/catharsis/

Write down what is on your mind. Get it out of your system. Bring your nightmares to the light of day. You are braver than you think and stronger than you believe. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
No matter what you face in life, remember

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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not a catharsis, but I'm glad to see you here :)

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Thank you! I just got home from work and I wanted to start a catharsis thread because I will be up all night and I wanted to create one for anyone who needs /catharsis/.

Catharsis is defined as purging your soul. PURGE YOUR SOUL.
YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU
Is there anything on your mind my dude? Feel free to write about anything!

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I eat really fast and cant ever bother to slow down and enjoy food.
I fucked up my roommates food order and feel bad about it
I felt like I was high after I ate a lot of burger king today
Not even a fatbot just ate some cold pizza so its on the mind
Im also a crazy person, my new therapist doesnt believe I talk to myself when I clearly do. Im also paranoid and think people can see my posts through the wifi here.

About the bad voices my head, how to make them go away? The self without them seems empty. So how to tell the difference between the bad voices and intuition?

my head is like a fireplace without a chimney. i literally can't fucking think anymore, so much consumable media and my fucking thoughts bouncing into each other.
im never bored. i have tons of stuff to watch, play, eat, read, drink but i just cant. Maybe I'm too lazy or for whatever reason I just can't into escapism. i literally just fucking cant do anything
I compile things. I have so many albums, books, games, movies, shows lined up to watch/consume but I just don't.
My head gets so jumbled to the point where I literally have to bury my head in a pillow and chant "stop" for 5-10 minutes and continuously break my stupid retard train of thought before I can fall asleep
Am I going insane? Am i schizo? What is happening to meeEEE

also its so damn hot in my room
my goal for this summer was to start a weight gain diet as I am severely underweight. But I only have like a week or so to organize that and I'm already subconsciously abandoning it
if my entire summer break is just gonna be me as a sweaty NEET literally unable to do fucking anything while losing even more weight then i might as well neck myself

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i think human beings live for the bonds they form with one another but i havent succeeeded in forming any

go for a walk
if you really feel the need to constantly consume media listen to something youve already heard that you know is relaxing and just try to enjoy simplicity

I dont understand the big social stigma about drinking alone. Its nice to explore yourself a bit when you are in a relaxed state. Its especially pleasant when you dont feel the need to lie to yourself because some faggot woman will cry over meanness

Me too
And if I do form a bond its because someone pities me.

exactly
i feel like no ones experiencing life quite the way i am so i cant relate to anybody

My day to day is so removed from other peoples that I can smile and wave from afar but have to hide so much about myself that it becomes a total waste of time to try and pursue even a friendship.
No one that knows anything beyond the surface level about me wants to be around me.
And the people that do know more just hide their confusion and disgust just to make my precense more bearable.

SLOW DOWN AND ENJOY YOUR FOOD
Eat good food that is healthy for you! CHEW IT WELL. COUNT YOUR CHEWS. Do at least 10 CHEWS PER BITE. This is more than enough but it will FORCE you to BUILD A NEW HABIT of GOOD DIGESTION.
Tell your therapist EVERYTHING. Whether or not they believe you is not as important as you just telling the truth so ALWAYS TELL THE TRUTH.

I can't see your posts through your wifi, so that's at least one person who can't. BE BRAVE. FIGHT THE PARANOIA.
MEDITATE
Meditate at least once a week and FEEL THE HARMONY WITHIN YOU between your MIND, BODY and SOUL. Meditate until you feel this harmony. YOU WILL FEEL THE HARMONY OF YOUR ENTIRE BEING IF YOU STRIVE TO FEEL THE HARMONY OF YOUR ENTIRE BEING.

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

Voices are what you HEAR. INTUITION IS WHAT YOU FEEL. LISTEN TO YOUR HEART. THAT IS YOUR INTUITION. FEEL THE FEELINGS IN YOUR HEART. Listen WITH your heart!
MEDITATE
Clear your mind and just BE for a while. FEEL THE BRILLIANCE OF THE UNTIRE UNIVERSE THAT GLOWS WITHIN YOU for WE ARE ALL ONE IN THE UNIVERSE AND THE UNIVERSE IS US ALL
The voices are your thoughts, YOUR INTUITION IS YOUR FEELINGS. FEEL YOUR INTUITION

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

You are spending too much time indoors and you feel trapped. Your minds seeks to understand the world around you. GO OUT INTO THE WORLD AND BE IN THE WONDERFUL BEAUTY OF NATURE. Find a peaceful place where you are surrounded by nature and just CHILL there for a while. NATURE IS HEALING FOR OUR SOULS.

Eat healthy! Eat plenty of food so that you grow big and strong! Exercise every day! If you eat healthy and exercise you will not only feel better but you will BE better. MOTIVATE YOURSELF to GO ON ADVENTURES. A week is more than enough time to organize your HEALTHY DIET AND EXERCISE REGIMEN in fact YOU CAN DO THIS IN ONE DAY IF YOU FOCUS ON IT
DO IT TOMORROW
BELIEVE IN THE YOU WHO BELIEVES IN YOURSELF
YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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thanks for the concern

>go for a walk
the more i think the worse i get
i walked around my blvd for about 3 hours a month back and it probably just egged me on even more

I'll really start trying on my diet tomorrow

I dont really want to do it, but do you think removing/deleting all of pic related from my life would help me in the long run?

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LIVE FOR WHAT YOU LIVE FOR. YOU AND NO ONE ELSE. Do not worry too much about how other people live their lives, especially norms, FOCUS ON HOW YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE.
Appreciate solitude. It is lonely but solitude is how you DISCOVER MORE ABOUT YOURSELF. Just keep moving forward on your PATH TO THE HEAVENS and LET NO ONE BRING YOU DOWN NO MATTER WHAT. BE IN TUNE WITH THE HARMONY OF YOUR MIND, BODY AND SOUL, ALWAYS

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
NOT IN THE YOU WHO BELIEVES IN ME
NOT IN THE ME WHO BELIEVES IN YOU
BELIEVE IN THE YOU WHO BELIEVES IN YOURSELF
YOUR DRILL IS THE DRILL THAT WILL PIERCE THE HEAVENS

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

I am drinking alone right now. Drink in moderation, do not let it consume you, but IT IS OK TO DRINK ALONE. This is a good way to feel relaxed as long as you are able to control the urge to drink and you do not let it control you! ALWAYS BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF NO MATTER WHAT. NEVER LIE TO YOURSELF. FEEL YOUR FEELINGS AND FACE YOUR FEARS. BE BRAVE AND HONEST AND TRUE TO YOURSELF AND THERE IS NOTHING THAT YOU WILL FEAR BECAUSE BY BEING TRUE TO YOURSELF YOU WILL ULTIMATELY FIND THE ETERNAL COURAGE AND LOVE AND JOY AND PEACE THAT LIVES IN YOUR SOUL RIGHT THIS VERY MOMENT. ALWAYS BE TRUE TO YOURSELF NO MATTER WHAT

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
NOT IN THE YOU WHO BELIEVES IN ME
NOT IN THE ME WHO BELIEVES IN YOU
BELIEVE IN THE YOU WHO BELIEVES IN YOURSELF
YOUR DRILL IS THE DRILL THAT WILL PIERCE THE HEAVENS

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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Just woke up and I'm guessing it is night time where you're at. So are you west or east of me?

Hey my dude how ya doing? It's 1:17 in the morning where I am. Where are you? I live in the beautiful, wonderful paradise of the GUNSHINE STATE OF FLORIDA and I love it here and I have decided that this is where I will BUILD MY LIFE and MAKE MYSELF. I moved here in 1999 from Connecticut. I was born in the North and raised in the South! I am truly blessed in life in many ways and YOU ARE BLESSED IN LIFE IN MANY WAYS and WE ALL ARE BLESSED IN LIFE IN SOME WAY.

What about you? How are you doing in life? Anything new? Anything on your mind? Feel free to write it down!

YOU
CAN
DO
IT
BECAUSE
I
BELIEVE
IN
YOU

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Hello Wanderer.

I moved to NYC about 4 years ago because I was bored, I guess. I needed a change. Now I'm feeling those same feelings I had when I left home. But it feels like a waste to throw all that time away for... I'm not sure what.

KEEP THE THINGS AND THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE CLOSE TO YOUR HEART AND NEVER LET THEM GO. MUSIC IS ENERGY. Don't remove yourself from what inspires you! Instead, FIND NEW THINGS THAT INSPIRE YOU AND FILL YOUR ENTIRE LIFE WITH INSPIRATION. Go outside and BE IN NATURE and find new things to ADD to your life! NEVER TAKE AWAY WHAT YOU LOVE JUST ADD MORE AND MORE OF WHAT YOU LOVE AND WHAT INSPIRES YOU UNTIL YOUR ENTIRE LIFE AND YOUR ENTIRE BEING IS FULL OF LOVE AND INSPIRATION.

BEIEVE IN YOURSELF
NOT IN THE YOU WHO BELIEVES IN ME
NOT IN THE ME WHO BELIEVES IN YOU
BELIEVE IN THE YOU WHO BELIEVES IN YOURSELF
YOUR DRILL IS THE DRILL THAT WILL PIERCE THE HEAVENS

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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Hello, user!
LISTEN TO YOUR HEART. If you desire change, CHANGE. If you feel that you belong where you are then STAY. FIND WHERE YOU FEEL THAT YOU BELONG AND BUILD YOUR LIFE THERE.
Florida is, in my humble opinion, THE GREATEST STATE IN THE REPUBLIC. I live in North Central Florida and I am surrounded by unparalleled beauty and brilliance EVERY SINGLE DAY. I cannot recommend Florida enough. It is truly wonderful and unique. FIND WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL INSPIRED and NEVER BE AFRAID TO FOLLOW YOUR HEART AND YOUR DREAMS ON YOUR PATH TO THE HEAVENS

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
NOT IN THE YOU WHO BELIEVES IN ME
NOT IN THE ME WHO BELIEVES IN YOU
BELIEVE IN THE YOU WHO BELIEVES IN YOURSELF
YOUR DRILL IS THE DRILL THAT WILL PIERCE THE HEAVENS

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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Well, I enjoy violently raping females who already enjoy my company. Having sex with them a few times lightens the load, and then I find something they don't enjoy and do it to them. Sometimes its anal, sometimes its just fucking them without a rubber, all that matters to me is that they object to whatever I'm doing to the point that they attempt resistance of some kind.

You feel this way because you have much pain inside you. FACE YOUR PAIN AND OVERCOME IT. LOOK YOUR FEAR IN THE EYE AND LAUGH.

DO NOT BRING MORE PAIN INTO THIS COLD WORLD

BRING ONLY LIGHT AND LOVE AND JOY AND PEACE AN COURAGE ALWAYS IN EVERYTHING YOU DO AND LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF AND OTHERS. TEACH YOURSELF TO LOVE AGAIN. CLEANSE YOUR SOUL.

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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I just want a gf and to do well at uni

Alas, I have no dreams. Years and years of depression will do that to you.

As far as the other stuff, you're right, the city is quite ugly. Even though I live near a park, and some of the buildings are nice, there's so much trash, the smells, all the people...

Do your best to get the best grades that you can and GRADUATE. Dedicate yourself to your studies and focus on getting the best GPA possible. Learn to appreciate solitude but also go out and try to talk to people. Try to talk to people in your classes or just anywhere. BE BRAVE and do not be afraid to talk to girls. Ask them about their interests and share some of your interests. If you meet a girl that you like then ASK HER OUT ON A DATE. Take her somewhere chill and simple, I always recommend coffee or lunch because these situations make it easier to make a conversation with someone and get to know them. Never be afraid to TALK TO THE GIRL YOU LIKE if you meet a girl that makes your heart beat faster and your soul fly.

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
NOT IN THE YOU WHO BELIEVES IN ME
NOT IN THE ME WHO BELIEVES IN YOU
BELIEVE IN THE YOU WHO BELIEVES IN YOURSELF
YOUR DRILL IS THE DRILL THAT WILL PIERCE THE HEAVENS

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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i want a robot gf who lives near me

>forced to take care of animals I didn't originally want because relatives moved away and forced them on me
>barely manage to feed them
>they're healthy, but couldn't afford a vet if I needed one
I wish some freak accident happened that painlessly killed them in a way that was 100 percent out of my control. I want them to be happy and healthy, but I don't love them. This makes me even less free than I would be if all I had to worry about was a job.

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I just want someone to hold me and tell me its going to be okay.
I haven't had much human physical contact since I broke up with my boyfriend 4 years ago.
I want to ask my best friend if I could just cuddle with him for one night just feel safe and secure for once again, nothing sexual at all. I know that would push boundaries though.

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I didn't recover and my eating disorder is actually getting worse because I'm still not losing enough fucking weight and I'm getting really scared and frustrated.

I have been depressed for years too. As far back as I can remember except when I was very young. You must ENDURE THE PAIN and ALWAYS KEEP MOVING FORWARD ON YOUR PATH TO THE HEAVENS. It is all you can do. Try your best every day to improve yourself and your life in some small way. Over time your life will improve if you focus on making yourself better. It will take time but IT IS POSSIBLE TO MAKE YOUR LIFE BETTER.

I do not like big cities. I prefer nature and open areas. Maybe you should consider moving somewhere like that. Look into it. Research places where you might want to live and LISTEN TO YOUR HEART AND FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS ON YOUR PATH TO THE HEAVENS

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

The only way you will meet her is if you act. No matter how difficult it might feel for you, do your best to go out in the world and talk to people. Always keep your eyes open for that special girl who will change your life, for better or worse. BE BRAVE and TALK TO HER. GO OUT IN THE WORLD AND FIND

HER

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

Cherish all the creatures of the world. Give them the best care you can and even if you are hurt you must LOVE THEM and SHOW THEM LOVE EVERY DAY. Animals need love just like us and I think they are not as strong when it comes to feeling unloved so LOVE THEM WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND SOUL FOREVER. TAKE GOOD CARE OF ALL THE LITTLE CREATURES IN THE WORLD AND GIVE THEM ALL YOUR LOVE. There is love, courage, peace and joy in your soul that you only have to find. Animals can bring those things out in you. Just love them.

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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There are times in life when we are alone and you must learn to find the good in solitude. I went for 22 years without any romantic physical contact, and it was fleeting when it came and went. Focus on improving yourself and living the best life that you can. Do not give up hope, just keep moving forward on your path to the heavens.

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

Practice discipline in all aspects of your life and you will be able to apply that discipline to specific things that you want to change. Eat as healthy as you can and exercise every day.

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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I am going to sleep. Good night. I truly hope that you all find your way on your PATH TO THE HEAVENS. Remember to take care of yourself as best you can. Never give up, never lose hope, just KEEP GOING ON YOUR PATH TO THE HEAVENS

May your sky be more colorful than ever.
May the brightness of the day reflect on your soul.

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
NOT IN THE YOU WHO BELIEVES IN ME
NOT IN THE ME WHO BELIEVES IN YOU
BELIEVE IN THE YOU WHO BELIEVES IN YOURSELF
YOUR DRILL IS THE DRILL THAT WILL PIERCE THE HEAVENS

YOU
CAN
DO
IT
BECAUSE
I
BELIEVE
IN
YOU

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I live in Czechia, eastern euro. GMT+1 timezone. You might think of this place as a shithole but I am happy here

I don't think I know what actual love is. I grew up in a household devoid of love, I'm almost 22 and I've never been in a loving relationship. I fall in love so fast and so quick that I'm worried I've got a few screws loose in my head. I feel like when I "fall in love" with someone, it isn't actually love. Actually, it is, but it's a love for the *idea* of a person instead of the person themselves. No matter who I fall for, I realize they're not meeting this unrealistic, fairy-tale standard that I have set in my head and I'm crushed by it every single time, almost as if I'm mad at them for not being perfect. I know it sounds narcissistic and maybe it is. I think I'm doomed as far as love goes. Being lonely is one thing, but my mood swings get volatile. I highly doubt I'm going to make it to age 30. I'm scared that one day I'm going to wake up and finally realize I'm a lost cause. This'll be too daunting to deal with and I'll end up splattering my brains at the bank of the Mississippi river. God, the future scares me so much.

fuck! good to know I'm not the only one like that

Got pretty close to punching my boss. Fucking son of a bitch likes ruining my days.

I'm sorry to hear that, user. I really hope you find that perfect someone someday.

I should never have thought that anonymous users could be considered my only friends in anyway. I can't believe using pictures in an imageboard could be considered wrong.

I just hate the fact that I'm not allowed to have anything. I work hard, yet it seems like the world just wants to remind me of my place. Like it's constantly telling me that I'm not allowed to be anything more than mediocre at anything. I work hard, but I just hit a wall after which I feel like I don't improve and I'll never pass. Yet, I always see other people improve. some people are just better versions of me, what's the point of existing if I'm obsolete.