Seriously anons, I have this sexual obsession and fantasy that is in my head ALL THE TIME, and can't seem to get it out. It brings me A LOT of distress and suffering because I get incredibly depressed when I realize that it is so difficult to realize and that it stems from childhood trauma. I basically want to redo something I did as a child and pre-teen all night long, but probably no girl would allow it except if I were extremely rich and handsome (of which I am not). Am I paraphillic anons?
What constitutes as Paraphillia?
At least tell us what you wanna do, fucko.
I want to play with a girl's tits literally all night long. I want to fall asleep with my head buried in a girl's breasts literally all night long and fondle them every second, because that's what I used to do with my mother when I was a kid. Bonus points for saying "I love you mom"
I mean was your mom hot at least?
>I mean was your mom hot at least?
No but I used my imagination even as a kid. I usually fell asleep with my hands on her tits.
I'm not joking by the way
Original comment.
do it with your mum
>do it with your mum
I wish I could but she's grown old and fat and everything. Would also be very awkward afterwards.
Seriously though, girlfriends get embarassed if you bury your head on their tits and fall asleep being cuddled by her at the same time right? It was easier when I was a child because I was smaller than my mom and I fit right into her body and I would fall asleep in that position, but every girl would feel awkward cuddling a man like her baby, right?
>every girl would feel awkward cuddling a man like her baby
not necessarily
Yeah, but it probably would be very hard to find one right? The fact that I am a fucking ugly poor loser makes me depressed all the fucking time because I know that, even if there is a girl like that, she would never settle down with me, and the problem is that I want to fall asleep like that every day, just like when I was a child.