is not only nicer but also tighter. Mind you both are skinny as fuck, maybe this has influence on it. I have no clue. She's also into anal, that is fun.

I am literally cuck, I'm not even gonna fight it. I've come to terms with it. I rarely see the kid. Maybe once or twice a week.

That's the price I have to pay. I know for a fact that he ain't no Chad though. He seems like a very interesting guy. Is very into music and art.

She says no but I'm not having it. Kid is next door. I'm relatively quiet during sex but she moans like crazy. Also the "banging" sound is quite loud.

I feel bad for the kid. However, I dislike kids. So I don't really mind.

I barely have any pics on my pc. I doubt that I can upload a 2 hour shemale orgy now, can I? I've been on this board for a long time. I just like to share my experience/achievement with you guys.

She's into dead animals, metal, satanic stuff and whatnot. She's batshit insane. But lovely.

I'm this guy If you've been here long enough, you should know that this is nothing but a vicious circlejerk of people validating their own failure by flimsy excuses.
Just enjoy your life.

Also, if you want a ride, show her "Hegre-Art"-porn and watch them with her. Best thing you can do to spice up sex, seriously.

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Website looks good to jerk off to, that's about it I'm afraid. She has done .. everything you can do. In that sense she's a giant whore and I have hard time getting over that. But I'm out of options here. She basically straight forward told me that she's up for anything that I want to do. I use the time with her to give the couple of fetishes I developed throughout the years a go. Thus far, it was very nice.Cheers for the link though.

Well it depends a lot on mutual trust and both partys being commited to the others pleasure. But if your girl gives you a proper full-body erotic massage after a day at work or a workout, you'll see the world from a different angle.

Like Coach Bob allways wanted us to experience.
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I'm the kind of guy who prefers it when she just sits on my face and stuff like that. I don't know how she does it but she smells incredibely nice down there. Also, it takes ~5 minutes of easy fingering to make her cum. And I'm not talking fake shit. I'm talking shaking and all these things. She says that it worries her to be in love like that at her age. She apparently feels like a young girl again. It's a very weird situation which obviously will go to shit but I'm trying to make the most out of it while it lasts.

Im in london. How could I hookup with a mature woman. I'm a 6 minimum and penis average length.

I met her at a event where there was a "dj" who played mostly metal. I thought she was 20 something. I annoyed her all evening until she finally handed out her number. I have very little memory desu, was drunk as fuck.

good for you mydude

also, consider to stop thinking from the end. It's dogmatic behaviour put into you by /r9k.

>will go to shit, but I'm trying to make the most out of it while it lasts

should be

>I'll see where this goes and will enjoy myself during it

Don't fall into a selffullfilling prophecy.
If you expect the end to come, it will come to it.
If you just see it as a possibility but will try to deflect it because you enjoy it, it might not.

Godspeed user.

also, consider not fucking up the kid. Yeah it's not yours, but think about what brought you here and try to avoid doing the same to the kid.
He's allready fucked up enough, I'd wager. No point in adding fuel to the fire.

Be a mentor. Not a guy who fucks the kids mother.

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I'm teaching him on the drums. He's into some very obscure and brutal metal already. I like him.

You're right, I shouldn't worry too much. I wanna add though that this hasn't been injected by r9k whatsoever. The whole reason she and I become so close is because we both thought that it won't go nowhere anyways. So we talked in true honesty from the get-go. And as it turns out, we have quite alot in common. I actually prefer talking to her over just fucking. I get quite alot from just being with her. It's something I never expected.

ah fuck, how would you rate your looks? I dont have the confidence to go out alone into a place where I could potentially find one.

bro, its impossible to recalibrate your mentality like that, what are you on about. I myself could never recalibrate like that

I consider myself somewhere between an 8 or a 9 look wise. My body is painfully average. 5"11 or something (180cm) and quite normal weight wise. I went out with some mates. And whenever I get shit drunk, I chat up women. This has never worked out in almost 5 years. I just got lucky once. I think i approached her asking her about her opinion on the Holocaust. That's usually the type of stuff I use to immediately filter out the normal trash (I'm from Germany).

tell me more about that pee stuff, that sounds very hot

Is she fat like your pic related?

As I stated somewhere earlier, she offered me to do whatever I'm interested in. So while we texted, I mentioned that I'm into pee. We met the next day at my place. "I have a gift for you". Well, she took me to the bathroom and said "take off your clothes and sit down in the tub". Obviously I followed her orders. She took off her clothes, held my head close to her pussy and just peed all over me really. That was fun. Today was the third time we did it.

Skinny as fuck. Bordering on whatever its called when girls are too skinny. Very feminine though.

damn, well i'm socially inept so dont think im gonna be hitting up a place for hookups any time soon

I only ever visit places where I like the music. Very rare occasion. Maybe once a month tops. Try to find whatever location where there is stuff you like + alcohol. I found that it's literally the only way to ever meet someone who's actually worth your time.

> I could never recalibrate myself like that mentality - subjective statemant
>so I won't even try. And if I do, the first time it gets hard or I trip up, I take it as a sign of me being right in the first place - subjective statement influenceing your reallife

There is a reason why, say, professional fighters have an uplifting mentality to most normies.
Or why going to the gym can be positive to visualize how hardship and perseverance can morph you into a better version of yourself.

Is it hard to change your outlook on life? Yes
Does that mean it's not worth trying? No
Is there a certainty that you will succed? No
You might even have to continuesly put up conscious effort into changeing your mindset.

But what's the alternative? Liveing a life of dispair, frustration and lonlyness? Spaming women hate-threads giveing you easy excuses to not put up any effort?
Maybe going full mental and being /an hero?

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I dont make threads on r9k, dont bash women, dont do most of the typical robot stuff, but am a robot nonetheless.

When it comes to adjusting how you perceive life, I just feel that there's currently no possible solution for me. No quasi-motivational garbage helps, It's impossible to trick my mind, I'm too meta and too self-aware. It's like an impenetrable fortress around how I view the world and have no idea how I can change.

I'm not a lost cause. Dick is a pencil, but not small. looks are at least 6.5. No gay areas of interest like wahooo! aka being into some childish shit like mario or watching childish anime. Have you yourself undergone this shift of mentality?

>There is a reason why, say, professional fighters have an uplifting mentality to most normies.
Because they're dumb as shit?

>She also enjoys peeing on me
Why? What does she look like?

>It's impossible to trick my mind, I'm too meta and too self-aware

I can see you are non of those things.
See, I don't want to be negative and diss you. I just want you to understand, that you suffer from a harmfull POV.
Noone is too self-aware.
Noone is too inteligent to be happy.
Selfimprovement is not a way to "trick your mind"

These are all excuses to validate your current lifesituations and choices.

> It's like an impenetrable fortress around how I view the world and have no idea how I can change.

You are building that fortress. You don't need to post threads on /r9k to be influenced by the things you see and read here.
You don't need to bash women to have a frustration and anger towards them.
You don't need to do robot stuff, to think like a robot.

The trick to adjusting your outlook on life is to find what you enjoy and persue it. Through that activity you'll learn to not focus on others point of view, letting them influence your POV by osmosis. But instead you focus on yourself.

See, shitposting on /r9k, trolling or anything here, really, is not a hobby or anything. It's a way to procrastinate while haveing an excuse to not change.
That's what I mean with
>this is nothing but a vicious circlejerk of people validating their own failure by flimsy excuses.

Did I change my outlook on life?
In some areas I did, in some I didn't yet and still work on it.
I was a deadbeat student who went from A-grade to dropping out in uni, twice. Went through drugaddiction and was damn close to drifting off to a place I would probably not enjoy a lot.
I rejected society and retreated into a hermit life. Allmost not talking to anyone for a whole year.
being /fit was basically everything that kept me from ending it.

If I can change my lifeview to a positive one, you can too.

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con't

if you can't on your own. Look for help.

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>Because they are able to focus their mind on a single task and do anything at their disposal to achieve that.

Any professional athlete works aswell. Or someone like Elon Musk.
We laud those that follow their decisions against all odds and succed, but when it comes to do the same we rather say
"Ah, he was just lucky"
"woah dude, what a retard. I'm smarter than that"

Really makes you think.
Or should make you think.
But I know it won't.
You know aswell it won't.

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I consider the fact that I haven't lost my v-card is what's keeping me encaged within this mentality. I don't feel comfortable in public, anywhere, bit more comfortable with people im more familiar than in public, but only a subtle change.

I reckon If I lose my v-card I can finally feel alive, because right now it feels like I'm here, but there's this cloak that's covering me that's preventing me from really feeling alive and feeling myself like I used to in early teenhood.

The problem here is social validation, I seek it through losing virginity. I'm wondering whether losing v-card is really going to have a drastic impact or nah.

I feel you on the desire for hermit-type lifetsyle, Currently my ideal one would be a semi-hermit one. Because of what I like and how I am, and what I've done makes me not want to be around my family members, nor other people that I want to be, simply because of what I've done. Yet I don't want a complete hermit life.

I can assure you it won't, seeing how it's an external factor you have no control over. The social validation I mean.
When you do it, the next thing you didn't do/don't have will haunt your thoughts about how others perceive you as a loser or whatever.

Consider this.
I'm guessing you are a man. There is no way to check for a mans virginity. Do you presume the behaviour by others towards you would change in anyway if you'd fuck?
I wager it won't.
So your source of frustration might very well be conected to your perceived failure of not haveing dipped your dinky yet.
But your frustration towards others as a whole, and I guess your anxiety too, absolutly has to be connected to yourself in any way, shape or form.

See, I for example am a 2nd generation migrant, that allways went to school and uni with people who were richer than me.
It shaped my whole life in that I couldn't shake the feeling of "not belonging". Neither in my social-circle due to classdifferences nor due to being a migrants offspring.
When things didn't look to change in later stages of my career, say Uni, I found solace in blissfull ingorance of numbing my brain.

It wasn't until I realized, that letting myself define by what I think others perceive me as, that I could start to improve my lifesittuation and overall happiness.

Try to find your issue. Alone or with help.
But yielding to it and accepting it as a "unpenetrable fortress" put upon you by a mysterious force outside of your control - society - is a deflection of responsability.

Hold yourself accountable to your own actions and decisions. Afterall, the only thing you have truely control over is yourself.
And it's likelier to change yourself than changeing the people around you.

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Clearly, bad decisions were made..

>It wasn't until I realized that what's fucking me up, is letting myself be defined by what I think others perceive me as, that I could start to improve my lifesittuation and overall happiness.

fixed that sentence.

I'm not a native speaker so excuse some wonky sentencestructure

imagine standing in the middle of that and having all of those fingers constantly brushing you

does she have a hairy pussy and do you lick it?

Do you know the 19 year old who posts here about his 70 year old gf?

sounds kinky. Would probably nut in the right setting and a good dose of MDMA

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bro you have a discord acc or smth?

Also glad you've mentioned - I feel as if I behave and act, when in presence of others, based on how I feel they perceive me. That I have noticed as very evident in my demeanor

one of the first times i took MDMA i almost bust a nut wiping my arse in a festival portaloo

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can you text her real quick and say, "hey I'm posting on a bullshit anonymous forum where guys are intentionally edgey for fun. I made a thread saying I'm seeing [you] and one guy asked what your thoughts are on adult baby diapers since you enjoy piss play?"

I've been talking to an older lady myself and am about to bring up my desire to wear adult baby diapers with her and would enjoy some feedback from a similar woman.

Thanks in advance

I don't do relations.
I'm neither the right person to ask for help nor am I looking for friends on /r9k.
I am merely here to maybe help some people realize their folly, enableing them to free themselves.

Consider this a random interaction on the internet. It might change your trajectory. It might not.
It depends on you.
It will all cease to exist in the moment this thread dies.

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How does it feel validating a whore's lifestyle? That woman and chuld should die on the streets if the woman can't provider. But nope, a beta provider like you has to enable her.

Girl in photo is who?????

i want that in my life

At least he's out there with a real live woman and not at home whining about tfw no gf while masturbating to traps.

i hope you continue to enjoy your time together. have fun. life is short.

Depends, fucko. I just fucked a mother of 2 yesterday and her pussy was blown out and she couldn't even get wet.

Lucky she was an anal slut.